you're someone i just want around

VII: let me inside, wish i could get to know you

"Sunflower, my eyes

Want you more than a melody

Let me inside,

Wish I could get to know you."

— Sunflower Vol. 6, Harry Styles

word count: 26.6k

content/warnings: another good dose of denial, Fajita Friday with a side of blended margs, waking up on the wrong side of the coffin, brutal analysis of Niall's non-existent love life, ribeye!y/n x rotisserie chicken!harry, a horrible impersonation of Bob Barker, "Are you there, God? it's me, Harry," degradation, the violation of worksafe laws through the improper use of a ladder, mild pain kink, Alexa play 'kiss it better' by rihanna, and the rise of kinkrry (dir. j.j. abrams)

don't forget to check out the preface, i posted a "meet the characters" section with some info about everyone in the story!  enjoy!

As Harry climbs up the stairs to Y/N's apartment the next Friday night with a bag containing tequila, orange liqueur, and limes clutched within his jeweled hand, there are two thoughts flickering through his mind.

The first, which weighs more heavily on the vampire, is if Y/N prefers her margaritas blended or over ice, as Harry feels that tells a lot about a person, and it would be such a disappointment to realize now that Y/N isn't a fan of the blended beverage. The second, which should weigh more heavily on his mind if he had his priorities sorted out, is how Y/N had managed to convince him to let her cook dinner for the two of them.

In reality, it hadn't actually taken much convincing on the mortal girl's part at all. When she messaged him on her lunch break earlier that day, asking what he was up to that night, Harry had sat up on his couch, drawing Niall and Xander's attention to him in a confused manner. He'd stared at the message for only three seconds before opening his phone and pressing on her contact name. The action had come so easily to him that he didn't even think about hiding his eagerness to speak to her, and instead pressed his phone tight to his ear as the other line rang three times before she picked it up.

"Harry?" Her confused voice rang through his phone speaker, the sound of the bustling cafe apparent in the background. "Is everything alright?"

"Yeah, love. I just, uh...just wanted to talk to you, s'all." Harry had replied, shushing the questions he could see hanging off of Niall and Xander's lips. "How's work today? Busy?"

"As busy as it always is on a Friday afternoon." Y/N answered with a sigh, and a small smile tugged at the corner of Harry's lips as he heard a loud slurp through the phone, leading him to picture a stressed out Y/N sipping the last remnants of her iced latte. "But I'm over halfway through my shift, at least, so... it's all downhill from here. In a good way."

Harry had nodded slowly, as if the mortal girl could see him through the phone. "I'm glad to hear that."

His friends, however, seemed to be less glad to hear it, and paused the golf tournament that was playing on TV to stare at him with incredulous expressions on their faces.

"Who are you talking to?" Niall had demanded, kicking his foot into Harry's calf with more force than what was necessary. "We're going to miss the first swing!"

"Isn't it obvious?" Xander snickered to the Irishman next to him, a devious smirk lighting up his face. "It's that human he's been obsessed with for the last, like, two months. His little plaything."

Harry had stood up then, flipping the pair off with a pointed glare before turning towards the kitchen, intent on finding some peace and quiet where he could carry on his conversation without having to worry about Y/N overhearing something she shouldn't.

"I don't want to take up too much of your break," He murmured, resting his elbows over the cool marble countertop of his kitchen island that was nearly the same temperature of his skin. "But calling you seemed easier than texting. I'm free tonight—" He always kept his Friday nights free for her; had she not realized that by now? "So I was thinking I could be at your place around eight? Or nine? What works for you?"

And it was then that he had heard it, breaking through the cafe ambient noise that caught Harry's inhuman ears, and the inquisitive whispering of Niall and Xander in the other room. As clear as if it were really right in his ear, Harry had heard the sharp intake of breath, the slow exhale that followed, and the melodic voice that he'd become so familiar with, shaking ever so slightly.

"I was, um, actually thinking you could come over a bit earlier." Y/N had replied, the tapping of her fingertips against her back room's linoleum table reverberating around Harry's head. "I got groceries yesterday, and I was going to make fajitas tonight, and I realized I had enough food for two people, and so if you don't have anything else planned—"

Harry hadn't meant to cut Y/N off— listening to her nervous rambling is one of his favourite things, and he'd never purposefully forfeit the opportunity to hear it (and that fondness aside, cutting off her speech would be rude)— but shock overtook his body and triggered the response before he could stop it. "You want to cook me dinner?"

"I—" The speaker crackled again, and Harry could practically picture the hesitation wrinkling across Y/N's face, the caution in her tone a clear indication of how hard she was working to stay upright on the tense tightrope known as their relationship. "Yeah, I do. I'm not a chef or anything, but my friends and I used to cook for each other all the time, and Fajita Fridays were one of my specialties, so—"

"I would absolutely love it if you cooked for me." A slow grin had spread over Harry's face, pulling the dimples from his cheeks in a way that he'd recently noticed only she could. "What time should I be over? Do you want me to pick you up from work?"

"No, that's fine." Y/N had assured him quickly, the breathlessness in her voice leading Harry to picture the light rush of heat that was probably working its way over her cheeks. "You can come over around six, if that works for you...?"

Harry had checked the Rolex hanging off his wrist, which displayed the time of 2:33PM back to him. "Six is perfect." He'd replied with an airy yet firm voice, nodding to himself once again. "Can I bring anything? Is there anything you need me to pick up?"

"Oh, uh...no. No, you don't need to bring anything. Just your appetite; I make a lot of fajitas." The surprise that echoed in Y/N's voice and the small laugh that followed had drawn an pleasurable ache from Harry's dormant chest in a way he couldn't explain. "Thank you for asking, though. So... I'll see you at six, then."

"Sounds good, love. I'm looking forward to it." Harry had smiled again, despite no one being around to view it, and continued to smile even after he had hung up and made his way back to the living room, where his two friends had greeted him with an array of exaggerated vulgar motions and kissy faces.

He had waved them off, and though he'd glowered at them hotly and shrugged off their prodding questions, he couldn't find it in himself to stifle the grin that the human girl's offer had left behind on his cheeks. She wanted to make him dinner. Just the two of them. It'd been so long since anyone had gone so out of their way for him like that, he hadn't been able to help his giddy reaction.

As he reaches the final stair leading to Y/N's floor of her building, a tired sigh falls from Harry's pink lips. He should've known better than to call her with his friend present, he thinks, as his footsteps echo around the empty hallway. The moment he'd plopped back down on his couch, Niall and Xander had ignored his dismissive attitude and proceeded to continue to bombard him with a million questions about her, and a million more digs at his ego when he had later excused himself from their tournament to get ready for the dinner. Although he'd normally be able to ignore their obsessive inquiries without so much as a second thought, he'd berated himself throughout his entire shower and get-ready routine, the harsh judgement ever-present in the back of his skull as he'd picked up his favourite ingredients for margaritas from the grocery store. He should've known better.

It's bad enough that he's toying around with Y/N's feelings just for his own selfish needs, but every time the topic of Y/N came up around his friends, it ended with the exact same question, just as it had earlier that day.

"So when do we get to meet her? Like, officially meet her, and not just hear her moaning through your wall." Niall had asked as he took a sip of his Guinness beer, layering a childish snicker on top of his curiosity.

"Yeah, I'd love to see the girl that domesticated you. Always thought she'd be fictional, actually." Xander's laugh had matched Niall's as the two of them watched Harry slip a fresh t-shirt over his head.

A tightness had developed in Harry's chest then, so tense that it had nearly stopped him from smoothing the shirt over his inked chest. "You don't get to meet her." He had replied curtly, shooting the two vampires a stern look. "She's not something for you two to gawk at, she's—"

Niall had interjected then, the mirth in his eyes refusing to bow despite Harry's seething. "Your girlfriend?"

Harry had stared witheringly at the Irish immortal. "No. She's not my girlfriend. She's just a friend I have an arrangement with. An arrangement that will become much more complicated if she starts hanging out with other vampires and notices that there's something... off about us."

"Off?" Niall had questioned, grinning cheekily with a flash of his fangs, his blue irises dying blood red. "I have no idea what you're referring to, mate."

Pausing in front of Y/N's front door, Harry takes a moment to swipe his hair back from his face, tousling his curls until they fall into just the right place. His chestnut locks are beginning to get a little long again (they curl around his ears and tickle the nape of his neck now), but he can't quite bring himself to cut them just yet; Y/N has a habit of reaching for them whenever he goes down on her, and the sensation of her tugging on his hair is too satisfying to let go of so easily. As for the rest of his look, Harry has opted to keep it casual tonight, wearing a blue and pink flamingo patterned button down over his Chicago Cubs t-shirt, paired with a rust-coloured pair of corduroy pants and his white vans. If their usual routine is any indication, then Harry will be staying the night, and he's learned over the years that it's much comfier to leave the next morning in loose clothes than trying to yank on a pair of tight leather pants in a stranger's bedroom. Not that Y/N is a stranger; in fact, he could probably get away with bringing an overnight bag now. But there's something so presumptuous in showing up to a dinner date with a bag, and in a shocking— though fleeting— change of heart, the last thing Harry wants is to seem presumptuous.

Harry raises his jeweled knuckles and raps on Y/N's door in a rhythmic pattern, straightening his back and leaning against the frame as he waits for the door to open.

Even through the wooden barrier, Harry can hear the old music floating through the bluetooth speaker that he knows sits on Y/N's kitchen counter, the sizzling of peppers and onions in a pan, and Y/N singing to herself softly under her breath, the latter of which pauses as soon as Harry knocks. Instead, it's replaced with the soft padding of bare feet against the laminate floor, the click of a lock, the removal of a door chain, and the turning of a knob as the door swings open.

And then Harry sees Y/N, and the sight of her catches the breath that he doesn't really need. It lodges in his lungs and at the back of his burning throat, causing an odd sensation to churn the pit of his tummy as a sudden wave of heat pours into his cheeks.

If Harry's pride wasn't as steadfast as he likes to portray, he would openly admit that it truly is frightening how just one glance at her can make his entire nervous system flare.

It's obvious that Y/N's been at work all day; her mascara is slightly smudged beneath her eyes, and the ponytail bouncing at the top of her head is loose, with wisps of hair falling out and framing her face. Her clothing, however, has been changed from her usual work polo and jeans to a cotton bralette that clings to her chest and displays a strip of her stomach that makes Harry's mouth water. Her black leggings have mesh cutouts on the side, and while that detail would normally draw Harry's eyes by default, it's the multicolour patchwork cardigan hanging loosely off her shoulders that really catches Harry off guard. Or, more specifically, it's his multicolour patchwork cardigan that catches him off guard.

"Hi." Y/N smiles up at him warmly with the edges of her eyes crinkling, her hands grasping the side of the door tightly. "Six P.M. on the dot, Holmes. I'm impressed."

"Solving mysteries isn't my only speciality." Harry matches his grin to hers, his dimples making an appearance as his expression grows. "Although speaking of mysteries... I think I just solved the case of my missing cardigan." With his free hand, Harry reaches forward and tweaks a button on the article of clothing, his fingers brushing against Y/N's bare tummy when he pulls away.

A wispy giggle falls from Y/N's cheeks as she opens the door wider to invite Harry in. "Right, that case. I was about to call you about it, actually. We got a big break-through last night."

"Did we?" Harry raises an eyebrow as he steps into her apartment, shifting the fabric tote bag in his right hand to his left as he squeezes into the narrow corridor beside her. "And what was the big break, exactly?"

Y/N wraps her arms around Harry's neck as he snakes his now free hand around her waist, clutching her close to his cool body. "Well, I was trying to go to sleep, and I was cold, so I went searching in my closet for an extra blanket, and found this tucked in the back from when you let me borrow it last weekend." She explains lightly, twisting her fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck. "Case closed. Elementary, my dear Holmes."

"I thought that was my line?" Harry quirks an eyebrow as fond amusement dances through his emerald eyes, his cold palm giving one of her love handles a playful squeeze. "First you steal my cardigan, and now my catch phrase. What's next?"

"Oh, I don't know..." Y/N says with a shrug, her smile growing wider with every passing moment as she nudges his chin teasingly with the tip of her warm nose. "I could steal a kiss, I suppose? That's a very you thing to do."

"Not quite. Usually you're the one trying to steal one, and I make you ask for it. Beg, even, if I'm feeling a bit meaner than usual." Tilting his head to the side and shaking it slowly, Harry lets out a long sigh. "You're losing your touch, Watson."

"Tragic." Y/N matches his sigh as she begins to untangle her hands from his hair, but when she tries to extract herself from Harry's grasp, he just holds on tighter.

"But for the sake of tradition..." Harry's eyes fall to the mortal's lips as he wets his own with his tongue. "How about a hello kiss?"

Despite the usual iciness of Harry's touch, heat begins to blossom through Y/N's chest as she tilts her head up to meet Harry's mouth. The kiss, unlike many they've shared before, is tender, and only lasts for a brief moment before Y/N settles back down on the balls of her feet.

"Hi." She whispers, her hands curling around the fabric clinging to Harry's muscular shoulders.

"Hi." The vampire replies easily as he finally releases his grip on her waist, taking a step back from both Y/N and the bashful instance they'd found themselves in.

He allows her to lead him down the entrance hallway and into her living room, drifting behind her towards the kitchen and glimpsing over all the ingredients she has scattered around her counters.

"You look beautiful in my cardigan, by the way." Harry throws out casually, admiring the way the article hangs off her figure in the most adorable oversized fashion. "If I didn't make that clear enough before. And," the monster takes a sudden deep whiff for emphasis, "it smells delicious in here. Seems like Gordon Ramsey doesn't have shit on you, huh?"

Although the initial compliment brings a flush of pleasure up Y/N's spine, she chooses to focus on the latter half of Harry's comment. "I'd like to think so, yeah. Dinner is almost ready, if you want to take a seat at the table. Can I get you anything to drink?"

"Actually..." Harry holds up the bag in his hand and bounces it jestingly, fully bringing it to Y/N's attention for the first time. "I thought I'd make us margaritas to go with the fajitas. Really commit to the theme, y'know?"

All of the previous drinks that Harry has made for her float through Y/N's mind, and her mouth salivates at the thought of drinking another of his incredible creations. He really does have such a wise talent with liquor that she finds herself subconsciously wondering how that had come to be. "Of course; we can't do Fajita Fridays halfway, now can we?"

"No, we can't." Harry agrees with a firm nod, setting the bag down on her small kitchen tabletop and unpacking the ingredients he'd toted with him. "Do you prefer your margaritas over ice or blended?"

The correct answer immediately rolls off the mortal's tongue. "Blended— I'm not insane." She states with a scoff, picking up her spatula to stir the pepper and onion mixture on the stove as she bobs her head towards the cabinet at the far end of the room. "The blender is just up in that cupboard there."

The corners of Harry's pink lips tug up at her response, and he nods to the girl as he drifts over and reaches for the cabinet she'd motioned to. "Gotcha." He says, pushing back a few decorative serving platters before extracting the blender sitting on the back of the shelf. "Oh, this'll do nicely."

His comment is met with a quiet snort from Y/N, who glances at him from the corner of her eye as she turns her attention to the sautéing chicken in her skillet. "Oh, it will, will it?" She asks sarcastically, her lithe fingers adding pinches of seasoning to the dish. "Are you a blender connoisseur, then?"

