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agustd: HOLY FUCKING SHIT🤯
agustd: caption-🤯
agustd: see me before work😠
agustd: fuck that I'm taking you home😡
agustd: come here right now please🤬
agustd: I mean it😤
vantae: coming 😉
agustd: the fucking audacity you have!🥵
jhoe: I may or may not have a boner🥵
parkchimney: @jhoe we're over!🙂
goldenmaknae: @parkchimney shut up Jim you've been drooling over Taehyung for the last ten minutes + boner😂
dancemonster: looking hot, kiddo 😍
suckchin: my baby is all grown up and a sexy little bitch uwu 😭
taebaby: TAEHYUNG'S HAIR IS BLACK BITCH I DIED GIVE US A FUCKING WARNING BEFORE THESE THINGS🥵🥵🤯
yoonsgums: fuck the hair look at his OUTFIT😍😭
babymochi: YOONGI OMG LOLLLLLL he's panicking😂
papamochi: Taehyung better cool down his captions before Yoongi blows up-😆
kimline: that's a Gucci shoot guys, the shirt is from their newest line holy hell🤯
2seok: FUCK THIS IS EVERYTHING🤩
sasaengbangtan: so everyone's going to ignore that they have a new account called @bangtansonyeondan??😤
sasaengbts: and the fact that they haven't put up a statement yet about the whole kai thing?? is no one fucking curious around here??😠😤
yoongipedia: @sasaengbts first off, your opinion on when and how they should post their statement is IRRELEVANT. secondly, who are you to question their choices? we're all concerned, of course, but being a nosy busybody is something else. we will wait for them to be comfortable enough to tell us, and even if they don't, we will be fine knowing that THEY are fine.😠🤬
gotbangtan: @sasaengbangtan they will fucking do a reveal when they WANT to, and not when YOU want them to. we don't need to know every fucking thing about them! it's their live, their relationship and their choices so we don't need armys asking them continuously for news😠🤬
vantae: omw to @agustd 's studio and read @yoongipedia 's and @gotbangtan 's comments. much love from us to you. we appreciate it, really we do ❤️💜
yoongipedia: OMG WE GOT A REPLY @gotbangtan🤯😭😍
gotbangtan: we were only stating pure facts tho Taehyung 😘 we love you cuties😚
ihatesnakeu: so am I the only one who's thinking some thoughts?🧐
ilovesnakeu: what thoughts?🤨
ihatesnakeu: thoughts that they only change their hair for comebacks-😳🥵🥶
bangtansonyeondan: @ihatesnakeu 😉
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[there is 18+ content just for this scene, but this NOT a sex scene. skip if you really want to but it contains some important stuff so try not to??]
[will alert when the scene is over]
[PLEASE DON'T SKIP THE ENTIRE CHAPTER CUZ THERE ARE IMPORTANT SCENES AFTER THIS ONE]
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Third POV
The second Kim Taehyung punched in the password to his boyfriend's studio and walked in, he was pushed against a wall, arms held tightly over his head.
"Did you think you're getting away with posting that picture?" Yoongi growled, eyes glazed over with lust as he licked his lips. "And what is with this outfit?"
"Do you like it?" Taehyung turned red, face on fire when Yoongi leaned over to place rough, open-mouthed kisses to his bare throat. "I wore it for you, hyung-"
"You will wear this shirt for me again later." the older man commanded, lips still nipping at his boyfriend's collarbones, "I like seeing your pretty throat all marked up like this like this-"
"More, hyung-" Taehyung whined, submitting completely as Yoongi pulled at the soft skin of his neck with his teeth. "Now?" the other groaned, "Wanna make a mess of hyung's studio, huh?"
"Please, hyung do something-"
"Fuck, okay-" Yoongi mewled, "Want me to take off your pants, or will you do it yourself?"
"I want you to do it, hyung!" Taehyung whined, eyes scrunched shut, "Wanna feel you-"
Yoongi had never done this before. He had never been with a guy, and Taehyung wasn't just anyone to him. He wanted to make him feel good, he wanted to be the one who made him happy and safe. He really wanted this.
But was this the time?
