Lala Pov
it's been about two weeks since that whole shit with Sage , i honestly found it quite hilarious if i do say so myself.
Kwame and I are very much off and on right now as in we not in a relationship but we still fucking n shit . we just haven't been seeing eye to eye at all but fat ma never got the damn message it's okay though im not gonna hate
Im honestly just going with the flow with Kwame not forcing nothing just doing me honestly and it feels like a breath of fresh air
i haven't spoken to my bitch Nali in a minute so i decided to give her a call
no answer ?
maybe she just busy with her lil man or whatever, i'll go over there in a few
I just finished making my breakfast and decided to go in the shower
i took a good 30 minute shower , bushed my teeth and got dressed i honestly feel like looking cute today cause why not ?
i put on a dress and slides and put my hair in a messy bun but a cute one then grabbed my purse and left
A hour later ...
I finally made it to the mall , the traffic was a bit messy but im not in no rush
I parked the car and walked in the mall and saw Aaliyah , i decided to say hey
"hey girll" i said
"hey girl , i haven't heard from you in a while" she said
"yea well texting the chat isn't much of an option" i said
"yes but text my number duh , im gonna text you we gotta make plans" she said
"okay just let me know , and im glad you're not being so biased n shit about things" i said
"girl when we got in the car that night James , Sincere and I told her about herself she was way out of line !" she said
i nodded my head , "okay well i'll catch you later , text me" i said walking away
"kkays later" she said walking away smiling
I did some shopping in some stores like Neiman & Marcus , Forever 21 , Nordstorm etc
I decided to head to the food court and get something to eat , while i was standing on line for a good 5 minutes some guy walked up to me , tapping my shoulder
"yes ?" i said
"my fault , i just saw you over here looking real beautiful and i wanted to know if i can get your instagram" he said
i looked him up and down , he is fine as fuck , Kwame and i aren't together shit why not yolo
He handed me his phone and i typed on my instagram and followed myself
"my name is Kaliah , but everyone calls me Lala" i said
"nice to meet you Kaliah , my name is Leon" he said smirking
we said bye and i got my food and left
i went straight to Kasim house , I miss Nali and she not answering my damn calls
I finally arrived at Kasim house and i knocked on the door
Two minutes later Kasim answered with Christian in his arms
"wassup" i said
"wassup" he said
"can i come in i wanna see Nali" i said smiling
"Nali not here" he said
"oh okay where is she ? she isn't answering my calls" i said
"Lala i don't know we broke up like 2 weeks ago" he said
wait a fucking minute , "Broke Up ?! the fuck you mean Kasim ?" I said
"i mean exactly what i said so idk where she is and right now i don't have the time , maybe she at her grandma house" he said
"don't have the- you know what whatever , fuck you , you punk ass , bitch ass nigga . how dare you ?" i said pointing my finger at him then walking away
he has my blood nearly boiling , i drove to Ms. Gigi house while still calling Nali
I arrived at Ms.Gigi house then knocked on the door
"Hey Lala" she said opening the door
"good evening Ms. Gigi , have you seen Nali ?" i asked
"no what happened ?" she said telling me to come in
"well Kasim and her Broke Up nearly two weeks ago and nobody heard from her since" i said
"what ?! call sage" she said
yea Sage and I got our beef but this a time where I put my pride aside
"yes ?" she said
"have you seen Nali we cannot find her" i said
"no i haven't what happened ?" she asked worried
"idk her and kasim broke up 2 weeks ago and nobody has seen or spoke to her" i said
"ight hold on let me make some calls i'll let you know wassup" she said hanging up
"very mature of you , the both of you " Ms.Gigi said
"thank you , had to set my priorities straight for a second there" i said
We kept making calls and still NOTHING
Sage Pov
I called Sincere and had him and his little friends track Nali phone and they managed to do it , i decided to go by myself there even though Sincere literally kept on insisting
I arrived at this Hotel and asked the receptionist if Nali Fletcher was here and she told me the room number
I went up to the room and knocked on the door
Nali answered looking tired as fuck
"what ?" she said
"are you letting your depression back in again Nali" i said
"im sorry what ?" she said
"you've been M.I.A for 2 week Nali and i heard about the break up" i said walking in
"don't speak on my depression you don't know shit about it" she said
"im sorry im sorry not my place" i said
"it's fine it just feels so scrambled up in my head everything is rushing back to me ... not feeling good enough , feeling unworthy just shit basically i feel like shit" she said sitting down
"what happened ?" i said sitting besides her
"it's as if i am an object to Kasim , im so accessible to him then he closes me out when i i try to put both feet in , that makes me feel like complete shit" she said
"Nali you are better than that you are worth so much more than that" i said
"shit just be hurting it's like i can't do shit right" she said
"Nali with this business shit and hair you are killing the game fr you have like 10k on your hair page , you getting YOUR OWN MONEY , you hustling and grinding for what you want . Your heart is made of pure gold so pure even though you've been through literal hell and back you never let it define you as a person and you never let it define how you want to love others , you just missing how to love yourself" i said
she started crying , "i just be wanting to give up sometimes just call it quits and im done" she said
"that's not the way to go , don't escape your problems and isolate , bring it to light , acknowledge it , embrace it , let it run wild cry , talk express yourself let yourself drown in it and then teach yourself how to swim" i said
she was still crying but started to wipe her tears
"Nali i am so sorry about how i've been acting it's selfish, childish , everything in the book. I just felt us slipping away when i left for college and i let jealousy get the best of me" i said
"you should never feel jealous, i love you so much we just gotta learn how to communicate better , you'll always have a place in my heart Sage nobody can push you out but i know how to make space for more" she said
"i understand, Lala is an amazing friend to you and i owe her the biggest apology i hope we can actually fix things" i said
"y'all are" she said
Im glad to have my bestfriend back, i got her up and told her to go shower , i packed up her stuff & opened the curtains
She came out 35 minutes later and got dressed
we checked out and went to Mcdonalds to get something to eat then went to Ms.Gigi house
We made it to the house and everyone was relieved and hugged her
"you know Kasim kept tabs on this whole thing" Sincere said pulling me aside
"what you mean ?" i said
"well before you called me he called us and we got to work he's always gonna watch Nali from a distance" he said
i just shook my head , toxic ass nigga
"Lala can I talk to you ?" i said
she nodded
"I owe you an enormous apology , the way i acted was so hostile and unfair and selfish i am so sorry-" i said but she cut me off
"it's good i understand" she said
"can we start over ?" i asked
"of course" she said
we shared a smile and we stayed for dinner ....
A/N:
Kasim toxic as FUCK LAWDDDD !!!
Are y'all glad Sage & Lala was able to make up ?
.... LEON ?!!!!!!
-Milan💕