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Hey Mani, its Nikki, sorry about yesterday I didn't mean to speak to you like that. You just get under my skin sometimes. Well call me back I'd like to see you.
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Sooooo I'm calling again to check up on you. You haven't called me back. Call me back.
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Mani you're really fucking pissing me off ok call me back. By the way I'm learning how to cook for you. Well us. The things I do for you.
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Hey princess I'm sorry ok, just talk to me. We're having a lot of fun in the studio. Tommy wants you to come by. Plus, you should try the food I made.
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Princess please call me back. Stop fucking ignoring me. You're making me angry.
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Mani, I miss you. Please call me.
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That was the last message I listened to before ripping the phone cord out. I have been ignoring him since the last time I saw him. Nikki was into drugs and that wasn't my life. I'm a respectable girl who comes from a respectable family and my mom would throw a fit if she ever found out I was hanging out with someone like Nikki sixx. He will just have to get over us being friends. Anyways, Tamara came back scolding me on my outfit for the Joan Rivers interview. She said I looked awful that made me laugh. Theresa was fired right away because of what happened, but also because she was doing drugs. I was now on a very tight leash. Especially because I got the part for the movie. And after my birthday in September, I will no longer be doing teen magazines. I will be featured on the cover of the biggest magazines.
"Hey honey soooo there's two things, one in March you will be on the cover of Sports Illustrated Magazine and two you have an interview with Barbara Walters." Tamara squealed and I jumped up screaming. "She is sooo excited to meet you." I ran and hugged her this was exciting. I couldn't wait to tell my mom. I was heading home for a couple of weeks.
"Um why did you unplug the phone cord missy?" Tamara ask with one hand on her hip and the other holding the cord.
"Oh uh.. I tripped over the cord by accident sorry. Ha-ha clumsy me." I lied.
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I spent the evening until night shopping. I started to realize I was a shopaholic when I constantly kept going out to buy new clothes, jewellery, heels, and handbags. I was really into fashion and mixing cloths together. I was also into cosmetics like really into it. Maybe down the line I'll venture into business, but for now its acting and modeling.
I was inside a shop and saw this cute handbag. I mean I had several but why not get one more. I purchased it, and I'm not going to tell you the price. I headed out of the store and got into my limo. Can you believe it, I'm in a limo?
When I reached back at the condo. My chauffeur helped me get my bags out and carry them upstairs. "Thank you, Daniel." I say while giving him 100. "No problem Miss Darlington." He took it and left. I saw a note by the table.
Went to office be back later- Tammi.
Well I'll show her what I bought when she gets back. I was so excited to start trying on my new clothing. And everything else with it. This was the life that I never thought I could have. I bought some stuff for my sisters, my mom, and aunts and uncles. They will really love them. I shed down into my bra and panties taking off clothes and trying new ones on. I put on these nice thigh high boots that could be worn in the wintertime. After all I am going home for a couple of weeks. And its snowing in Canada. I then put on this cute black romper, it matched with the boots. I heard a knock on the door and ran to go and get it. "
"Coming!" I yelled.
I opened it up with out even looking through the peek hole, stupid me. And saw none other then Nikki annoying Sixx, and he did not look happy. I tried to shut it right away, but he put his arm between the door and was pushing back.
"Mani please just let me in." He says while he's forcefully trying to get in.
"Nikki go away!" I say pushing back.
With a big push. Nikki forces the door open and the impact sends me flying and hitting the ground with a thud.
"Oh, shit I'm sorry." He laughs.
"It's not funny my butt cheek is hurting you ass!" I yell at him.
"Tsk tsk tsk I thought you didn't swear princess." He smirks.
God he is truly annoying.
"C'mere doll let me help you up." He wobbles towards me almost loosing his footing. He was drunk and probably high.
"You're drunk Nikki, you need to leave Tamara is downstairs." I lied.
"I'm drunk and high." He smirks. "And no she's not."
"And how do you know?" I asked furrowing my brows.
"Because I saw her leave and she's going to be gone for a while." He smiles walking towards my shopping bags.
"So, you camped outside the condo until she left?" I asked walking behind him.
"No, I camped on the 5th floor in some random chicks place. She let me come in with her." He says while pulling clothes out of the bags.
What the hell is wrong with this guy? I mean really!
"Nikki why are you hear?" I demanded.
"I'm here because you're ignoring my fucking phone calls. I've left you several fucking messages and you're not returning them!" He raised his voice as he got in my face. I could smell the alcohol on his breath.
