𝗡𝗮𝗼𝗺𝗶 𝗠𝗶𝗹𝘁𝗲𝗿
𝗡𝗮-𝗡𝗮
𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗵 20, 2025
"I said no, go put that shit back." I said to Ki'Rie as she held my face in the air ready to smash it on the ground.
It's been years later and ever since Kentrell came to me in my dreams, he's been visiting me daily.
I even heard one of the girls say she saw Kentrell in all white before, and that he said he loves her.
I know they don't understand what happened between me and him right now, but they will when they get a lil older.
I sleep like at seven to almost at two in the afternoon the next day.
What can I say, I be missing Kentrell so much that I don't be wanting to leave.
Miss everything about him, his laugh, touch, smile, personality, and more.
But at least I get to see him some.
That's all I need, and I think that's what's getting me through the days.
Y'all think 2020 was a crazy year, ever since Kentrell was pronounced dead his fans been a riot.
This shit been lasting for years, they been going around setting shit on fire, damaging people property, and some more shit.
They don't know what really happened to him, because it was never said and it will never be said.
I know they tryna burn this world down about him though.
I even seen some people on youtube reaction to his death.
So many cried, so many hurt.
And that shit made me feel nothing but guilty.
But I can't bring him back.
"NO, ME BREAK ALL THIS SHIT" Ki'Rie yelled as she threw the vase down on the floor.
Hollup, where's Ka'Marie and Ka'Trice?
They are four years old now, and all they do is run around and fuck up the house.
And they cuss a lot too.
"KA'MARIE KA'TRICE" I yelled and they came running into the living room as I looked at them.
Their faces was covered with different color marker lines, hair now fucked up, shoes on the wrong feet, and a smile were across their faces.
The smile Kentrell be making when he do shit on purpose, they act so much like him.
And me too, even if I try to do deny it.
I'm a lil crazy.
"MOMMY WE WENT TO NEVERLAND" They yelled.
That's another thing I'm confused about, they keep mentioning this 'Neverland'. And I don't understand it.
Ka'Trice quoted before, "And I can take your pain to the Neverland."
Which sounded like a lyric from one of Kentrell's old songs.
So what? Are they listening to his music now?
"TORY COME HERE" I yelled and I heard her footsteps coming downstairs.
Her hair was all over her head and she looked tired.
Her and Ben must was sleeping.
They better been just sleeping.
"What?" She asked.
"Help me with the kids, I have to get them in the bath tub." I told her as I picked up Ki'Rie.
She squirmed around in my arms. "NOOOOOO ME NOT WANNA GET CLEANNN, I TELL DADDY ON YOUUUUU"
Kentrell's not gonna do shit to me.
"Oh really?" I Heard him chuckle in my ear. "Keep trying me Naomi."
I sighed and rolled my eyes as we continued to walk them to the bathroom.
Locking them in the bathroom, I sighed going to run some water as they looked at me with a smile before running around.
I get tired of they bad asses sometimes, but I can't lie I love them.
𝗔 𝗪𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲 𝗟𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿
"About time." I mumbled plopping back on my bed as I sighed.
Five fucking hours.
Five hours trying to bathe them, and dress them, get their mouth cleaned, and hair looking better.
Lil demon ass kids.
Hopefully they sleep.
I stood up and changed into me some night clothes before sliding into bed, and immediately closing my eyes.
"Mommy." I heard a voice and I opened my eyes looking at my door seeing Ka'Marie standing at the door holding her green teddy bear.
"What's wrong babygirl?" I asked sitting up and motioning for her to come.
As soon as I did that, Ki'Rie and Ka'Trice peeped their heads from the corner, one holding a green unicorn, and the other holding a green stuffed puppy, looking scared as hell with pouty lips.
They love green, and it ain't my fault either.
It's the gang fault, got them saying gang shit, slime shit, and they don't even know what that means.
"Come on y'all." I smiled at them and they ran into my room while I clicked on the lamp light that sat on my nightstand.
"We s-s-scared." Ki'Rie mumbled.
"And why is that?" I wondered.
"Monster under my bed, so I woke up my sisters." She explained. "Was gone beat the monster ass, but they was scared too so we came to you."
"I- girl don't be saying that." I laughed. "And okay, it's fine, just lay with me."
They nodded their heads as I clicked the lamp off, and laid back down feeling them snuggle close to me and I wrapped my arms around them.
"I love you Mommy." I heard them all say in sync.
"I love y'all too." I smiled kissing their foreheads closing my eyes.
"We love you too daddy." I heard them whisper.
Sometimes I think Kentrell be a ghost walking around here.
No like an angel walking around.
"Yeahh, something like that." I heard his voice. "But goodnight babygirl, I love you."
"I love you too." I mumbled with a smile as it felt like he kissed my cheek.
Wait a minute, ain't I'm about to see him in my dream?
He need to stop fucking with my head.
"Ian doing nothing, visiting the girls tonight ma." He said. "I'm just in your thoughts right now, but I want them to know who I really am. So I gotta visit them."
"Okay." I simply replied before falling into deep sleep.
It's good he's trying.
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