For several days, Xiao Yun did not appear in front of Yu Yan again, he did not appear, and did not contact her again, Yu Yan guessed that her words should have left traces in Xiao Yun's heart.
Fortunately, she doesn't need to worry.
If he still appeared in front of her like a okay person, she would really have no idea what to do.
In this regard, her mother asked her several times. She thought that after this period of time, the rigid relationship between Yu Yan and Xiao Yun should have eased, and there should be no major problems.
Yu Yan couldn't say more, only said: "I don't know."
Yes, Xiao Yun won't come, of course she doesn't know.
Mother Yu wanted to ask something or say something, but worried that it would be counterproductive to press too tightly, so she could only sigh again and again, and the one who knocked on the side to speak for Xiao Yun.
Yu Yan only smiled, as if he hadn't heard.
The joyous atmosphere of the Spring Festival quickly dilutes this matter. Yu's mother, who is busy with relatives for New Year's greetings, does not have so much thought to keep paying attention to how Yu Yan and Xiao Yun are.
It's just that after a few days of reunion banquets, Yu's father and Yu's mother were not happy because of the New Year's reunion, but suffocated.
When meeting with relatives or friends, it is always unavoidable to discuss the recent life and any new gossip. As a divorced woman, Yu Yan is always asked why when facing the seven aunts and eight aunts. Divorce, what a pity, what a good husband, would he remarry? It's too silly... wait, wait, endless gossip.
Yu Yan knew this would happen a long time ago. She could respond in a shallow way, and occasionally asked too much, but she could directly ask back. The other party saw that her attitude was not good, so she could say more if she was not in a bad mood. It's a pity that even so, her father was almost angry because of this incident, and even her mother became depressed.
"What kind of people, you know what to say, my family matters to her! Take care!" Yu Mu said angrily.
Father Yu frowned: "It's alright, don't you say a few words, it will be even more sad for Yu Yan to hear it later."
Yu's mother was unbearable. If it weren't for the fact that everyone was relatives and the New Year's Eve, so many people would be there, and everyone would be unsightly when it was time to cause trouble. She really couldn't hold back the fire.
However, after this time, the two of them always insisted on going to the reunion with them. Yuyan had more time for her own dinner with friends. In addition to Coco, Zhou Min also met. A simple date is more cumbersome. Noisy family reunion is much easier.
The news of Ling Chengxing's death was on a cold morning when Yu Yan learned from the news. She saw the news and saw everyone in the Ling family in the camera, all with serious expressions and pain in their eyes.
Although Ling Chengxing has been suffering for a long time, and the doctor has said that he has not much time, when he is really faced with separation, it still makes people feel painful and cannot accept it.
On the day of Ling Chengxing's funeral, there was a heavy snowfall in the clear sky for a few days.
There are disturbances from the outside world, and powers are overwhelming. Yu Yan can feel it through newspapers and rumors. She thought of Father Xiao being ill, even if Xiao Yun was sitting there, she still had to hide it from the outside world. The complexity of it was impossible for outsiders to understand.
What will happen to the Ling family in it?
It must be harder.
...
that's the truth.
Although Ling Lin was angry about Ling Chengxing's care for Ling Yang, angry that he didn't believe her words, angry that he would be eccentric to Ling Yang...too many entanglements made her unable to let go of the knot.
But the death of her father still hurt her deeply.
She hadn't had a good rest for a few days, and couldn't eat anything. How long it took, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight. Fortunately, Guo Hang has always been by his side. The family of her mother-in-law knows that her father has passed away and is heartbroken. They all show great concern and care for her, which makes her feel better.
As for Lexus, who was always hiding behind her sister, he stood in front of her for the first time. After busying and working hard, he was really mature and calm.
Just like Xiao Yun said, he was very different from before.
Sure enough, grief and pain will make people grow.
Even when he faced Ling Yang, he was not full of firecrackers like before, only blindly rejected and unhappy. He no longer only knew that Ling Yang was an illegitimate child, but was a wild species who came to snatch his and Ling Lin's property. He saw Ling Yang's ability, saw those company directors and shareholders who only respected his father, and did not consciously respect and obey when facing Ling Yang. That was an attitude that he had never had when facing Ling Lin.
This is the gap, something he has never seen and paid attention to before.
He is not as good as Ling Yang.
Father trusted Ling Yang and entrusted Ling Yang to Ling Yang, which was the right choice. I only hope that Ling Lin can also understand this, instead of being dazzled by anger and jealousy.
"You are indeed smart," Xiao Yun said.
In front of the black tombstone, Ling Zhi lowered his head and wiped the corners of his eyes when he thought of Ling Lin who was crying to the ground in grief, "Actually, I have been thinking about something these days."
"Ok?"
"I want to learn."
Xiao Yun uttered in surprise, "What to learn?"
