day 44:
here i am waiting for michael to show up for our date.
i basically forced calum and ashton to move to another table because i didn't want to be a third wheel. i also didn't want to interfere with their personal time.
it really isn't like michael to lie to me like this. he promised he would show up.
this worries me because when he says "i'll be here", in a month he might not be anywhere to be seen.
the spaces between us keep getting deeper. i only hope we can resolve this problem and move on.