Warning: Violence
Continued from last chapter
The limo picked up me and Lisa and drove us to the after party. There were tons of people and paparazzi as usual. The camera men were following the Motley boys everywhere. People were treating them like they were Kings maybe even Gods.
"There are so many hot guys here. I have to find someone for my self." Lisa whispered in my ear.
"Lisa, I don't think any one of these guys are good enough for you. Look at them, there all the same drunk drugged up rock stars."
"Well you certainly caught a drunk drugged up rock stars attention." She winked at me. She turned my head to look over at Nikki who was looking at me. I rolled my eyes and looked away.
"I don't want him. He's a mess and he's crazy and he's mean." I walked towards a table that had punch and poured my self some.
"Mani he's probably just lonely." She said following me.
"Hey Mani, hey Lisa glad you girls could make it." Tommy said walking over to us.
"We're glad we could make it too." I said.
"So, Tommy what does a girl have to do to get some blow around here?"
"Lisa!" I yelled.
"What? This is the after party isn't it!" She yelled back.
"Your speaking my language Lisa. Come on girl let's party." He grabbed her and they walked towards a table filled with people and obviously drugs.
I stood by the table and continued pouring and drinking the punch. Which tasted weird but was good.
"Your friend seems to be having a great time."
I turned around and saw Nikki standing behind me. I rolled my eyes and looked away from him.
"You look gorgeous, white suits you."
I was wearing a white dress with a half arm sleeve. I knew I looked good in white. And I wasn't going to give him my attention. After how he behaved in March and ignoring me today.
"Look Mani I'm sorry ok, I just didn't know that you were coming, and I was shocked when I saw you on stage. I didn't know what to say to you." He moved in front of me so I would be looking at him.
I was having trouble keeping my eyes open. I saw his lips moving but couldn't hear a thing he was saying.
"Oh, so yeah know what to... to say now?" I asked wondering if I was making sense.
Suddenly, his straight lips turned into a big devil's grin plastered on his face. "How bout a truce." He signaled over for a guy with brownies and little finger cheesecakes to come over. "I know you like sweets cause your sweet. These brownies will go well with that punch."
I looked at the brownies I couldn't resist. They looked good. I grabbed one and ate it. And it was so good. So, I started eating them up. I ate about 6 maybe 7 or probably 9.
20 min later....
"Nicholas, I need a drink." I giggled. I was laughing nonstop and very hyper.
"C'mere doll let's get you a real drink." Nikki grabbed my hand and led me to the bar. I was smiling so much I felt like I was on cloud nine. I sat at the bar and started laughing so much at absolutely nothing.
"Hey Jack and coke." Nikki said to the bartender.
"Noooooo I drink Cranberry juice." I yelled hitting him on the shoulder.
"Ok sweets, cranberry juice and jack for her." He pointed with that same devil's smile on his face.
Another 10 mins later...
I was 5 drinks in when I got on the dance floor and started doing cartwheels in my heels and dress. I was chasing after the waiter trying to grab more brownies from him with Nikki chasing after me.
"Give me the fucking brownies." I grabbed the tray from him and started running and bumping into people. I tripped and fell and ended up rolling underneath the table eating the brownies.
"Princess I think you're done with the brownies." Nikki crawled under the table and grabbed the tray.
"How dare you.......you need to get me more. I need another drink."
What am I even saying I have no idea? But my mind is racing and I'm happy.
I ran back on the dance floor grabbing people drinks and downing them. I thought it was funny and people were laughing with me.
"What the fuck Nikki. What the fuck is she doing?" Mick asked Nikki.
"Holy shit is she wasted?" Tommy laughed
Nikki turned around to see me taking people drinks and drinking it. He then ran to me on the dance floor to get me off it.
"Hey, come on you're done." He grabbed my arm.
"Fuck off no I'm not." I pulled my arm back and ran from him. People were staring at me and really starting to laugh. So, I laughed. Until I saw another brownie tray. I dashed towards it like a track star and grabbed the tray. But the waiter wouldn't let the tray go.
"Let the fucking tray go or I'll hit you with my big toe!" I yelled.
"You need help, and I'm not letting go!" The waiter yelled back.
I yanked it from his hand so hard that he let it go. I ended up flying back wards and knocking into another guy whose drink spilt on him.
"Oh woops" I laughed
"You think this is funny you wasted bitch." He grabbed my arm.
"Oh, pee you.... you smell. Aaaaaaaand it is funny." I then leaned and breathed on his face and started laughing.
"Laugh at this bitch." The guy then back handed me, and I fell backwards hitting the ground hard with the tray splattering on the ground with the brownies.
