Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
This ground of mine keeps shaking
All I wanna be, all I ever wanna be, yeah
Is somebody to you
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Chapter Dedicated To: My all time favourite rupsha_singhania I love you Niviii!😘😘😘
<<raqeeba's p.o.v>>
"Like hell you wouldn't."
I said. She glared at me to which I rolled my eyes before I quickly retreated my hand away as I looked at my palm with the over exaggerated 'I-touched-the-dirt' look and said.
"Guess I gotta take a bath with my hubby now."
My eyes snapped towards her just to see her amazing reaction as I gave her a wink while she glared harder at me with her face being red with anger.
Two words.
So. Satisfying.
"You little bi--" Shut it already.
"Uh-huh. Keep that dirty tongue in that dustbin mouth of yours, will you? For I'm so not interested." I said as I faked a yawn.
This woman here dared to curse me again and again, blurry biscuit.
Bloody Bitch, baby.
Whateverrrr.
Clenching my jaw, my fist turned into a ball as I tried controlling my urge to rip those barbie dollie hair of her's off. I do not like being thrown tantrums at! She's not my daughter for calling out loud! Letting out an annoyed chuckle she walked closer to me as she said
"You know what, Raqeeba? Everything and I mean it, every fucking thing that comes out of your mouth is plain shit. You hear me? Shit."
I couldn't help but make a face at her terrible attempt to say something wise that would actually make me shut. Am I supposed to clap or what? I mean what does she think? That I'd actually shut my fuckin mouth up so she doesn't hear shits? Lmao am I joke to her? I couldn't help but sigh and pass her a completely fake sweet smile.
So she doesn't wanna hear shits.
Too bad Honey. I'll make you hear the worst.
"Anusha." I said.
"Wha--" She frowned a little and was about to say something when she stopped, her eyes widening as she gasped. I on the other tried my best to NOT roar out a laughter. Goddd. Her expression.
Why so shocked baby? Don't you have any self realization?
Cursing under her breath she held her head with both her hands on either side but glared at me.
"You're an impossible woman!"
And you're a raccoon! Huh. *Mental Eye Roll*
My eyes landed on the clock and I realized how it was half past noon already. Great. Knowing that no matter what I cannot skip my breakfast and the fact that I can in no fuckin way cook freely with such a mess around I decided to remind someone of their pending work.
What?
You cannot just come to my house drop my utensils and my food breaking and wasting them and be done with it just like that. Moreover the way she broke my plates it seemed like a old habbit and personal experience of her's. Lol.
Trying to look intimidating I folded my hands in front of my chest as I gave her side nod clearly indicating the now-go-work look to which she froze before gulping and looking around and finally at me.
"No"
I clicked my tongue and sighed.
"You really think you have an option?"
Like seriously what is this girl. How fuckin delusional can one actually be? Rolling her eyes at me she retorted.
"Who the fu---" Ugh not again! Cutting her mid way I couldn't help but raise my voice this time.
"You shouldn't dare to ask of who the fuck I am because news flash honey, this is my house, you're staying under my roof so you follow my rules. And in case you think you're privileged enough to defy me then I swear to the god of death and the mother of dragons that I wouldn't think twice before throwing you out down to the streets, just where you belong and Not. Give a. Flying. Fuck. For all I care."
God of Death. Mother of Dragons.
What the fuck on Earth do you think this is?
Game of Clowns?
Whateverrrr. Shut it. Lemme focus
Finally.
Should've done it earlier.
Judging by the petrified expression on her face. I probably was really scary. C'mon! I mean the girl looked like she's gonna cry any freaking moment! I was kinda breathing a little hard, so I just decided to calm my tits down and rested my hands on her shoulder, comfortingly and looked at her like I was talking to a kid. Slow and Soft.
"You wanna fight, right? Go ahead we will fullfill your wishes more often but before that clean the bloody mess you created ok?"
My voice was so sweet. Too sweet that it made her look at me like I had grown two heads. I didn't care honestly. To my surprise she actually nodded like a little kid, making me bite my lips to stop myself from laughing.
Aw. She's cute.
Just kidding.
Retreating my hand back I gave her a bright smile batting my eyelashes as I turned my palm into a fist and said. And slowly punched the air.
"Try harder next time ok? Fighting!"
She blinked blankly at me before looking at my fist and then my eyes.
"Fighting!" I repeated. Hasn't she ever watched a kdrama or what? God. Whatta waste.
Giving me an awkward look she fisted her palm and mirrored my move. Making me satisfied. Good.
Letting my smile drop I waved towards the
floor and she simply bent down cursing under her breath as she picked the glass pieces.
Whadever.
