Holy shit.
I never thought I would say this but there are to many guys in my life. I havent up updated in a while so lets go back a bit.
About 3 weeks ago I Met this guy (lets call him Logan) it was the third time I had met him but it was the first time I had properly hung out with him. This wasnt really anything major I just thought that Logan is worth mentioning to add affect to how boy crazy I am...
So I spent the day with Logan and some other people. I didnt really talk to him after this. I only talked about him to my Twitter friend (lets call her Ava. Im mentioning her because I will probably mention her again) Ava is the person I go to over anyone. If something happens I straight away will dm her. Shes like a big sister to me. Anyway back to the point.
So acouple days past and I was over my little Logan crush kinda thing.
3 days after I met Logan i went into town with my friend 'Olivia' and she told me we were going to meet up with her friend 'Luke'. Straight up she told me he had a girlfriend. So I spent the day with Olivia and Luke.
Luke was fucking perfect.
He was funny, nice, good looking. My face legit hurt from smiling all day. But I had to try not develop feeling because he had a girlfriend. The day after that I found out Luke was going to be at the same festival that I was going to. So of course I saw him again. He was there with this girl who I'm assuming was his girlfriend (and by the way. I am so much better looking then her...).
Then I saw him Australia day and that was it for about a week or two. By now, I just want to get in his pants.
Austrailia day. I wnet to the beach with my friends, 'Isabella' 'Mia' 'Zoe'. We had heaps of fun and stalked someone from Tinder but didnt actually talk to him because he didnt see us. To be honest he was probably blind because he couldnt see us.
Later on I saw my friend 'Ethan' and said hey because i am a nice person and then his really hot friend 'Jayden' (who kind of looks like Cody Simpson!!!!) came up to me and my friends and invited us to sit with them but later on told us he only did that because he thought we had food... But we later on became pretty good friends and 'Ethan' had given me hints that he liked me and I'm not gonna lie I definatly would get in with him. BUT THEN I introduced Olivia to Jayden over skype and Jayden messages me saying "I really like your friend" after liek 20 minutes of them speaking and they hadnt even met.
And now their like fuckking in love and they come to me when they need help about eachother which pisses me off.
So now I truly cant have what I want and its pissing me off more then ever.
I really only want Luke but I dont thnk he will be breaking up with his girlfriend anytime soon. Even though if I was his girlfriend right now I wouldve broken up with him because he flirts with so many other girls.
The worst kind of love is the one when you want someone but you know you cant have them