I woke up to the most painful cramps of my life, slowly I climb out of bed making sure not to wake Roman. He had been up all day trying to help Robbie with the whole traitor in the pack situation.
I wobble into the kitchen going towards the cabinets I grab a glass out of the cubby. Just as I'm filling it a sharp pain hits me in my ribs. The glass drops splashing in the sink. I feel an unfathomable amount of pain set in.
I double over, clutching my stomach. "Please..."
"Please dont take her from me" I beg to any god or goddess listening. The pain only gets worse.
The light switches on, Roman rushes to my side. "Love tell me what's wrong" he holds me up.
"I dont know it just feels like ahhh–" another cramp comes even harder. "What the hell is happening?" I cry.
"Love I think your having contractions" Roman says standing me up.
Another one comes and I fall to the ground. "They're about two to three minutes apart love. The baby is coming" Roman lays me on the couch.
Quickly I watch as he uses his speed to pack everything we need for the private hospital. Once he finishes, he grabs me up, bookbag on his shoulders. All the while barking orders through the phone.
We leave out the apartment, and both the twins and Lydia are already here. The girls grab me throwing my arms over their shoulders.
Roman takes the bag, going to pull the car out front "His bloody contractions are about two minutes apart we need to move" he tells them.
"Help me please" I cry as the girls muster all their strength to carry me to the elevator, and out to the car. We get in the drive to the hospital.
Another contraction comes, and I feel like I'm dying. I will never again question motherhood because this is bullshit.
We get to the facility just in time, nurses take me to the operating room. Roman helps me get dress in my gown, they attach a IV to my arm. And began timing my contractions.
"I'm not ready" I tell Roman. Sweat drips from my head and my stomach is aching all over.
"Love you're gonna do fine, just relax" I shake my head.
"What if I don't make it?" His eyes widened. And for the first time I think he's scared.
He rest his head against mine. "Baby look at me, you are going to be fine. If anything happens to you or Emma I'll–"
I smile playing in his hair "You cant kill everyone in the hospital." I laugh. He runs his hand through my sweaty hair.
"I can try" he jokes. I kiss him, my nerves are just about all over the place. Two doctors, and a nurse escort me to the operating room, Roman right by my side.
"Alright Mr. Cane, we're going to need to get you scrubbed in before we can allow you into the room" Roman lets out a murderous growl.
Making the three step back in fear. "It's a safety precaution, plus sanitary conditions" Roman obliges he goes into another room, a few minutes later he comes out looking like a very sexy nurse.
Another contraction comes and the pain has intensified. "We need to move" the doctor demands.
I'm under a bright light, a mask being placed over my face. "Alright Evan we are going to sedate you at this point. I want you to count down from ten with us" I nod.
"10"
.....10
"9"
.....9
"8"
.....8. My vision fades in and out, I feel woozy as my eyes close.
..........
I slowly move my eyes back and forth under my lids. I crack them open meeting a overly bright light, I blink a couple of times, before I'm adjusted.
I look around the room, the machine next to me beeps in a slow rhythm.
"You awake love?" My eyes follow the all to familiar British voice. I smile at the sight of Roman cuddled up with Emma.
I force myself to sit up. "Don't tip your stitches baby" Roman warns coming to my side.
"She's beautiful" he tells me. A tearful smile forms on my face as Roman hands her to me. "Say hi to your dad baby girl" he smiles.
I gasp staring into her pretty little eyes. "She's perfect" is all I'm able to say. "She looks just like you" Roman grins.
I stare into her baby blue eyes. "Hi little one, we've been waiting for you" I tell my little girl.
"God Roman I've never been more happy" I say tears streaming down my face. "You and both" he leans down kissing my head.
"You did great by the way love" I smile proudly.
A brunette nurse came in her face covered with a mask. "Hi I'm here to take Emma for her vital check" she says.
"Does it have to be right now" she nods. "It'll only take a second" she slowly takes Emma. "See you soon baby" I say watching her leave.
After a few minutes pass, another nurse comes in, her face isn't covered this time. But she's not holding Emma.
The nurse goes looking into the small crib, than looks back at us. "Excuse me but I'm here to take baby Emma"
Both Roman and I look at each other than at her. "What do you mean? A nurse just came to take her vitals" the young nurse shook her head.
"Right we watch her take Emma, she should be back by now" Roman states, the nurse looks as puzzled as we are.
"I'm sorry but that cant be possible I'm the RN for you" she explains. A frenzy of panic takes over my body, the blood drains from my face.
I feel my body start to shake. What the hell was she talking about if she was the nurse then—then who the hell just came and took my baby. I look to Roman who is already on his feet.
Roman grabs the woman by her neck, slamming her against the wall. Fear contorts her face. "Alpha Roman pl...please" she begs.
"Where's Emma!" He seethes. My baby someone just- just... no no.
His men scatter out the room, going to check the clinic. It's a private facility how in the hell could they have gotten in. Unless.. Unless the traitor was also here.
"Find my fucking daughter or I'll bloody kill- massacre your asses!" Roman shouts to them.
"Roman?! Roman! Where the hell is my daughter?!" I scramble out of the bed ripping my stitches in the process. The pain shoots through my entire body but I dont care. I want my baby.
Roman catches me just as I hit the floor. "Let me go I want Emma. Where's my baby!" I scream fighting against his hold. He holds me in his arms even as the blood seeps through my hospital gown.
"Fi-find my b..baby" it feels like a million needles are being stabbed into my body. My heart shatters, something snaps in me, my baby is gone.
My innocent little Emma. Where is she? How could I not have kept her close. Why wasn't I paying attention. How the fuck didn't I notice?!
"Love I promise we're gonna find her" he cooed, he rest his head against mine. "I'm so sorry, love. I'll get out little girl back no matter what it takes" he assures.
I sob in his arms, as he rocks me back and forth. A blood bath surrounding us, I felt like someone had just cut out my soul, my heart and everything else I had to offer.