Biting the inside of my cheek I rolled my eyes and turned around scratching my head as I started climbing up the stairs. Gosh. Having a married life is so not easy. You really gotta deal with some psychopath chicas.
Ya. She might be thinking the same about you.
Shut it. Dubs on you. Huh.
Jokes on you.
Ugh. Bitch.
Shutting the door behind me I smiled in contentment. Nice. Finally it's over.
"May I come in?" Looks like I was too quick.
My smile dropped the moment they met Nuraan's oceanic blues peaking through the door, making all the stupid stunts I pulled down there rewinding in my head back and forth as I gulped low key hard before muttering a "No"
The corner of his lips turned into a taunting smirk before he opened the door wide and entered before closing it behind. I couldn't help but glare at him as I groaned.
"Why're you here, now?" I bit in the most bored voice I could muster, although I could already feel my heart beating hard. He shrugged before spreading his hands on either side and doing a 360° turn as he said.
"Just wanted to let my woman know that I'm absolutely purified now."
Red.
That's right. Warm red hue rushed from my neck to my cheeks and my ears the moment those words left his mouth.
Oh sweet Mooses! Mummyyyy.
Trying my hardest to maintain a straight face I gave him a professional looking nod as I said.
"Good. Now leave."
He just smiled at me making my insides churn at the peak of those 'oh-so-adorable' dimples of his as I tried my best to not swoon.
"Okay" Was all he said before he turned around ready to leave
Wait that's it? No teasing or anything?
Wow. Ok.
That was eas---
"Actually..."
For fuck's sake Raqeeba! Stop jinxing stuffs already!
He stopped turning around and facing me before he rested his hands in his pockets and that's when I saw it. The fire in those blue orbs making me gulp.
No...
"With all due respect of what you said earlier. Don't you think you should reward me?"
I like this guy.
Shut up!
I cleared my throat as I folded my hands in front of my chest.
"Reward you for what?"
His brows shot up as he smirked lightly and said.
"For being such an amazingly obedient husband to you."
I scoffed. "Ya right. If you were an amazing husband whatsoever then I wouldn't ever have to do what I did. For all I know if you were good enough I wouldn't have been in that position. At all.'
He just gave me a straight look as he said.
"You really think I would've kissed her?"
I shrugged. "I mean why not. She's your ex. She's pretty, hot, psychotic and an exact dumbass like you. So I'm sorry but I don't see why you wouldn't cause you clearly couldn't push her away, either."
I could see the way his Adam's Apple bobbed and he clenched his jaw.
"I could but I didn't."
Wow. Is that suppose to make me happy? Oh my I'm dancing! Bloody ding ding dickhead.
"A-ha. Sure. Why if I may ask?"
Was I overreacting? I mean I was just curious....
You're Jeal---
Not. A. Word.
"I just wanted to know if you cared."
As if I wanted to scoff at his words but the way he looked at me made me think otherwise. I just shook my head as I threw hands up in the air. Not literally. But yeah.
"I mean why wouldn't I care?"
He just shot back a "Why would you?"
I couldn't help but give him the are you nuts look as I braced myself for the upcoming speech he was gonna hear. Beat it now. I'm in mood.
"Listen here you little piece of shi---"
"Language, Raqeeba." Did he just cut me off in the middle of the same sentence I used a while ago. Again! Clenching my jaw I sighed and tried to control the anger building inside me. Ohkay Daddy!
Bitch. I clicked my tongue as I restarted.
"Fine. Listen here you little piece of sugar. I have told this to you earlier and I'm gonna say it again and again and again. I care! And I don't.-"
Wait what?
Shut up.
"-- I wasn't ever taught to lie so if the fact that you do matter to me or the fact that this so called marriage does mean sugers to me makes you uncomfortable or freaks you out then read my lips. I DON'T CARE. You're a fuckin kid and if you were at all scared of commitments then marriage was definitely the worst idea you smartass. And let's just be honest here. Even after 3 months of being married I don't know what it's actually like to have a husband by your side because clearly I have nothing close to what my parents have or what your parents have or what all my brother is to his wife. And guess what I'm ok. Like every other girl I did want a normal married life, yes, but look at me, am I mourning because I don't have one? No! It's because I do not depend on someone else for my happiness. I know how to find it on.my.own and that's when I accepted the fact that 'we' cannot work out for me long back. All I want is to be a Friend of yours and as a good friend I would've understood even if you would've kissed her since you were probably forced into all this arranged marriage shi--- suger. I get it BUT the fact that that biscuit wanted to kiss you just so she could show me where I belong and show off my 'official' man to me? Hell No! I'm not taking that. I may look like a potato but no bean can step on me like that! Had she wanted to kiss you because she loved you I swear to God I wouldn't have interfered but that women is psychotic! And I knew it when she threw away my very first precious piece of sausage!"
