The next day i woke up to the sound of the shower running so I put my hair in a bun and checked my phone
As always I had no new notifications
When Jordan came out of the bathroom he kissed my lips and said "good morning"
I took a shower, put on sweatpants and a big hoodie (I realized it was Rocky's) on top, then went to the kitchen and made pancakes
Yams told me that Mac and Travis went grocery shopping
Jordan came up behind me and hugged me
I chuckled and he kissed my cheek
"I'll finish the pancakes" he said and flipped the pancake in the pan
I backed up and sat down on the counter
We had small talk till Rocky came in the kitchen an opened the fridge agressivlly
I looked down and bit my top lip
Jordan stood between my legs and lifted my face with his index finger
Then he kissed me passionately
He pulled away and finished the last pancake, he left me smiling
I took the plate with all the pancakes and put them on the couch table with some knifes for the Yam and Nutella
Which Jordan brought to the table
I yelled "Breakfast is ready!" and sat down on the ground
I waited for everyone to sit down and started to eat
After 5 minutes the door knob turned and Mac came in with Travis on in his arms and grocery bags in his hands
"Hey yall" he said and let Travis go who ran towards us and sat down next to Jordan
Jordan gave him a plate and put a pancake on it
Mac put the grocery bags on the counter and joined us
After we ate Jordan came up to me and said "ey lyah i need to talk to you in private for a second?"
"yea sure" i answered and followed him in his room
i closed the door and turned around
"so wassup?" i asked
"so i know that Rocky is upset about us and doesn't want us to be "a thing" and i just had this idea about us moving together in a lil apartment i rent a while ago" he blurred out
I thought about it for a second and to be honest it wasn't a bad idea
even if this thing between us didn't work out it wouldn't matter because our friendship is really strong
"Yea why not" i said and his face lid up
I started laughing "can i see the appartment?"
"sure we can drive there its just 10 minutes away from here"
i grabbed my jacket and opened the door
"perfect lets go"
We told Mac, who sat on the couch alone,that we were just going to drink a coffee down the street so if anybody asked he could tell them where we went
We rushed out and got in the car "im so exiteeeeed" i said dramatically and put on "i get around" by Tupac, Jordan laughed at my childish behavior
We arrived and i got out, i followed him inside the building
We went up the stairs and stopped at the third floor
"We almost there" he said breathing a lil heavy
I started laughing again "I think we should go to the gym sometimes"
He starte laughing too
"Alright this room right here" he said and opened the door with his keys
When i looked inside it looked really cozy, it wasn't as big as the old appartment but enough for two people
it wasn't new or anything, the walls were grey and very old and broken but tbh i like that
"aw its so cute" i said and walked around
he was walking behind me, smiling
i imagined myself chilling on the small couch with a big blanket and Jordan next to me
"you like it" he asked still smiling
"i love it" i said and kissed his lips
he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me back
i pulled away and looked him in his eyes
"you're so beautiful" he wispered
i smiled
"Lets go back to get our stuff" i wispered
"alright"
I wasn't looking forward to tell my close friends that im moving out but they could visit me whenever they wanted, like Janet, she was always welcome
When we got home I told everyone to come here for a second because I needed to tell them about this whole situation
Everyone sat down on the couch and I sat down with em
"So..the thing is that I'll move out"
I cold see Rocky move around from the corner of my eye
"Wait what about me" Mac asked with Travis sitting in his lap
"I can give you enough money, so you can buy a little house for you and Travis, but I'm not mom, you should get a job"
He nodded "alright thanks"
"Okay wait wait wait you not gonna leave me" Janet interrupted and put her hand up
"Janet listen I can't stay here forever I'll move into an apartment not far from here, and you can visit us whenever you want" I said
"What do you mean "us"?" Rocky asked with a straight face
"It's Jordans apartment" I answered and Jordan brushed over my back with his hand
Rocky nodded and got up, he walked in his room and kinda slammed the door
The rest just stared at the ground
Yup it was awkward
After a while of complete silence I stood up "okay, I'll go pack my stuff"
"Wait y'all for real?" Yams asked "Yea right? I mean can't y'all just figure this whole situation with Rocky out and stay here?" Ferg added
I sighed "Guys I thought about all that and I think it's the best for all of us if I just move out"
"Gurl don't" Janet said while shacking her head
"Lyah you can think about it longer if you want, I'm not forcing you to do anything" Jordan said
This situation was kinda fucked up
I don't want to go but I couldn't live with a man who hates me and who hates my man, I don't even know why it bothers him so much anyways, he cheated first, its his fault
"I'll be gone by tomorrow morning"
I said and everybody kissed there teeth
I got up and went to Jordans room to pack all my stuff in my suitcase
Then I took a hot shower to calm down
I ended up having a mental breakdown
I was just sitting in the shower crying and letting the warm water hug me
When I got out I dried myself and wrapped a towel around me
I was about to get my clothes I prepared on the bed when I bumped into Rocky and dropped the towel
"SHIT RAKIM what are you doing here?!" I screamed and picked up the towel
He just chuckled
"You acting like I haven't seen all that before" he said
I rolled my eyes and walked towards the bed where my clothes were
Then I turned around again to face Rocky
"Can you turn around or leave the fucking room for a second please" I said rolling my eyes again
He turned around.
After I put on my clothes and put my still wet hair up
"So tf are you doing in my room" I asked and sat down on the bed
"You not really planning on moving in with Jordan aren't you?" He asked
And I rolled my eyes once again
"I will be gone by tomorrow morning"
"Girl you know that's a bad idea!"
"No it's not, why you saying that"
He looked at me really intense
"I know you still love me, that's why I'm saying, it's a bad idea"
I rolled my eyes
"Boy stop, you don't know shit"
Deep down I knew he was right
He smirked and I stood up
"Now leave I need to pack my stuff" I said and turned around to put my clothes in my suitcase
But I didn't hear him move so I turned around again
"I said leave" I said a little louder
He didn't even blind he just sat there looking at me
I sighed and sat down again while rubbing my eyes
"What, Rakim?" I sighed
He slowly stood up and hovered over me
He cupped my face with his big hand and slowly brushed over my lips with his thumb
I looked him deep in the eyes before I snapped back to reality
And I grabbed his hand
I got up
"I said leave" I said
"Fine" he smirked and left
Shit
I still feel his thumb in my lips and his eyes full of lust on me
I went back to packing my stuff and after a while Jordan came in
I was on my knees, wrapping my showed in a plastic bag
"Hey lyah you done packing?"
"Almost, what about you?"
He sat down on the chair Rocky sat
"I already packed everything, we can leave tomorrow morning"
"Perfekt" i got up and hugged him
He brushed over my back
"You aight" he asked still hugging me
"Yea don't worry" I lied
In fact I wasn't okay, I could stop thinking bout Rocky
Someone needs to tell me what to do
Hey guuuuuuys I'm back with another chapter hope you like it
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Btw I'm about to loose my fucking mind lol school is getting on my nerves fr fr