"Although I studied financial management before, you know, I haven't taken a few classes. This time, I want to study seriously and then go back to Ling's work."
This is Ling Zhi's thought after careful consideration. He hasn't told anyone before, let alone talk to Ling Lin, because she is afraid that she will ask him to go to the company to fight with Ling Yang. But how can he fight, he can't even understand a contract, and it's no wonder that someone stepped on the sole of his foot.
Xiao Yun was particularly surprised by this, and said: "Why do you suddenly think that way? Uncle Ling beat you like that before and you didn't do it. Suddenly you decided to go back to study again. Why?"
Ling Zhi smiled bitterly: "Ling Yang was right, not because my father didn't want to choose me, but because I couldn't be my father's support-he couldn't choose me. You know it's shameful to admit that you are incompetent. , I told you before, don't tell anyone!
I... I want to work hard, I don't want anything to happen in the future, not the first person to be thought of and to be able to rely on. Have fun? I've been eating, drinking and having fun for half my life, it's time to work hard. "
Xiao Yun was very surprised when he heard it, but he couldn't help but feel happy. He was silent for a moment, "Yes, you make a lot of sense. Then where are you going to study abroad or what?"
Ling Zhi said: "It's not necessary to go abroad. It's so far away, how lonely you are, let alone I love to be lively."
Xiao Yun smiled.
"I think it's in China. I can go to Ling's part-time job in my spare time, and be closer to my sister. She is my only relative."
Xiao Yun nodded, talking about Ling Lin, he frowned unconsciously.
Ling Zhi already knew what Ling Lin had done because of extreme extremes, and also knew why Xiao Yun alienated Ling Lin. He could not replace Ling Lin and apologize to Xiao Yun and Yu Yan. He could only explain Ling Lin more privately and let her own. Figured out. At that time, let's talk about other things.
Xiao Yun looked up at the snow all over the sky, thinking of her gloomy face.
...
Ling Yang was the last to leave the cemetery.
Although he didn't spend too much time with Ling Chengxing, for Ling Yang, Ling Chengxing's position in his heart was unshakable. He was a father, an elder, a confidant, and his only relative.
Ling Chengxing passed away and he became a true orphan.
*
Yuyan's Spring Festival was very boring. Most of the time, she stayed at home alone and had nothing to do. She turned out all the books at home and sorted it out.
Yu's father and Yu's mother came back after dinner. Yu Yan had just washed away the dust and watched TV in the room.
Yu's mother played mahjong all afternoon and was too tired to go back to the room.
Seeing Yu's mother walking away, Yu's father came over and knocked on Yu Yan's door. He hesitated and said, "I saw Xiao Yun's car, it's downstairs."
Yu Yan was stunned.
Father Yu: "I didn't let your mother know, or she would have trouble again. It's just that you and Xiao Yun have a conflict again? Actually..., I came back these few days and I met Xiao Yun several times."
For a long time, she said, "Oh, that's it."
Seeing that Yu Yan had been bored at home for the past few days, Yu's father didn't go out to gather with friends. He suddenly proposed: "Would you like to talk to me?"
Yu Yan pursed his lips and smiled: "Okay, how about another glass of red wine?"
Yu Yan knew that she couldn't drink it, so she poured a small sip of the wine on the bottom of the glass, and said, "I can't enjoy such a good wine with my drink."
"That's your mom, and your mom can't drink it either."
"right."
Father Yu smiled.
Thinking of what happened in the past half year, he was extremely emotional, and said, "Can you still forgive Xiao Yun?"
Yu Yan thought, shook his head: "I don't know."
"do not know?"
"Yes, I don't know." Yuyan frowned, her delicate face showing a little doubt and dazedness, "I don't know how to face him, nor what mood to look at him, let alone know. How to treat the matter of'him and me'... hate it? Or love? Or should you treat him like a stranger? Is it a lifesaver?"
Although Yu's father lived a few decades longer than Yu Yan, he didn't know much about this kind of emotional matter.
He said: "I can see that Xiao Yun has changed a lot this year. If you are really so uncertain, just walk slowly and watch. Don't worry, the person who truly loves you will accompany you. ."
Yu Yan lowered her eyebrows and chuckled, and said what she had been pressing in her heart recently: "Well, Dad, I want to go back to my grandmother's home."
"Ok?"
"I applied to teach in an elementary school in the small town over there."
Father Yu was startled by Yu Yan's unexpected words: "Why do you want to leave, because of Xiao Yun?"
Yu Yan: "No. It's because of myself, I don't want to...have been trapped in the shackles of feelings. I want to be happier and open my mind a little bit, so I am no longer limited to this."
Yufu's expression looked a little sad.
Yu Yan reluctantly smiled: "I'm too unfilial."
"Well, you go, you go."