Yoongi fought with his thoughts as he fumbled with the zipper of Taehyung's leather pants, eyes bloodshot with lust when Taehyung grinded his crotch against him. When he slid down the younger's tight pants, revealing a lacy white thong, his mouth went dry.
Holy-
"What are you wearing, Taehyung?" he whispered, almost in pain by how hard his dick was at the sight of the younger boy in such a slutty outfit. "Fuck, you turn me on so much, baby boy-"
"Wore it so hyung could see me-" Taehyung smiled, hands travelling down the older boy's lower back to grip his ass. "Wanted hyung to take it off and fuck me-"
Yoongi didn't know what to do.
He was so turned on and so attracted to whatever this was, but he didn't know what to do. He had expected a heavy makeup session and maybe just some friction, but here was his beautiful boyfriend, offering him everything he ever wanted-
But something didn't sit right with him.
"Taehyung, what do you want me to do?" he whispered, lips finally leaving the younger boy's bruised neck. "Use your words."
"I want you to fuck me." he replied, pupils shaking for a fleeting moment before assuming the usual confident look, "I want to be fucked right here, in your studio."
"But Tae, I don't want the first time I make love to you to be here!" Yoongi shook his head, still trembling with need. "It shouldn't be like this. Your body should be treated with love and respect, and I don't think our first time together like this would ever make sense."
"And it's been only two days since Kai t-"
"Stop it hyung!" he begged, changing the subject just to cup my face in his hands, "Please, I need to feel you right now."
"We shouldn't, baby-" Yoongi protested weakly, "Please, I don't want to cause any damage, and I don't want to hurt you. You should take time to recover from what that bastard did, and us trying to have sex is not the way to do it."
"I don't care!" Taehyung wept, and Yoongi's heart shattered, "Please, please erase his touch from my memory-"
"Replace it with yours-"
Yoongi didn't know how to fight it. He was apprehensive, but he couldn't force Taehyung to look at things his way. Taehyung whined when he felt his leather pants being pulled down into a messy heap by his feet.
Yoongi gulped, the entire sensation foreign to him as his fingers slipped past the waistband of his silky panties, hesitant to even move them further. The younger boy whined, almost crying when Yoongi's hand gently gripped his erection. The simple touch had tears falling freely down his face.
And they weren't happy tears.
Taehyung couldn't breathe; his body seemed to be numb-
He screamed.
Yoongi jumped as if he was shot, eyes wide open in worry as he knelt to comfort the crying boy who had slumped down in a teary heap on the floor. To his shock, Taehyung didn't push him away like he expected.
"Hyung, I'm sorry-" he whispered, "I didn't think it through, I'm so fucking sorry I'm such a mess!" he begged for Yoongi to stay, arms wrapped tightly around the older boy's smaller frame as he cried. "I'm such a mess-"
"Baby, it's okay." Yoongi comforted, holding the shivering boy close to his chest, "You're not a mess. You're a beautiful boy who I love with all my heart."
"B-but I ruined it!" he replied, "We were g-gonna have sex and I r-ruined it!"
"You didn't ruin a thing, silly baby!" Yoongi tried to smile, heart still aching when he felt his boyfriend's heartbeat over his own chest. "Now we can heal together, take our time and finally I will make love to you when we're both ready."
"We're both-" the younger sniffed, eyes filled with realisation. "Hyung, I didn't even think this was your first time!"
"Tae it's fi-"
"I'm a terrible boyfriend, aren't I?"
"You're a mess, my love." Yoongi smiled, genuinely amused by how cute the younger boy was. "You're a perfect, gorgeous, beautiful little mess that I'm proud to call mine."
"Tae, you're a fantastic boyfriend." he continued, "You make me so happy, and I love everything about you."
"We just need some time, okay?" Yoongi ended, hands stroking the younger boy's freshly dyed black locks, "You need to heal, and I need to do my research on gay sex, apparently-"
Taehyung smiled, face pressed to the older boy's fluffy sweatshirt. Yoongi didn't hate him for being a mess. Yoongi loved him and knew he needed some time.
Yoongi was never leaving him.
"I love you." he whispered, "And I'm sorry for being a brat and trying to force myself to get over what happened. We can take our time, and we'll do this together."
"That's the spirit!" Yoongi grinned, picking himself up and pulling up the younger boy to his feet and leading him to the sofa where they collapsed together, tired out.