"Of course I am, angel. Y'have to be, to make a half decent margarita." Setting the kitchen appliance in the counter, Harry studies it with a keen eye, running his fingers over the smooth glass and slightly worn buttons. "It has a little bit of wear and tear, but that's to be expected; the rest of it seems to be in decent condition." He unwraps the cord from the base of the blender, plugging it into the wall before pressing the pulse button a few times to make the machine roar to life. "Listen to that engine purr... A blender like this could bring a man to tears."

"That's good to know." Y/N snorts again, shaking her head at Harry's antics as he begins to prepare his ingredients. "If you need a knife for the limes, there's one in the block there. And ice is in the freezer—"

"That's good to know." Harry mimics her prior reply with a shit-eating grin on his face, his hand wrapped around a bottle of Don Julio he'd snagged from his bar shelves. "I was about to check the cabinet again."

With a shake of her head, Y/N steps past Harry to open a cupboard and fetch a serving dish. "Alright, smartass." She bumps her hip against Harry's as she passes him, the motion sending a jolt of electricity across the vampire's pelvic bones. "Keep it up and you'll lose dessert privileges."

Although she tries to step away, Harry twists a cool arm around Y/N's waist, pulling her back against his chest as he smudges a kiss over her pulse point. "'M sorry." He murmurs, keeping his voice low in an attempt to hide the smile brewing on his face. "I'll be nicer, then. I'd hate to lose dessert—it's my favourite part."

With his lips over her neck, Harry can feel the exact moment Y/N's heart rate increases, his ears pricking with the now familiar and adored sound. Her warm hand cups his over her belly, fingers tracing over the knuckles of his icy touch.

"I know it is." Y/N tilts her head to the left, trying to provide Harry with more access to her neck as his mouth continues to ghost over her skin. "So I'd hate to take it away."

The human girl's familiar and achingly sweet honey and lavender scent fills Harry's nostrils as his nose brushes against her jaw. When he refers to her as dessert, Y/N doesn't know how genuinely Harry means it. "Alright. I'll behave." He relents, but he squeezes her tummy tightly as his teeth graze her skin one last time before pulling away. "For now."

When Y/N detangles from the cage that is Harry's arm, she busies herself with cooking again, doing her best to hide the light sheen of sweat that is beading her forehead. It's almost embarrassing, really; despite only being here for five minutes, Harry's already pulling reactions out of her that she didn't even know she had. If she doesn't get a hold of herself soon, she'll be on her knees for him before he's had a bite of dinner.

With that thought in mind, the mortal forces herself to focus on the tasks at hand, continuing her banter with Harry while making sure to keep the subject matter PG as she plates the food and Harry blends drinks for them. Her tiny table, which she's already set for two, is soon filled with dishes containing sautéed vegetables, chicken, and other various toppings, and Harry pours his margarita mix into two glasses before sitting across from her with a curious air.

"So this is what you and your friends used to do back home, is it?" He asks, crossing his arms and resting them on the table as he regards Y/N with a tilted head. "Fajita Fridays? Taco Tuesdays? Meatloaf Mondays?"

"Meatloaf Mondays sound depressing." Y/N shoots back with a scoff, her hand wrapping around her margarita glass and lifting it to her mouth to take a sip. "We weren't that pathetic."

Harry exhales a sharp but quiet breath from his nose once—the beginnings of a laugh— before offering a dry reply. "No, it doesn't have a very nice ring to it, does it?" He says, watching eagerly as her eyes widen at the first taste of the drink rolls across her tongue. "Do you like it?"

Y/N clears her throat as she lowers her glass from her mouth. "It's...strong." Y/N replies slowly, taking another gulp and smacking her lips in an exaggerated fashion. "But yummy. This is a repeat recipe, I think."

The praise warms the pit of Harry's stomach as he raises his own glass, motioning to the girl before him before bringing the edge of the cup to his lips. "I'll keep that in mind." He murmurs, setting his drink back down after taking a sip and letting his eyes roam over the food before them. "So how did you and your friends do this? Everyone would just reach in at once, or—?"

"Oh, well, we—we used to say grace first, actually." Y/N admits after a moment, her eyes momentarily flickering to the gold cross dangling from Harry's neck. Although his usual cross earring is absent tonight, his pearls out of sight as well, and he's only wearing his opal and lionhead rings, that familiar cross necklace is present as ever. "And then we'd move everything around the table clockwise from the person who actually led saying grace."

Despite Y/N previously mentioning that she'd been a regular church goer in her hometown, this new information sparks an interest in Harry's mind. "Really?" He quirks an eyebrow as the human girl reaches for a warmed tortilla and begins to spoon her toppings inside. "But you don't do that now?"

"Nope." Her lips pop on the final consonant sound of the word. "Did you say grace growing up?" She asks curiously, nodding to the chain around Harry's neck. "You always wear that cross, so I was just wondering..."

"Oh, uh—yeah. Yeah, we did." A crease furrows the space between Harry's brow as he selects his own tortilla, keeping his eyes glued to the food. "My father used to lead it every night." Although he could leave the comment there and be done with the topic, more words of explanation spill from Harry's mouth without him realizing how much he's actually saying, his gaze remaining trained on the way he's filling his tortilla, almost as if it's a monumentally difficult task that requires his utmost attention. "I liked to listen to him say it. My father had a very calming voice; he could be loud and boisterous when he wanted to, but at home, he always kept cool and collected. It was comforting."

Y/N notes the use of past tense when discussing Harry's father, but doesn't comment on it. With the knowledge that his mother had passed away in her mind, she assumes the same has happened to his father, and the realization twists her heart in a new and aching manner. "You speak like that, you know." She tries to steer the conversation into a lighter direction, registering the sadness in his emerald eyes when he discusses his family. "When you're telling stories about your life. Your voice is low and even, quieter than usual. It sounds a bit like a...lullaby, I guess. Or like— like an audiobook, like someone's reading some old poetry, or—" Her cheeks flame beneath her skin as she drops her eyes to her plate. "Sorry. That, um, that sounds strange."

The outpouring confessions from the girl across from him brings an awed expression to Harry's face. He had always assumed his voice was more of a siren song than anything— capable of luring his victims into a false sense of security before he showed his true monstrous form. But if the stuttering of Y/N's heart and the brightness in her eyes is any indication, maybe that isn't quite the case. She described him as a lullaby, yes, but she didn't sound betrayed at the thought of him spinning stories in order to keep her pliable under his grasp. If anything, her words give the impression that she enjoys it.

"I've heard stranger." Harry murmurs after a moment, his unusually bare forefinger rubbing over his lips pensively as he waits for Y/N to raise her head again. "Thank you. That's a compliment, really, saying that I sound like my dad used to."

"Well, I mean, I've never heard your dad speak, so take it with a grain of salt—" Y/N forces out a laugh, despite her cheeks and neck still feeling uncomfortably flushed, "—but I imagine it's similar. After all, he raised you, didn't he?"

Harry nods slowly, his mind so wrapped in his own memories that he doesn't even think about the incriminating answer about to fall from his lips. "He did, yeah, but it's been a while since I've been able to speak to him." He admits, pinching his chin between his thumb and index finger as he lifts his left shoulder in an empty shrug. "Memories fade over time. Things change. People change."

Although she can feel that they're beginning to breach a more serious topic, Y/N doesn't pull back like she did in the restaurant. She rationalizes this action to herself as she sips her margarita and collects her thoughts, saying that it's just because it's easier to be honest in her apartment than a brunch restaurant. But the truth of the matter is that the longer she spends with Harry, the more Y/N wants to know him. Really know him, outside of their usual arrangement.

"That's true," She agrees with hesitancy etched into her voice, keeping a measured glance on Harry's body to read his reaction. "But you can't have changed that much since you last saw him. When..." Her words trail off when Harry locks his emerald eyes with hers, but she takes a deep breath and finishes her question in determination. "When did he pass away? How old were you?"

In the immortal's mind, the answer forms without any delay. His father had been the first to go in his family; the combination of breathing in smoke from the forge and his age being four years his mother's senior had stopped his heart before hers. The news of his death reached Harry a few days after it had happened, and he had just made it back to Holmes Chapel in time to watch the funeral service from afar.

Despite his appearance being frozen at twenty-six, as it always would be, Harry was nearly twenty-nine to the day of the funeral. Gemma had been thirty-three by then, standing with their mother and a tall man by her side, who whispered what her brother hoped were reassuring words in her ear. His sister's eyes had been nearly a perfect mirror of Harry's, with the exception of a few crow's feet beginning to show around them. And his mother had been dressed in widower's black, a veil pulled over her weeping face to allow her the bit of discretion that was expected in Victorian times. Harry had been distressed when he saw the veil, despite expecting it to be there; he'd hoped he could get one more glimpse of her eyes before he had to leave that day. He had entertained the idea of walking over, expressing his condolences, and compelling her to forget she'd seen her lost son, but the thought had twisted an ache into his chest that had nearly brought him to tears, and—

"I was twenty-one when he passed away." Harry spits the sentence out, and the familiar lie burns his throat in an entirely foreign way than the thirst he's used to. "He had lung cancer." At least, that had been Harry's assumption after he read up on the disease years after his father's undetermined passing. It made sense, given that all the grit and soot from the coal and metal grime had found its way into the air of the blacksmith's shop, and after slaving away for years in order to keep food on the table, it had also eventually made its way into his father's system... "It progressed quickly."

As he watches sympathy glaze itself over Y/N's eyes, all he can think about is how undeserving he is of it. Even though he's compelled the mortal girl in front of him, gained her trust, been invited into her home, and is kindling a connection with her, all for the simple act of drinking her blood, Harry thinks that this might be the most monstrous thing he's done yet— paint himself as a victim of circumstance, hiding all the wrong-doings he's ever committed, and allowing Y/N and her softly-beating heart to feel sorry for him.

The conversation moves to an lighter tone after that, which Harry does on purpose; the less he needs to tell her about his fabricated sob story, the better. And, truth be told, he'd much rather hear about Y/N's day-to-day life. It's been so long since he had human concerns, and when he did, his concerns certainly didn't have anything to do with being betrayed by customers because the cafe wifi was down. It's almost amusing to him, listening to her rant about all these insignificant people, and he can't help the way his dimples begin to peek out of his cheeks as she raises her voice at imaginary customers.

"So I told him, in my most polite voice, that we were aware the wifi was down, and that we'd called the provider to let them know, and that they were sending someone as fast as they could to fix it. And do you know what he said to me?" Y/N widens her eyes in incredulous disbelief as she takes a bite of her fajita, chewing and swallowing quickly to continue with her story with more emphasis. "Do you know what he said?"

"No, I don't." Harry shakes his head in endearment, hiding the laugh forming on his rosy lips behind his margarita glass. "What did he say?"

"He said—" Y/N twists her face to mimic the customer's expression, dropping her voice down five octaves lower as she speaks with a ridiculous tone. "'Oh, well, can't you just fix it? You work here, don't you? What else do you get paid for?' Can you believe that?" She states the last phrase in her normal voice, scoffing at the memory as she crosses her patchwork covered arms across her chest. "Like, I'm a waitress! I don't work at an internet company! I'm trained to bring you water and sandwiches— which are more cucumber than anything with actual substance— so it's not my responsibility to figure out why you can't load Candy Crush on your phone!"

A snicker finally breaks free from Harry's throat as he watches Y/N angrily stuff a piece of chicken into her mouth. "Sounds like you had a rough day today."

"That's pretty average for me, honestly." Y/N sighs again, rubbing her hand over her forehead as she polishes off the rest of her second margarita. "Ugh, it pissed me off. I wanted to shove his phone right up his ass and ask if his wifi connection got better." A small smile breaks out across Y/N's lips in spite of herself as Harry stifles another giggle at her witty comment. "But I've talked about it enough. How was your day? What did you do?"

"I did a bit of work in the morning, nothing too noteworthy." Harry replies, deliberately keeping his answer vague as he twists his lionhead ring around his finger. "And I was about to watch a golf tournament with Xander and Niall when you called."

Harry thinks nothing of mentioning their names, but is surprised when Y/N's brow cinch in thought. "Which ones are Xander and Niall? Is one of them the long haired one?" She asks curiously, pulling her (his) cardigan off one shoulder as the tequila begins to course through her veins and heat her body.

"The— no. No, that's Mitch." Harry says slowly, cocking his head to the side in confusion. "How did you know that?"

Y/N feels a spike of embarrassment in her stomach, and shyly avoids Harry's eyes as she answers. "There was a photo of you with a group of guys in your apartment, in the living room." She mumbles, tapping her fingers against her newly cleaned plate. "One of them— I think he was next to you in the photo?— had long hair. Another had blue eyes, glasses... and brown hair, I think? I don't really remember the rest..."

Harry hums in the back of his throat, quiet and low. "That was probably Niall." He guesses, finishing his own margarita and setting the glass down gently. "If I'm thinking of the right picture, then Xander was the one standing next to him."

Y/N pictures the faces in her mind's eye, imagining the two brunette boys in the clothing from the photo, slumped next to Harry on the couch of his stunning condo, knocking back pints of beer and plates of nachos as they watch golf on TV. It seems strange to picture Harry doing something so... normal. She forgets, sometimes, that he's a regular twenty-six year old man. In her head, when she thinks of Harry, regular is the last word that comes to her mind— even when he's sitting across from her in a casual outfit, doing something as simple as eating dinner while he asks her about her day, Y/N struggles to remember that this man is just that: a man.

Maybe, she ponders, as Harry stands up with the explanation of making more margaritas falling off his lips, it's because she's only ever really been alone with him. With the exception of the club where they met, and his friends interrupting their weekend a few weeks prior (her cheeks flame at the recalling of the embarrassing memory), Y/N has only ever seen Harry in her own context.

As the blender whirs to life behind her, the human twists in her chair to catch a glimpse of the object of her thoughts. Even beneath his opaque shirt, she can see the muscles of Harry's back flexing as he bends down to slice a lime, squeezing the juice into the top of the blender while holding his jeweled hand underneath to catch any seeds. When Harry is around her, he's charming, cocky, self-assured, and— on the extremely rare occasion— vulnerable. What's he like around his friends?

Just as cocky, Y/N is sure; she can't picture Harry letting go of his signature smirk so easily. But does anything else about him shift when exposed to different company? Is there different vocabulary that slips from his mouth? What about his tone of voice? Does that change, too, like Y/N's used to when she was around Bradley, or when she's with customers? He mentioned earlier that he'd been watching golf, and that was the last sport she'd ever think he'd have an affinity for, let alone one he'd enjoy enough to make a day out of watching tournaments. What other personality traits and pastimes is he keeping from her? If she were to be a fly on the wall while he was with his friends, would she see someone completely unrecognizable in his Gucci boots and translucent shirts?

The sudden lack of noise from the blender snaps Y/N from her thoughts, and Harry detaches the pitcher and carries it to the table, filling her empty glass with a smile.

"There you are, miss." He winks at her quickly before filling his own cup and standing back from the table with a grin, his free hand folded behind his back as he straightens his posture. "Now," He begins, his accent slipping into a more posh tongue as he bows his head lightly. "Is there anything else I can get you?"

Despite her worries, a soft laugh rolls from Y/N at his impersonation of a server. "Yeah, actually." She drops her voice lower again, plastering an angry expression onto her face as she reaches into her cardigan pocket and retrieves her phone. "Your wifi is down. What kind of restaurant doesn't have wifi? Can't you fix this?"

