Aria
Benz fix the damn camera I'm trynna see daddy work out"
Bae he can't hear you I got my EarPods in"
Oh bae what you trynna be ocky for"
The better to blow ya back in"
Boy bye my back heart like hell cause of you"
You begged for it and said I could do what I wanted"
Nigga that don't mean bend my ass clean the fuck over the sinks"
He chuckled and I rolled my eyes at him
I feel like you just rolled ya eyes"
Stop reading my damn movements in ya head"
Actually benz ass is making the same faces you are"
I stuck my middle finger up and the camera flipped
I looked and he looked shocked
I laughed and it flipped back
Baby what you want to eat tonight"
You"
The kids can't eat me to"
Woah that's incest"
What you said me like I'm finna lay on the kitchen table like a fucking turkey"
Bae bruh yo ass is halarious" he laughed
Forreal papa what you want to eat"
UM make me some Spanish food"
So red beans, steak, and what else"
Make some corn"
Ok I got you"
We're you coming from mama"
A business meeting"
What's up either hat"
Nothing much just did some modeling deals and guess what bae"
What"
Rihanna want me to be a brand ambassador"
I told you you could do it ma"
I know you did but yea that's it forreal how bout you"
Just been Hol on, benz check into he kids for me"
We're my baby's at"
In the gym daycare"
Uh uh ion want nobody holding kyla and I damn sure don't want nobody with kairi or yosohn"
Baby I had to take them
Outside today"
But still ke ion trust nobody with my kids"
I don't either mama's that's why joe over there with them and benz finna take the camera so you can see them"
Mmcht fine Kenen"
Baby don't be mad at me"
I seen the kids in the cameras and literally all three of them was in a corner together playing with blocks my poor anti social kids but I liked it they stay together even this young
Benz went back to ke and I seen him lifting a big ass weight and smiled
Bae how big is that"
300"
Fuck you trynna do go get a big bitch"
Nah baby I'm just trynna get ocky"
Well I wanna ocky ass huh tonight ok"
I thought you was mad at me"
I am got my baby's In that fake jail cell"
At least they ain't playing wit nobody"
I know they antisocial"
Right You in the crib yet"
I turned the corner and a car came slamming into the side of me
BABY"I heard and the car flipped over I held on to the seat and felt the airbag hit my chest and I unbuckled my seat belt and balled up
Kenen
Baby..baby girl you aight"I asked but I ain't here nothing but horns honking and what sounded like breaking metal or some shit
I put the weight down and grabbed my phone from benz
Bro her camera went black"
Lemme check her location"I said as I walked out going to get the kids
Joe seen my face and he went inside picking them up and handed me kyla
daddy why we walk so fast"kairi asked
Mommy need us"
We walked out and I got them in the car safely and sped off
Benz read out that location"
She by exit 28"
I sped up and made my over there as quick as I could
Call her momma"
The phone rung and she answered
Hello"
Hey mama Laura stay on standby aria got in a car accident I think"
Oh my god is she ok"
I'm on my way to we're she at now"
How you know she got in one"
We was on the phone"
Ok stay on the phone till you get there please"
Aight wanna talk to the kids"
Sure just to ease my nerves"
I passed the phone to kairi and listened to them talk I sped up the pace and seen benz holding on to the dashboard and his seat belt scared
I finnaly pulled up and seen her truck off to the side I parked and hoped out I went twords her car
Sir you can't be over here"
This my fiancé car"
Which young lady"
A other female was in the accident"
Yes sir look my fiancé she got on orange"
Follow me"
I walked twords a truck and seen her sitting in the back getting her arm stitched up and her leg
Baby"she said looking up
Fuck thank god"
I said and hugged her tightly as the lady stepped back
You ok you good"
Yea I'm fine I feel good just my leg and my arm baby I'm good"she assured me and I looked over her face and seen she had small scratches but they weren't bad
Who crashed into her I turned around seeing the other ambulance I stepped back and ain't see nobody inside
Hey ms who crashed into her"
Some other female she died after being launched from the vehicle"
Damn"I sighed and rubbed over my face
Ok you all done ma'am your lucky is tell you"
What you mean by that"I said helping aria from the truck
Her car flipped over a few times and she was able to walk away with just two cuts is amazing ion know how but god was with her in that car"
We started walking past and I seen the body I looked closely and thought I was fucking tripping
Baby...baby you seeing what I see"I said tapping aria she looked and her face hardened and she looked at the car
Kairi"she said and went and got in the car I hoped in and turned to bully
Cover kairi face"I whispered and before she could look he had her head in his chest hugging her
I got the fuck outta there after that how I looked in the mirror at aria and she pushed her hair back
Mommy grandma want you"I heard kairi mumble from bully chest
Hello.....yea mommy I'm ok.....I'm good ma.....yes just had to get stitches mama I promise I'm ok...I won't ma...ok I love you to"
Sis you good"
Yea benz I'm aight just shocked that's all"
Y'all seen what I seen right"I asked
Yup"
Yea I seen satan"joe said and I smirked a lil bit
Damn my truck is done for"aria said
"We can get you a new one"
Nah y'all dont have to"
Why not It can be a mother's day gift"bully said
Cause i just want flowers and teddy bears for Mother's Day"
I snickered and smiled she won't just getting that for Mother's Day I had special shit lined up she was gonna die bout this gift
Now my next question was how the fuck did Millie survive a head shot or was I fucking tripping Millie ain't got no twin sisters or nothing or a cousin or nobody that look like her but that was fucking Millie