"Well of course I'm ignoring your calls. And now that you know one hundred percent that I am, you can go back to the 5th girls place or get out!" I yelled motioning towards the door.
Nikki smiled then walked towards the couch and sat down he kicked his feet up on the table like he was at home and put his hands behind his head. "I drove here. You're not really going to kick a drunk and high guy out of your home to go driving on the streets now will you?"
I can't believe this guy. I was seething with anger. How dare he use something that happened to Vince to stay over here.
"Nikki that is a really awful thing to say, that's not a joke. I want you out right now." I say with a stern voice.
"No." He sneered. He kicked his shoes off then grabbed the TV remote turned it on then changed it to MTV.
I had enough of this guy. I decided to just call security and have them deal with him. I took off my boots then walked towards the phone picking it up to dial security. Next thing I know Nikki is charging at me grabbing the phone from my hand.
"Nikki stop it!" I yelled trying to grab the phone back.
"Just calm the fuck down Iman!" He shouted in my face.
I then slapped him across the face. Something I wish I didn't do because at that point Nikki saw red. He then picked me up over his shoulders with me kicking and screaming. And walked towards my room.
"Put me down now you jerk!" I yelled.
He then threw me on the bed pinning my arms over my head. "Calm the fuck down!" He yelled
"No!" I yelled back struggling to get out of his grip.
He then leaned closer to my face. Making me smell the whisky on his breath. His lips brushed against mine and he whispered with a very low voice. "Calm down princess." He bit his lips and I started breathing hard. "You're so fucking beautiful." He whispered and used his thumb to graze my bottom lip.
Nikki was dangerous. He was dangerous because he was good looking. He has a baby face, beautiful eyes, beautiful hair, he's a bad boy, and he's in the biggest rock band there is. Girls love him and would fall for him so easily with out even realizing that he has a lot of problems. Drugs were his number one problem. And if he was doing drugs, he would always have problems.
"But I'm young, and you do drugs." I say struggling to sit up and move him up off me.
"I know princess." He moved to the side of my bed and sat with his back against the headboard. He sat there in silence thinking for a bit.
"Iman I'm back, oh my God what is this mess in the living room?" I heard Tamara come in.
My eyes nearly popped out of my head. "Nikki stay silent please or so help me God." I whispered to him.
"Ok princess." He chuckled.
I ran out of the room with my heart beating ten times fast.
"Hey Tammi, sorry I went shopping." I started picking up the bags off the ground.
"Yeah I can see that." Her eyes went wide. She then turned and looked at the phone. "What is with you and this phone." She picks the receiver up and puts it back.
"Sorry I was calling some of my friends." I turn over and notice Nikki's boots on the living room carpet. I slowly move towards the carpet to grab the boots.
"Honey can you grab me a drink please I'm very exhausted." Tamara asks as she walks towards the living room couch to sit down.
My heart was racing I was praying that she wouldn't see those cowboy boots just lying there on the carpet. She would know for sure that someone was here.
"Um sure."
I walked to the kitchen and poured her some cranberry juice than brought it back to her. I grabbed one of the shopping bags and knelt by the table and picked up the boots and put them in. "Alright I'm going to bed." I started running.
"Um hello excuse me take the rest of these bags to your room. You're making this place look like a garbage dump full of bags!" She raised her voice.
I ran back and packed the rest of the things I bought including my boots that I kicked off. "Goodnight Tami." I hugged and kissed her.
"Goodnight sweety." She kissed back.
I got into the room and let out a long sigh. I looked over at Nikki who took off his blue and gold jacket and threw it on the floor and was comfortably sleeping on my bed. I crawled on my bed and shook him.
"Nikki." I whispered, "Nikki you have to go once Tamara goes to bed."
"Mm no." He says snuggling into my pillow.
Well what more could I do, I guess he's spending the night. I got up and turned the light off then grabbed shorts and a tank top and changed into them. I got into my bed and laid beside him and just stared at him. I starting to caress his cheek all the way to his jaw and he squirmed a bit. He opened his beautiful green eyes and looked at me.
"Can you promise me something princess?" He whispered
"Promise you what?" I whispered back.
"Promise me that when I get my shit together and when you're ready that you'll be my girl. That you'll be mine and only mine?" I nodded with a smile. "No, I need to hear you say it so I know there's hope."
"I promise to be yours Nikki." I smiled.
