(I did a mistake sorry if I publish this again and you already read )
(A/N look at the Kagehina if your still confused or if
your just confused )
no ones pov
everyone was working hard at practice everyone was concentrated except one person kageyama he was to busy looking at the small orange haired boy who would scream at him asking for a toss he was just so cute o him he was so adorable to him everyone was taking a break when some crossed the door someone no one expected to come it was puddin hair as kageyama called him he was in a nekoma uniform and had his game in his hand while looking up every once in a while to see that nothing was in the way he made his way towards hinata who was drinking water kenma looked up from his game and said "hey shoyo " hinata getting scared exited said " oh hi!! kenma what are you doing here " kenma smiling (yes i know he doesn't smile often but imagine him smiling ) said " oh i was close buying a new game and wanted to stop by want me to toss for you im free " hinata even more exited now said "yes i love your tosses their the best " hinata now realizing his mistake and what he just had said turned back and looked for kageyama but he wasn't there anymore where was " i.... i didn't mean that hinata thought " as he scanned the room he looked at suga who just nodded his head next he looked at daichi he just looked away he looked at both noya and tanaka hoping for a response both of them just moved their lips maybe hoping hinata could read lips they just said (basically like lip reading lip talking i don't even know what its called ) " that wasn't cool " and just left tsuki not caring if he would be heard faced hinata and said " haha nice kill dumb tangerine " yamaguchi just turned to the salty boy next to him and said "tsuki that's not nice "
kenma and hinata looked at each other when kenma said "oh thanks shoyo your spikes are the best to " just when kuroo walked in ( yes and yes the wheel of ships and ideas said Kuroken angst ) kuroo just smiled and said "hey kenma you were in here watch out were not familiar with this place" kenma surprised knowing and noticing the hurt in his voice he just said "oh sorry " kuroo just nodded and walked away trying to hide his tears saying " yeah im going to the store tell hinata to take you to the home ( i just did that because i have no idea if they live close by and i don't really want to search it up so pretend they live kind of close and no they don't live together their just having a sleepover )kenma whispered "kuroo "but didn't go after him instead he looked at hinata and said "hey shoyo you umm okay" hinata looked at kenma and said "yeah lets practice we have time"
After practice
with kenma and kuroo
no ones pov
as kuroo headed home he was filled with tears he was filled with sadness loneliness he never felt the same but he knew he knew he would get hurt he knew loving his bestfriend was gunna turn out like that and it did but he didn't think it would hurt that much he would never think how a person you love so much can bring you so much pain
kuroos pov
how could i be so stupid to think that he would actually like me he treats me like shit anyways ha and to think that i thought he loved me the only person he loved is hinata and the only thing he likes is his games and that's it if i was so stupid to think he loved me its my problem nd ill own up to it and try my best to act normal like i always do
im in my house and i don't feel like doing anything just cry and cry nothing more and plus there's nothing else i can do i simply just call bokuto who was being his owl self i wasn't in the mood to joke around so i just told him to come over i told him to bring Akashi because being honest he can be to happy sometimes its depressing
bokuto and akashi get to kuroos house
"HEY HEY HEY " bokuto screamed as he entered the house akashi a little worried for kuroo just said "bokuto san please be quiet and look for kuroo" bokuto didn't question but instead looked for him as he entered the room he saw something that he wish he hadn't seen it was kuroo he was crying he had red eyes he had eyebags and he had blood on his fist bokuto ran and hugged kuroo who was crying and punching anything he found he hugged kuroo who broke down and turned to hug bokuto back bokuto didn't want to ask questions deep down he knew it was about kenma kuroo has had a crush on kenma since forever and today he knew they were gonna visit kurasuno he knew that it had to be that and he was furious bokuto may seem all happy but hes really protective sometimes to protective (sometimes i just don't even know what to write smh )bokuto wanted to get out of there as soon as possible and beat who did that but he couldn't he was getting inpatient but as he was about to pop akashi walked through the door with bandages and plenty of snacks he walked up to bokuto and kuroo he hugged kuroo up knowing that bokuto was probably mad he got kuroo to the bathroom and wrapped him up but first cleaned his wounds he told im to dress in pajamas' and to get all comfy on his bed because they were gunna have fun and try to make him feel better as they sat on the bed bokuto put his favorite movie on one he would watch with akashi all he time could atlas he put it on as he sat back he asked akashi for some poky sticks bokuto was also kind off cold as akashi noticed that he gave bokuto a blanket he had gotten and he gave bokuto his scarf ( if you read in another life Bokuka you would understand ) kuroo just asked to be hugged and nothing more
kenma's pov
im tired and i have no idea why i said that it wasn't true shoyo wasn't the best it was kuroo ( i don't know if hes even a spiker but still ) shoyo isn't the best volley ball player its kuroo shoyo isn't who i like its kuroo its always been him hes always been the answer to everything whos the one who always is with me kuroo whos the one who i love kuroo whos the one that i play volleyball for kuroo whos the one who i spike for kuroo hes always the answer and i needed him to know it but how when he has me blocked and when bokuto wont even let me see him or explain i guess he just needs his time im sure hell come to practice soon enough
