I turn my back to them and I walk away. I find an empty hallway and I lay my back against the wall. I close my eyes and I take a deep breath. Stupid. STUPID. How didn't I see that coming? I'm not that stupid. I'm a freaking doctor and I didn't notice a thing. He was never going for job interviews, did he? He was with Anna and he even bought tickets for here. He didn't let me enjoy my favourite show or even something that's related to it. All this time, I was his pet that he could control and she was his girlfriend. Tears roll down my closed eyes as I slid down to the floor.
"Woah, (Y/N)?" I hear a familiar female voice say. I lift my head and I see Briana standing over me. I wipe me tears quickly as she kneels down next to me.
"Oh... I'm sorry" I say kinda shocked and also embarrassed
"What happened?" she asks rubbing my arm
"It's nothing. I'm gonna be fine" I say and one more tear rolls down my cheek. I wipe it quickly and I look down. Briana wraps her arm around me and lets my head fall on her shoulder.
"You don't need to do that. You are probably busy" I say
"No, I'm free. I was just going to get my coffee from the green room but I can call someone to bring it here. Do you need anything?" she asks and I shake my head. She takes her phone out and calls someone. A couple of minutes later Jensen turns from the corner holding a coffee on his right hand and two waters on his left.
"Oh God..." I say wiping my tears
"Rob is busy so he send me. Is everything ok?" he asks as he kneels down to us
"I don't know. I just found (Y/N) here alone crying" Briana says to him handing me a water
"Thank you but you don't need to--" I say
"What happened (Y/N)?" Jensen asks softly. On the inside, I was freaking out but on the outside I couldn't even get my legs to work right now.
"It's a long story" I say
"Well, I have time" Jensen says
"I don't actually but--" Brianna says looking at her watch but Jensen interrupts her
"Go. I will stay with (Y/N)" he says and she nods. She stands up
"I will see you later" she says to me and I nod.
"I'm sorry for bothering you" I say
"You're not bothering me. Right now it's you or watching hungry Jared eat and let me tell you, it's messy" he says and I chuckle. "You seemed really excited in the photo ops so what happened next?" he asks.
"To be honest, coming here today was a last minute decision because I was pissed with my boyfriend. He would never ever let me come here or even just watch the show" I say
"And you need his permission?" he asks but I choose to ignore his question
"I was really excited about meeting you but when I walked out of the room... He was waiting in line with his other girlfriend" I say looking down.
"There was only one couple that came together today. They were from the last people in the photo ops. The girl seemed nice and excited but he was acting annoyed, like he was forced to come" he says
"That's him" I say
"Then you are lucky that he is gone. From what you said and I saw, he doesn't seem like the best boyfriend figure"
"He's not"
"Then why are you with him?"
"Honestly, I don't know. I guess that I'm just scared of being left alone" I say and I finally look at him.
"I've been single for two years now. Since my relationship with Danneel ended, I haven't really been with someone else. But I wasn't alone. I had friends, Jared, Misha and everyone else. You don't have to have a partner to feel like you're not alone" he says
"I guess your right. I am so stupid" I say throwing my head back. "Matt is right, I'm stupid and an embarrassment" I say
"Matt?" he asks not understanding
"My boyfriend" I say.
"First of all he is ex boyfriend. You are not letting him come any close to you ever again and if he does, he can come through me. And Cliff, just to be safe" he says and I chuckle. "Second, tonight Kim, Briana, Jared and I are gonna go for a drink. Wanna join?" he asks and I look at him shocked
"No, I shouldn't--" I say
"Yes, you should. Come to celebrate your freedom from that son of a bitch" he says and I smile.
"Ok" I say and he smiles too. I can't help it but blush looking so closely at his smile. My phone rings breaking the silence between us. I take my phone
"It's my mom" I say "I should answer" I continue
"Ok. I'm gonna go let the others know that you are going to join us tonight. We are gonna meet right outside of here at 9 pm" he says
"Great. See you" I say and I walk away as he waves at me smiling.