"Hey hyung?" Taehyung smiled cheekily, head already formulating up wicked ideas, "Can I ask you something?"
"Sure, go ahead."
"We're not having sex today, am I correct?"
"No, baby. We're not having sex today." Yoongi shook his head, dead serious. "In fact, we're never having sex, but I'll always make love to you-"
"But I'm hard, and I need to get off-"
Taehyung expected Yoongi to blush hard, maybe even start stuttering and fumbling with his words. That was the effect he desired to have on the older boy, but Yoongi proved him wrong in so many levels when he pulled an award winning smirk.
"I'm hard too, little one-" he whispered, "I was just getting to that part-"
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Taehyung couldn't help but stare with his mouth wide open, when Yoongi pulled down his comfortable looking sweatpants and sat back, wearing only his tiny black boxers that left almost nothing to the imagination. Slim, milky white legs bare with a lust filled look on his face, Yoongi looked ravishing, and Taehyung wanted nothing but permission to bite and mark his beautiful thighs.
"Hyung, what are you doing?" he whispered, cheeks burning when Yoongi began to gently palm himself through his boxers. "I t-thought we-"
"I'm just touching myself, baby boy." the older man whispered, groaning a little at the pressure, "I'm thinking of you, all wrapped around my cock when I make love to you."
Taehyung whined in realisation. The game was so, so simple.
And he was so in.
He quietly slipped his hand inside the white thong, wrapping his fingers around his already hard, leaking erection, hearing Yoongi's subdued moans by his side. They were facing each other, on either side of the couch, touching themselves, unashamedly thinking of each other all the while.
"Fuck, you're so tight-" Yoongi whimpered, eyes scrunched shut as he pulled out his erection, not caring that Taehyung was seeing him for the first time as he pumped himself. "So beautiful and wet for me, Tae-"
Yoongi was big, much bigger than Taehyung had expected, and it made him lose control of his thoughts, lust filling his head with the most filthy thoughts he could muster up.
"Hyung, keep saying that- FUCK!" the younger boy moaned, pulling out his dick and stroking himself, so tuned in with what the older was saying that he didn't care. "I'm close-"
Yoongi was so absorbed in his thoughts, not even knowing the effect he had on Taehyung as he stroked his dick harder, whimpering and moaning as his release drew close.
"Such a good boy for me, Tae-" Yoongi groaned, seeing Taehyung's bare legs trembling, "Such a pretty dick too, fuck-"
"I'm coming, hyung!" the younger whimpered, increasing his pace steadily as he reached his tipping point, Yoongi's incoming release spurring him on as he was pushed over the edge, coming all over his clothed chest. Yoongi whined, coming onto the leather sofa, watching Taehyung shakily recover from his orgasm.
"T-that was-"
"W-wow-"
They smiled, not even acknowledging the fact that they were both half naked, seeing each other for the first time. It wasn't uncomfortable, and Taehyung didn't feel like he needed to hide at all. On the contrary, he felt so beautiful, Yoongi's loving gaze only making him feel sexy and wanted.
And loved.
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[SFW]
"That was fun." Yoongi smiled gently, leaning over and picking up some tissues from his table and handing some to Taehyung. No matter how much he wanted to take care of the younger and clean him, he needed to respect his boundaries for a little while longer.
They sat there for a while, Taehyung scooting over to lay on the older boys's chest, content with just being together in the warm studio. But after a while, Yoongi gently got up, went to a cupboard and took out fresh clothes for them to change into.
And a clingy Taehyung, drowning in his oversized FG sweatshirts was exactly the inspiration he needed to finish writing the next few songs.
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"Ooh what is a Cypher: kth x myg?"
"An Outro: Tear??"
Taehyung had stumbled upon the stacks of paper on his desk, filled with hurried scribbles and names.
"And why does it have my name on it?"
Yoongi smiled sheepishly, scratching the back of his head. All those songs were heartbreaking for him to write, but he couldn't dwell on it now.
"All the sheets which have your name on the top are songs that I wrote about us." Yoongi's smile was grim, "About you. Our relationship."