A loud snort echoes from Harry's mouth as he sets the blender back down on the counter before sliding back into his seat across from her. "Sorry, love," He laughs, his regular accent back in its place. "That's a bit above my paygrade. I can, however, offer you some compensation."

Wrapping her fingers around the icy margarita glass, Y/N leans forward, resting her chin on her free hand as she appraises Harry with a kinked brow. "Is that so?" She replies in her regular voice as well, her interest piqued. "What kind of compensation?"

"It's part of our Friday Night Special," Harry slides his hand across the table and pushes the baggy rainbow sleeve of Y/N's cardigan down her arm in order to brush his cool fingers up and down her bare skin. "And it features bottomless margaritas paired with cunnilingus from our most handsome waiter."

A fluttering warmth begins to knot itself around Y/N's core, but she does her best to keep her composure as she straightens her spine and glances around the apartment. "Sounds intriguing. So where's the handsome waiter?"

Harry's pillowy lips plunk down into an exaggerated frown as he presses a hand to his chest, his other hand continuing to stroke over Y/N's forearm. "Ouch, Watson. That hurt. Might need you to kiss it better."

"Oh yeah?" Y/N challenges, lifting her drink to her lips and sipping it slowly. "Where exactly does it hurt?"

Instead of answering her query, Harry simply stands from his chair and rounds the table to stop in front of Y/N, extending his hand to her. She lays her fingers inside his cool grasp, allowing him to pull her from her seat. He's closer than she realized, she thinks, as her chest brushes with his and the intoxicating scent of his cologne fills her senses, only getting stronger as Harry nudges her nose with his own, his lips just barely gliding over her own. The copper specks around his pupils glitz under the muted lighting, electric from the alcohol, from the sensation of her close proximity, and from the ever-present intention of getting between her legs.

When Harry finally speaks, his thick cadence washes over her just as much as his tequila-scented breath, his free-hand tugging suggestively at the waistband of her leggings. "If we go to your bedroom, then I can show you."

"Mm, is that so?" The girl gives in to his gesture, stepping forward as the vampire begins treading backwards towards their new— though entirely familiar— destination. "You're gonna show me, then?"

"I most certainly am." The boy keeps their bodies close, making sure that his lips continue to just barely graze hers as he moves, teasing her nerves into a frenzy. "I plan on showing you over, and over, and over..."

Y/N can't bring herself to resist the offer. She's only human, after all.

///

The next morning, Harry wakes up tangled in Y/N's sheets to two surprises: the sheets on Y/N's side of the bed are cold and bare, and that Harry is actually waking up.

Although he remembers falling back onto the scattered sheets the night before (after coaxing three orgasms out of Y/N and her coaxing two from him in return), he doesn't remember drifting off into the sleep he so rarely needs, and because of that, Harry feels disoriented and groggy in a way he hasn't in a long time. He does his best to blink the haze from his usually sharp eyes, knuckling at them with his cool fingers as he attempts to get his bearings.

His sleep-fogged mind struggles to recall what had happened after Y/N had fallen asleep. She'd drifted off easily and quickly, her sweat-soaked body tucked into Harry's with her head resting in the crook of his neck. That noted detail sticks out in his memory because it had made Harry pause before biting her. She'd been so comfortable next to him, and in such an inconvenient position that Harry didn't want to shift her to drink. After debating with himself for a few moments, he'd eventually decided on an alternative and had lifted her fragile wrist to his lips.

Even half awake, Harry's lips quirk up at the hazy memory. He recalls the feeling of her hummingbird pulse thrumming beneath her delicate skin, practically vibrating against his lips as he stamped a kiss over her vein before biting down. Her blood had a weaker flow there, but that was alright; he'd just sucked a little harder to coax the liquid from her body, feeling his mouth overflow with her welcomed taste as well as with the supernatural chemicals that inject into her system and dull any pain his feeding might cause. He'd been careful to gauge his consumption by the strength of her heartbeat, and when he'd finished, he'd sealed the wound with a bit of his own blood, as usual. He'd made sure Y/N was healed and settled back in his arms before relaxing into the pillows to listen to her breathing, the soft pillows and her radiating body heat feeling more soothing than usual. Somewhere between counting the movement of her lungs and the sun rising, Harry had fallen unconscious.

It's strange, being up after Y/N. Harry has grown used to rising before her and making breakfast, or even just coffee, and there's something disorienting about being in her bed alone, without her inherent warmth and soft skin, and only the ghost of her sugary scent left behind. He briefly wonders if this is how she feels when she wakes up to cold sheets and no one beside her (although Harry suspects the lack of his frozen body would make the bed a more comfortable temperature), and thinks that maybe he should begin to lay in bed with her a little longer; if he's going to fake a relationship with her, it should be a relationship where her partner wants to be around her, and isn't awake before the sun.

And that's another thing. The golden orange light of the rising L.A. sun is just beginning to stream through the closed curtains, so what time is it? It can't be any later than seven— on a Saturday, no less— and at such an early hour, Harry would expect Y/N to still be dreamily dozing in bed. What had drawn her away from her comfortable position in Harry's arms?

As the sun continues to rise, the light begins to streak onto Y/N's empty side of the bed and, instinctually, Harry begins to reach for the beam, craving the warmth she took with her when she abandoned the sheets. Instead of the expected touch of heat, however, Harry is jarred by a burning sensation ripping across his icy flesh.

The vampire yanks his hand back in a flash, his face screwing in silent pain as he bites back a yell of anguish, but the damage has already been done. The tips of his fingers are puckered with red blisters, which throb as he flexes his hand in the safety of the shadows. Harry digs his sharp teeth into his lip harder, forcing himself to inhale slowly through his nose and exhale shakily through his mouth.

It takes a few moments for him to collect himself, breathing deeply with his eyes closed as he does so, and as he counts his own breaths like he'd counted Y/N's the night before, what should've been an obvious thought enters his mind: why had he burned? He's wearing his lionhead ring, which has eyes made of those precious crystals that protect his inhuman skin from sunlight, and as long as he's wearing it, the sun shouldn't be able to...

Harry's sight snaps completely open as he jerks forward in bed, his head throbbing from the sudden movement. When he'd first awoken, he'd attributed his grogginess and dry eyes to sleeping for the first time in weeks, but as Harry's jade gaze settles upon his uninjured hand, he realizes the truth. That disorienting feeling isn't from sleep, but from the sunlight that had begun to seep through the curtains and affect his body, bouncing off the glossy walls of Y/N's room and reflecting off her picture frames and furniture. What would normally not be an issue suddenly becomes the bane of his existence, and what usually isn't able to affect his body immediately does, obvious in the agonizing sweltering writhing through every single one of his dormant arteries. And all because his lionhead ring is missing from its rightful place.

Granted, Harry hadn't worn most of his rings to Y/N's apartment the night before, seeing as how they planned to spend the night in, but he'd kept his mother's opal and the lionhead securely on his middle finger and pinky, just as he always did. The former brings him memories of his mother, and helps him keep a piece of her— and who he once was— with him in this strange modern time. The latter had been a rebirth gift from a family he'd rather forget, and if it didn't keep him from flambéing himself every time he stepped into the sun, he wouldn't wear it at all. In all honesty, he probably would've chucked into Hell, if he could.

But the reality of his afterlife is that Harry needs that ring. So why is it missing from his hand?

Cradling his blistered digits to his bare chest, the wounded vampire tosses back the covers, careful to avoid the streaks of sunshine beginning to light up the small room. His icy chest soothes the burn in his fingers, which are taking longer to heal than Harry would've thought, but if the grating itch of his dry eyes is any indication, the effects of the sun aren't just limited to direct physical harm, but are also stopping his body from healing itself as quickly as usual.

Harry presses his good hand to his dizzy head and swings his legs over the edge of the bed, planting his feet onto the ground as firmly as he can to center himself, refusing to cripple under the extraneous circumstances. He fishes his grey boxers from their signature spot on Y/N's floor, slipping them on slowly as even the smallest of movements seems to strain his muscles beyond reason. As the elastic band snaps around his hips, another frightening possibility seizes his body: his mother's ring could also be gone. He yanks his hand away from his head, and it takes his eyes a moment to focus on the opal ring. At least he can breathe a sigh of relief about one thing— if his mother's ring had disappeared, Harry's not quite sure what he would've done.

And that thought brings his spinning mind back to the present. His lionhead ring is gone, and he can't so much as step into sunlight without undergoing intense, insurmountable pain, so how is he going to find it?

Another groan falls from Harry's mouth as he rests his forehead in his palm, propping his elbow against his knee so he can shield his eyes from the sunlight by hiding in between his legs. Daylight talismans are extremely rare; he can't exactly waltz into the nearest Wal-Mart and pick one up. The crystals that give vampires such cherished immunity all date back to the medieval era, when vampires were considered mythical legends instead of just plain myths, and what few of the crystals are left are hidden deep within old ruins in the remote wilderness of Europe. If Harry hadn't been given his shortly after he was turned, he's not sure he would have been lucky enough to own one. He remembers Niall telling him how he had to search every night for months before he found a crystal hidden inside a ruin in Wales, and Xander had once recounted the story of stealing his from the vampire that turned him. Even Mitch had struggled with the crystals before; although his ring had originally been a gift from the vampire that transformed him, he had to crack the crystal in half and set it into a new ring for Sarah when she had met her untimely demise.

Vampires have been known to beg, lie, cheat, and steal in order to get their hands on a daylight crystal, so if someone managed to sneak in and take Harry's lionhead ring while he and Y/N were sleeping, then Harry is going to have a fucking hell of a time trying to get it back.

As the thought enters Harry's dazed mind, a chill runs down his back, crawling across his spine and down his tailbone in an unsettling shiver as he slowly turns back to Y/N's empty side of the bed. If someone— if another creature just like him, who would be the only other person capable of recognizing such a treasure— got into the apartment and took his ring, and found an unconscious mortal girl with the sweetest honey and lavender liquid pulsing through her veins, then...

The sheets and curtains of the room blow in a breeze as Harry jets off the bed, forgetting to control his inhuman speed as he throws the sliding door open and stumbles into the hallway. More sunlight streams through the windows of the living room, and it's taking all of Harry's dulled concentration to avoid the beams as he staggers towards the kitchen.

It's not until the immortal smells Y/N's familiar fragrance and hears the beating of her heart, in tune with her quiet humming, that the fear Harry hadn't realized had tightened his chest flows out of him in one fell swoop. He does his best to force even breaths in and out of his lungs, watching as Y/N raises her coffee mug to her lips and blows on the hot liquid before taking a small sip.

She's dressed in his multicoloured patchwork cardigan again, buttoned up to provide her with warmth and modesty, but it slips down her bare shoulder in a way that allows Harry to see she's wearing nothing underneath it. Although the cardigan pools around her silky thighs— which are marked with bruises from the night before— Harry can see the tiniest peak of her panties beneath the fabric, and if he were in a better frame of mind, he might've noticed how they're not the pair she wore last night (that pair had been ripped right down the middle in his frantic attempt to get them off). However, Harry's eyes quickly settle on Y/N's hands, which, after she sets down her coffee cup, pick up Harry's lionhead ring and begin turning it around in her fingers.

When he sees the ring in her delicate grasp, a wave of sheer rage begins to rumble through Harry's chest, and it takes every fiber of his undead being to keep it at bay as he approaches the mortal girl. "Y/N," Harry rasps lowly, voice heavy with the exhaustion that his newfound vulnerability has stacked onto his shoulders. He stands in the one spot of shadow near the kitchen counter, trying hard not to glower. "What are you doing?"

When Y/N turns her head to look at him, her sleepy face smiles softly, eyes nearly as bright as the infuriating sun. Maybe that's why, Harry thinks, it feels like it burns.

"Morning," She says quietly, her own voice just as sleepy as Harry's as she picks up a grey cloth from the table and begins to run it over the ring with precision and care. "How did you sleep?"

It's a simple, innocent question, and Harry knows that, but his mind can't think in simple and innocent terms right now. As the light filling the room begins to pound his head even more, Harry's thoughts revert back to his most instinctual behavior— rough carnal impulse. "What are you doing?" He asks again, his voice lower than before. He sounds dangerous, and he means to. How could she possibly think that taking something from him without his permission is fine?

"I'm polishing your ring." Y/N keeps that good-natured smile on her face as she replies, but Harry can see the smallest waver in it as she begins to sense his distorted energy from across the room. "It was tarnished, and I have a polishing cloth, so I thought I'd—"

"Give it back." Harry doesn't mean to snarl the phrase, but he can't stop himself from doing it as he thrusts out his hand expectantly; it's taking all his concentration to keep himself from baring his teeth and letting his eyes bleed red.

Y/N doesn't fight him on it, and drops the ring carefully into his awaiting hand without letting her warm skin meet his. She watches with confused eyes as Harry slips the newly shined lionhead ring onto his finger, a breath of relief sighing from his red lips the moment the metal meets his skin. He finishes twisting it into its designated spot, and he feels like he can actually breathe again.

The human girl waits a moment for an explanation from Harry, some spoken word or action to justify the hostility rolling off of him as he clutches the jeweled hand to his chest. As the moments pass, however, Harry offers no explanation, or anything at all as he takes deep and measured inhales through his nose, as if he's trying to relax.

"I'm sorry." Y/N offers the words quietly, turning in her chair to properly face him with sincere eyes. "I just noticed that it was more tarnished than your other jewelry, and I thought I could—"

"You can't take my rings from me." Harry answers in a harsh voice, his face reflecting about as much warmth as stone on a winter's day. "I thought I'd lost it. You can't do that."

"I'm sorry." Y/N repeats the phrase again, gentler this time as she wraps her hands around her steaming mug. She had guessed that the opal ring was his mother's, but like Harry's ruby ring and initial rings, she'd deduced this lionhead decal was more for decoration than anything. If it was something important, one would figure that he'd take better care of it. But it seems she's not as adept at reading Harry as she'd like to think, because his explosive reaction had been totally unexpected. For the first time since she met him, Y/N feels uneasy in his presence. Had she really offended him that much?

The truth of the situation, unbeknownst to her, is that Harry's reaction is no more purposefully malicious than Y/N's intentions. Although the ring is back on his finger, and the crystals are beginning to protect him again, Harry's thoughts are still muddied as he glances around the apartment, carefully surveying the circumstance like the top predator he pretends not to be. There's still a throbbing in his skull, and his eyes remain painfully dry, despite the fact that his healing has kicked in and mended his blistered fingertips. In this moment, Harry feels weaker than he has in centuries; if someone were to attack right now, he wouldn't be able to react quickly enough to protect himself. How could his aching head afford him any clear plan of attack? How could his burning eyes show him every approaching danger? How did he let himself become so relaxed— so stupidly lax— that he didn't notice a mere human slipping off his most precious and needed object as he slept soundly in her bed?

"I really am sorry, Harry." Rising from her chair with her quiet speech, Y/N steps towards him, hand outstretched to touch his inked forearm. "I didn't know—"

Her hot fingertips against Harry's frozen skin jar the vampire, triggering his fight or flight instincts as he tenses beneath her touch. "No—" He wrenches his arm away hurriedly, the searing graze reminding him of the sunlight that had harmed him just seconds ago, his wild eyes meeting Y/N's in a feral frenzy.