Now her crazy really dead trynna kill fucking people I called up one of my homeboys
Yo man wassup"
Yea I need you to follow this ambulance license plate 22y689T make sure she dead"
I'm on route to it now it's on exit 28 right"
Yea just go make sure she ain't breathing"
Yes sir"
I hung up and looked back at them and they wasn't even paying me no attention I rubbed my goatee and relaxed Thankyou god for just some minor scratches cause it could be whole lot worse than that
Aria
Baby how the hell did she survive that"
Ion know"
You think kairi saw anything"
That's what I'm scared for forreal"
Ion think she did bully said she was still talking to ya mom so she was distracted"
I heard the door bell ring an looked at the clock
Who the hell is that"
Ke put his gun back on his waist and we walked downstairs
Who"
Aria it's me"I heard and I knew that voice
I swung the door open and seen herb standing there
Ke stepped to him
Wassup"
I need to talk to ari"
You talking to her man so wassup"
Man I just wanna see my son"
After how long my nigga you abandoned yosohn"
I had to find my daughter how would you feel with a piece of you missing my nigga"
Fucked up but you done just leave the one you got"
Look I found her can you just lemme see my son"
Hol up"
Ke stepped back and slammed the door
Ke let him see yosohn"
No"
Why not"
He ain't finna be in and out my son life like that"
But just let him see yosohn"
You keep giving this nigga chance after chance I said no baby ion want yosohn fucked up like that he gotta good stable father in his life already"
Baby then what you want me to do"
That nigga will be fine with updates about his son but nah baby I ain't fucking wit it"
Ok baby"
Commer don't look like that"he said and pulled me in a hug "he don't deserve ya kindness and yosohn don't deserve that either"
I nodded and he rubbed my back and I went back to the door
Herbert you can get updates on yosohn but as for seeing him no"
I'm asking for 5 minutes with him that's it"
No if you love him you'd understand that he don't need you in and out his life like that he don't deserve that herb"
Look I know I fucked up but I just wanna see him one time just one"he said and I looked back at ke
You got 2 minutes wit him"
Ke went upstairs with him and I stood there shaking my head
You just let him make decisions bout our child"
Watch ya damn mouth our child you ain't been shit of a parent he been there when yosohn cry when he sad when he upset when he growing up when he started talking and all you been gone he more of a father then you'll ever be"
He didn't have shit to say after that
Here"ke said to me and I held yosohn in my arms and slowly handed him to herb
I backed up a lil giving them they space and rolled my eyes As ke sat and watched herb with yosohn
I felt tears coming and just held my head back
Ion know I just feel for yosohn heavy like how is he gonna feel when he's 13 or 14 or shit 10 when he finds out that ke not his real dad and that his dad won't shit to him and left him for his sister and another female
My baby didn't deserve that but I had to be lucky for somebody like ke that accepter yosohn like he was his off the bat
Aight it's been 2 minutes let's go"I heard ke say
Yosohn was placed in his arms and ke walked from the door
And I walked back to the door and stepped out talking to herb
So we're you going now"
I'm gonna be with my daughter in Idaho and Stacy"
So your just leaving yosohn"
He gotta father figure and a stable mother I gotta be there for her"
I her you Herbert but what I'm supposed to tell yosohn if he remember this"
Tell my son the truth he deserve it but I gotta go"
Bye"
I walked back in the house and closed the door locking it and walked twords the stairs and sat down I'm shedding tears for my baby man and it hurts I wiped my face and went upstairs to yosohn room and sat on his bed
Mommy who that"he asked and got up touching my face
That was your dad"
Dada"he said pointing at a picture of ke
I'll tell you when you get big"
Get to be big boy"
Yup"
Yayyy"he smiled and I smiled and kissed his cheek
Let's get you to bed lil one"
He laid back down and I covered him up and kissed his cheek and turned his nightlight on
Night night mommy"
Night baby"
I walked from the door and went and looked in kairi room and she was sleeping I went in kyla room and she was sitting up
Ok cause you just trynna be grown at this point huh"I said and picked chunky self up
Hi mama"I said kissing her cheeks and she cheesed really hard
That's my baby girl"I said and rubbed her hair
All this hair what imma do with it"
I went in me and ke room and sat on the couch he came out the closet and was dressed up
Ke we're you going"
Finna handle some business"he said and I stared in his eyes and let him see all the hurt I went threw
Don't do that aria"he said looking away
You know how I felt when I thought I killed Millie that guilt I felt, that's all that's gonna happen to you you gonna be guilty for the rest of your life"
He ain't finna just abandon yosohn and get to live the fairytale life"
If I would have killed my father for this or had somebody kill my dad cause he abandoned me I would not be able to ever be happy with myself or that person Kenen, that's herbs fault but give yosohn the option to rekindle with his father in the future or not don't hold yosohns future in your hands and what if it goes bad you get caught what about yosohn what about kairi what about Kyla"I said and he looked at kyla and rubbed over his face
Like you told me baby don't let one decision fuck up our entire future"
You right"he said and came and hugged me and kyla
Were would I be without you baby"
Maybe lost in Alice and the wonderland"
Boy please"
He grabbed kyla
Why you up lil girl"he asked her and she rolled her eyes
Ooh"
Ke looked shocked and I turned around turning on the tv
Hmmm the discovery Chanel sounds nice"
Aria why you teach her that shit"
MEEEE" I said in my soldier boy voice