C: i didn't mean to spit it out like that.
K: i know it's fine he needed to know it somehow
C: yeah your right
I smile and look down at his hand with a towel against my arm
C: soo...... how have you been?
K: uhhh actually before Jaden i have been the same. Well besides the fact my dad died
C: oh my god.........i'm so sorry! I always liked your dad.
K: he liked you.
C: he always called me callin because it looks like my name and-
K: i was always calling with you
C: exactly
K: good memories
We smiled and just stayed nice silent
K: Can i ask you something?
C: yeah
K: why didn't you say in my face you left instead leaving me heartbroken with a note.
C: I couldn't. I couldn't say it to you. I loved you too much to see you broken.
I was just silent
K: if you didn't had to leave-
C: i would've stayed with you I promise. I didn't wanne leave at all. I cried so freaking much you have no idea
I smile knowing he was hurt as well. And i know that's sounds mean but that just shows he cared as well
K: can i tell you a little secret?
C: always
He smirks. God i miss that smirk.
K: you were my lock screen for the two months after you left
C: you were mine too
C: can i tell you my little secret?
K: always
I smirk
C: the first nine months i left you alone i had an PI looking over you to make sure you were save.
K: you were looking out for me?
C: yes of course i did
K: that was sweet.... thank you
He smiles
K: how is your band with Jaden?
C: not the best. He isn't the type of person that open ups fast
K: oh i know
We laugh
C: my brother sometimes has some anger issues
I look down
Oh trust me i know
C: he hurts people when he's mad. Sometimes on purpose sometimes not
Is he saying Jaden wanted to hurt me?
C: woo
I look up when Calvin gets pushed away by a bigger figure
J: no i don't and especially not by Kiara.
Jaden says while he softly places a washcloth with ice cubes in it on my arm.
J: sorry it took so long angel. The bar was out of ice and the motherfucking bar tender wasn't fast enough.
K: okay
I softly smile.
He didn't left me alone he got something that would make my arm better.
C: i was only trying to help her arm.
J: well than your doing it all wrong.....her skin needs to breath.
C: ohh
K: it's fine.
I say to Calvin
J: you can actually go. We'll see each other later.
C: fine
Calvin smiles at me
He walks to the door and takes one more look at me.
C: take care.
K: byee Calvin
J: later brota
And he walks out.
Jaden relieving sighs and looks at me.
J: i didn't ment to hurt or scare you. And I never should've told you to shut up.
He kisses my arm
K: i know it's fine
J: no it's not.
K: that's also true
J: I can't keep hurting you whenever i'm mad.
K: it was just a little scary
He stands between my legs and kisses my forehead.
I felt his hand on my back and laid my head on his chest.
J: i know. I just was scared as well.
K: huh?
I look up
J: i'm scared of loosing you
K: but i'm not going anywhere
J: but it just feels weird of the thought you dating my little brother.
K: i get that. I would feel weird if i had a sister and you dated her
J: yeah exactly
K: but it's now two years ago.
J: i know, just knowing you and him...... like ieieie
I laugh
J: but, i think i can live with it.
K: please don't shoot him if he tries anything
J: no! I'm not gonna shoot my own brother
K: good
J: maybe just a little threat should be enough
K: JAE!
J: i'm kidding. I'm kidding
He probably isn't but whatever
J: can you promise me something?
K: yes?
J: promise you don't run of with my brother or catch, like feelings for him.
K: you know i have feelings for you right?
J: i do, but it's just. I feel so insecure sometimes by him
K: why?
J: he's so pErFeCt. Calvin is the only reason my dad still looks at me.
K: huh?
J: he was always the one with good grades and did literally everything perfect.
K: well your my perfect one.
He smiles and places his head on mine
K: can you promise me something?
J: of course
He looks at me
K: promise me your staying with me
He smiles
J: of course. I will always stay with you. And I promise i won't hurt you anymore when i'm mad
J: i just need to find something i can put my anger in.
K: buy a punchbag.
He smiles at me.
J: that actually sounds like a good idea.
K: right?
We were driving at the hotel.
J: so smart of you thinking of that.
K: yes i am.
J: how do you do it in school?
K: i'm like really really bad at math. I like history and art.
J: okay you have a tutor for math?
K: no but i get help from my friends.
J: good.
We arrived at the hotel and got to our room.
We both put on something more comfortable.
We both sit down on the bed and we ordered something to drink.
J: okay I promise I won't get mad anymore just tell me everything
K: okay.....so when i was 13 and a half he came in our class. We just started to talk and became friends. After puberty we both had a 'glow up' and we started to like each other.
I saw him clenching his jaw.
K: when we were both 14 we started dating for a year and at some day he left and only left a note in my locker.
J: what was in the note?
K: 'i love you goodbye❤️'
J: he loved you?
K: well yeah after everything we went through....
Hoping he would take the hint.