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“...You're such an idiot. ” Shirabu sighed as he cleans the dried up blood on the males lips
“He mocked me.” Y/n said
“But that doesn't mean you should start a fight..now look what happened to you.. ” shirabu scolded as he pressed harder causing for the male to hiss.
~Earlier that day.~
“One touch!” Tendō yelled
The ball nearly touched the floor but thanks to their libero's fast reflexes the ball was up in the air again
“Kenji, on your left!” Y/n yelled as he readied himself for attack
Shirabu tossed the ball towards Y/n who jumped and slammed the ball only to be blocked by three of their opponents, The person who's been mocking Y/n laughed
“Ehhh? He's getting blocked, I bet that's frustrating.. What did you say earlier? I should start praying? Maybe you should be the one who needs praying.” he mocked before sticking his tounge out
This was the fourth time he got blocked and he's getting pissed, it felt like just what happened back then with karasuno it was making him furious
“Keep tossing to me, kenjirō ” He said monotonously
“Oh? Still trying to get through our blocks?” the male said leaning closer to the net
“Shut up.” Y/n muttered while clenching his fist
An image of the match flashed through his mind, he started to hear ringing noises and the beating of his heart. Everything became silent as he began to breathe unevenly
“What's happening? Cat caught your tongue? Maybe you should just quit and go back to that filthy karasun-” He didn't managed to finished what he's about to say when suddenly Y/n ducked under the net and threw a hard punch at him hitting his jaw causing him to stumble
He punched back and it landed on Y/n's lips busting it, his eyes widened when Y/n threw himself towards him causing them to fall with the male straddling him and began showering him with ruthless punches
“O-Oi Y/n! Stop it!” Shirabu ran and tried to pull the male away
“Didn't I told you to pray for your face you worthless fucking piece of shit!?” Y/n yelled as he tried to pull his arm away from Shirabu's grip
“Damn it Y/n stop it!” Semi came to his side and pulled him away from the bleeding male
His knuckles where bruised, blood dribbles down his chin. A smirk made it to his lips as he watched the barely conscious male lying on the floor and currently being checked by the other students
The whole gymnasium fell quiet as they witnessed what just happened, Karasuno was shocked.
They weren't expecting to see Y/n snap , it was scary to see how his eyes held no emotions as he beat the other male. Sugawara felt extremely worried about the male once he saw the blood dripping from his busted lips
He wanted to approach him but one of the shiratorizawa student beats him to it, meanwhile kuroo stood there beside kenma with wide eyes as he witnessed how Y/n punches the male with a murderous intention
“Is he..okay?” Kenma asked nearly dropping his PSP
“I..I don't know” Kuroo answered
~Present~
“Sorry for acting like that..” Y/n muttered
Shirabu stopped what he's doing and eyed the male, He sighed and placed the cotton down and cupped the male's cheeks forcing him to look at his face
“I understand why you did that and I know he deserves it, but it still wrong you shouldn't apologize to me but to coach washijō” Shirabu said
Y/n lifted both his hands and gently grabbed shirabu's wrist, He smiled at him as he leaned on the male's touch it was warm and comfortable like how he felt when Kuroo hugged him
His smile slowly turned into frown as tears began flowing down his face, his body shook from trying to stop himself from crying. Shirabu furrowed his eyebrows as he pulled the male into a hug
Y/n slowly wrapped his arm around shirabu's waits since he's sitting while shirabu's standing. He could feel shirabu's fingers running through his [H/c] locks calming him down
Y/n pulled away and wiped his tears away with the back of his hand as he sobs softly, Looking up he smiled at shirabu
“I'm okay now.” He lied
He was never okay, everything was never okay for him ever since he was a child..nothing was okay.
“Please tell the other's I'll be there soon, let me just..get myself freshen up” Y/n said, Shirabu raised an eyebrow but nodded otherwise before leaving
Y/n took a deep breath as he stare at the wall with no emotions until his eyes landed on a stool with sharp objects placed on top
Shaking his negative thoughts away he covered his face with his hands, this how's for a minute until he began chuckling.
He was losing it.
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