3 MONTHS LATER
its been 3 months since louis and harry started seeing the therapist and have been doing really good of course like most couples they got into arguments but have learned how to fight fair and not throw the past in each others faces
"louis" jay yells out as he walks in the house with harlow walking behind him
"Coming , HJ wants to walk i cant believe she is will be 1 and darcy is 2 and the twins are 4 next week, how did that happen" louis says
"i dont know but i cant believe how active HJ is" jay says
"mom i have to go before i am late" louis says as he walks out of the house and goes to the therapist office and soon gets there and walks in and goes into donalds office
"hey" harry says as he smiles as the only times harry sees louis is at their appointments and they do talk on the phone
"hi" louis says
"so what do we talk about today" donald says
"umm we have been doing really good and i want to ask how we can reintroduce the kids to harry" louis says
"really" harry says in shock
"yeah really we talked about it last night" louis says
"well how about slowly have harry start making a presence and if they ask questions just tell them the truth and by truth i mean they are small so just say harry went away and is back now dont go into details they dont need to know that" donald says
"ok" louis says
"so i can spend time with them" harry says
"well not off the back i mean i want them to be comfortable with you" louis says
"ok thank you" harry says
"ok lets talk about the fight you had the other day" donald says
"opps" louis says
"what happened" donald says
"well harry and i were talking and he kept getting text messages and i asked him who they were from and he told me niall and it was past 11 and i let my jealousy get the best of me i know i should of shut up but my stubborn ass wouldnt let me" louis says as he takes a deep breathe
"what have we talked about" donald says
"when we get angry we need to hang up or walk away until we calm down" louis says "but i did call him the next morning and apologized"
"good but at least you stayed on topic this time" donald says
"we really did" harry says
"ok your time is almost up anything else you want to bring up or maybe think of something you really want to talk about and we can work on it" donald says
"i am ok" louis says
"me too" harry says
"ok well then i will see you both next week and harry i will see you tomorrow" donald says
"ok" harry says as louis and harry stand up and walk out of the office as harry walks louis to his car "want to have lunch with me"
"dont we always" louis says since its been a tradition that after each therapist session they go have lunch
"come on" harry says as he takes louis hand and walks to his car as he opens the door for louis and louis gets in and harry goes to the drivers side and gets in as they drive to their usual restaurant and soon are seated
"i cant believe you told donald we fought" louis says with a smile
"it was an accident" harry says laughing "so when can i meet the kids"
"i was thinking today" louis says
"are you for real" harry says
"yes, i been talking to donald alot and my mom and i think its time you have been doing really good and i want you to be in their lives i told you they need you as much as you need them" louis says
"but i need to buy them something" harry says
"no i want them to get to know you and not because you got them gifts" louis says
"so after lunch" harry says
"yes, one more thing i want to put darcy and the twins in daycare so i want us to sit down and look for daycare for darcy and a preschool for the twins" louis says
"ok so when do you want to enroll them" harry asks
"well all your birthdays are next week so 2 weeks" louis says
"ok there is a preschool close to my office its about a block away and daycare across the street" harry says
"ok well lets see what happens today" louis says
"umm mind if after we tell them we all go to the park as a family" harry asks hopeful
"i think so " louis says "i want us all to spend time together"
"family time, louis i know we only been in therapy for 3 months but will you marry me" harry says
"what" louis says as he shakes his head in shock
"i dont want you to be my boyfriend i want us to get married i mean not right now but maybe in a year" harry says as he starts to laugh
"shit you scared me but i would marry you any time any day and any where but in a year" louis says
"ok, now lets go i want to meet my children" harry says as they leave the restaurant and harry drops off louis at the therapist office as they drive to jays house and both walk in
"MOM" louis yells out as he and harry walk into the kitchen
"ohh hi harry" jay says as harry goes to her and gives her a hug
"where are the minions" louis says
"back yard" jay says
"i will get them" louis says as he walks to the backyard
"harry if you leave those babies again including mine i will shoot you and bury you in the backyard enough is enough" jay warns
"i am serious leaving louis has been the biggest mistake of my life i want this, louis almost dying were the worst days of my life i didnt have anyone i couldnt even cuddle the kids because i couldnt but jay i swear this is what i want" harry says as he starts to cry and jay hugs harry tightly
