To, my readers.
I'm sorry... for not been uploading lately.
I'm... just lost... like I feel empty... even for a moment I feel like I something everything it just fades away...
My life has been a roller coaster, and I'm still young. Being grade 12 with no plan ahead of me.
I feel alone, and I feel like that I'll always be...
I'm not leaving yet... I doing my hardest to stay and work on these stories. Seeing how many people want to see more and appreciate what I'm been trying to put out.
Yet I still feel like it's not good enough, I just keep doubting myself. Every day and night, my sleep hasn't been great, staying a little too much up all night, just thinking how much I'm a failure I am!
I hate myself and my life more than anything else...
Yet I want to stay here hoping that there's something for me.
But I feel like that won't ever happen...
This is just me saying sorry and why I was gone for so long or maybe more.
But I'll do my hardest to get these chapters and my stories finish.
I love you all... but I don't love myself.
From, MissLoserLover