"But all these papers have my name on it." the younger's eyes widened in realisation, "Holy hell-"
"Do you hate it?" Yoongi sighed, "I understand if you do, some of those lyrics are sad and depressing."
"Fucking hell! No way!" Taehyung frantically shook his head, "These are definitely heartbreaking, but these lyrics are bloody beautiful. Don't you dare think for a second that I hate them!"
He picked up the first on off the huge pile.
"134340-" he read out, eyes widening as he skimmed through the words, "Hyung, this is beautiful."
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If I could, I wanted to ask
Why you did what you did, why you chase me awayI still revolve around you without a nameThe goodbye is colorless, the colors that don't change
There's no name allowed for me
I, too, used to be your star
You must feel nice to be the light.... all I did was to receive you
What meaning is left of the fallen planet's remaining lifeI'll receive it till I die, your stifling stareI still orbit you, and nothing's changedIf love has no name, everything has changed
Tell me, how am I not as good as that moon
Us is the plural form of U
Maybe I wasn't there from the start
Someday, you'll also understand my words
My seasons were always you
It stopped the day you erased me
Damn
I'm just orbiting you
(I missed you, I lost you)I'm just going in circles
(You erased me, you forgot me)
I once belonged in a world under the sun(The song paused, the song stopped)A smoky layer of mist in the heart of the stars(You erased me, you forgot me)
It's not much different from yesterday ay
Same old days, except you're not here
We were together just up until yesterday ay
But it's to the point where it's scary, same days but no you
I'll be honest, even up until one year without you
I was fine, I didn't have any feelings left
The last day I had forgotten
I don't even remember your scent
But wait, I've smelled this perfume somewhere, ay
Just when my memory was about to come back
I turned my head around and saw you
You're smiling brightly, but beside you there's
Ah (Hello?) Hello
How are you? I'm doing okay
Unlike my heart, that feels like it'll explode
I'm just orbiting you
I watch you as you continue to smile
Without you or anything
I'm just going in circles
(I'm just a hard number to remember
And the Pluto of darkness
But I'll continue to orbit around you forever, damn)
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Taehyung's eyes were teary as he finished reading out the lyrics. He was heartbroken, the song and it's lyrics hitting him harder than anything had before. Yoongi frowned, hating that the song he wrote was making the younger feel this way.
"Hyung, it's beautiful." Taehyung wiped his tears, "I absolutely love it. It just hurts that I caused you enough pain for you to feel so much, and I hate that."
"It's all in the past, love." Yoongi comforted, "All is forgotten, and if you don't want it to be in the concert, I really really understand."
"No way, we're recording this immediately!" the younger grumbled, looking indignant, "As if I'm gonna pass up the opportunity to be a part of such a gorgeous song."
"Now, Sea-" he continued, "This one's not too sad, and it's so good, oh my god-"
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Oh, ah, yeah...
Somehow I walked and came to this sea
From this sea I look at the beach
Countless grains of sand and the fierce wind
I'm still looking at the desert
I want to have the sea, I gulped you all down
But I get even thirstier than before
Is everything I know truly the sea
Or is it a blue desert
I don't know I don't know
If I'm feeling the waves in this moment or not, yeah
I don't know I don't know
If I'm still chased by the sandstorm or not, yeah
I don't know, I don't know
Is it a sea, is it a desert, is it hope, is it despair
Is it real, is it fake, shit
I know I know
That I will
I know I know
Overcome my trials
I know I know
It exposes me
What I rely on
Think positively, swallow
Even if I'm anxious, even if a desert
It's the beautiful Namib Desert
Where there is hope, there are trials
Where there is hope, there are trialsWhere there is hope, there are trialsWhere there is hope, there are trials
Where there is hope
You know you know you know yeah
Where there is hope
You know you know you know yeah
I thought the sea was here but it turned out to be a desert
The trust before sleep that tomorrow would be different
The mirage of the desert, I can see its shape but I couldn't grab it
I pray that I will survive in this endless desert
I pray that it is not the reality
At last I grabbed the mirage and it became reality
The desert I was once afraid of became that sea by our blood, sweat and tears
But what are these fears among all the happiness
We all know too well this place was originally a desert
I don't want to cry
I don't want to rest
(No, how about resting just for a little bit?
