𝑰'𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕
'𝑪𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏
𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔
𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒆
-𝓕𝓾𝓭𝓪𝓼𝓬𝓪
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"Hey Woo what do you think of this outfit?"
"Oh my God! Hyung can't you see it doesn't fit you at all. Like the clothes are really pretty but I'm sure it would look WAY better on Yeosang or San."
The older left the room, with his head down but Wooyoung didn't miss the hurt look in his eyes. Wooyoung sighed as he felt his heart ached.
"I'm so sorry Hwa."
He mumbled as he went back to what he was doing.
~Time Skip~
Wooyoung sighed as he rubbed his face furiously. He ran his fingers through his hair, trying to calm himself down.
The young male had been trying to work but a certain silver haired boy was on his mind, preventing him to concentrate.
He stood up and took out a pair of sweatpants along with a hoodie and quickly changed into it before leaving his room. He went downstairs where he saw San in the living room, cuddling with Yeosang. He couldn't help but smile. He knew how both boys were in love with each other but was too afraid to confess and seeing them this close made him happy.
"Hey guys. I'm going to the studio for a few hours."
He told them before making his way out.
Wooyoung decided to walk there since he wanted to clear his mind for a bit but there was only one person that he couldn't seem to forget.
He arrived at the studio and immediately made his way in the practice room. He went inside, connected his phone to the speaker and started dancing.
It always helped him clear his mind and forget about his problems but right now it made him more frustrated.
He couldn't get his steps right, with Seonghwa being the only thing in his mind.
Wooyoung dropped on the floor 20 minutes later, panting. He stood up, grabbing a bottle of water and drank a bit. He took off his hoodie leaving him shirtless, since he was lazy to put a shirt on earlier, and went back to practice.
He was so engrossed in his moves that he didn't hear the door open and someone walked in. After practicing the last song, he finally realised the other figure in the room and couldn't help but feel flustered.
Wooyoung quickly shook off the flustered look and replaced it to an annoyed one.
"What are you doing here?"
"Practice."
That was a stupid question and Wooyoung knew it. He scoffed as he put on his hoodie before grabbing his phone.
He was about to leave when a hand wrapped around his wrist, stopping him from taking another step. He turned around, still maintaining the annoyed look on his face but the look the older gave him made him weak. He took a deep breath trying to control his emotions.
"Woo?"
"What?"
"Why do you hate me?"
Wooyoung was taken aback by the sudden question. He was about to speak when the older opened his mouth again.
"Why do you treat me like that?"
"Did I hurt you? Did I do something wrong?"
"If yes at least tell me what I've done. I can't see you ignore me like that Woo. It hurts."
Tears started streaming down the older's face as he continued speaking.
Wooyoung didn't know what to say. The older left him speechless. So instead of saying anything, he opened the door and left. He could hear the older's heart wrenching sobs.
He sighed for the nth time before leaving the studio and making his way back home. Once he got back to the dorm, he went to his room, locking himself inside.
~Time Skips~
A knock was heard on the door, compelling Wooyoung to wake up from his nap. He groaned but stood up nonetheless and opened the door to see the face of the leader with a pissed expression.
"Uhm what is it hyung?"
Wooyoung asked lazily as he rubbed his eyes.
"That's what I wanted to ask you."
"What do you mean?"
"Why did Seonghwa come home crying? He told me he was going to the studio and I know you went there too. And as far as I know him, he doesn't cry over a small matter. So care to explain what you did to upset him?"
"Listen hyung. I respect you a lot but I don't think I need to give an explanation about everything I do and as for Seonghwa, I don't know what's wrong with him. I didn't even see him."
Hongjoong sighed, not able to keep the tough leader facade.
"Look Wooyoung. It's been a while now and everyone noticed the thick tension between the two of you. I don't know what happened since you two were close but I want you to end whatever the matter is because it may cause damages to the group."
With that the leader left, leaving Wooyoung in deep thought. He sighed as he went back inside.
The next few days went by peacefully. And as the leader said...it was way too peaceful.
All the members were at the dining table, having dinner when it started.
"Yah Hyung, you really improve your dancing skill. You look cool."
San decided to start a nice conversation, trying to lighten the mood. Seonghwa smiled at the compliment but it quickly disappeared when he heard Wooyoung scoffed.
He dropped his chopsticks on the table, standing up and slammed his fist on the furniture.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?"
"What did I do now?"
"ARE YOU JEALOUS? SAN JUST GAVE ME A COMPLIMENT AND YOU JUST SCOFFED?"
"Well I'm sorry I don't think you improved and don't yell at me. You're not my mom."
"WELL KEEP YOUR DAMN OPINION FOR YOURSELF AS WELL AS YOUR RUDE BEHAVIOUR AND IF I WANT TO YELL, I'LL DO IT. AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU ARE ANY BETTER THAN US."
"WELL AT LEAST I'M FUCKING GOOD AT SOMETHING. YOU JUST GOT INTO ATEEZ WITH YOUR LOOKS. YOU CAN'T EVEN SING NOR DANCE."
"W-What did you just say?"