"i believe you, take a deep breathe they are coming" jay says as harry takes a deep breath as he turns around and sees his kids and he cant believe how big hey were
"mommy who he" darcy says and that breaks harrys heart as he starts to cry
"hmmm remember when you asked me where your daddy is" louis says " and i told you guys that daddy was a little lost and when he was better he would come back"
"is that is that daddy" oliver says as he stares at Harry
"yes babies that is your daddy" louis says as the 4 kids stare at harry and harry sits down on the floor as jay records everything
"hi" harry says as he wipes the tears from his face
"why you no here" oliver says
"like mommy said i was a little lost and your mommy wanted to protect you but i promise never to get lost again" harry says
"mommy can we hug daddy" noah says
"of course" louis says as oliver and noah go to hug harry as they stare into his eyes
"mommy daddy got nono and i eye" oliver says
"yes he does" louis says "darcy are you ok princess"
"yeah, what if daddy leave again" darcy says as she starts to cry
"why dont you ask him talk to dad" louis says
"daddy you no leave ever again you stay with us forever and ever" darcy says
"yes i will never leave i will stay here for ever and ever" harry says "do you believe me"
"i believe you" darcy says as he looks into harrys eyes as they both start to smile "you are daddy"
"yes i am your daddy" harry says
"daddy you play wit us" noah says
"of course, i love you all so much" harry says as he starts to cry into the kids arms as he hugs them tight "i missed you all so much"
"HJ you can go hug dad too" louis says as HJ walks to harry and harry looks at her and starts to hug her tight "kids you know you all have the same birthday as your dad"
"we do" noah says
"yes how about we celebrate all your birthdays together" louis says nervously
"more cake yay" darcy says as they all start to laugh
"umm babies mommy and i were talking and we are taking you all to the park" harry says as the kids start jumping up and down for joy as louis and harry get them ready and soon walk out the house
"HJ you want to go in the stroller or walk" louis ask
"daddy carry me" HJ says as he puts her hands up and harry puts her on his shoulders as they walk down the street as they get to the park and louis sits down on the bench as harry and the kids run around and play at the play area as louis phone starts to ring
"hello mother" louis says laughing
"how is everthing" jay asks
"good they just ran to the playground and i swear its like i have 5 kids" louis says as he takes a picture and sends it to jay
"ohh my" jay says
"ohh yeah even ms HJ is out there" louis says
"well have fun you want me to make you all some snacks" jay says
"no harry will probably want to take them to eat lets just give them as much time together as we can" louis says "mom can i ask you a question"
"anything" jay says
"if harry and i move in together would you be mad" louis says
"well i know its going to happen so son i will leave all that up to you" jay says
"well i just wanted to ask incase it happens and i dont talk to you about it" louis says "i mean its not going to happen tomorrow but i am maybe in the next 6 months"
"well what ever you decide you know that i will always have your back" jay says
"ok mom thank you, i better let you go im going to go play with the kids" louis says
"i put some water and snacks under HJ's stroller" jay says
"thank you mom for everything" louis says as he hangs up in jay and goes to play with his family
"mommy i want drink" harlow says as louis goes to the stroller and gets her a bottle water and they continue to play and enjoy being with each other and a few hours later
"you all thirsty" louis says
"yes" everyone yells out as louis walks to the stroller and takes out the lunch back jay had put as everyone walks to the table sit down
"mommy can we play after we snack" "noah asks
"sure" louis says as they have their snacks as louis stands up and just stares at harry and the kids as he just amazed how good the kids accepted harry
"you ok" harry asks
"umm yeah just i love this" louis says
"what' harry asks
"all of us together as a family i finally have what i have always wanted" louis says as harry stands up and hugs louis tight
"im sorry" harry says
"its ok i know you have been trying really hard these past few months" louis says as harry places a kiss on louis lips
"EWWWW' the kids yell out as they cover their eyes as harry and louis start to laugh
"well there you go the best form of birth control" louis says laughing
"hey" harry says as he starts to laugh as the kids run to louis and harry as harry picks them up and hugs them all tight "i love you all and this has been the happiest i have ever been"
"me too" louis says
"we love mommy and daddy" oliver says as the rest of the kids agree
"well let go back to play" harry says as they all run back to the play area and a few hours later they all go back to sit down "lets go get something to eat"
"what do you want to get" louis asks
"pizza" the kids yell out
"we can go to my house and order pizza that way i can give them baths" louis says
"i can help with baths and bedtime" harry asks
"ok, how about you go get some clothes and meet me at my house" louis says