A few days later
at morning practice
nekoma gym
as kuroo walked in everyone was surprised but sad for what they saw it was kuroo he was more skinny he had eye bags and he had some bandage's on his hands that wasn't the overprotective happy kuroo they knew yaku being the mom but also the wise third year walked up to kuroo and said "welcome back we missed you" everyone followed along and said "welcome back captain " kuroo with a silent voice said " thank you guys but ill just be watching for now" as he said that he scanned the room for one person his kitten who he couldn't find he missed him but if he wasn't here than he was probably with his lover whatever i came here to watch my team
after morning practice afternoon practice
(time skip because im lazy )
at afternoon practice
"alright you guys rap it up you guys and can clean and all go home " kuroo said after a long day of watching the team practice "yes captain " they all said and started to clean up and go home kuroo was the last one with yaku, yaku was currently listening to what he had to say he only responded with "you know what is right you shouldn't chose you should choose what your heart choses " and with that he left kuroo was doing the last finishing touches as he herd someone come in it was kenma he was on his game eyes glued to his game without looking up one second as he looked up he started to shed tears kuroo looking at kenma couldn't say anything but just stare at him with a painful look and watery eyes kenma was going to speak when you heard a loud bang it was the door they were trapped inside and there was no way out (pretend like there's no windows ok okay)kenma finally able to get a word out said "kuroo im sorry let me explain me and sh-" "you and hinata are dating get it no need to rub it in my face more i know you like him " kuroo said looking down at the floor kenma was quick to respond saying "no kuroo i do like but as a friend i love you " " love me kenma you would prefer your games over me if that isn't true you hate me and you know i you treat me like shit everyday and then now you tell me you love me please if you loved me so much you wouldn't cuase me this much pain" kenma stayed silent but after a while said "im sorry i didn't realize that intill now i didn't know how much you meant to me i didn't know that you were the answer to everything that you were my everything" kuroo couldn't take it anymore he hugged kenma and said "how could anyone be mad at you you're just to cute kitten" kenma hugged back and said " i love you kuroo so stop being a jealous freak me and shoyo just wanted to make you and kageyama jealous to see how you would react to see if you liked us back we had a plan to confess it didn't have to go like this " kuroo couldn't hold back anymore sobbing he said "whatever love me or not you treat me like shit and not even an i love you can fix that " and with that he got out his private own key and unlocked the door using some strength leaving kenma behind alone
a few days later
with bokuto and akashi
"bokuto san please calm down he needs you right now he doesn't need you to beat people up to make him feel better " akashi said feeling half ignored and half mad bokuto obviously mad said " did you not see him did you not see his face his hands did you see him its all his fault and hes gunna pay for that he hurt my bro " akashi frustrated said "yes bokuto san i understand but please kuroo wouldn't like that would he would be sad and you don't want that do you" bokuto now going into sense said "no i just want him back i want my bro back " he said as he went to hug akashi after they hugged for long they went for some poky sticks and went straight to kuroos
(A/N for me do it like the galaxy is endless like in another life sentence
a few days later in the gym kuroo and kenma get trapped inside and are forced to talk
( A/N this is gunna have some lines from the galaxy is endless Kuroken so sorry if you get sad btw there not the exact lines but credit to the person who did it i forgot )
btw kuroo and kenma are saying there names so hopefully you can tell the difference if you cant then sorry
"NO KENMA YOU DONT LOVE ME " "YES I DO WHAT DO YOU MEAN HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO REPEAT IT I LOVE YOU KUROO I LOVE YOU " " YOU DONT YOU DONT HAVE TO REAPEAT IT JUST SAY IT WHEN YOU MEAN IT " " I DO MEAN IT YOUR YJE ANWSER AND ILL SAY IT AGAIN SHOYO IS NEVER AND WILL NEVER BE THE ANWSER IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU WHAT ARE YOU SAYING YOUR THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE SAID I LOVE YOU TO SO LISTEN TO ME KUROO I LOVE YOU "
kuroo and kenma have been arguing and screaming for the minutes when suddenly kuroo collapsed kenma rushed over to him and said "please don't leave me " kuroo weakly said "kenma it hurts " kenma with tears in his eyes said " since we were seven i knew kuroo tetsurou was the person for me kuroo you are my person so please don't leave me " kuroo with the reaming strength he had said "kenma i love you " kenma looked at kuroo still tears in his eyes more and more coming "i wished id spend forever with you " ( i think kuroo said that but act like kenma did it has been a few weeks since i read it and i don't want to remember it that much just to say i cried while writing this ) kenma quickly called an ambulance who soon came and took kuroo to the hospital
At the hospital nekoma , kurasuno, and the other teams are there