No, no, no)
I don't want to lose
It was originally a desert
(Then let them know everything
We have to achieve more)
Ocean, desert, the world
Everything is the same thing
Different name
I see ocean
I see desert
Everything is the same thing but with different name
It's life again
Where there is hope, there is despair
Where there is hope, there is despair
Where there is hope, there is despair
Where there is hope, there is despair
We have to despair, for all of those trials
We have to despair, for all of those trials
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"So that was not completely about me, right-" Taehyung joked, but his cheeks were still wet from the onslaught of tears. "It's gorgeous, hyungie. I love it."
"You really don't have to, Tae-" Yoongi soothed, "It will be hard for you to read some of these lyrics."
"No, I want to." he remained stubborn, but smiling and pressing a quick kiss to his unsuspecting older boyfriend's soft lips. "These are fucking amazing-"
"Outro: Tear sounds cool-" he began, and after reading the lyrics to the song made for the rap-line, let's say that Taehyung needed a half an hour recovery break + cuddles and kisses to stop crying.
And he fell asleep, Yoongi smiling hard as ideas for more songs hit him all at once.
"Love Maze, for this one-" he said to himself, titling one of his older incomplete lyrics that he finally could finish, watching his baby sleep soundly. "And Paradise, for this one-"
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A few hours later, deeply inspired and two more songs finished, Yoongi stretched his muscles, feeling completely relaxed. Taehyung had just awoken, bedhead looking adorable as he wobbled over to sit on Yoongi's lap.
He picked up the new sheets with fresh lyrics but regretted it the second he skimmed through the words.
"Yah! Hyung!" he whined, "You can't give this in! This is fucking amazing but you're lying if Pied Piper wasn't inspired from today!"
Yoongi smirked, winking as he took the sheets away and gave him another one.
"HOME-" Taehyung read, eyes filling up when he whispered the lyrics under his breath.
I'm exhausted man
Oh, guess what?
I just want to go home
In a crazy crest
I could not even say hello (yeah, right)
Yeah I'm going out baby
The whole world is my house
Crazy for myself (yeah)
Open the door and everything will be done (right)
As if to show what a joke (uh huh)
I went home.
(All of these imaginations do not end in a mirage)
Oh yeah I did it, me shine with flashin 'lights
Got lotta friends, my free space
Yes, I remember when I could do anything
I saw the ocean yeah before I opened this door
Oh yeah
The more you fill in, the more beer
The more I think together, the more alone I think.
Half-wrapped eyes, sleepless nights
Where you are
Maybe there is Mi Casa
With you I'mma feel rich
That's where Mi Casa
Turn on your switch
Yeah
You'll be comfortable if you do not speak.
If it's all you'll be my house.
You know I want that
Home
You know you got that
Home
I love you.
(I want that)
(I need that)
La la la la la la la
My feet are strange on the lighted porch.
It's strange if I close my eyes and I'm in my bed.
Two eyes with rounded feelings
In this wonderful space, I'm totally grumpy.
It's completely clumsy.
The world knows we have the whole world.
Big house, big cars, big rings
I want everything I want
I feel something strangely felt by all who made it now
But if you leave now,
I keep reminding myself at the fork
You knew me when I was not there
I thought you could laugh.
Where you are
Someday
If the doorbell rings three times
Open the door.
So that we can convey unfamiliar greetings
I'll tell you then.
I love you.
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"Hyung, thi-"
"You are my home, Taehyung." Yoongi interrupted, smiling. "Believe me when I say it, because we belong with each other. I'll be your home if you'll promise to be mine."
"But, Hyung those other songs, th-"
"They were not written today." Yoongi was firm, "I wrote those last month, Taehyung."
"This," he grinned, "This, I wrote today. Now. And that's all that matters."
"I love you, baby." Yoongi wrapped his arms around a now sniffling Taehyung who leaned back into his chest, smiling. "I love you too, hyung."
"So it's time to start recording?"
"Yes, baby. Everything's ready."
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-- so that was the first 18+ scene in this story omfg ik it sucked but it had to be done because we needed to establish that Taehyung needed time to heal from Kai's assault.--
-- all the songs highlighted are the ones they're gonna be performing for the concert!! It's the reveal, you guys! --