Get over your sausage already!
I can't I'm trying! It just... Hurts too bad!
I couldn't help but breath heavily.
Was it too long? It was needed.
I looked at him and he just looked back at me speechless. Making me groan.
"Say something!"
He stayed silent for what seemed like an eternity before he said the words I least expected him to.
"Can I kiss you?"
Wait what?
Wait whatttt???
My cheeks burned at his words. As I muttered a shy "Go away." I was too soft tho.
You're bipolar.
What the fuck?
"Well you have to. You promised."
Is it just me or did he really sounded desperate?
"I-I didn't."
As if my stuttering gave him some long lost confidence, back was his smirking. As he grabbed the collar of his tee pulling it back and forth like he was feeling hot.
"You did. I purified myself, remember?"
Shut up please. I already feel nauseous.
"No" I said as I quickly turned to the other side, cursing under my breath for the stupidity I did a while ago.
What was I even thinking huh?
Purify? Seriously?
I could feel my heart raise at his presence making me feel goosebumps right at the back of my neck as I slightly shivered. Oh god. You know I didn't really mean mean it right?? Please help me out!
"Didn't really take you as the backing off type, Hussain." I clenched my jaw at his voice and closed my eyes as I could hear the shuffling behind me.
Shut the fuck up, Khan.
As much as I wanted to throw him out at this very moment I couldn't help but slightly agree with him. It was my mistake anyway. I know anger has never been good to me. Ever! That bitch always makes me get myself trapped in some real shits. Ugh!
"I mean I did take a bath for you." I could hear the double meaning and the muffled laughter in his voice making me curse under my breath.
Ya right whateverrr. I sighed turning around ready to give him a piece of mind when---
"Look Nuraa---"
Fuckin Shameless Slut!
"Why'd you open your goddamn tee?"
He just shrugged. "Was feelin hot"
I rolled my eyes trying to keep them away from his oh-so-greekish-god-like-physique which was already making my cheeks warm as I cleared my throat and said.
"What happened down there, was to shut her up." He didn't say anything and simply damped his hands in his trouser's pocket before letting the corner of his lip pull up in a sly smirk as he leaned towards the closed balcony glass door.
The I-knew-you'd-say-that stuck up in his annoyingly attractive face.
Bloody Mother fuc--- Ahm I mean Monkey Fudger!
"Well...'Words are words' " He said in that same mimicking tone just as I said to that dumbass lover of his. I could feel my cheeks go all red making me wish that I could just dissapear. Wait! He heard that! Bloody Moron!
Flip it back! Flip it back!
Letting out a pure 'least bothered' chuckle I folded my arms in front of my chest as I said.
"Don't you think you're being too desperate?"
To say his gaze was intimidating would literally be an understatement. I almost wanted the ground to burst open and swallow the heck outta me with the way his eyes kept taking every inch of me.
Oh sweet mooses! Kill me!
God good Lord! Save me!
The Devine light in me! Wake up!
Oh my Angels! Protect m---
For fuck's sake someone shut this bitch up already!
Hoe. Can't you just sympathise for once!
His eyes had a different playfulness in them something I long to see but today I was least interested in. It was like he was smiling through his eyes. Like he was sure I was gonna do nothing but be a sissy. I couldn't help but focus on his lips the moment he slowly bit on his bottom one as if trying to fight an urge to do something or probably stop himself from laughing his heads off at my poor attempt to save myself before he said.
"I mean it's not a big deal anyway. It's just a simple shi-- ahm sugar. And might I remind you. I with no means whatsoever bought this up, if it weren't for you. Moreover don't you think you owe me? Considering you didn't really let me enjoy the Oscar winning performance that was unrolling right in front of my eyes if you hadn't pulled up the entire 'purify yourself' act?"
Lady luck is definitely NOT on my side today! And there he is bringing that same thing up again and AGAIN!
No big deal? He says.
Yeah Right!
It's no biggie. Not even a little bit. It's fine I should just shut him up already. I mean it's not something which is THAT special anyway. I guess I'm just being a sissy. I could've shut him up loong back.
But can I?
Hell yeah I can! I took a deep breath as I saw him shake his head as he straightened up
"Actually you know what? Forget it. I know how big of a saint you are and it's fine. You won't be able to anywa---"
"Fuck it!" I couldn't help but curse out loud, clearly taking him by surprise, making him jump a little and his eyes bulge out.
"I-Im leavin---" He stuttered.
Too late Mr Khan.
I could feel my legs storming right towards his tall figure, like they had a mind of their own and even before I could question my sainity, I pushed him back with my hands on his sculptured torso, making his back hit the wooden door as I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and sealed my lips with his.
Here goes nothing.
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