I just always feel so alone... Once I realise that I only have a couple of friends that might not even like me I get anxiety.
They all have other friends that they can hang out with and forget all about you.
They could just decide that they don't wanna talk to me anymore and block me off.
...... I'm going to be moving over Christmas break probably... completely different state.
I'm not making anymore friends. If my current friends decide they don't want me anymore then I'm not having friends at all.
They were with me through thick and thin and that's something I won't forget.
But it's also scary... Once I realized how truly alone I feel on this planet...
That I can't talk to anyone...
And that everyone says the love me... but no one truly loves me... and that is so upsetting to realize...