"THE FUCKING TRUTH."
Seonghwa couldn't take it anymore. He had enough of the younger's rude behaviour. Without saying anything else, he ran to his room locking himself in.
"What the fuck was that Wooyoung?"
The younger stayed quiet, regretting what he just did.
"I'm asking you something Jung Wooyoung."
"I DON'T KNOW, OKAY? I JUST COULDN'T HELP IT."
"I want you to apologise to Seonghwa and clear this problem right now."
"Hyung I-"
"No excuses. You will solve this today itself. I'll go talk to him while you calm yourself down and you'll then go talk this out."
Everyone left in their rooms while Hongjoong went in Seonghwa's room, leaving Wooyoung alone. He stood up and went in his room.
"Hwa? It's me Joong."
The younger softly called out.
"Go away Hongjoong. I don't want to talk."
"Please Hwa. Open the door."
He heard shuffling on the other side before the door opened revealing a disheveled Seonghwa.
Hongjoong pulled Seonghwa into hug, the older breaking down as he let the tears fall.
"Let's go inside so that we can talk."
They both sat on the bed, Hongjoong looking at Seonghwa with a concerned look while the older looked down.
"So....care to tell me what is happening between you both?"
Seonghwa knew this question was coming and if he was being completely honest, he himself didn't know what he did wrong to make Wooyoung distance himself from him.
"I don't know Joong. I honestly don't know what I did wrong to make him distance himself from me. It just happened like that. One day we were close as ever and the next day he started telling me mean things. And it's hurts. I love him Joong. I-"
The older sobbed in the arms of the leader, thinking about how Wooyoung has been treating him.
"He loves you too Hwa. I can feel it."
"You are wrong this time Joong. If you love someone you wouldn't treat them like that. He probably likes San or Yeosang since he's always praising them."
"It's not li-"
A soft knock cut Hongjoong and he knew who it was.
"Come in."
The door opened and Wooyoung hesitantly walked inside.
"I'll leave."
Once Hongjoong was out of the room, Wooyoung turned to Seonghwa and walked towards him.
"What do you want Wooyoung? Are you here to insult me again-"
"Hwa..."
"-or maybe tell me how bad I am at singing and dancing-"
"Hwa.."
"-oh wait I have a better. I'm sure you are here to tell me how San and Yeosang are better than me. Or are you going to compare me with another m-"
Wooyoung grabbed Seonghwa by the collar and crashed his lips on the older.
When Wooyoung pulled away, Seonghwa looked at him with wide eyes. He was unable to process what just happened. He brought his hand to his lips and ran his fingers over it.
"I love you Seonghwa."
"W-What?"
"I love you Park Seonghwa."
Seonghwa was honestly confused. First the kiss, now the confession. Was the younger playing with him?
"Wooyoung if this is a joke then-"
"It's not a joke hyung. I really love you."
"Why would you confess so suddenly?"
"Because I know I fucked up really bad and it can cause damage to the group. A-And I didn't want to keep the truth anymore."
"Let's just say you did love me then why did you treat me like this. The words you told me, the way you compared me with San and Yeosang and telling me how they are better than me. All this hurts. You made me feel like shit."
"I know hyung and I wish I could take everything back because it's not true. You are really talented hyung. Your voice is the most soothing thing I've heard and it help me sleep at night. And you dancing skill is amazing."
"Then why did you push me away and say these mean things to me?"
"I-I was scared."
"Scared of what Wooyoung?"
"To love. I knew you liked me a-and I was scared of getting hurt if I fell for you. M-My past relationships weren't t-the best and h-having parents that d-doubted my a-ability made me h-have low self esteem. I d-don't have confidence in m-my look and b-being in t-toxic relationships made me afraid. I-I'm so sorry f-for hurting you H-Hwa."
It was now Wooyoung who was sobbing, trying to form a proper sentence. It took him a few minutes to calm down before he continued.
"I told you all these mean things so that you would hate me and I guess it worked."
The silence that fell onto them after what Wooyoung said made him uncomfortable. So he stood up, ready to leave when he was stopped by Seonghwa.
"What if I told you it didn't work?"
Wooyoung didn't dare to look back at the boy so he kept looking at the dark brown door in front of him. He was so focused on the furniture that he didn't realise that Seonghwa was now standing behind him.
"What if I told you I still love you as much as I did the first time I saw you?"
Seonghwa whispered into the smaller male's ear sending a chill down his spine.
"Hwa...."
Wooyoung whimpered, feeling all fuzzy on the inside.
"I love you too Woo."
Seonghwa turned the younger around, now facing him before placing his lips on top of Wooyoung's. They both felt the electricity that rush through their bodies the moment their lips touched. Seonghwa placed his hands on the smaller's waist while Wooyoung wrapped his arms around Seonghwa's neck, both trying to pull each other as close as possible.
They pulled away, panting but satisfied smiles visible on their faces.
"I love you Hwa."
"I love you too Woo."
"So......will you be my boyfriend?"
"Of course."
And Seonghwa pulled Wooyoung into yet another kiss both smiling and happy.