The next day I woke up, and my eyes went wide when I realized Nikki was still in my bed. I don't know if he snores a lot in his sleep when he's not drunk. But he certainly snored a lot last night. I barely slept. I turned over to look at him. He looked like an angel. His messy hair was all over my pillows. I didn't want to wake him, but I know I had to. I nudged him to wake him up a bit. But he didn't even move. So then I decided after what he did yesterday by making me hurt my butt cheek when I fell, payback seemed fair. I lifted myself into sitting position on the bed with my feet on his torso and my hands positioned behind me to give me a good balance. I pulled my legs towards me then gave him one big kick off the bed. He rolled off hitting his body on the ground and his head on the small dresser beside my bed. Woops!
"Ow you bitch, what the fuck!" He shouted on the ground. Where I couldn't see him.
"Pay back hurts doesn't it." I laughed.
"Fuck you." He chuckled.
"Now now Mr.Sixx no swearing." I chuckled.
He got up and climbed back onto the bed sitting and holding his head.
"You snore a lot."
"So, I'm told." He looked at me with a smile.
"You have to go Nik."
"So, you're not even going to make me breakfast. What kind of girl doesn't make breakfast for her man when he spends a night." He moves closer to me and I push away.
"First off I would never make you breakfast especially when you're capable of doing it your self. And second I'm not your girl." I say pointing to myself.
"Yet." He raises his eyes brows with a full-on grin plastered on his face. "I got to use your washroom to piss. And where are my boots?" He asks getting off the bed scratching his untamed hair. I got off the bed and grabbed the plastic bag I put them in and gave them to him. He grabbed them and put them on.
"Look Nik pee in your pants or pee outside but you need to go now before Tammi catches you." I pleaded.
"Alright fine... fine." He picks up his jacket and walks towards the door.
"Wait let me check first." I poke my head out to see if the coast is clear. And then signal him to come. I push him out the door fast, then run to the kitchen to grab the garbage.
"What's the garbage for, it's not even full?" He asks.
"I'm pretending like I'm throwing it away." I start giggling because he's looking at me like I'm a little devil.
"Oh, babe you and I are going to get along just fine." He says as he puts his arm around me to start walking. "So, can I see you later on?"
"Sure, I'm heading back to Canada for a couple of weeks tomorrow. And I won't be back till March 11. Cause I have a photo shoot with Sports Illustrated Magazine on the 12 in the morning."
"Wow, so I need to take you somewhere special. That way you'll think of me while your away."
We stopped by the elevator and he turned me to face him. Nikki could make a girls knees buckle in a second that's how good looking he was. But I kept trying to remind my self that he was no good. He could never be the man I would want him to be. But then again, he did ask me to keep that promise. And he did say when he gets his "ish" together. So, who knows.
"Um so I'll pick you up later?" He scratches his head and looks down at his shoes.
"Ok." I smile.
He pushes the elevator button and it comes up. We wave each other goodbye. I'm not sure what this is between Nikki and I. But what ever it is, he's got me thinking about him more. A lot more.
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I sat waiting for Nikki. He had called to say he was going to come at 3:30. It was now 4:26. I started pacing around my room. When ever I would hear the phone ring, I would run to it hoping that it was him but then get disappointed when it wasn't. I started thinking about last night. What me and Nikki talked about, I did really like him. But I don't like the whole groupies, drugs, and bad boy stuff. If I was to have any future with him a lot would have to change. But also, I'm still young, so for me to even be thinking about these things is weird. I should be thinking about chilling with friends, sleepovers, and gossiping. But I wasn't, I didn't have any friends here in LA. Maybe that's why when ever Nikki would come around, I would tag along with him. Because the truth is, I felt lonely. Nikki isn't good for me but he's the only friend I have, besides Tamara. And she's always working. I had Theresa as well, but because she was fired, I have no idea where she is and if she would even talk to me.
4:40 pm
I called Nikki's number again and there was no answer.
5:30 pm
Tamara called she said she would be coming back late. I hope Nikki calls.
6:15 pm
Nikki called and apologized. At least he did call. He said he'll be here by 6:30 so that's great. It means he didn't forget about me.
9:00 pm
I sat in front of the TV blankly staring at it. I couldn't tell you what was on because I didn't really care. I just heard noises. Yelling, screaming, and someone saying please don't kill me. I sat there for another 10 minutes then turned the TV off and went to bed. Nikki wasn't coming.
Alright a couple chapters down. Wow, I can't believe I wrote these chapters, my writing has definitely improved since. In a way I'm happy I'm re publishing this. I get to read Nikki and Iman fall in love all over again. But jeez, Iman's really mean to Nikki lol.