When I see you at the first time, I was like: "no this is not my type this is extremely opposite me "that was our beginning our old .
Our new one begin when I talked to you just with talking I changed my mind I found you , your real one *even you* didn't notice that .
you are like a child like a baby that needs so much hugs , kisses and love you need someone interested with everything of you all the time like your mother .
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but you are the most unlucky one , you married someone that's lack of feelings .
that's the cause of our friendship that grew fast , I found it not a friendship it's more than that it's like a magical bound that's not like any relationship in the world.
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You talked a lot about your mother , I saw her looks like me may be you see your mother in me , may it's just because of your missing her you made yourself close to me , I don't really know why we are so related to each other like that ? and what kind of relationship is that ?
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but I don't know what happened to me in our last work together.
Some feelings grew up and grew till it control my mind .
I think I loved you , the way you look at me , and your interest with everything related to me .
you like my look , you see me beautiful.
I love to hug you like I hug my love but I'm really afraid from that because you're married ، and I'm not the kind that destroys other's life and I'm not sure if you love me or not .
I think that you see me as a friend ، or you like my beauty not more than that , I know nothing except that I love you.
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