"how about we all go to my apartment and then go to your house, i dont want to be apart from you all" harry says
"ok" louis says as he bites his lower lip "come on kids let get going we are going to daddys house"
"we are" noah says
"yes nono you dont want to see my house" harry asks nervously
"yeah but i think you go to our house" noah says
"we are i just need to get some clothes" harry says
"ohh ok let go to daddys house and we can play with everything" oliver says laughing
"no no touching daddys things" louis says as he glares at them
"boo" oliver says as he starts to pout
"that right there is your kid" louis says
"all of a sudden" harry says as they walk back to jays house
"daddy carry me" darcy says as harry puts her on his shoulders
"see told you nono daddy is superman" oliver says
"No lolo daddy is Spider-Man" noah says
"daddy pick me up too" Oliver says as harry picks him up as he wraps his arms around harrys neck and places a kiss on his cheek
"im glad i started going to the gym again" harry says as he starts to laugh
"wait" louis says
"daddy carry me" noah says as louis picks up noah and hand him to harry
"what a sight you want harlow too" louis says
"no i just ran out of arms" harry says as they get to jays house and harry bends down and puts oliver and noah down as louis gets darcy and puts her down
"mom" louis says as they walk in the house
"back yard" jay yells out as louis and harry walk to the back yard
"mom we are leaving going to take the kids to get some food then i am going home" louis says
"alone or with someone" jay says as she glares at harry
"with my baby dadddy" louis says laughing
"whatever just don't get pregnant or i will kill you both" jay says
"mom i am not ready for any of that but harry wants to spend more time with the kids" louis says
"ok well call me tomorrow ohh wait you have your appointment so drop off the kids" jay says
"umm would you mind if i watch them i mean at my moms house" harry says
"i wont mind" louis says
"ok then well if you want you can bring them all here and harry can watch all the kids and anne and i can go shopping" jay says
"umm sure if louis is ok with it" harry says
"i dont mind" louis says
"Ok them harry babysits all the kids and anne and i will go shopping" jay says laughing
"well then i will see you tomorrow mom" louis says as he hugs jays as they go get the kids and soon they all walk out of the house and go to harrys house as the kids start to run around and explore the apartment and harry gets some clothes and soon leave as they get to louis house and everyone runs inside and go to the back yard as louis orders their dinner "lolo and nono bath time"
"no we play wit daddy" both oliver and noah whine together
"how about i give you both a bath and mommy gives darcy and HJ baths and then after dinner we can play" harry says
"ok" oliver and noah say as they run to the house and harry gives noah and oliver baths as louis gives harlow and darcy baths and when they were the done there was a knock at the door as harry answers it as he takes the food and takes it to the kitchen as louis walks in with darcy crying as harry takes her
"what is wrong with my princess" harry says as he cuddles her
"i sleepy" darcy says
"well lets eat dinner and then i will put you to bed" harry says
"you will" darcy says with a wide smile
"of course"
"me too" Harlows says
"of course" harry says as harlow walks to harry
"can we eat here" darcy says
"of course" harry says as they all start to eat and when they were done harry carries harlow and darcy to their room and tucks them in as he tells them a princess story and soon they were asleep and harry gives them a kiss good night as he walks out of the room and goes to the living room where oliver and noah were waiting for harry "what is going on" harry says as he sees noah and oliver crying
"they are tired but want you to tuck them in" louis says as harry picks them up and takes them to their room and tucks them in and tells them a story and soon are asleep as harry gives them a kiss tells them he loves them and walks out of the room
"so you want me to tuck you in too and tell you a story" harry says
"stop i need a bath you can shower in the hall bathroom and i got you a spare room ready" louis says
"ok thank you , good night" harry says
"good night" louis says as he goes into his room and takes a shower and soon changes and gets into bed as he hears a knock at the door and opens the door "hi"
"hey um mind if i watch television here the spare room doesnt have one" harry says
"sure i guess you still cant sleep with out it on" louis says
"nope" harry says as louis gets back into bed and harry lays down at the foot of the bed and watches television
"so how do you feel about today" louis says
"happy like my heart is going to burst of how happy i am" harry says with a big smile
"i can see it" louis says
"so would you trust me to take them overnight" harry asks
"just give me a few weeks i know i can trust you but i want to make sure the kids are really comfortable with you since they are used to me" louis says " we can start slow like you have them a day and then one over night i dont want to overwhelm them"
"ok but thank you for all of this" harry says
"no need its what the kids need" louis says "they need to know their father"
