A few weeks later
Romans PoV
Why is life so confusing? Why is feelings so complicated? Why is life messing with my head? Uh! I million questions rushed through my head about a certain person after what Patton said to me earlier today.
Earlier with Patton and Roman
Patton: Hey Roman!
Roman: Hey, where is the others?
Patton: Logan is busy giving Thomas some good ol' brain power and Virgil is in his room
Roman: Oh nice. How are you and Logan?
Patton: Couldn't be better! Things are great with us!
Roman: aww that's nice
Patton: Soo what about you?
Roman: Me?
Patton: Got an eye for someone~?
Roman: it's confusing
Patton: *le gasp* WHO
Roman: I'm not sure if I'm into them
Patton: WHO
Roman: Hot Topic
Patton: Wait are you meaning?
Roman: Virgil
I could feel my face heat up when I think of him. His sarcastic comments, his eyes, his beauty,his dark eyeshadow, his obsession with MCR, his overall perfectness. Over the few days I realised I felt different towards him. I would get butterflies when he's near me or calls me "Princy" with a tone to it. My face would turn a shade of pink every time I seen him.
Patton: I KNEW IT! I KNEW YOU HAVE A THING FOR EACH OTHER!
Roman: how did you?
Patton: When I asked you about your type you just described Virgil
He was right.
Roman: So what if I did
Patton: I SHIP IT
Roman: How? he hates me
Patton: he really doesn't
Roman: Really?
Patton: Virgil cares for you he most out of all of us. When he found out about Alfie and Brandon he rushed around looking for you to make sure you were ok. He really really really likes you, even though you guys have your fights he still cares
Roman: Wow Patton I want to believe it but I can't do that. I'd need to here it from him but I know if he did say it he wouldn't feel the way I do
Patton: Roman don't doubt yourself! The only reason you are unsure is because you keep putting yourself down by saying the feelings aren't the same. I did that now look at were I got to! Logan is know my boyfriend one day that could be you and Virgil. Just be true with your feelings Roman.
He was right again. I doubted myself. I thought I wasn't good enough to get with him. I think he doesn't feel the same. I just didn't have confidence for once. After hearing those words I know I have to get back to my confident ways, get back in the game. I thanked Patton and headed to my room. As I was heading there I noticed Virgil had his room door open for once. I looked in and he was sitting on his bed listening to music. I smiled over at him and waved. He lifted his head and did the same back.
End of flashback
I reevaluated what happened and what Patton said. He always seems to know the truth. I do have feelings towards Virgil. I do love him. I am interested in him. I am in love with Virgil Sanders.