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Dimoni Walker🗽
Harlem, New York.
the week was over so now the weekend was here and Siah planned on leaving for till Monday morning to handle business which left me by myself since Tylil was with his sister
Siah hadn't talked to me since I been at his crib and truthfully I was fine with that
"sure you don't wanna go?" Tylil asked standing in front of my door
I mugged him ready to close the door being that nobody was home
"I'm fine Tylil go see ya sister," I told him in pure honesty knowing he wouldn't give up
"well come over later so she can meet you, ima see you later," he pulled me in for a hug
"bye Tylil," I laughed shutting the door
going back to the room I took out my self-care items getting myself together instead of laying in the bed
I went into the bathroom with my robe running the shower water to wash my body. once I was halfway done I began shaving everything then applying the coconut oil making sure I was smooth.
.....
It's beauty in the struggle nigga, ugliness in the success
Hear my words or listen to my signal of distress
I grew up in the city and though some times we had less
Compared to some of my niggas down the block man we were blessed
And life can't be no fairytale, no once upon a time
J Cole played in the background as I got out lathering my body in lotion and Shea butter
even though I was getting better some of my feelings still lingered which sometimes had made me sick
during the week I happened to have 2 withdrawals
coming back to reality my phone rung indicating that Pierre was FaceTiming me
"yooo," he yelled startling me
I tied my robe up picking the phone up rolling my eyes
"hi Pierre," I said dryly
"link?"
"as in be together... outside?"
he sucked his teeth walking down the street
"yeah we can do whatever you want I'm tryna go to Coney Island," he told me
ion even remember the last time I was there deadass
I stayed silent debating if I wanted to go outside
you don't got shit else to do...
"okay but you have to come in like an hour I was doing something," I responded
"bet," with that he hung up letting me get dressed
finishing up I picked out a new outfit making sure I was comfortable as I put my Jordans on then doing my hair
.....
of course, I didn't give Pierre my address
I gave him the apartments 3 blocks down because Tylil friends are nosey as fuck and I didn't have time for that
walking up to Pierre's car he unlocked it putting his jacket in the backseat
staying silent we sat there for a minute before he started laughing
"nah you're mad shy, it's cute," he admitted side hugging me
"thank you," I said quietly smiling
Pierre wasn't ugly I just haven't been around him long enough to think anything of him
"so what we doing?"
"I mean you said Coney Island right"
he hummed turning the car on
"lemme put you on to some music," he told me smirking
I rolled my eyes hoping he didn't make music
the Bluetooth started to play (song name)
"I already heard this... you're late," I sighed unfazed
Pierre sucked his teeth turning the music down
"I met him/her last year at a party she's mad chill, got a nice connect," he said brushing his shoulders
"lemme guess you sell drugs too?" I asked waiting for an answer
he laughed for a minute shaking his head
"why you drawing assumptions I don't sell nothing I'm well connected"
"so your family sells drugs?"
"mind your business," he told me rolling up the window
I mean why was it down...
"how you come from down the block if that was your building," he questioned making me stop
"my uncle leaves over there I had to go see him"
girl, you don't even mess with them
for the remainder of the ride, we played 21 questions while he got to know me and vice versa
he told me that his parents own one of the projects on the east side so he had some type of money growing up
his family moved from Harlem leaving him there when he turned 17
I got out of the car while he opened my side taking my hand
soon as we made it inside Pierre insisted that he'd pay for our tickets
"I'll pay for my own," I tried to tell him
"nah I told you I got it go stand over there," he moved me to the side handing the lady money
I pouted leaning my back on the stand receiving a text from someone
Siah😒
wya?
why you not answering the phone
being mad dayroom
Answer the phone Dimoni.
now you decide to communicate
I'll call you when I get home
wym "get home"
goodbye Siah
aii bro
I left him on read turning my phone off Pierre attached his hand with my as we kept walking
"that's ya boyfriend? I gotta take you home now?" he joked rolling his eyes
now if I say yes he gonna look real stupid
"it's not my boyfriend,"
Siah was so secretive about shit, told me that he was handling business now he looking for me
how does he even know if I'm home or not
going to Snapchat I seen a video of him kissing a girl with the location in 'Philly'
I wasn't about to sit here and look stupid so I let him do as he, please
that's not my place...
we got in the line to get on the ride taking pictures as we waited
.....