"i know if we work thru all of this will you think about giving me my rights again" harry asks nervously
"of course, you are their father and i want us to coparent them and they need to see that we are in this together" louis says
"what did i ever do to have you" harry says
"that stupid dimple" louis says as he sits up and crawls to harry and pokes his dimple as harry smiles
"gonna start charging you for poking my dimple" harry says
"its ok i can afford it" louis says laughing "you know i have never touched the money from the divorce settlement"
"really wow, well it really doesnt surprise me since you live very modestly" harry says
"yeah but i like living like this and i get to spend so much time with the kids" louis says
"i know its what you always wanted" harry says
"and you" louis says
"but i wasnt there when you needed me" harry says
"you werent but you were there when i had my accident and there after" louis says
"took me long enough didnt it" harry say
"it did but sometimes i wonder if we would be here right now if we didnt go thru what we went thru and who knows if i would of gotten pregnant" louis says
"i dont know and i dont want to know but i do know that i love where we are today" harry says
"me too so can we just focus on that" louis says
"deal, we leave the past where it is in the past" harry says
"deal" louis says
"can i have a kiss" harry says as he starts to pout and louis covers his eyes
"no" louis says as he starts to laugh
"please" harry says with a sad voice as he pouts
"stop" louis says laughing
"just one kiss" harry says as he pouts
"no because i know where this is going to lead to and i am not ready for anything" louis says hoping he can be strong " and everytime we have sex we end up with another kid"
"i just want a kiss no one said anything about anything else" harry says
"no" louis says laughing as he is now laying down in his stomach facing harry
"just 1 little kiss i will even close my eyes" harry says as he closes his eyes and louis moves and places a kiss on harrys lips as harry opens his eyes and louis is staring at him "gorgeous" is all harry can says as he starts to kiss louis as louis moves and straddles harry as they continue to kiss as harry runs his fingers up and down louis back and soon takes off louis shirt as harry starts to kiss louis on his neck and the back of his ears as louis lets out a moan "sound so good moan again" and harry continues to kiss louis as louis moans out again as they continue to kiss and soon it gets heated as harry puts his hand on louis head to deepen the kiss as harry thrust up as louis moans out again and louis takes off harrys shirt wanting to feel him close to him as harry flips them over as harry hovers over louis and louis wraps his legs around harrys waist "gorgeous" harry says as he kisses louis as he thrust both their dicks rubbing against each other as louis puts his hand down harrys pants as he starts to stroke harry in time with his thrust
"uughgh daddy" louis says as harry puts his hand down louis pants and starts to stroke louis in time with his trust and soon both start to come at the same time as harry falls onto louis as he starts to kiss louis
"fuck i missed you" harry says
"me too" louis says
"can i sleep in your bed i dont want to do anything i just need you in my arms" harry say
"yeah i need you too" louis says as they get into louis bed and cuddle into each other and fall asleep and the next morning louis and harry are woken up when they feel the 4 kids jumping on them "well this didnt last long"
"lets get up i will make them breakfast" harry says
"daddy can we have pancakes" darcy says
"of course i will make you all baby pancakes" harry says as he grabs the kids as they all get in to bed in the middle of harry and louis and they all lay down for a bit and to louis surprise all the kids fall asleep again
"i guess we can take a nap" louis says as he turns around and harry wraps his arms around his family as they all fall asleep again and a few hours later harry is woken up when noah opens his eye lids
"you have the most amazing beautiful green eyes i have ever seen" harry says as he hugs noah
"what about me daddy" oliver says
"you both but shhhh dont tell your sister" harry says
"we hungry" oliver says
"ok lets get mommy and your sister up" harry says "doll"
"no" louis whines
"come on the kids are hungry and they are just as dramatic as you are and you have your appointment in a few hours" harry says
"what time is it" louis says as he sits up
"almost 11" harry says
"wow this is a first" louis says " and darcy and Hj are still asleep"
"yeah is it always like this" harry says
"no they are usually up at the ass crack of dawn" louis says " i guess none of us have slept right"
"well lets get up and i will make up breakfast" harry says "princess" harry says to darcy "princess"
"no" darcy whines as she pouts
"i swear she sounded like you " harry says laughing
"come on princess we need to get dress i am making pancakes" harry says as darcy opens her eyes and smiles as she sees harry
"daddy" darcy says " cawwy me"
"fine" harry says as he gets up and carrys darcy to the kitchen and sits her on the counter as louis gets to the kitchen
