I've contemplated for a while now, whether if life was worth living anymore. Over the years, I have found myself to drift slowly and slowly away from society.
Due to this, I've became sort of a recluse....only ever leaving my room to get food or pick up various packages that I order through the mail. I do not regret my lifestyle, because honestly I never really cared for anyone besides myself. Quite frankly I've always consider myself as a sociopath, but decided not to share this information with my simple minded partents, in annoyance of being subjected to society's 'norms' of dealing with people like me.
Actually my parents amusingly believe that I'm some sort of godsent hahaha. After years of subjective manipulation, I was able to create this facade of the perfect son....But lately they're behavior has somewhat changed. I was usually able to get them to do anything I want, by using my excuse of lack of friends to make them feel sympathy for me, but as of late, they have started to brush me off....as if they've figured me out...like they're starting to come to terms to something. Like.....They're starting to notice my sociopathic ways.