Although her chest barely moves, Harry can hear the stuttering breath that the girl sucks in through her teeth, her eyes widening at the severity of his actions. "I'm sorry." She whispers the phrase again, her fingers jerking back from Harry's arm in shock. "I..."

The more time passes, the more Harry regains control of himself, and as Harry melds his shattered composure back together, he can see the fear beginning to stain its way onto Y/N's face. The uneven beating of her heart pricks his ears, as does the scuff of the floor beneath her bare feet as she takes a step back from him. When that uncertain fear reaches her irises, Harry is suddenly flashed back to their first date, when he'd been worried that she might be scared of being alone with him, and how delighted he'd been when he realized that wasn't the case. And now, as a sick feeling begins to settle in his stomach, he knows he's blown it.

Inhaling deeply through his nose, Harry urges himself to relax.

"No, I'm sorry." He softens his voice as much as he can muster in order to apologize, rubbing his charred eyes with one hand, hoping they're still the canopy green Y/N is familiar with. "M'just half asleep still, and I was worried that— I'm sorry." Harry extends his ringed hand in invitation, desperately craving the warmth of Y/N's touch now that he's leveled out, but not wanting to take it unwillingly. He wants her to feel safe enough to give it to him. "I didn't mean to scare you."

There's a moment of hesitation that flickers in her eyes, but it quickly passes as the mortal lays her hand within his. "You didn't scare me." She reassures him, but Harry can hear the falseness of her response immediately, and that guarded demeanor only intensifies the nausea rattling inside him.

Is she lying to save his feelings, he wonders, or to make herself look tougher? No matter which may be the truth, Harry hates that she has to feel the need to lie. He'd been upset, yes, but he should know better. And he should know that she doesn't know better. She thought she'd been doing something nice for him; she has no idea about the torturous results his ring protects him from. And she doesn't know because Harry refuses to tell her— because he refuses to subject her to that perverted knowledge. This is his own doing.

"I did. I did frighten you, and I was rude, and I'm truly sorry." Harry sighs heavily, dragging his fingers through his sleep-tousled curls. "My ring is just— it's very important to me, and I don't really like to take it off, so maybe just—just ask next time, yeah?" He murmurs the words in a soothing tone, his thumb sweeping over her knuckles in a poor attempt to make up for the way he'd berated her. "I know you didn't have any bad intentions, and I'm not angry with you for taking it, but it just scared me when I woke up and it was gone."

"I'm sorry." Y/N repeats yet again, and although Harry can feel her melting into his touch, there's still a hint of uncertainty lingering beneath her words.

Harry forces a grin on his chapped lips, which he wets with his tongue before speaking again. "S'alright, dove. No harm, no foul. And no more apologies, yeah?" He brushes a finger over her cheek, trying his best to put on a lighthearted front for the girl. "It was rather tarnished, actually— needed a good cleaning."

A shy smile finally creeps its way onto Y/N's face, and Harry has to stop himself from breathing an audible sigh of content at both the gesture and the lack of prying about why that ring was dirtier than the rest (the answer to said question is just as simple as it is complicated: it reminds Harry of someone he'd rather forget, and if he didn't need it, he'd drown it in the deepest ocean he could find— keeping it clean is the least of his concerns).

"How about breakfast, hm? It's early, but we could make some pancakes, or—" Harry glances at the clock hanging on the kitchen wall, reading the time with surprise before his gaze travels back to Y/N with a confused look. "It's not even seven yet. What time did you get up?"

"Around 6:15? 6:30?" She lifts one shoulder in a casual shrug, and Harry's cardigan slips down her arm with the motion. "I don't really remember."

With his other hand still squeezing her own, Harry rugs the sleeve of the cardigan back up her shoulder, smoothing it over her morning-cooled skin. "It's a Saturday, darling. What were you doing up so early?"

Despite her heartbeat having not quite returned to its usual tempo, Y/N nuzzles into Harry's touch as he pulls her closer to him. "Couldn't really sleep, I guess." Tucking her face into his neck for a moment, Y/N indulges a penetrating inhale, enjoying the remnants of his mahogany and vanilla cologne before stepping back and past Harry to the cabinet.

Standing on her tiptoes, Y/N opens the door and retrieves a pink flowered mug before sliding down the counter to her coffee maker. "Want some coffee?" She asks, touching the glass of the carafe lightly to make sure it's still warm. "There's butter in the fridge, I think, if you want to make your disgusting drink."

Ignoring the dig at his beverage of choice— which Harry has explained to her, multiple times, has many health benefits (not that he needs them) and just tastes better than coffee with cream— the vampire leans his hip against the counter, crossing his arms over his bare chest as his brow furrows over his darkening eyes.

"Why couldn't you sleep?" He questions, his attention glued to Y/N's actions as she seems to deliberately avoid his gaze. He analyzes the dark circles under her eyes, apparent even from just her side profile, and a spark of concern ignites his chest. Could this be his fault? Is drinking her blood beginning to take a physical toll on her body? His blood has been healing her bite marks, but what about her iron levels? Is her circulation being affected? Mitch has told him multiple times that drinking from humans is okay once or twice a week, as long as there's a grace period in between feeding, but Mitch has also never had the same human for as long as Harry has had Y/N. Have the weeks they've spent together begun to unravel her?

When Y/N simply shrugs in response to his question, and offers no other words of explanation, a tired sigh falls from Harry's lips as he steps towards her, taking the now-filled coffee mug from her hands and setting it down on the counter. He wraps his arms around Y/N's shoulders, hugging the girl into his chest for a moment to get a gauge on her body's response. Her heartbeat stutters, yes, but that's a usual response to being wrapped inside Harry's embrace, and it returns to normal after a few beats. Her body feels just as warm as it usually does, and her chest is rising and falling just as it should be. Nudging his face into her hair, he breathes in deeply, filling his lungs with her fragrance. No, nothing smells out of place, and her blood had tasted as delicious and as strong as ever last night. If she's having trouble sleeping, the cause isn't anything tangible.

"Why didn't you wake me up?" Harry mumbles the words into her hair before lifting his head up, extracting the girl from his arms just enough so that he can see her face. "If something is bothering you and keeping you up, then you can wake me up, too."

Y/N worries her pillowy bottom lip between her teeth as her eyes become entranced by Harry's rosemary gaze. "I know I could, but I didn't want to. You—" She swallows hard in an attempt to clear the thickness from her throat as her cheeks begin to burn. "You were sleeping, and I never see you sleep." Y/N's voice retreats into a sheepish tone at the admittance, her eyes falling from Harry's stare to the floor between them. "You always fall asleep after me, and you're always awake before me. You need rest, too, H."

While Harry would normally laugh at that simple phrase— at the fact that Y/N doesn't know how wrong she is— Harry's dimples remain dormant as he focuses on the concern in her voice. "I—" His voice catches in his throat, and he has to clear it before he can say anything else. "I sleep just fine. Better, in fact, when I'm with you." He confesses, his thumbs brushing over the exposed skin of Y/N's neck.

And after Y/N has extracted herself from his grip to take a sip of her coffee, after she teasingly groans while watching Harry drop a pat of butter into his own steaming mug, after he begins to crack eggs into a pan as Y/N starts to lay bacon on a baking sheet, after all that, Harry finally realizes what lodged in his throat. It dawns on him just as Y/N slips a pink apron over his bare, faintly hickey-bruised chest to protect him from splatters of grease, giggling to herself as he poses with his hand on his hip and makes a vulgar joke about how this looks like the setup to a cheesy porno.

The vampire comes to the realization that Y/N takes notice of him.

She notices when he doesn't sleep. She notices his exposed skin that could potentially be burned while cooking. She notices the expressions on his face, reads the tone of his voice, knows when to press a matter and when to leave it be. And she's concerned. She's concerned about not seeing him sleep. She's concerned about him accidentally getting hurt. She's concerned about the swings in his moods, the shortness of his answers. And while Harry knows her real concerns should be about allowing herself to be in such close proximity to someone— something— like him, he can't help but feel a warmth in his chest at the thought of her worrying about him.

As much as Harry likes to pretend otherwise, he knows he's not easy to be around sometimes. He can be vain, self-centered, self-serving, and inconsiderate. He can be selfish, dishonest, and manipulative. His mood can teeter at the drop of a hat, and he changes his mind like the weather on the best of days. And on his worst of days, sometimes Harry wonders if anyone could care for him, or even stand to be around him, if it wasn't a necessity.

Although he'd never admit it, when Harry reflects on his friendships, he can feel a degree of insecurity in the threads that tie him to his crew. He's fairly certain that if he and Mitch met under different circumstances— circumstances when both of them were human— they would likely still be friends. Maybe not as close as they are today, but friends, at the very least. When it comes to Niall, Xander, and Adam, however... he's not so sure. Yes, he cares for them more than he'll ever care for anyone again, and his loyalty to them is unwavering, but on his worst days, Harry can't help but wonder if they would be friends if their connection hadn't been forged on the basis of what they are, and understanding something that no one else can. If being vampires hadn't placed them in each other's lives and sealed them in a bond of venom and blood, would they even have given the others a second thought? Would any of them have wanted Harry in their lives? Harry wants to think yes, but it's not a question of what he wants; the truth is, Harry is uncertain.

But when Y/N sits across from him with a smear of ketchup on her bottom lip, smiling softly at Harry as he wipes it off with his thumb, and he can't stop himself from smiling back, he realizes something that's never occurred to him before. He's able to be cared for by someone who is drawn to him for all the reasons humans are normally drawn to each other, and not because they have a mutual understanding of what it's like to be an other.

Of course, he knows there's a certain degree of falsity in that; part of his charm and addictive qualities come from what he is, and Y/N, like any other mortal, isn't immune to that. But instead of allowing herself to be driven away by the usual uneasiness that pairs with being so close to a vampire for so long, Y/N is leaning closer to him, laughing as he cracks a bad joke, kissing him over their breakfast, and showing evidence that she— against all odds— wants to know him. And the thought sends a fluttering below Harry's ribs.

He wishes, just for a moment, that he could be capable of feeling the same. He wishes he could have the decency to give this girl the proper relationship she wants, or even the decency to break her heart quickly before she gets too attached to someone incapable of seeing her as anything more than a takeout meal. He wishes he could get to know her— truly get to know her, without any ulterior motives.

But Harry is vain, self-centered, self-serving, and inconsiderate. He's selfish, dishonest, and manipulative. And he has his fangs too deep in this mortal to let her go.

///

"Are you sure I can't pick you up?" Harry slides his phone between his ear and his shoulder in order to snag his keychain from his pocket, fumbling for the right key before inserting it into his locked door. "I can just drop my groceries off and then swing by your cafe, love. It's no trouble."

"No, really, it's fine, H." Y/N insists from the other end of the line, her voice nearly drowned out from the roar of L.A. traffic around her. "I already left work, and I'm nearly home. I'll be over at your place within, like, forty-five minutes, I think? I just have to change out of my uniform."

With his front door now unlocked, Harry grabs his phone from its perch on his shoulder before pushing open the door with his hand full of groceries, stepping inside his apartment and nudging the door shut with his foot. "I know, but it's a long walk to my place, isn't it?"

"It's, like, twenty minutes— practically nothing. And besides, I have to stop at the post office and mail a letter to my parents."

The corner of Harry's mouth quirks up as he rounds the corner to his kitchen, setting his grocery bags on the island before leaning his hip against the kitchen counter, his now free hand braced against the cool marble. "You still send your parents letters? Can't you just call them?" He asks, tapping a ringed finger against the stone.

"If you knew my parents, you'd send letters, too." Y/N sighs into the speaker, and Harry's inhuman ears can hear the jangling of her keys in her hand. He can picture her searching for them like she did the night they met, digging into her purse until she's elbow deep, her tongue tucked between her teeth in concentration.

Despite the distinctive sound of a lock turning, Harry can't stop himself from asking about her well-being. He's so used to doing it with his other friends, it slips out on impulse. "Are you home now? Made it alright?"

There's a hint of exasperated amusement in Y/N's voice when she responds. "Yes, I managed to walk home all by myself. Didn't even get murdered." There's another thud, and Harry imagines her shutting her door, pushing her weight against it to lock it properly. "I'm pretty good at taking care of myself, you know. I have good instincts."

If she's allowed him to get this close to her, Harry thinks, then her instincts aren't exactly the caliber she imagines them to be, but he bites his tongue to stop himself from correcting her. "I'm sure you do, darling." He murmurs the reply as he opens his fridge to begin stocking it with the items he'd purchased earlier. "Oh, by the way, make sure you're wearing comfortable shoes, yeah? We're going to be doing a bit of walking later."

"Right. And you're not telling me where we're going because...?"

"Because surprises are fun."

When Y/N huffs in response, Harry pictures the girl with a scowl on her face, her arms crossed tightly over her tummy as she gives him an endearing glare. "Not when you're the one who's being surprised."

Still, despite her protests, Harry hears the rustling of clothing as she pulls off her work polo, followed by the clanking of her belt, the snap of a button, and the familiar rustle of her jeans being peeled off her legs. "You just worry about undressing yourself, alright? It must be difficult, since you've grown so used to me doing it for you."

"Uh huh. I'm hanging up now." Y/N deadpans into the phone, but Harry can tell there's a lingering smile underneath her flat words. "I'll see you soon, okay?"

"Alright, doll. See you soon." Harry sets a carton of eggs in the fridge before closing it, hanging up the call and slipping his phone back into his black slacks.

It takes Harry a few more minutes to put the rest of his groceries away in his pantry. He made sure to stock up on all the ingredients needed to make pancakes at the grocery store, as well as picking up a carton of the fancy pomegranate juice that Y/N had mentioned she was fond of. In fact, as he was wandering the aisles of his local Whole Foods, he'd found himself seeking out the snacks that he'd seen in her cupboards. He knows that humans need to eat much more often than vampires do, and seeing as how all the activities Y/N engages in at his condo are rather exhausting and energy-burning, he thought she'd need proper fuel.

After he folds the reusable cloth tote bags he'd brought to the grocery store and puts them back in the pantry, Harry climbs up his glass stairs to his bedroom. He takes a moment to evaluate his appearance in the full length mirror hanging on the back of his door, sweeping over every detail with a careful eye. His outfit is alright for what he has planned, he decides; his black slacks and scuffed white vans are comfortable, but more importantly, his white t-shirt embossed with a Hollywood Bowl print that clings to the muscles of his inked arms and broad chest, which Harry knows Y/N will enjoy. His curls, however, need a bit of tending to, and Harry slinks into his bathroom to add a bit more product to his chestnut locks, getting rid of the little frizz that had developed in the L.A. heat in order to fix his curl pattern.

As for his jewelry, he leaves on his usual rings: his gold initial pieces, his mother's opal, his ruby, an engraved band, and his lionhead ring, which shines under the bathroom lights thanks to Y/N's careful efforts the week before. Once those are secure, he fastens his pearl necklace around his neck, and fixes the clasp of his cross before slipping a plain gold hoop into his pierced ear. Once he's satisfied with his accessories, Harry spritzes his favourite cologne across his body, giving his appearance one more look over as he leaves his bathroom and passes the full length mirror in his bedroom again.

The Rolex on his wrist tells him that Y/N is due over any moment, and he's just making sure his Gucci wallet is securely tucked in his trouser pocket when Harry's ears prick up at the sound of two pairs of feet stomping into his condo downstairs. It only takes him a moment more to identify the intruders based on their step patterns, and a frown tugs at the corner of his mouth as he checks the time again before sauntering down the stairs.