"what do you need' louis says as he and harry start to get everything they need to make pancakes and soon they start to eat and louis leaves to his appointment and checks in
"louis tomlison" the nurse says as louis stands up and follows the nurse and she takes his information "doctor will be in a few minutes"
"ok thank you" louis says as he starts to play with his phone and soon the doctor walk sin
"mr tomlinson how are yo doing" the doctor says
"good just came for my monthly check up" louis says
"ok lets get started" the doctor says
"umm i wanted to get check to make sure if i want to have more children i am healthy enough to carry i mean after almost dying when i had the twins and then my accident" louis says " i just dont want to put my life in danger "ok that is a good concern i will take all the test i need and then we can talk abou it, do you plan on having more children"
"well not right now but i also havent talked to my kids dad about it but i mean if i do decide to have another baby maybe in the next 2 years" louis says
"ok no problem i will get what i need and i will call you in a week just to make sure i have everything i need" the doctor says
"ok thank you" louis says as he gets tested and the doctor gets what he needs and about 20 minutes later the doctor walks in
"from what i have seen so far you are healthy to carry another baby your heart test came out normal but still wait until i have the rest of your test" the doctor says
"Ok thank you" louis says
"well i will call you in about a week and let you know the rest of your testing" the doctor says
"ok" louis says as he walks out of the doctors office and goes to his house as he walks in he hears screaming and yelling and laughter as he walks into the kitchen and harry and the kids are banging on pots and pans and harry looks up and laughs as louis walks out of the house and goes to jays house
"mom" louis yells out
"backyard" jay says as louis walks to the backyard and sits down next to jay "where are the kids"
"i went to my appointment came home" louis says as he tells jay what was going on when he got home" so i walked out and here i am"
"only harry" jay says laughing "what did the doctor says"
"he said" louis says as he tells jay about his appointment
"ok then so far so good, are you going to try for another baby" jay says
"no mom after the hell that i saw at home i think i tap out" louis says laughing" but harry is a good father to the kids he always keep them busy and entertained so i cant complain about that"
"no you cant" jay says
"just like dad when he has any spare time he spends it with all of us" louis says 'and that is how harry is"
"we all know" jay says as louis phone starts to ring
"hello" louis says
"you can come home now" harry says laughing
"ok i came to my moms i will be there in a bit" louis says
"everything better" jay says
"yes mom" louis says "do we need anything else for the kids party"
"i just ordered the tables and chairs but everything is set, are you spending the night"
"yeah, i think i might let harry have the kids over night so we can get everything done" louis says
"Ok, well i will see you when you come over" louis says "thank you mom dont know what i ever would do without you"
"i love you too son" jay says as louis gives jay a hug and walks out of the house and goes to his house and hears silence
'what was all that noise about" louis says laughing
"we started a band" harry says laughing "harry and the styles"
"they are tomlinsons" louis says
"but they look like styles" harry says
"that is true" louis says as the kids run to louis
"mommy" the kids says as harry bends down and hugs them all and places a kiss on their cheeks
"go play" louis says as the kids go outside and start to play as harry and louis walk to the backyard
"how was your appointment' harry asks
"good really good" louis says
"are you sure" harry asks
"well my mom has been wanting me to get checked if i am healthy to carry more babies you know after my accident and when i was going to have the twins and she told me to get tested and i got tested today the doctor said so far i am good" louis says nervously
'so you want more kids" harry asks
"i dont know i love the 4 we have but i mean if by accident i get pregnant my mom said she wont choose between me or the baby she will choose me" louis says "do you want more kids"
"it doesnt matter to me but if i have to choose between you and the baby i will choose you" harry says
"mom said the same thing when i was in the coma the doctor told her if worst case was to happen if they had to choose me or the baby and they told the doctor to save the baby its what i would want but mom said she cant do that again" louis says
"then i dont think i want to put you in that situation i dont think we should have more kids" harry says " i dont think i can choose"
"i know that is why i am getting tested and checked so far my tests are positive look i am not saying i want to make a decision right now about having more kids maybe we can talk about it in a year or 2 and it will be our last baby i just want one more" louis says
"i dont know but your right we can talk about it in a year or 2 but if you are not healthy enough to carry another baby are you ok with the 4 we have" harry asks