4 hours had passed and I didn't even realize it even though I wasn't with the boys I felt out of my comfort zone
I felt alive
"yo! you seen that shit?! ole girl wig had flown right the fuck off," he said laughing
"almost got in my mouth," I laughed along with him while we found seats
"imagine"
I pulled out my phone seeing miss calls from Siah
should I just block him?
the time read 9:43 pm
"ready to go?" I nodded grabbing my bag
he drove me back home stopping at the building I mentioned earlier
I laughed to myself getting out the car only for him to grab my arm
"damn it's like that no bye or nothing?"
I smiled giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek as he hugged me back
"bye, Pierre!" I told him getting out the car
once I got out I acted like I was inside the building waiting for him to pull off
after he left I walked back down to my building hearing loud noises making me sigh
"you kissed that nigga?" I heard behind me as the person grabbed my hand
oh lord... here he go
"mind your business," I said softly looking everywhere but his face
it seems like I can never get a break around him
nigga just pop up out of nowhere
at this point, he was in my face staring me down
"you think this shit is a game, I play wit you?" he questioned
I tried to move back only for him to push my body on the gate
"get out my face Siah! you must think ima a game, you leave for a couple of days come back and think ima be on you?! after you were laid up wit some bitch," I told him letting go of my anger
"stop yelling at me the fuck wrong cursing and shit"
I pushed him back making my way to the building feeling my feet lift the ground
if you don't want me to prosper god then just say that
Siah took me to his car sitting me inside then locking the door
"this where ya girlfriend was sitting?"
"you kissed that nigga?"
I stayed silent bitting my cheek in defeat while I waited for him to stop yelling at me
"don't worry about it Siah I'm good on you," I told him simply
"bro I'm not even gonna hold you ima about to punch you in the face"
instead of saying something back, I swung on him watching his head hit the window
I unlocked my side getting out the car going upstairs locking the door behind me
nigga must think I'm stupid...
Tylil Reed Moore🏙
Harlem, New York .
"Bubba this you?" Zahnay asked looking through my phone
I snatched it back before she seen something she wasn't supposed to
as of now we're walking back from the park hearing arguing
once we got to my building I held on to her hair tightly then shortly letting go seeing Demon remove herself from the car
"that's my friend she pretty right," I tapped Zahnay watching her smile
"youuu like herrrr!" she yelled making me pop her mouth
before Siah pulled off Zahnay ran to his window tapping on the door
"oh shit!" he got out the car hugging her
ugly ass
"SIAH!"
I sparked my blunt walking towards them
Zahnay got in the driver's seat turning on the music as we talked
"the fuck was that about?"
"she bugging out for no reason," he told me taking the blunt
"bro you got her already stop doing fucked up shit. she too nice for that," I responded leaning on the car
"mmtch I know bro I know how she gets"
"just as petty as you"
"slap dick you making me mad, that fucker punched me"
"good," I mumbled getting in the car
we got inside driving to Brooklyn so we could drop Zahnay back off home
"damn Zah I haven't seen you in mad long!" he told her as I changed the song
"that was ya girlfriend?" she ignored his question getting straight to it
"some like dat"
.....
by the time we got to her crib she was knocked out so I got to her side picking her up
12 years old and feel like 30 pounds shit don't make any sense
she rubbed her eyes getting down
"bye Siah bye bubba," she kissed my cheek going into the house
her pops came outside dapping me up
"I really appreciate you Mr.Mike," I
"of course, go ahead and get home I got her," he told me closing the door
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September 13th