"And just what do you two," Harry calls to his unexpected friends as he rounds the corner of the stairs, his eyebrow quirked in question as he steps down from the last platform, "think you're doing here?"

"We wanted some change in scenery." Niall quips sarcastically, emerging from the end of the entrance corridor with his hands in his pockets, shoulders shrugging casually. "And I told Xander you might be shirtless, which got him to tag along. But you're not, much to his disappointment. Though I do think the way you're about to burst out of that tee suffices. Isn't that right, Xanny?"

"That's not true!" Xander snaps hotly, his cheeks blazing and glare electric as Niall cackles boyishly, stepping around him and towards the kitchen, like he always does when he walks into Harry's apartment. The tanned man glowers at the other vampire as he makes a beeline for Harry's refrigerator, slowly pinning his gaze back onto the owner of the condo. He clears his throat awkwardly before offering a solid explanation for their sudden visit. "Adam cancelled on pub trivia night, so we thought you might be available instead."

Harry shakes his head with a sigh as he makes his way into the kitchen, as well— mostly to make sure Niall doesn't reach for any of the expensive liquors he has arranged on his bar shelves; they took too long to collect for him to just allow a single person to down one bottle like a shot— and leans both elbows against the marble island. "Sorry, mate. I've got a date with Y/N."

"So bring her." Niall pipes up from the fridge, a stolen bottle of Harry's favourite beer already in his hand. Harry doesn't complain— it's a better substitute than his forty year aged scotch. "She went to uni, didn't she? She must be smart."

"I've got better things planned for us than pub trivia with two obnoxious knobheads." Harry retorts, his lips tugging into a smirk at Niall's responding eyeroll. "That's not very romantic, is it? Taking her on a double date with you two?"

"And that's not very nice, H. I'm offended you wouldn't go on a double date with Xander and I." The Irishman sniffles with fake sincerity, biting the bottle cap off his beer despite knowing that Harry keeps a bottle opener in the kitchen drawer to his right.

Xander watches the spectacle with distaste, his nose wrinkling as Niall spits the cap from his mouth into his hand. "And I'm offended you'd think I'd date someone who does that."

"It's not like you have standards."

"Hey!"

"But then again, no one sets a bar the way I do."

"The only bar you set for me was potential alcoholism." Xander mutters spitefully.

"I'd make a great boyfriend." Niall interrupts with airy confidence, ignoring his friends bickering and taking a deep swig of his beverage, smacking his lips appreciatively. "But humans are too fragile to keep around for long, and most vampires are fucking psychotic. Unfortunately."

"What about Charlotte?" Harry suggests nonchalantly, hooking his index finger into the cabinet beneath him and fishing for a coaster. He shuts the drawer and skims the item across the top of the counter towards Niall, just in case the man wants to put his glass container down. This is real marble, after all. "She seems pretty tame."

Niall glances at the coaster, but doesn't make any conscious effort to set his drink down. Harry should've known; Niall isn't one to put a pint down until it's empty, but the possibility is there, nonetheless. It's not his fault he likes taking care of his home.

Niall sighs through his nose dismissively, following it with a light rattle of his head. "Charlotte's too...smart. She's a bit out of my league, and I feel like she'd get bored of me easily. Also, how would you know if she's tame or not? You rarely hang out whenever she's around."

"That's because she hates me." Harry states flatly, as if it should be obvious. And it should, considering the young woman had not held back on expressing her strong dislike towards the curly brunette. Harry has thick skin and words never hurt him, but Charlotte has a surprisingly vicious vocabulary; if he hadn't been amused by her anger, she would have come pretty close to genuinely chipping his ego.

Niall chortles softly. "Well, I mean, you can't really blame her, can you? You're kind of a prick."

"A proper asshole, actually." Xander chimes in, drumming his digits against the table's surface and giving Harry a bright, innocent smile.

The immortal momentarily casts his eyes towards the ceiling in mild annoyance. "Yeah, well, that's just the way I am. If her and Miss Billy Ray Cyrus can't handle some dark humor and dirty banter, that's not my problem. Everyone else seems to like me just fine."

"That's debatable." Xander corrects.

"You're just mad I fucked you once and decided that was enough."

"Anywho," Niall interferes, waving around his beer in order to catch his friends' attention and prevent a catastrophic World War V, he proceeeds to swivel the topic back onto himself, "like I said, I'd make a great partner. I'm funny, I've got a whole shelf full of PS4 games, I like to think my oral skills are pretty decent, and—"

"Have you ever made a girl wet her sheets?" Harry prods with entertained curiosity, cocking an eyebrow questioningly.

Niall pauses mid-sentence with his drink perched to his lips, eyes flitting around thoughtfully as he shovels through cluttered memories of drunken one night stands and fleeting relationships. He relents with a sheepish scoff, shoulders sagging. "...No."

"Then you're not as skilled as you think." Harry remarks passively, titling his head to the side with finality. "And I'm willing to bet Mitch's next stock of O negative that eighty percent of your hookups probably faked it."

"Oi, bet, then." Niall snorts, grinning around the spout of his beverage as he finishes his sip. He wiggles his brows playfully, squaring his shoulders proudly. "You can't fake a leg-shake, darling."

"A leg-shake?" Harry inquires carefully, pursing his lips to keep from sputtering into pompous laughter. "You mean like this?" He then proceeds to dramatically buckle his right leg, immediately debunking Niall's ridiculous theory. "Just like that?"

The Irish bloke's face drops into a scorned scowl as Xander and Harry break into a round of mocking giggles. He draws into himself with childish pettiness, narrowing his eyes pointedly. "Piss off."

"Unless she couldn't walk right afterwards, you didn't really do what you think you did, Ni."

"It seemed pretty real to me!" The blue-eyed boy rebuttals sharply, cheeks tinging bright pink in embarrassment.

"That's the point."

"This is precisely why I'd never entertain a relationship with you, even as a joke." Xander pipes up towards Niall, smirking cruelly at his friend's bruised ego. "I like my orgasms to be real, and I'm not willing to put up an act to spare your fragile masculinity."

"Your dick's probably small, anyways."

"Bigger than yours."

"Is that a challenge? I'll pull it out right now, I don't give a fuck."

"Well," Harry cuts in loudly, not necessarily keen on watching two grown men compare penis sizes in the middle of his home, "it seems you two have some issues to work out, so the double date is a moot point, anyways." His jade eyes flicker to his watch again; Y/N should nearly be here, and he doesn't want these two goons present when she arrives— especially not with their balls out. That wouldn't be a decent introduction, despite being an unforgettable one. "So I'll talk to you two later, then. Thanks for stopping by."

"Hold up, I practically just cracked my beer." Niall whines in return, holding up the chilled bottle in protest, leaning his backside against the marble countertop with a decisive motion. "Y'can't kick us out yet."

Harry laughs once, the noise sounding more strained than he would like. "Seeing as how I didn't invite you over, I think I can." He retorts, tapping a jeweled finger against the table.

"The blood bag isn't even here yet," Xander reasons as he pulls out a chair from the kitchen island, taking a seat and making himself at home as if Harry hadn't just told him to get the fuck out. "So what's the rush?"

The hair on the back of Harry's neck prickles at the crude nickname, and the older vampire shoots daggers at the younger as he pushes himself off the marble counter. "There isn't one, except I think hearing herself be referred to as 'the blood bag' may make her a little suspicious, don't you?"

"We've referred to her as worse." Xander shrugs offhandedly, kicking his feet up onto the bar stool next to him.

Harry's brows furrow as he pushes Xander's shoes off his furniture, dusting the leather cushion off. "Referred to her as what? And when?"

Although Xander lifts one shoulder again as a vague answer, Niall smacks his lips loudly once again as he swallows the rest of the beer, and answers in a matter-of-fact tone. "In Vegas, after you ditched us to get your dick wet. I think Xander called her a fuckable slab of kobe beef, and—"

"I said ribeye, actually. Nice flavour, but a little chewy." Xander corrects the Irishman, but has the decency to look halfway embarrassed when he catches Harry's stony glare. "And it's not like we're wrong, right? That's all humans are."

Niall gives an affirmative nod as he sets his empty bottle down on the marble counter, completely ignoring the coaster Harry had slid to him. "Don't take it personally, H. Xanny refers to his own dates as McDonald's Happy Meal Twinks— at least a ribeye steak is expensive."

"I'm not taking it personally." Harry mutters the words in a low voice as his jaw twitches, tensing under the sunlight streaming through his floor-to-ceiling windows. "But comments like these are why you pricks need to get out of here before she shows up, or else I'll be feeding from one of you tonight."

A beat of silence falls between the three vampires as the palpable tension flowing off of Harry thickens the room. Xander and Niall glance between each other and Harry, hardly able to hold the latter's eyes, before Niall offers a small comment.

"I don't think Xander would mind that, really—"

"Out." Harry points a jeweled finger at the entrance corridor with a firm motion. "Both of you. Go bother Mitch."

He can see the disappointment and frustration that lingers on Niall and Xander's faces, but neither of them fight him as they rise from their perches in the kitchen and walk dejectedly to the front door. Harry briefly entertains the idea of walking them out, but decides against it; there's a strange buzzing sensation rising through his ribs, and he's not quite sure what he'll say as he bids his friends— he has to remind himself that, yes, they're his friends— goodbye. It's safer, he thinks, if he stays where he is and cleans up the mess that they managed to leave behind in their short visit.

He comes to regret that decision, however, approximately three milliseconds after he hears the front door creak open, and a familiar but unexpected voice echos down the entrance hallway.

"Oh— hi. Sorry, I may have the wrong apartment...?"

Harry freezes with Niall's empty beer bottle clutched in his hand, his grip contracting so hard that he hears the thick glass begin to splinter.

"No, no, this is Harry's apartment. We were just leaving." The grin on Niall's face is audible underneath his Irish accent. "You must be Y/N."

"I am, yeah." Harry can hear the tiny thread of surprise at him recognizing her in the human's words, and the even tinier thread of pleasure that undercuts it. "And you must be...Niall, I think? And Xander?"

Niall's smug reply grates against Harry's frozen skin, even from down the corridor. "Harry's told you about us, huh? Only good things, I hope."

"Oh, I—"

Harry forces his legs to move with inhuman speed, the beer bottle not even having hit the marble counter by the time Harry appears at Niall and Xander's shoulders. "Hi, darling." He says through a strained smile, digging his stony fingers into the back of the two vampire's arms, an unspoken warning of behave. "Y'made it alright, then?"

When Y/N shines a warm— albeit, slightly confused— smile in his direction, Harry wishes that he'd been faster in shooing his friends out the door, because the action nearly knocks the unrequired breath from his chest.

She'd dressed in comfortable and casual clothes, as per his suggestion, and is standing just outside the doorway in light washed denim overalls, with a black and white striped t-shirt layered underneath, and her familiar cotton candy pink vans on her feet. But the detail that digs its way to the forefront of his mind— more so than her satin lips, her heated cheeks that are appled with her smile, and the tousled locks that are pulled back from her face in a low ponytail— is the shining silver cross pendant that hangs on a chain around her smooth neck.

It's a new addition that Harry has never seen before, and while he knows he shouldn't be surprised— after all, she'd told him how she grew up in a religious town, how she'd attended church, how she used to say grace before dinner with her friends— the jewelry still piques his curiosity.

"I did, yeah. It's really not that long of a walk, H." Y/N replies, flicking her eyes between Harry and his two friends, who are still watching her every move as if she's a specimen to be observed. "Sorry, am I interrupting...?"

The Irishman with glasses— Niall, Y/N reminds herself— opens his mouth to respond, but Harry quickly cuts him off as he pushes past his mates to take Y/N's hand and step outside the apartment, fetching his keys and yellow sunglasses from the small side table by the door in one smooth motion.

"Not interrupting anything, doll. Niall and Xander were just on their way out." Although Harry is smiling at her throughout the comment, the mortal can't help but feel like the last phrase was aimed at the pair still lingering in the doorway.

"We were just stopping by to see if we could steal Harry for a last minute trivia game, but he said he was already booked." Niall answers with an accepting shrug, glancing at Xander next to him, who's still yet to say anything to Y/N, though he is carrying an unreadable empty expression as he gives the girl a calculating once-over. "Apparently, whatever he's got planned for you two is more interesting than a few beers and watching Xander struggle to remember all the battles in World War I—"

"That's not fair," The brunette finally chimes in, breaking his attention away from her body to meet the blue-eyed boy's gaze. Y/N is surprised to hear an American accent fall from his lips. "I'm the only one who wasn't there, so how would I know—?"

"And you two are already arguing," Harry cuts over his friends' bickering, shooting them an annoyed glance as he wraps a cool arm around her waist, cautioning them to watch what they're saying. "Which will only get worse once you get alcohol in your hands, and that is why I'm not going to subject Y/N to a headache-inducing night of torture."

Y/N looks up at Harry with innocent interest swirling in her eyes. "I don't know, H, it could be fun." She worries her bottom lip between her teeth as a crease forms between Harry's brows. "Don't you think?"

Niall catches Harry's eye, taking advantage of Y/N's distraction to cheekily flash him his crimson irises for a split second, voice dripping with honeyed sarcasm that only he can detect. "Yeah, Harry. Don't you think?"

Jaw tensing, Harry bends down to brush his lips over Y/N's ear, dampening his irritation down into a smooth and silky tone. "Don't try to spare their feelings, love. I've got something fun planned for us, I promise." His teeth graze against Y/N's skin, and he nearly drags his lips down towards her neck until he remembers her stuttering heartbeat can be heard by the other vampires in their presence.

The two creatures gawk at the image before them, utterly baffled at Harry's unusual tenderness. It's very out of character for him, that much is obvious. In all the decades Niall and Xander have been acquainted with the Victorian era immortal, neither have ever seen him be so gentle and touchy with another soul, let alone a human. It feels as if they're looking at some type of warped parallel universe version of the normally stand-offish young man.

Xander is the first to clear his throat, throwing Harry an annoyed grimace before pulling Niall out from the condo's entryway. "We'll see you later then, Harry. C'mon, Ni."

The Irishman offers a quick goodbye, gifting the strange girl a frail wave and a parting smile before being half-dragged down the hallway by Xander. Niall wrenches himself free and shoves Xander's shoulder playfully as they round the corner to the elevator, their quiet voices— no doubt spinning juvenile gossip— fading out of earshot. The look in Xander's eyes had been concerning, Harry thinks, but nothing he needs to worry about right now. If anything, he wants to forget that encounter as quickly as possible, and needs Y/N to forget it, too.

"So," he pastes an easygoing grin onto his face as he locks his front door, turning to the mortal with a giddy twinkle in his forest green eyes. "Shall we be off, then?"

There's a lingering look of confusion reflecting back at him, but Y/N doesn't press the odd encounter as Harry intertwines his icy fingers with her own warm digits.

"Alright." She agrees, raising a questioning eyebrow back at him. "And just where are we going?"

///

"The Los Angeles Antique Mall." Harry announces proudly when he opens Y/N's door, extending a ringed hand to help her out of his low-riding car. "Twenty thousand square feet of vintage collectables, artwork, furniture, and anything else you could possibly want."

Y/N stares up at the massive building in front of them, observing the worn wood facade and the collection of what seems to be (half faded) stained rocking chairs adorning the wraparound porch. There's also an impressive amount of wrought iron planters with various greenery scattered between the furniture, with groups of people milling between them as they enter and exit the giant mall.