"yeah we have these babies and i am ok, i wont put my life at risk for another baby so i am ok with that but i wanted to make sure what my options will be" louis says
"ok so we wait and then in a year we can talk about it again" harry says
"ok" louis says as they continue to talk and enjoy being with the kids
1 WEEK LATER
its been a week since louis had his check up and he was called back to the doctors office and of course harry had to be there with him as much as louis told him he wanted to go himself
"lets go" harry yells out as louis walks down the stairs
"im coming" louis says "who has the kids"
"my mom" harry says
"Ok lets go" louis says as they walk out of the house and get into harrys car and get to the doctors office and louis checks in and goes to sit next to harry as he puts his head on harrys shoulder and starts to play with harrys rings as harry places a kiss on top of louis head "H"
"yeah"
"what if the doctor says we cant have anymore kids" louis says as he looks at harry
"i will be ok with it we have 4 beautiful kids and that is all i ever wanted was to have kids and have them with you i never cared if 1 or 10 but that they were ours" harry says
"if we shouldnt have anymore i want to get fix so there are no surprises" louis says
"ok that is fine i might want to do the same because knowing our luck you will still get pregnant, i still cant believe how easy it has been to get you pregnant" harry says laughing
"shit i know but i am happy with the kids we have i still stare at them i cant believe i am finally a mom" louis says as he looks up and smiles at harry
"me too" harry says "so is everything thing ready for tomorrow"
"yeah fizzy and lots are picking up the cake and cupcakes" louis says
"ok "harry says
"louis tomlinson" the nurse says as louis stands up and walks to the nurse
"umm can my husband come back with me" louis says
"yes of course "the nurse says as the louis waves at harry and he walks to louis and they go to the exam room and louis sits down and soon the doctor walks in
"good afternoon mr tomlinson how are you" the doctor says
"nervous" louis says
"dont be i called you because i wanted to run every test we could and i wanted to be 100% sure of all the results specifically with your heart" the doctor says
"ok' louis says nervously
"dont be nervous you are about as healthy as can be and there should be nothing that would prevent you from having more children altho because of what you have gone thru i would still put you as a high risk pregnancy just for safety measures to make sure you are ok and the baby nothing to be alarmed about" the doctor says
"thank you so much" louis says as he stands up and hugs the doctor "i mean i am in no rush to have another baby but i am happy that if i wanted to i can"
"no worries louis, i am glad you have a choice" the doctor says with a smile
"i know i was so scared you would tell me i wouldnt be able to" louis says as he thanks the doctor one more time as louis and harry walk out of the doctors office and get to harrys car and get in "what are you thinking"
"just that i am happy for you that you have the decision if you want to have more kids and we dont have to worry about trying to get pregnant" harry says as he hugs louis tightly
"we have the choice if we want to have more kids because having kids will be both our decision but harry umm if or we decide we want to have another and i cant get pregnant naturally i dont want to go thru trying i will get the procedure done to not have anymore i am more than blessed with the 4 we have" louis says
"i agree but lets wait at least a year or 2 before we talk about more babies, the twins are going to be 4 darcy is going to be 2 and HJ is going to be one that is alot i think maybe in 2 years" harry says
"i was thinking the same way" louis says with a smile
"so you want to celebrate" harry says as he wiggles his eyebrows
"No" louis says laughing
"ok fine but in a year or 2" harry says "lets get something to eat" and louis nods
"so how are you doing in therapy" louis asks
"good donald in showing me some techniques to do for when i feel overwhelmed" harry says
"do you feel overwhelmed" louis questions
'sometimes when i start to overthink things" harry says nervously
"like when you think i am going to leave you or the organization things" louis asks
"sometimes both" harry admits
"what can i do to help you" louis asks as they get to the restaurant and get down from the car and soon are seated
"i dont know i didnt think to ask donald" harry says
"look when i found out i was pregnant with HJ, i would tell mom i wanted some alone time and would leave for 2 hours why dont you try that once a week disappear and i mean no business turn off your phone and leave anywhere you want" louis says "i would do that and i felt better specially with the 3 kids and being pregnant and i do that now i mean when i go to the store alone it does help try it i mean we can start once a week and see if it help and if you need you can do it as much as you need but harry dont use that to try and cheat on me"
"i told you i dont ever want to loose you" harry says "but ummm i think i want to try that"
"ok you can start on monday we have a whole lotta shit to do this weekend" louis says
"ok thank you doll for understanding" harry says as he kisses louis