"You're a fucking dead man." I heard Nikki yell. He clenched his fist and swung; his fist nailed the guy on his right eye. The rest of the Motley boys came charging at the guy.
I was so out of it I didn't even see what was going on. I heard yelling and screaming coming from different directions, I was dizzy, and my head was hurting. But on a positive note, there was a brownie in front of me not smooshed and ready to be eaten. In fact, it was talking to me. I was hurt but I could still eat this one. And so, I took a bite and laughed about it.
I felt arms grab me and pick me up in bridal style and carry me out. We ended up in a hallway. The arms put me down on the ground. I was so dizzy I couldn't keep my eyes open.
"Oh my God is she ok? Nikki what the fuck happened!" Lisa started crying and yelling at the same time. While trying to keep her balance, she was high and drunk. And now... so was I.
"Sixx what happened?" Vince said trying to hold Lisa up.
"It was just a joke; I didn't know she would go crazy like that." Nikki was panicking.
"She can't go back to our.... our hotel like this. Tamara will kill her and me. We will.... will never see the day of light again." Lisa slurred leaning on Vince.
"Well clearly the both are wasted. Her I can understand" Mick points at Lisa. "But Iman doesn't drink. We'll talk about this later. Let's just get these two to our hotel." Mick said while grabbing my one arm.
"Mick, I didn't mean to do this. It was just for fun." Nikki looks at Mick.
"Just grab her other arm Sixx!" Mick yelled.
Nikki grabbed my other arm and they picked me up.
"Stop....s..s... stop" I pulled away from them and fell on the ground throwing up.
"Babe we need to get you to our hotel room ok now come on." Nikki tried to pick me up again, but I hiked up my dress and pulled my panties down. Taking them off completely and throwing them at Nikki. I put two hands on the wall for support and squatted then started peeing on the ground.
"Dude that's fucking awesome." Tommy chuckled "I love drunk Iman." Nikki glared at Tommy with a straight face. "Sorry." He said in a low voice.
I then tried getting up but started to stumble. Nikki caught me and picked me up. He threw me over his shoulders and then everything went black.
Nikki's POV
We arrived back at the hotel. I laid her down on the bed and took off her heels.
"Look she can stay with me if you can't take care of her." Mick suggested.
"No, I rather keep her here with me. Who has Lisa?" I asked while turning her to the side and pulling the sheets up to cover her. I also went and got the garbage bin and put it on the side of the bed.
"Vince does, we'll come by in the morning and check up on her." Mick says while heading to the door. "Nikki," Mick calls.
"Yeah."
"You're never going to be good enough for her. If this is how you keep treating her." He says, then walked out the door shutting it behind him.
At this point I just sat on the couch staring at her laying on the bed. I never meant for this to go as far as it did. But every action has a consequence. And it was something that I was going to have to learn. I got up and went to my suitcase and pulled out a pen and paper then started writing in it.
Iman's POV
The next day I woke up with a massive headache. I looked around and realized that this wasn't my room. I also realized I had no panties on. I slowly got out of the bed holding my head and wondering where I was. I started walking towards the washroom when I looked on the ground and noticed about 5 crumpled up pieces of paper. I looked to my left and saw paper and pen laying on the couch. I walked towards it and picked it up and started reading it.
She's the reason–the reason that I can't sleep
You say illegal
I say legal's never been my scene
I try like hell but I'm out of control
All in the name of rock 'n' roll
For sex and sex I'd sell my soul
Pretty, pretty so innocent
What the hell? I hope to God these lyrics have nothing to do with me. I bolted towards the washroom. And threw up in the toilet. I looked in the mirror and could not even believe what I was looking at. I looked like a nightmare. I splashed water on my face and in mouth. "Jesus what happened to me?" I said to myself.
I then heard a door open and close. Whoever came in is either one, a bad guy that's trying to hurt me or two, a nice guy that saw something was wrong with me and was trying to help me.
"Mani!"
I heard a voice call. I immediately knew who it was. I walked out of the washroom slowly looking at the raven-haired bassist. He was undeniably beautiful. Even in the morning when people looked like crap, he looked good.
"Good morning sweets." He walked to the table and places a bag down on it. "How'd you sleep princess?"
"I don't know because I can't remember. What the hell happened to me Nikki?" I demanded.
"Well that's what a hang over is." Nikki chuckled.
He started pulling out bacon, eggs, and bagels from the bag. And had a orange juice and a bottle of cranberry juice. The fact that he knows I love cranberry juice made me smile and my heart melt. But I had to get back to the serious questions.
"I don't drink alcohol so I shouldn't have had a hangover Nikki." I said with a now agitated voice.
"Well you drank yesterday." Nikki turned to face me. "That punch you were drinking had alcohol in it. A lot of it too." He chuckled.