"You brought me antiquing?" She asks, an bemused look in her eye as she turns to Harry for an explanation.

Wrapping his large grasp around her smaller one, Harry nods enthusiastically as he begins to lead her towards the door. "Yeah. It's fun, actually. I'm always up for a bit of a treasure hunt, and I thought, since you're still furnishing your apartment..."

"You know, now that you mention it... I could use some new curtains for my living room. Maybe a nice side table." Y/N allows, stepping over the wooden stairs to the door as Harry tugs her along. "But I'm surprised you like antiquing. Doesn't really seem like your thing, if I'm honest."

A mischievous glint flits through Harry's jade eyes as he treats her to a grin that's all teeth. "I'm actually quite fond of antiques, truth be told. I've got a good eye for vintage collectables. And..." He lazily tugs on the handle of the door to open it, stepping to the side to allow Y/N to walk through first. "Maybe we'll find a nice painting to replace that god awful tapestry in your bedroom."

A scoff of indignation falls from Y/N's mouth as she turns on her heel to punch Harry's sturdy upper arm, nearly getting too distracted by the ropes of muscle beneath his tight sleeve to give a response. "I like that tapestry! And, seeing as how you're either sleeping or fucking me when you're in said room, I'm a little offended that my tapestry is the thing you focus the most on."

Harry bites his bottom lip between his teeth. If only she knew how much time he actually spends staring at it.

"Well, there's certainly other things I focus on..." He replies with a casual air, slipping his hand into the back pocket of Y/N's overalls to cup her ass suggestively, guiding her along the aisles of antiques. "But nothing ruins a post-orgasm glow like poor interior design, sweetheart. S'a bit of a buzzkill, y'know?"

"So is being patronized." Y/N deadpans, extracting Harry's hand from her back pocket as a hot flash begins to creep up her spine. "You keep mocking my interior design choices, and your orgasms are going to get a lot less frequent."

The vampire belly laughs as he throws an arm around her shoulders, the action as natural to him as breathing once was. "I don't believe that for one fucking second." He replies gleefully, smudging an open mouthed kiss to Y/N's temple.

"You don't, huh?" The human girl raises an eyebrow, cocking her head to scan the towering racks of oddities all around them. "I wonder if we can find you a vintage fleshlight here?"

"Already got one, doll," Harry rolls his eyes as he brushes his cool fingers along Y/N's exposed collarbone, his eyes catching the cross pendant again and brimming with curiosity. "And it's just the tip of the iceberg that is my toy chest, y'know that—"

Y/N feels Harry's arm suddenly tense around her, his muscles contracting as his touch jolts away from her collarbones, his hand flexing beneath the open skylights of the building. "Everything okay?" Y/N asks, all her teasing fading away, replaced with concern as she pauses her steps toward the shelves.

"I—" Harry flexes his fingers again, slowly removing his arm from her shoulder to examine his hand. The tips of his fingers are a bright red, crimson burns contrasting against his pink skin, and although it only takes a few moments for the marks to fade, the uneasy feeling bubbling in Harry's stomach lasts. "Yeah. My, uh, my hand just cramped. But it's fine now, I think."

Who the fuck, he wonders as he cautiously slings his arm back around Y/N's shoulders, wears a cross made of, not silver as Harry originally suspected, but polished iron?

Iron jewelry had fallen out of fashion a century ago, and Harry had never been more thankful than when it did, given how his flesh scorches at merely brushing the metal. When he took his family's trinkets as a way to remember them before he had to leave, Harry had snuck into his father's forge in the dead of the night to dip the jewelry in gold that he'd stolen from a local merchant who cheated poor peasants out of their valuables. It had been a tedious task, and rather dangerous due to the threat of being caught, but it had also been necessary; if he hadn't taken the risk, he wouldn't have his sister's cross earring, or his father's matching cross necklace. His dad's pocket watch, luckily, had been made of silver, and didn't need a golden bath, but everything else had to be encased to protect Harry's skin.

Iron jewelry had been a deterrent to him in the years to come after he was turned; it wasn't uncommon for him to find a pretty young girl from a village and sneak her away for a night of fun, only to discover an iron chain dangling from her neck when he leaned in to take a bite. It wasn't a permanent problem, of course, as there were plenty of other soft places he could sink his teeth into, but it had been an annoyance then, and it still annoys him now.

Harry does his best to push the irritation to the back of his mind, he really does. He shows Y/N around the twisting maze of antiques, and does his best to showcase one of his favourite hideaways in L.A. He points to anything and everything that could interest her, and doesn't hesitate when she asks him to reach something heavy perched on a high shelf, even if she just wants to examine it out of curiosity. Harry pulls out typewriters, vintage cameras, tarnished cigarette lighters, and a pastel yellow bicycle with an attached wicker basket from 1941, presenting all of the objects with the enthusiasm of a showcase model on The Price is Right, spouting falsified information about each product in the best impression of Bob Barker he can pull off ("This ancient, rusted bicycle— once owned by the Queen of England herself— can be all yours for just one easy payment of $8.99! Taxes and shipping not included.").

And although all of that incites multiple tinkling laughs from Y/N, and lights a glimmer in her eye, and compels her to walk closer and closer to Harry until she lets him sneak his palm back into the backside pocket of her overalls, the mystery of her necklace still eats at the far end of his brain. And it's that insipid, insistent pest of a thought that causes Harry to readjust his grip on the framed Monet print he'd spotted in the racks (Y/N had tried to deny how much she liked it in order to thwart Harry's triumphant smirk, but she still asked him to grab it for her with a grumble) and spare another glance to the innocent looking cross resting atop her clavicle.

"That's a pretty little piece." Harry slips into a nonchalant tone with ease, nodding towards the necklace as he navigates the two of them around a corner. "Why have I never seen you wear it before?"

Y/N brushes her fingertips over the iron cross with a gentle motion. Her fingers don't scorch with a mere graze of the metal, Harry notes scathingly. Not that he expected it from someone like Y/N.

"Because I don't wear it often." She replies, lifting one shoulder without a second thought. "It was my grandmother's— not, like, originally, but she'd owned it, and gave it to my mom, who gave it to me, so I guess it counts as a family heirloom, huh?"

"Guess so." The vampire murmurs in agreement, prickles of wonder still coasting against his skin. "So what made you drag it out today?" Did you subconsciously realize that your neck needs protection when I'm near? Harry tacks on in his head, his brow furrowing at the troubling thought.

And at that question, Y/N's eyes drop to the floor, as if her bubblegum pink vans need an audience for every step they take. "Uh, I was just a little homesick, that's all." She mumbles the reply, her shoulders sagging as a dark shadow passes through her usually dazzling eyes.

Homesickness. The one human feeling that Harry can still relate to. "I'm sorry to hear that, darling." He removes his hand from her back pocket to wind it around her shoulders again, mindful of the jewelry in question. "Did anything in particular happen, or...?"

Y/N lifts her shoulders once again as she tucks her hands into her pockets, her posture closing off more and more with every passing moment. "Not really. I don't know, I— normally I'm fine, but when I addressed my letter to my parents today, it took me a moment to remember my ZIP code. It's the same ZIP code I've had all my life, but... I nearly forgot it." She glances at Harry from the corner of her eye, and Harry realizes that dark shadow is guilt. She feels guilty. "I've been in L.A. for less than six months, and almost forgot my parent's ZIP code. I didn't think that could ever happen."

Harry hums low in his throat, a noise of understanding and finality. It's homesickness, that's all. That's explainable, and understandable, and should be enough information to silence the gnawing irritation in his chest.

And yet...

"Do you believe in God?" The question escapes from Harry's mouth before he can even think to censor it, his own eyes widening on his behalf as his grip on the Monet print nearly releases from the surprise.

"What?" Y/N stops in her tracks, although she nearly stumbles forward when Harry's sturdy arm catches behind her shoulders as her eyes boggle at him. "I don't— what does God have to do with antiquing?"

If Harry didn't have to worry about digging himself out of the whole he created, he'd laugh at the incredulous expression on his lover's face. "I was just curious, s'all." He struggles to keep his voice casual, steadying his feet against the wooden floor in an effort to ground himself mentally. "I know you were raised with religion, but you don't really go to church here— not that church equals a belief, but—"

"Um, I don't..." Y/N extends her arm to let her fingers graze over the shelf of old lunch boxes next to them, feeling each dip of every embossed cartoon character. "I don't know. I don't really believe in, like, a concept of God— at least, not the one I was raised with. But I believe in..." She trails off as she attempts to gather her thoughts, chewing on her bottom lip absentmindedly as she searches for the right words. "Something. I don't really know if it's a deity, or an energy, or just coincidence, but... I think there's something out there that guides us."

"So you believe in souls." Harry's mouth presses into a flat line, his jaw clenching for just a moment as he grits his teeth and then reiterates her previous point. "The thing that allows us to be guided, that is."

Or allows her to be guided, Harry thinks bitterly, casting his eyes towards their path ahead of them to avoid Y/N's prying gaze. That's really the only reason he'd brought up this entire religion conversation— the only reason he ever brings it up: he wants to know if she believes in souls, because in order to be guided by whatever higher power supposedly exists, one needs a soul. And Harry's fairly certain his was stolen from him in 1837.

"I suppose." Y/N allows, tracing the embossed lettering of a vintage Wonder Woman lunch box. "A soul, an energy, an aura— they're all kind of the same thing to me. The thing that keeps your heart beating. I don't think it needs to be tied to a religion; there's so many different religions, but everyone has a heartbeat, you know?"

Harry nearly laughs out loud at the irony, but manages to stifle the sound into a non-committal hum. "Does your something include heaven and hell, or is that too based in Christianity?" He asks, half out of curiosity and half out of necessity. "If someone were to lose their soul..." He knows he sounds insane asking the question, but it bubbles out of him before he can choke it back. "Would you think them damned?"

The mortal girl stares at him blankly for a moment, her mouth just barely open as she considers his words. He shouldn't have asked, and he knows that— he knew it the moment the first question fell from his lips. But the more they discussed the topic, the more it nagged at him. Y/N, with all her good nature, her listening skills, and her soft heart, are most certainly bound for whatever good lies in store when a soul actually leaves a body. Harry, on the other hand... If the monster's conscience were to ever leave this Earth, he knows it's not for the metaphorical pearly white gates. And for some reason, that notion bothers him more right now than it has in the last twenty decades.

"Um..." A nervous laugh echoes from Y/N's mouth, the smile curling the edges of her lips not quite reaching her eyes. "Okay, this topic is way too serious for me to discuss sober. Can I take a rain check on the damnation questions? I'm getting Sunday school flashbacks, and living through that once was bad enough."

Harry wills a smile onto his own face, but the expression is more apologetic than anything as he grips Y/N's hand in his to tow her down an aisle of antique kitchen equipment. "Yeah, of course. Sorry, I didn't mean to hit you with such heavy questions. I guess I just wanted to get to know my partner in justice a bit more."

Y/N takes it in good stride, just as she usually does, her smile relaxing the moment she sees Harry's dimples peek out from his cheeks. "Don't worry about it, Sherlock. I'd expect nothing less from such an established detective."

As the pair pass under another skylight, Y/N's cross glints at Harry as if to mock him.

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Y/N isn't lost.

To the untrained eye, the mindless path she takes through the towering and twisting rows of the antique mall may seem like the wandering of someone who has no recollection of where they came from, nor where they're going, but Y/N is adamant that she isn't lost. She isn't, because when she split from Harry to take a trip to the washroom, he'd warned her not to get lost in the internal maze of the mall. And Y/N, with a glare in her eyes and a scathing remark on her lips, had assured him that she, a grown woman, would be able to find her way back after she was done, and "Honestly, H, just wander a bit. I'll be able to find you easily."

So Y/N isn't lost, because she refuses to prove Harry right. He's already a cocky asshole with a huge ego, and she couldn't bear seeing that ego enlarge as a triumphant smirk paints over his face the moment she calls him on his cellphone, admits defeat, and asks him to come find her. She'll do a lot of things for that man, but that isn't one of them.

With that in mind, she turns down a corridor of the labyrinth of collectables, trying to find any discernible items that she could use to pinpoint her location in the labyrinth. The yellow bicycle, maybe, or one of the vintage cameras Harry had pretended to photograph her with, or even the strange five foot carving of Bugs Bunny that she and Harry had agreed is probably possessed by a demon. A haunted Bugs Bunny could lead her to her destination— or kill her, truthfully, but either option seems preferable over the solidifying future of having to call Harry.

After another five minutes of aimless ambling, Y/N retrieves her phone from her pocket, a grimace crawling its way onto her face as she opens her contacts to click on Harry's name. Her finger hovers just over the phone icon, mere millimetres from humiliation, when a few out of place piano notes float by her ears and catch her attention.

Y/N tucks her phone back into her overall pocket as her curiosity takes over, urging her ears to strain towards the distant melody, as well as for her legs to follow. It's not long before Y/N is walking with purpose again, albeit a different purpose than before. As the music gets louder, Y/N begins to pick out more details— how the piano notes that prick her ears are slightly out of tune, how the player begins and stops and begins again, dragging out different phrases, speeding through others with no clear intention. The minor key of the piece makes Y/N feel like she's walking into a memory as she wades through the shelves of long-forgotten belongings, old photographs of deceased people in Victorian fashions watching while the young woman falls back in time.

The music grows louder as Y/N reaches a dark corridor with wood paneling lining the walls, and a painted sign saying "Music Room" beckons her down the passageway. She follows with slow steps, and while she knows that maybe leaving the main mall area and losing her way down here isn't a smart idea, the music that's beginning to grow impossibly sweet pulls her forward. Y/N rounds the corner to find the oak doors to the music room swung open, and when she lays her eyes on the figure sitting at the mahogany ground piano, she recognizes the silhouette of Harry's back and shoulders immediately.

Y/N's gaze falls from his flexing shoulder blades to his inked hands, the jewels on his rings catching the low light of the room as his lithe fingers dance over the dusty ivory keys. He coaxes a melody from the instrument without any difficulty, as if the music had been simmering beneath his skin for ages. Maybe it has, Y/N thinks, as she watches from the doorway with quiet wonder, and although she plans on silently observing for as long as she can, Harry only completes a few more phrases before the music drifts to a halt.

"I was beginning to wonder if you'd find me." He murmurs, clearing his throat of the rasp that had settled in his vocal chords as he played. "Thought I'd be getting a scared phone call any moment now."

The human girl steps into the room slowly, gliding around to the cut out of the piano and leaning across the lacquered wood. "I wasn't scared. And I would've found you sooner if you'd stayed put. I said wander a bit, not all the way across the building." She retorts jokingly, trailing a finger along the smooth edge of the piano. All of the sarcasm in her voice melts right out, replaced by intrigue. "I didn't know you played piano."

"I, uh, I don't. Not much anymore, anyways." Harry runs his digits between the keys again, using only enough pressure to dust the top of the ivory covers. "I wasn't sure I'd remember how, honestly, but this..." He lifts an index finger to brush the dust off the gold embossed brand name. "It looks like the one I learned on, so..."

Y/N takes a seat on the wooden bench next to Harry, her shoulder bumping against his as she leans in to smudge a kiss across his cheek. "It sounded beautiful." She assures him, noting the hesitation in his explanation. "What's that piece called?"