"no problem hey i been wanting to ask you" louis says as the waitress comes and takes their food and drink order
"anything" harry says
"what did you do to the house we were remodeling" louis asks
"i still have it its done but i couldnt move into it, its still empty i have someone go clean it once a week i only went when it was finished to do the walk thru but i havent been back since" harry says
"so when and if we decide to move in together can we move into that house" louis says with a smile
"of course" harry says
"and if you cant afford it i can loan you some money" louis says with a smile
"shut it" harry says laughing as the waitress takes them their food
"just saying" louis says laughing
"well maybe i should just be a house husband and you can take care of all of us" harry challenges
"naw you will get bored really quick i know you" louis says
"true" harry says
"can i ask you a question" louis says nervously
"anything"
"when do you get overwhelmed like tell me one example" louis says
"like when things go wrong at work and i come home and no one listens to me its like i feel i have no control over nothing" harry says nervously
"look you know me and i get it most of our fights used to be because of that" louis says "but talk to me i have told you many times to talk to me"
"i know but sometimes its hard i dont ever want you to think i am weak i try very hard to support our family you and the kids is why i work hard everyday i know you have money and are fine financially but i still want to be able to provide for you and the kids with anything you need"
"i have never thought you were weak when you show this vulnerable side of you is when i love you the most, you dont need to prove anything to us we love you for who you are not what you can give us, look how about this when you feel overwhlemed at work take a few extra hours of alone time now you just need to let me know so i wont worry" louis says
"fuck your amazing" harry says
"look we are a team and we have to work as one we have 4 kids so please all i ask is that you talk to me" louis says
"ok i am sorry i try to be perfect but i have failed" harry says
"i dont want perfect i want you" louis says
"ok so we start fresh" harry says
"yes but i do want to tell you" louis says as he smiles
"what" harry glares at Louis
"that i love you" louis says with a smile
"love you back, so you think we will make it forever and ever" harry says
"to eternity and a day" louis says with a smile
"i love you"
"i love you too" louis says as the waitress takes them the bill and harry takes out his credit card and pays and soon louis and harry walk out of the restaurant and go to annes house as they walk in and go to the back yard and hear the kids yelling and laughing
"what is going on" harry asks
"aunt lottie going to eat nono" oliver says as lottie pretends to bite noahs leg
"ok well you want some steak sauce" louis says laughing
"no mommy" oliver yells out as harry goes after oliver and starts to blow raspberries on his belly as oliver starts to laugh and darcy and Harlow go and wrap themselves on harrys legs as he starts to walk with them and lottie puts noah on harrys back
"get the minion i am about to fall "harry says laughing as louis gets noah and gemma gets oliver and harry picks up darcy and harlow and hugs them as he starts to kiss them and holds them tight "how are my princesses"
"daddy" darcy yells out as she hugs harry tight and harlow does the same as anne and jay walk to the backyard
"how did the doctors visit got" jay asks
"everything is good i am healthy and if i want to have more children i can with no risk" louis says as he tells jay and anne what the doctor told him
'so you think you might want more" anne asks
"no not right now but harry and i talked and maybe we will bring it up in 2 years" louis says "i mean darcy and harlow are a year apart to the date"
"well that is good and i am happy that you are ok" jay says with a smiles as louis hugs her
"thank you but i dont want to cry i want to celebrate my children so lets get to setting up" louis says "H"
"yeah" harry says as he walks to louis
"help set up the tables and chairs" louis says
"why do i have to help its my birthday too" harry whines as louis gets close to harry
"if you help we can fuck tonight" louis says in harrys ear as his eyes get wide
"so the tables and chairs how do you want them" harry says
"wonder what louis told harry" jay says laughing
"what ever it is we will find out in 9 months" anne says laughing
"at least it wont be february" jay says as niall, zayn, liam maya and kids all run to the rest of the kids and start to play
"help me with tables and chairs" harry says as everyone starts to help get what ever they can set up and a few hours later they all stop to take a break
"man louis is bossy" maya says
"what you just figured it out" liam asks as he starts to laugh "are you new to the group"
"sorry its been a while" maya says laughing
"i heard my name" louis says as he walks to the back yard and sits on harrys lap
"nope nothing here" maya says laughing
"turn on the fire pit i want to stay up and enjoy all of us here together" louis says as harry turns on the fire pit and louis sits on harrys lap again
"you know there is an empty chair next to harry" zayn teases