"Oh my God. Did I make a fool of my self at the party." I asked putting my hands on my face and sitting on the bed.
"Well you were chasing down the waiter and swearing at him, you grabbed other people's drinks and started downing them, you splashed some random guys drink on him and he pushed you. And then you went out into the hallway and pissed on the ground. But that was after you took your panties off and threw them at me." Nikki says laughing.
"Its not funny. And all that from alcohol and punch. Oh God I feel like I won't be able to show my face out in public again." I groaned.
"Mani." Nikki calls and walks over to me and sits beside me on the bed. But I get up and move away from him.
"Every time I go out with you guys something goes wrong. What if they release any videos or pictures of me? Tamara will quit on me and my family will feel embarrassed. Oh God." I say pacing around the room.
"They won't, I had Doc take all the cameras away from the photographers. And believe me when I say it wasn't your fault princess." He assured.
"I need to leave." I started walking towards the door. I wanted to get away from Nikki. Him and his band have just been causing chaos in my life and I had enough.
"Wait can we talk?" Nikki asks standing up from the bed. I stopped and turn to look at him. I nod and walk back sitting on the chair by the table with the food.
"Look about what happened in March I'm sorry for what I did. I .......I just got very mad watching you dancing with someone else." Nikki says scratching the back of his neck and sitting back down.
"You got mad watching me dance with someone else. So that gives you the right to physically hurt me. You grabbed me and then shoved me into a wall and tried to punch me."
"No, I didn't try to punch you Mani. I punched the side of the wall-"
"Does that matter!" I interrupted. "You physically hurt me Nikki!" I shouted getting angrier.
"Iman I'm not that person ok. That's not me. I deeply care for you and would never harm you." Nikki started raising his voice.
"But you did Nikki! You did harm me!" I shouted.
"Cause you fucking danced with another fucking guy! You knew exactly what you were doing and how that would make me feel!" Nikki shouted back.
By this point we were both in a shouting argument and pointing our fingers at each other. I knew this wasn't going to get solved.
"This is a mistake I'm leaving!" I say standing up. "I don't have to put up with you! You're not my boyfriend and I don't owe you anything! I danced with him cause I wanted to, it had nothing to do with hurting you!" I shouted and started walking away.
Nikki got up and walked after me. I opened the door and he slammed it shut. Scaring the hell out of me. "We're not done talking!" He shouted.
"Well I am you scare me. And I want to leave right now." My voice started shaking.
Nikki was taken back by my words. His eyes went wide, and he looked shocked.
"Are you.... are you scared of me?" He asked with a very low voice.
I nodded and my eyes started to tear up. With everything that happened I was starting to feel scared of him. He had two sides to him. I was now starting to understand what Tommy's ex wife Elaine was saying. One minute he would be happy and caring then next he would be angry and aggressive. Nikki sighed and looked at me hurt. He walked over to the bed and sat down. He looked down at the ground and stayed silent. I sat down on the chair and looked out the window.
"Iman I... I'm so sorry I hurt you. I really care about you and... I'm sorry."
I couldn't help but let out a sigh. I walked and sat beside him on the bed. "Its ok." I whispered.
Nikki turned and looked at me his green eyes staring into my soul.
"Hey Sixx, you guys up." Tommy barged into the room with Vince and Lisa following behind him. We quickly separated from each other.
"Oh, did we miss something." Vince starts laughing.
"Mani how are you feeling?" Lisa asks walking towards me.
"I'm ok. We should start heading back to our hotel I'm sure Tamara is going to be looking for us." I stand up turning away from Nikki.
"Alright we'll walk you girls down." Vince grabs a hold of Lisa's hand tugging her out of the room, while I walk around the bed to put on my heels.
"T- bone get out." Nikki glares at Tommy.
"Aww come on Sixx."
"Goodbye Tommy." I say putting on my
heels.
I get up and turn around to face Nikki. He walks over towards me scratching his head. "So, is it all good between us or am I going to have to stop hoping?" He asks.
"The lyrics on the paper, who's that about?" I raise a brow. He turns back to look at the paper on the couch and turns back to me. "Turn to the right and you'll see." He says with a smirk.
I look over to the right and noticed my reflection staring right back at me. I was trying my best not to smile. Nikki certainly had a way with words and how to make a woman blush. But I wonder if that's a trick to get all the girls. I mean let's just face it. When I came backstage, he had two girls on his arm. Not to mention he is dating another girl. I almost forgot about that. I turn back to face Nikki who is now right in front of my face.
"You didn't answer my question princess?" He says with a low voice and tucks my hair behind my ear.
"I have to go Nikki." I smile and then walk out the door closing it behind me.