"It's one of Chopin's Nocturnes, in C-Sharp Minor." Harry curves his fingers over the keys, as if he's about to begin again, but then relaxes the digits as he exhales harshly. "I don't play it as well as— as the person who taught me."

There seems to be a hidden story beneath those words, but Y/N doesn't press it; if Harry wants to tell her, then he'll tell her. If not... Well, she'd rather not drag a sour memory from him in the middle of an antique mall. Instead, she drags her fingers over his thigh, rubbing just above his knee in a comforting manner.

"How long have you been playing?" She asks softly, tracing over a black lacquered key with her free hand. When she pulls away, her finger is coated in dust, and she wonders how long it's been since the piano has been touched by someone else.

The corner of Harry's lips twitch, as if her question is particularly humorous. "A while." He answers simply, and he tilts his head to the side to press his face against the top of Y/N's head, inhaling the scent of her favourite shampoo.

"A while?" Y/N repeats the vague answer to prompt further explanation, but when she gets none, she switches to another inquiry. "Can you play me something?"

The moment she utters the question, Harry shakes his head adamantly. "No, I— no. I'm not that good, love, and I don't really play for people."

Surprise colors Y/N's voice when she replies, lifting her head from Harry's shoulder to look him in the eye. "This isn't the time for false modesty, H." She says, tapping two fingers against his knee as punctuation. "Since when have you been humble?"

A bark of a laugh escapes Harry's chest in spite of himself, and he curls his fingers over Y/N's to move her hand further up his thigh. "I'm not modest! Don't insult me like that, darling. S'not nice."

"Prove it, then." Y/N massages over Harry's inner thigh as she issues the challenge, baiting the vampire's ego with ease. "Play me something. Show off a little bit."

Harry squeezes Y/N's hand once as a quiet groan twists his lips into a pout. "You're getting pretty good at manipulating me, y'know that?" He mutters, poising his lacquered fingertips back over the instrument. "Fine. Do you want something sad or happy?"

Y/N ponders the question as she leans her head back onto Harry's shoulder, her lips finding the edge of his jaw and pecking his cool skin for just a moment. "Both."

"Both." Harry repeats with a snort, shaking his head in exasperation as his hands drift to a new position on the keys. "Indecisive little thing, aren't you?"

The mortal girl lifts her shoulders in a noncommittal shrug, scratching her nails along the fabric of Harry's pants. "Just play me something. Please?"

It's the simplest request with the most complicated implication, but Harry can't find a good reason to refuse it.

"This is, um, another Chopin piece." He feels clumsy in his explanation, struggling to remember the details that he'd once memorized in an effort to seem impressive. "Another Nocturne, in E-flat this time."

Harry's fingers begin to dance over the keys, and Y/N listens in amazement as a melody that is both happy and sad begins to spiral out from the body of the piano, wrapping her inside the warmth of the music.

Not every phrase is even— the more Harry plays, it seems, the more the music phrases, bending and shaping itself around his elegant fingers, rolling with his every movement. As the music begins to get sadder, however, Y/N notices the change in Harry's face, and how each phrase begins to get choppier as his fingers stumble their way over the keys.

Y/N smudges another kiss against Harry's jaw when his fingers trip up again, squeezing his knee with reassurance. "Keep going." She murmurs, rubbing his leg lightly as the music stutters again. "It's nice."

"I—" The music halts with a jerk of Harry's hands, which he retracts from the keys as if the ivory burns him. "I don't remember the rest." He mumbles, laying his stubbled cheek against the top of Y/N's head. "Sorry."

"You don't need to apologize. I really liked it." Y/N trails her own fingers over the keys, pressing a few of the lacquered notes with idle interest. The melody she spins out isn't nearly as nice as the one Harry played, and she laughs at her own expense. "I'm not nearly as good. I took a few lessons as a kid, but begged my mom to let me quit. I wish I'd stuck with it."

"That wasn't too bad." Harry's dimples wink at her as he smiles boyishly, nodding to the keys with false reassurance. "That little tune sounded a lot like Mozart."

"Uh huh." The mortal girl rolls her eyes at the lie, bracing her palms against the polished wooden bench before rising from her seat. "Despite that praise, I don't think I'll be adding this piano to my shopping cart."

"Hm. Too bad." Her lover trails his fingers after her, reaching for her hand and intertwining her grasp with his. "It could make a pretty addition to your apartment, I think."

"It would take up my entire apartment, more like it." Y/N scoffs as she raps the fingers of her free hand against the side of the piano. "I don't even think I could fit this in my living room. Your apartment, however..." She raises an eyebrow as a grin works its way over her face. "You could fit it easily. You should buy it."

Harry rolls his eyes as he lets her hand fall from his palm, touching the keys one last time before shutting the cover over the keyboard. "I'm not buying the piano."

"Why not?" Eyes widening in surprise, Y/N leans onto the instrument, gesturing with her arms the same way Harry did earlier as she shifts her voice to mimic Bob Barker. "It's made of genuine mahogany, was once played by Beethoven himself, and can be yours, for the low, low price of—" She reaches around the side of the instrument to grab the tag tied around the leg. "Eight hundred and—holy shit, are you kidding me?"

Harry hums in response as he rises from the bench, shrugging his shoulders before crossing his arms around his tummy. "That's actually a fairly good price for a used piano, you know."

Y/N blinks at him, her mouth opening and closing as she struggles to find words. "I— okay, yeah. Sure. So you should get it, then, if you consider that a 'fairly good price'."

"I could," Harry agrees, his muscles flexing beneath his tight t-shirt as he reaches to pick up the painting leaning against the instrument. "But I won't."

Her brow wrinkling in confusion, Y/N watches as Harry begins to examine the other objects in the room, turning his attention to the book-lined shelves and antique lamps. "Why?"

The man sighs as he fingers the tassels hanging from a— in Y/N's humble opinion— particularly ugly lamp. "Because I already have one—"

"You do?"

"—but it's been in storage ever since I got to L.A. And while I usually love things in excess... alcohol, statement jewelry, orgasms—" He flashes a toothy grin at Y/N. "I don't think overly-heavy instruments fall into any of those categories."

"Why is it in storage?" Y/N asks, bemusement laced through her voice. Before Harry began to stumble through the piece, there was a look on his face that Y/N hasn't seen very often; a serene air swirled through his eyes, hiding something beneath it that Y/N couldn't quite make out. And she wants to.

"Because I don't have any interest in playing anymore. Honestly, darling, I haven't thought about it in years." Harry laughs in a nonchalant manner, moving from the antique lamp to the creaking rocking chair in the corner. "Y'can have it, if you like. Probably do you more good than me."

Y/N rolls her eyes at the deflection, turning her attention away from the topic at hand. "I'm good." She responds dryly, drifting over to the floor to ceiling bookshelf bolted to the wall.

Her eyes trail over the exposed spines of the books, reading over the variety of titles with piqued interest. The amount of genres she sees is countless, ranging from trashy paperback romance novels to timeless classics embossed in gold. The farther up Y/N glances, the older the books appear, and she gets more and more curious as she glides her fingers over the rippled covers of the books within her reach.

While the novels climb up the height of the bookshelf to the ceiling, Y/N can only manage to reach halfway up the length she needs to, even while stretching on her tiptoes. She settles down on the balls of her feet with a pout playing on her lips, her attention turning to the wheeled ladder that runs along bars bolted to the bottom of the shelving unit. It looks rather old— like everything in the antique mall— and Y/N isn't quite sure it'll support her weight, despite her test of gripping a rung and pushing on it.

"Harry, c'mere," She calls over her shoulder, hands gripping the sides of the dusty ladder as she balances a foot on the bottom rung.

Upon her beckoning, Harry saunters over, the painted print she'd selected still grasped in his ringed hand. "Yeah?" He asks, raising an eyebrow in question. "What is it?"

"Can you help me climb up the ladder?" Y/N nods her head towards the far-reaching shelves, biting her bottom lip with pleading eyes. "I want to see what's on the top shelves."

Harry's gaze follows Y/N's gesture towards the top of the library wall, a look of trepidation flickering through his eyes. "Is that really necessary?"

"Yes," Y/N answers curtly, lifting her other foot onto the bottom rung before moving from her original step to the next. "And it'll be a lot easier if you help me."

Despite his protests, Harry sets down the framed print and complies with the request, grasping Y/N around her waist with firm hands as she scurries up the rickety ladder. She can feel his fingertips pressing into her love handles over the denim, and it would be a lie to say she doesn't enjoy it, but she refocuses her attention onto reading over the embossed titles that she couldn't see from below.

"Y'know, on second thought... take all the time you need, dove." Harry calls from below her, the smirk evident in his voice as he squeezes her hips once with a laugh. "I've got quite the view from here."

Rolling her eyes, Y/N releases one hand from the ladder to tug a novel off the shelf, examining the half exposed cover before sliding it back into its place. "I bet you do." She retorts, wiggling her hips just enough to tease him without losing her precarious balance on the ladder.

Although the motion is meant to be a joke, Harry can't stop the flash of genuine fear that ignites in his chest. Humans are fragile, he knows, and a fall from the height that Y/N has climbed to could sprain her wrist, or injure her back, or crack open her skull like an egg, or—

"Careful there, Watson." Harry attempts to disguise the worry in his voice behind a lighthearted joke as his grip on the human girl strengthens. "Wouldn't want an accident to happen, now, would we?"

"That's why I've got you, Holmes." A tinkling laugh falls from her lips as she risks a glance over her shoulder at him, her eyes alight with amusement, before turning her attention back to the old novels. "You wouldn't let anything happen to me, would you?"

There's a nervous truth hidden underneath her words, and Harry knows it, but that doesn't stop it from making his skin itch as the casual phrase sinks into his body. In all his years, however, Harry's gotten quite good at hiding his emotions, and this is no different.

Instead of giving a sincere answer, Harry hardens his reply of "F'course I wouldn't, pet. Y'can never be too careful." by letting one jeweled hand drift from Y/N's hip to her backside, cupping it gently to support her, and taking delight in the way he can feel her body tense beneath his new touch.

It takes Y/N a moment to find her breath again, and when she does, all she can muster is a hum in the back of her throat. "Mhmm." She sighs, trying her best to refocus on the books lining the shelves in front of her as she climbs higher. "Is that why your hand is grabbing my ass, you pervert?"

"Y'know, that seems to be your favourite nickname for me." Harry's smirk deepens as he contracts his hand, squeezing her fleshy backside after she takes another step higher. "I wonder why that is?"

"I wonder." The flat response echoes from Y/N's mouth as she pulls another book from the shelf to examine it before replacing it a moment later. "Maybe— and this is just a suggestion, so take it with a grain of salt, but— maybe if you didn't act like a pervert, you'd get a nicer nickname."

Although Y/N's retorts are droll and to the point, Harry can hear the way her heartbeat begins to stutter each time he massages her, and it's that fluttering rhythm that encourages him to grasp the sides of the ladder with both hands and pull himself up a couple rungs.

"A nicer nickname, huh?" He breathes in her ear, pressing his chest to her back both to be close to her and to give her more support on the ladder. "Like 'slut'?" Harry stifles the groan that nearly rolls from his throat when he feels Y/N stiffen. "That's one of your favourites, isn't it?"

"I—" Swallowing down the sudden lump in her throat, Y/N grips the sides of the ladder tight between her hands, her skin stretching over her tense knuckles as Harry's breath begins to hit her neck. "Maybe. I...I suppose."

Harry laughs quietly as he takes another step up the ladder, keeping himself braced against Y/N as he begins to smear kisses along the side of her neck, mindful of the iron cross that still hangs there. "You suppose?" He repeats, his tone slightly mocking when he hears the mortal shudder. "What about your other favourites? Y'like when I call you my pretty little plaything, don't you?"

The honey and lavender fragrance wafting over Harry intensifies as Y/N's blood pumps faster and faster, the only sound emerging from the human girl being a quiet whimper from the back of her throat.

"There's another one, though... another nickname..." Letting his teeth gently graze her earlobe, Harry whispers directly in Y/N's ear, keeping his voice low and throaty as he does so. "It's on the tip of my tongue, baby..." He suckles sloppily along her pulsing neck, delighting in the taste of her sweet skin in his mouth. "Remind me what it is?"

Already, Y/N's breathing has grown ragged, and he waits a moment for the aroused girl to form a response, encouraging her with every nip of his teeth. Just when Harry is about to ask again, she manages to choke out a reply.

"Whore." She whispers, the embarrassment in her voice overpowered by the lust running through her veins. "I like it when you call me your whore."

"That's my good girl." A satisfied smile tugs at the edge of Harry's lips as he stamps a gentle kiss to Y/N's jaw. "That's another one, too. My good girl. And because you're my good girl..." Harry snakes his right hand from the rung of the ladder to the buttons of Y/N's overalls, deftly undoing the side snaps and gradually slipping his hand into the space between the denim and her clammy skin. "You're going to keep looking for your books while I have some fun."

Y/N lets out a broken gasp as Harry's fingertips graze over her cotton panties, and her grip on the railing slackens as a rush of heat falls between her legs.

"Careful, baby." Harry cautions her, his left hand wrapping around hers and resetting her grasp on the ladder. "Can't have any fun if you let go, hm?"

"We—" She twists her head to the side, straining to look over her shoulder and towards the entrance as Harry's digits dance over the dampening spot on her panties. "Someone could walk in, Harry—"

Of course someone could, Harry thinks, but exhibitionism is so much easier to indulge when one has inhuman hearing that can detect the pounding of an approaching heart from fifty feet away. He doesn't disclose this information to Y/N, however, for a number of reasons, and instead chooses to scrape his teeth along the shell of her ear once more, his ruby lips soothing the marks instantly.

"You let me worry about that, alright?" He murmurs lowly, sliding Y/N's cotton panties to the side and dragging his index and middle finger through her dripping folds, enjoying how she shivers against his chest. "You just focus on finding the book you want and being a good little whore for me, princess. Let me take care of the rest."

When Y/N reflects on this moment in bed tonight, her clammy palms twisting around the sheets as she inhabits the memory of Harry's mint-scented breath swirling around her as he massages two fingers around her throbbing clit with a teasing touch, one specific detail will stick out to her. She won't focus on how her heart is pounding so hard that she feels her chest might burst, or how her fingers shake as she reaches for another book on the shelf, per Harry's quiet but intent instructions. The thing that Y/N will remember in wonder and— on some level, self consciously— is how quickly the anxiety that spikes through her veins at the possibility of someone walking in and finding the two of them in such a compromising position bleeds into a high like no other.

Y/N likes to entertain the idea that she's fairly adventurous, and has been open to a lot of things, especially since meeting Harry, but this— allowing him to finger her in a music room at an antique mall, where any customer or employee could discover them— is something so outside of her character that Y/N can't think straight. When Harry first slips his long middle finger inside her slick center, the girl nearly collapses, and Harry's broad chest braced behind her is the only thing that keeps her upright on the ladder.

"Y'like that, doll?" Harry's hot breath rolls over her neck as he purrs the words, adjusting his grip on the side of the ladder as his other hand skillfully toys with the human in slow and deep strokes. "Filthy little thing, you are, letting me play with you like this."

The sinful remark draws a mewling moan from Y/N's mouth as her head dips back onto Harry's sturdy shoulder, her hands dropping all pretense of searching for a book and clutching the ladder like she normally clutches her sheets, or the headboard of whoever's bed Harry has tossed her onto. "H-Harry..." She whimpers, her eyelashes fluttering as he circles his thumb around her clit. "Fuck..."

