I woke up crying in the middle of the night, got up walked around and left the rooms door wide open, walking out the front door.
"Why couldnt have been me, God" I said while crying loud enough for the world to hear.
"Whyd it have to be my best friend, Jonghyun." I sobbed even louder
I sneezed, laughed cried through the night. Bushes rustling, trees flowing through my long hair.
I remember what he said.
"Your my bling bling, to every thing" I cried hearing those words.