yaku along with his team entered the hospital hoping there captain was okay later kurasuno and bokuto and akashi entered bokuto the most rushed hoping his brother was okay aoba johsai walked in later shiratorizawa walked in last came inarizaki, itachiyama and date tech they all rushed to find one person kuroo as everyone entered the room they saw kenma he was on the chair that was next to kuroo he had kuroos hand on his and was asleep on him he looked comfy so everybody left and waited outside it was bad and good it was good that everyone could meet each other and that they were able to connect with each other it was because it had to be in that situation it was scary everyone was concerned about him when the doctor came yaku suga,iwa,akashi, and the rest of the moms got up and asked at the same almost at the same time without missing a word "how is he is he okay" the doctor surprised but expecting that said "hes fine he just passed out from not eating enough and stress he also needs to be in a wheel chair for sometime he needs rest also his wound were infected so he shouldn't use his hands that much or just put them in dirty places ( i don't know anything about that sorry if its wrong or sum ) so he should be fine he just has to stay in bed and stay in the hospital for some days" and with that he left kageyama decided he would go visit kenma to see if he was awake no one said no everyone knew he was the best choice
field trip to the room
as kageyama enters the room he notices kenma crying into kuroo he silently hugs him from behind kenma surprised backed away but after some time hugged back kageyama gave him the extra milk he had and sat down next to him only saying "i know it hurts seeing him like this thinking your the reason hes like that being fed up eaten with guilt but if you let the guilt consume you then who will be there when he needs you who will be there who will be his kitten i know its hard I've been through it but fight for him and think about this why start caring for him now and actually showing him it when he was safe and sound you would treat him like shit and act like you didn't care now im not telling you this to scare you or to make you feel bad but to make you realize your mistake maybe saying i love you isn't enough show him you love him and maybe just maybe hell forgive you " kenma stayed silent as kageyama left he could hear one thing escape kenma's mouth it was a quiet "thank you " he turned and smiled with his best smile he could and got out of the room he turned to kuroo and creased his check saying one thing that he will always say in the worst and in the best one thing that he wish will never happen "don't leave me please i love you to much be able to let you go i love you to much that i can't even explain how much feeling i feel when im with you i cant even explain how i feel or what i feel because i feel everything when im with you " he was laying his head on kuroos chest as he couldn't take it anymore he walked outside to get some fresh air just to find everyone outside so kageyama wasn't the only one they all walked up to kenma and hugged him he looked devastated kenma backed away and said "wait your not mad because of me and hinata " bokuto looked at kenma and said " hey hey hey its fine he told us everything when will i be able to see my bro " kenma was about to say something when there was an announcement it said "emergency of room 306 " kenma quickly said "that's kuroos room " and ran towards there not stopping once he was about to enter but the nurses didn't let him in he heard everything the doctors said "quick were losing him ready 1,2,1,2,1,2,1,2,3 when suddenly he heard something that made his heart shatter something that made him want to just want to push everyone out of the way and start pushing everyone or everything in his way he heard one of the doctors say "time of death 2:55 AM " as he heard that he wobbled back and fell only tp be caught by yaku who had heard everything they all had they were all crying the doctor came out and just nodded his head no and said "im sorry we tried but no hope " they all went in even tho they were squished together they were all to busy crying and saying there last words to him bokuto and akashi walked up to his bed and said at the same time "maybe in another life you will be will us again and we can watch cloud atlas with us and eat some poky sticks " kenma was the last he was crying sobbing he couldn't stop he held kuroos hand and held it to his heart saying " in another life our hearts will find each other again and for that ill be waiting ill be waiting for you kuroo i guess somethings aren't meant to be but if you can hear me i just want to say that i love you i always you were always by my side when i needed you im sorry if i treated you like shit that was my way of showing my love to you but it didn't work out so i guess this is good bye but always remember the galaxy is endless just like our love "
is anyone else crying or is it just me
and its not the end ha got you
and with that kuroo woke up saying "darn right kitten i like that the galaxy is endless just like our love " everyone was surprised but happy he had woken up he wasn't alive or was he a ghost kenma being the closest one there punched him to make sure he was alive kuroo just let out a big "ouch kitten that hurt what was that for " kenma without realizing it was crying he slapped kuroo and said loud enough for everyone to hear "don't ever do that or ill put you in a hospital bed myself " bokuto just hooted like and owl and ran up to kuroo saying " HEY HEY HEY BRO" kuroo only responded with "OYA OYA OYA OYA" Saltyshima responded with "SHT HES ALIVE ASAHI WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT " dadchi just got his kids out of there along wit suga after everyone left it was only kuroo and kenma they said they would go watch the stars with kuroo with a wheelchair
After some time kenma and kuroo said something first kenma he looked up to kuroo and said "promise me you'll never leave me " kuroo looked down to him and said "I can't promise that but I can promise that I'll always be with you while I'm alive and I of I'm not with you in this life maybe in another life we will be They both stayed silent and watched the stars opening a new chapter with a new relationship
Hello I just want to say THANKS SO MUCH FOR 1K reads omg I never thought I would get there but thank you actually if anyone has a request I could do it for a 1k special or something also I'm staring a wincest book but I need a smut writer so if anyone can help with that I would love it I would give you credit and access to my account and maybe we can start another account and make books together I'm not really good with smut so whoever please and again thank you for 1k reads