"You pretend to be so sweet, but you and I know the truth, don't we?" The vampire sponges another kiss along her throat as he delights in the wet sounds his fingers make, which easily become drowned out by the quiet noises of bliss leaving his lover's mouth. "You'd let me do anything to you, wouldn't you?"

Y/N nods fervently as she allows her weight to fall back against Harry's sturdy chest, trusting him to support her as he thrusts another finger inside her. "Anything, H, I—" The desperate proclamation is cut off as Harry curls his digits, bumping against the spot in the pit of her tummy that sets her entire nervous system on fire. "Shit, right there, baby, right there..."

Harry's smug voice rings in her ear as he slows his stride, dragging his fingers in and out of her hot core at a pace that's nearly criminal. "Y'don't need to tell me, I know." He pushes himself forward again, flushing Y/N between his chest and the ladder with just enough room to continue his activities. "I know what you like, how you like it, where you like it... Know my girl so well."

As Y/N adjusts to the newly close proximity, the bulge in Harry's slacks grows more apparent, rubbing against her backside over and over with each plunge of Harry's fingers. She lets out a strangled whine at the feeling, carving her teeth into her bottom lip in an effort to keep herself quiet.

"You feel me, don't you, minx?" Harry moans into her ear, catching his teeth along the shell before dragging them down her jaw to settle his lips just above her throbbing pulse point. "You feel what you're doing to me? How just a single whimper from those pretty lips, and one touch of your soaked cunt makes my cock ache?"

Despite her best efforts, a ragged sob breaks through Y/N's self-imposed gag order, and her chest heaves within Harry's tight embrace as her head lolls to the side. "I-I want it." She pleads, her half-lidded eyes struggling to find Harry's emerald irises in her haze.

Those sea glass eyes, darker than she's ever seen them, widen with fake surprise as his mouth curls into a smirk. When Harry replies, his normally soothing dulcet voice is filled with insincere mocking. "Oh, you want it, do you? You want me to fuck you in here?" Dropping his voice to its usual low resonance, Harry growls the next phrase in the human's ear. "I know you want it, you fucking slut. But you can't have it right now. So if I'm going to let you cum—" The conditional phrase pulls a sound of protest from her throat. "—then you're going to have to do it around my fingers."

The begging girl cries out against his neck as her walls clench around his touch, the stifled pants that she gasps into Harry's ear urging him to speed up. Instead of giving her what she wants, Harry curls his fingers inside her, pressing deeper into that spongy spot to elicit another broken whine from her. When he receives it, however, it's accompanied by an unexpected blinding burn.

The iron cross that hangs so delicately around Y/N's fragile throat has slung to the side in her writhing pleasure, finding its way from her flushed collarbones to the base of Harry's icy neck. The vampire grinds his teeth as he feels the brand begin to form, choking back the sound of agony that fights its way out of his mouth. His left hand clenches around the ladder, his knuckles stretching white as the waxed wood nearly splinters under his palm, while his right hand stutters its pace inside his lover, prodding harshly at her G-spot as a single grunt makes it past the cracks of his teeth.

Harry knows he needs to remove the cross from his skin, but he has no way of doing so without alerting Y/N to his discomfort. If he lets go of the rung, both of them will tumble off, and Y/N has made it obvious how much she trusts him to keep her safe; that option is hardly an option, Harry thinks, struggling to keep his mind present as he fights through the pain. The other option— the only one, really— is to retract his fingers from between the mortal's thighs, feign some excuse as to why, and do his best to keep her from noticing the cross-shaped burn mark on his neck that will surely disappear within a few moments of the iron being removed. It'll be jarring, he knows, to pull Y/N from the subspace he can tell she's beginning to slip into, and Harry hates it, but there's nothing to be done. His hand contracts inside her, desperately massaging her walls one last time before he retreats to—

The sharp action drags a mangled whine from Y/N's throat, the sound more shattered than anything Harry has ever heard from her before, and it pulls Harry's attention from the charring sensation of the cross branding his skin to the overwhelmed girl in his arms. As Y/N lets her entire body fall against Harry's chest, her eyes completely shut as she gives into the pleasure bubbling in her tummy, a realization dawns on Harry, searing him nearly as much as the metal on his inhuman flesh: he can't let go of her. He's in too deep— literally, obvious in the way she tightens around his fingers— and if he were to stop now, Y/N would go into a sensitive daze that he can't deal with in a public space. If he lets go of her now, he'll lose the connection he's spent the last two months making. She might get over it, given that it's just an orgasm, but subconsciously, there's a possibility she could resent him for it. Especially in the extremely delicate phase she's in at the moment.

He knows it sounds stupid, but he can't risk that. He just can't. He'll take burning agony over that any day.

When Harry reflects on this moment in bed tonight, his jeweled fingers carefully combing through Y/N's knotted locks as she shifts in his arms, the bite mark on her neck freshly faded to a light bruise, her chest rising and falling gently with quiet breaths, one specific detail will stick out to him. He won't focus on the blinding pleasure of Y/N grinding against his hardened bulge, her body moving of its own accord as she gives in completely to the sensations Harry pulls from her. He won't focus on the explicit moans that show she's given up on attempting to quiet, her voice reverberating in Harry's mouth as he inhales every desperate breath she exhales. When Harry reflects on this moment, the thing he'll remember the most is how the second he accepted his fate— that he'd have to bear the pain in order to keep Y/N happy, and he feels like there's probably some deeper subliminal message hidden beneath that realization, though he refuses to indulge it— the mortal girl tilts her head to the side and begins to kiss Harry's neck, soothing the scorched mark with her silky tongue.

The relief is so sweet that Harry nearly cries out a fractured mewl, letting his head fall forward into Y/N's shoulder to hide his desperate expression. She continues to whimper into his skin, smudging kiss after kiss on his marked neck as if she knows how badly he needs it. Even as her orgasm begins to rise in her belly, consuming her every thought, she continues to suck bruises onto his jugular, dragging her tongue over his cool skin repeatedly after every action. Although the iron still stings, the sensation of Y/N's textured tongue swiping over it turns the pain to pleasure, and it's not long before Harry has himself centered once again, refocused on the task at hand.

He speeds up the movement of his fingers, focusing on curling them inside her as his thumb rubs quick circles over her throbbing clit. The sounds bouncing around the room are so lewd that Harry almost wishes someone would walk in, even if only to see how good Harry is capable of making his lover feel.

"Y'can cum for me, baby. Cum all over my hand." He mutters in her ear, his teeth scraping against her fragile skin in desperation. "I know you have it in you. Show me how good you are."

Y/N feverishly grinds against his hand, all of her senses overwhelmed by the immortal as she licks across his neck. "So—so close, Harry—I—"

"I know, I know you are." The vampire soothes her in a tone more gentle than he thought possible, palming her soaking cunt with as much pressure as he thinks she can stand. "Let go for me. I've got you."

The reassurance is the final thing Y/N needs to fall apart, and once she knows that she can, it happens with an intensity that shocks even her. When the coil inside her belly snaps, a guttural moan tears from her mouth, and she grasps the pole in front of her as tightly as she can while collapsing back into Harry's chest.

"Fuck, there we go, yeah? Shhh, keep it down for me, angel. Don't wanna have to stop until you beg me to."

Her grip on the ladder does nothing to support her, but as Harry's hushed words ring in her mind, she knows she doesn't have to worry about that. Harry's arms and chest are strong enough to do it for her, allowing her to sink into her pleasure as much as she needs to.

When Y/N slumps in his arms, her neck finally shifts enough that her cross falls back into its designated position between her collarbones, providing Harry with relief from the scorching pain he'd been beginning to adjust to. He can feel his skin begin to heal itself the moment the iron leaves it, and with that small fear tamped down, the creature can turn all his attention to the girl in his arms.

He slowly and carefully retracts his hand from her panties, shushing the weak squeak that rolls from her lips at the motion. "Good girl." He mumbles into her ear, kissing her temple softly as her breathing begins to regulate itself. "Shh, you're alright. Y'did so well for me, darling."

The comforting praise comes easily to him, and as he continues to hold Y/N as she regains her previous headspace, Harry begins to wonder just how far he'd be able to push her before she reaches her limits. How far into subspace can she go before she hits the point of no return? Could Harry successfully guide her there and lead her back? Could she ever trust him enough to submit fully to his every request, taking solace in the knowledge that he can take care of her as well as— or better, even— she can take care of herself? Harry wants to think yes, but he can't dwell on the idea any longer; Y/N's beginning to shift against him again, and he'll never be able to earn that wholehearted trust if he doesn't tend to her now.

Lifting his hand to his own lips, Harry wraps his tongue around his drenched fingers, lapping at the sweet wetness that coats them down to his rings. He hums in appreciation, stippling another tender kiss to Y/N's neck when he retracts his fingers from his mouth.

"Taste so sweet, y'know that?" He whispers, the question half a test to see how aware Y/N is as her head begins to clear. "C'mere, I want you to taste."

Y/N lazily tilts her head to the side, a small smile playing on her lips as they meet Harry's for a slow kiss. Trailing his fingers down her side, Harry skillfully buttons the side of her overalls again, adjusting the fabric to lie comfortable against her skin.

"How are you feeling, hm?" He murmurs, rubbing his large hand soothingly over her belly as her breathing begins to regulate again. "How was that?"

"I feel..." Y/N struggles to make sense of her swimming head, resting it against Harry's shoulder as she tries to form a coherent response. "Good."

Harry sighs with relief, smearing a quick kiss to her cheek as he grins. "Good. That's good."

With his right hand still wrapped around her middle, he carefully lowers himself and Y/N from the ladder, keeping a tight grip on the girl until he knows her feet are planted firmly on the ground.

As the afterglow of her climax begins to fade, a heated flush begins to crawl up Y/N's spine to settle on the apples of her cheeks. "I, um—" The corners of her lips tug upwards with a bashful tone, and she twists around in Harry's arms to shyly meet his canopy green eyes. "I can't believe I did that."

"You didn't do anything. It takes two to tango, pet. And, honestly..." Harry flashes a boyish simper at her as he yanks her closer to him by her hips. "I think I did most of the work."

"That's true." A breathless laugh stutters from Y/N's chest as she curls her hands around Harry's bulging biceps, steadying herself from the after effects of her orgasm, which are turning her legs to jelly. "I could, um..." She flicks her eyes from the door to the prominent bulge in Harry's black slacks before capturing his gaze in hers again. "Return the favour?"

Harry snorts as he gives a quick shake of his head, his teeth catching on his bottom lip while he runs his hands down the back of her rumpled shirt. "Not here, baby. How about we wait until we're back at my place for you to show me how my sweet girl sucks cock, hm?"

"So it's alright for you to distract me from my book search to finger me in a public area," Y/N fakes indignation to distract herself from the ache that's starting to pulse in her core again at Harry's proposal. "But the moment I want to suck you off, you say 'not here'? What kind of double standard is that?"

Lips twitching in amusement, Harry stifles a laugh as he turns the girl in his arms, pressing her back to his chest once again before wrapping his arms back around her waist. "You're right. I distracted you from your book search. How rude of me." He coos, nodding up to the shelf as he grazes his teeth against her pulse. "Think I see a pretty copy of Sense and Sensibility up there. Y'think you can reach it, or do you need me to do it, sweetheart?"

The shuddering of Y/N's heartbeat contrasts with her heated reply. "I can reach it just fine if you behave yourself." She shoots back, smacking the hand that's beginning to wander towards her center again. "Or is that too difficult for you?"

"It's extremely difficult when I'm near you." The reply, while truthful, sends a quiver down Harry's spine, and he presses a chaste kiss to the human girl's shoulder before releasing her from his grasp. "I'll get the book."

Y/N tugs the hair tie from her locks, shaking them out before pulling them back again in a neat manner. "You know, I never thought I was one for antiquing, but today was fun."

"Well, it doesn't usually involve getting finger-fucked on a ladder," Harry states bluntly, glancing over his shoulder with a dimpled smile on his face. "So I'm not really sure if today can be the marker for an average antiquing session."

Y/N's face boils at the brazen comment, and she tucks a strand of loose hair that she'd missed behind her ear as she swallows hard. "No." She replies with a soft and timid laugh, shaking her head gently. "I suppose that's true."

Harry hums in reply as he snags the old copy of the Jane Austen novel from the top shelf, climbing down the ladder effortlessly and landing back on the ground with a soft thud. "But I'm glad you had fun." Harry steps towards Y/N with a satisfied air, gripping her chin between his thumb and forefinger as a teasing smile plays on his ruby lips. "And I'm even more glad we found a replacement for that terrible tapestry of yours."

Y/N rolls her eyes as she smacks Harry's hand from her chin before snatching the novel from his hands. "Stop being mean to Amanda! You'll hurt her feelings."

A snort boasts from Harry's throat as he recalls the day she had told him what she'd named the piece hanging from her wall, and he bends down to scoop up the Monet print while shaking his head impassively, clutching it in one hand as he snakes the other around Y/N's waist once again. "Well, I hope Amanda doesn't have feelings, because I'm going to burn her."

"No, you're not."

"Oh yes, I am."

"No, you're not, because I'm going to hang her over your bed, just so you can stare at her while you fall asleep each night."

Harry groans loudly as he guides his lover from the music room and back to the open space of the antique mall. "Please. If anything is going over my bed, it's a mirror, not a college freshman's poor excuse of an attempt at interior design."

Y/N wrinkles her nose at the comment, shaking her head at the crude suggestion. "A mirror? That better be a joke."

"It was, but now that I'm thinking about it..."

"You're disgustingly conceited."

"Oh please, you lo—" Harry catches himself just before the word love rolls off his lips. Though he's said it before when referring to certain aspects of their sex life (like how he loves the way her mouth feels, or how she loves the way he stretches her out), it just seems oddly repulsive to say at this very moment. Too intimate, almost.

Therefore, the creature bites back the offensive phrase and tugs her closer by the waist, covering up his sudden hesitation with his signature smirk. "You like that idea, don't you, dove?"

Y/N keeps her face neutral as they pass by an older couple examining a grandfather clock. "I don't know what you mean."

"Sure you don't." Harry laughs sharply, nuzzling his face into the top of Y/N's hair and pressing a casual kiss to the crown of her head. "Need I remind you that your request for my interior design skills is what started this whole thing?"

"And if you had suggested I mount a mirror over my bed, this whole thing would've been over before it even had a chance to start."

"You say that now, but if you were to see the way my cock looks while it slams into your—"

"Harry!" Y/N hisses, blood rushing to her cheeks as he guides her around a corner stacked with porcelain dolls.

"Fine. No mirror." Harry relents, a disappointed sigh falling from his lips as he palms Y/N's waist closer to himself. "But the tapestry needs to be burned."

"No."

"Thrown away."

"No."

"Folded up and tucked under the bed?"

"Possibly. And that's as good an ending as you'll get."

That night, after Harry has satisfied his craving for both Y/N and the sweet liquid that pumps through her veins, and has settled in for his usual nightly routine of rhythmically caressing her back to lull her into a deep slumber, and as he counts the breaths the mortal sighs between nightfall and sunrise while her soft snoring sings a lullaby to his ears, he can't help but think that...

That yes, this really is as good an ending as he'll ever get.