"yeah i know but this is comfortable" louis says as harry places a kiss on louis shoulder and louis sees darcy and harlow run to harry
"my daddy" harlow yells out as she climbs on harrys lap
"nope my daddy" louis says as he wraps his arms around harrys neck
"no my daddy" darcy says as she hugs harry
"no my daddy" louis says laughing as darcy and harlow start to pout and bat their eyes "stop" louis yells out as he covers his eyes and both girls laugh as they smile and smirk showing off their dimples "i cant with your children"
"well i can" harry says as he hugs the girls and louis as he places a kiss on top of their heads "daddy loves you all"
"daddy you sing burfday morrow" darcy says
"of course princess i am going to sing loud" harry says
"ok we go play" darcy says as harry puts her down and then harlow as they run and play with the other kids as louis cuddles into harry and soon noah runs and wiggles in between harry and louis
"no cuddle mommy" noah says "you cuddle me only"
"fine my little blocker" louis says
"mommy morrow we get cake" noah asks
"yes tomorrow we all sing happy birthday to you, lolo, darcy and hj and can you guess to who else" louis says
"daddy" noah yells out
"yes to daddy too" louis says
"louis" jay yells out as louis gets up and goes to the house
"yeah mom"
"hey are the treat bags ready" jay says
"shit forgot about them" louis says as he gets what he needs and walks back outside" sorry guys i forgot the candy bags"
"ok lets get them done" niall says as they sit up and go to the table and starts working and soon everyone leaves and louis was getting ready to leave
"can the kids stay" harry says "you have to bring them back in the morning this way they can sleep a little longer"
"yeah sure" louis says " minions"
"yeah mommy" they all yell out
"daddy wants to know if you all want to spend the night with him" louis says
"can we please" noah says
"sure but please behave and listen to daddy nana and aunt gemma and grampa robin"
"we will we promise" oliver says
"ok well i will be back in the morning and h dont forget to pick up the cake by 10" louis says
"i wont" harry says "i will walk you to your car'
"thanks" louis says as harry and louis walk out of the house and go to louis car "um thank you for walking me"
"no problem are you going home or to your moms"
"moms, its closer" louis says as he leans on his car and harry places his hand on louis waist
"i want to kiss you" harry says as he ghost is lips overs louis
"i dont think we should" louis says back
"i need you"
"everyone is watching thru the window" louis says as harry looks back and they start to laugh
"assholes" harry says laughing
"i will see you tomorrow take care of our babies" louis says as he reaches up and places a kiss on harrys lips
"you know i will" harry says as he kisses louis and walks back in the house "uuggh i cant with any of you"
"what" everyone says
"anyways where are my kids"
"guest house with gemma" niall says "we better get going"
"thank you all for your help today" harry says as everyone leaves and harry goes to the guest house and gives the kids baths and soon they all fall asleep and before harry knew it he ended up on the floor the following morning harry gets up and starts helping set up the backyard as louis walks in the backyard
"morning" louis says as harry goes to him and places a kiss on louis lips
"morning doll"
"where are the kids" louis asks
"still asleep" harry says
"let me check up on them" louis says as he goes into the guest house and sees the kids still asleep and soon walks out "well lets keep going'
"ok are your sisters coming" harry asks
"yeah" louis says "ohh by the way happy birthday sorry i didnt get you anything because after the kids i dont know what to get you" louis says laughing
"its ok they are the only gifts i will ever need" harry says
"good" louis says dramatically as they continue to set up the yard and soon they were done and the party gets on the way as the kids play and they do the party games and soon they clean up everything as they get the cake ready to be cut
"ok on 3" harry yells out as they starts to sing happy birthday to the kids and harry as jay takes a picture of them all as they all blow out the candles and louis, jay and anne starts cuting and passing out the cake and ice cream and before anyone knew people started to leave and louis and jay started cleaning up and soon louis sits down
"i am tired" louis says
"me too" jay and anne says
"harry you get to clean up" louis says
"but its my birthday" harry says
"and" anne says
"fine" harry says as louis stands up and continues to clean the yard and a few hours later they were done
"man it will be a long time before we throw another party" louis says
"but look the kids are out" harry says
"i know its also 8" louis says
"but they have been out since 7" harry says laughing
"did HJ fall asleep in the bouncy house" louis asks
"yeah" gemma says laughinig
"well i better get going, its getting late and i am driving to my house can i pick them all up tomorrow" louis asks
"yeah" harry says
"ok good night and happy birthday baby daddy" louis says as he starts to laugh as everyone walks out of the house and louis goes to his house and takes a shower and falls asleep
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