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She was the little lavender in a bunch of roses. The roses he dearly loved and the lavender he was allergic t... More

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O1 | He's All That
O2 | Married
O3 | Rough Sex
O4 | Doll and Wife
05 | Unfaithful Apology
06 | Wait for me to come home
07 | Jumbo and Jerk
08 | The Only Thing I Need
09 | First Morning
10 | Don't Barge In My Room
11 | Insane
12 | Disco Disco
13 | Say you'll remember me.
14 | I'm The Cousin
15 | I Miss Her
16 | Husband and Her
17 | It was You.
18 | Creamy Chicken Wild Rice Soup
00 | Author's Note
19 | Done Deal?
20 | The Fight
21 | Her Self-respect
22 | I Destroy Them
23 | Lights Out
24 | The Payback Time
25 | Feeling Guilty?
26 | The Psychotic Bitch
28 | Aftermath
29 | Doesn't mean Anything?
30 | Bullets of the Bitter Past.
31 | Right Behind You.
32 | The Calm Before the Storm
33 | The End I Feared
34 | The 'Run-Away' Bride
35 | We'll Never Know
36 | Maa
37 | Don't Let Me Go
38 | The Promise and Plus One
39 | Food Paradise and Moon
40 | Experienced?
41 | Of course, I love you
42 | Wedding Bells
43 | Ocean Blue and Forest Green
44 | Prey and Predator
45 | Fall in place or Fall apart
46 | The Butterfly and The Moth
47 | Unchained Hearts
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27 | Purify Yourself

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By Sheewholoved

WAIT!
AM I DREAMING???
Or did we really reach 10K!?
As in Ten-freakin-thousand!

Oh. My. God.
Thank you soooo much all of you!
Thank you for making it possible!

I'm dancingggg!
Yayyayaayiiiyyiiiyayyayiiayyaiii

!! I love you guysss so much !!
Lalalallalalallallaaaa
💃💃💃

Oh! And I made a new cover!
🍁🍁🍁

This is too dope for my league!
I lobh it! I'm proud of myself lol.

You guys liked it?
(gonna put this as a cover once you give me your feedbacks. Ima stubborn.)


ALSO!
VERY IMPORTANT!

I'm sorry but

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY
NusratHJ

may God bless you and keep you safe!
Love youu soo muchhh !
-Raqeeba


Ok ok. I'll ramble in the end now.
Byee

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Enjoy!
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*Boom*
(lol. I'm such a cartoon. Hehe)
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Chapter dedicated to the Birthday girl of course: NusratHJ 😘


But I don't wanna be the puppet that you're playing on your strings
This Queen don't need a King.


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<<raqeeba's p.o.v>>

My father taught me to be nice to everyone. No matter if they deserve it or not, be nice, be good, be kind and be gentle. But for what we may know be nice until it's time to stop being nice and show them what you are. Then destroy them.

I guess it's finally time to use it Dad. No one. And I mean it. No one messes with Mujib Hussain's daughter. No One. My eyes snapped to that of Anusha's as she smirked at me but this time I smiled back. Get ready girl.

I'll make hell feel like home to you.

Gathering up every single ounce of patience that I had in me I tried to control down my temper and fight the urge to smack one of the plates right on her big head as I looked down at my feet clenching my jaw.

Multiple tiny specks of blood came out from the glass pieces that dug on my feet making me hiss softly as I shook my head. How you're gonna regret this, mad woman.

Letting out a sigh I threw my head back, pulling my free hair into a bun as a few tendrils fell in front of my face, which I immediately put behind my ears and was about to give them the Lazer glare when a flap sound echoed in the room and I frowned at the pair of flip flops that was now thrown right in front of me.

I looked up from the floor only to find deep blue orbs looking right back at me with a blank expression. I blinked a few times before folding my hands in front of my chest in the most dramatic manner as I rolled my eyes and pushed them away with my leg. Who does he think he is? Did he really believe that he could just shout at me like that and then all of a sudden pretend to care and I'll be all swooned by it?

Blah. Like hell I would.

How do you know he shouted at you?

He was looking at my feet!

Umm so?

Oh shut with the high hopes.

I glared at him only to find him still looking at my feet with his clenched jaw. What on Earth is wrong with this fuckin fuckstard for fuck's sake stop looking at my feet! Not wanting to waste more of my patience on him I just took a deep breath

"Listen here you little piece of shi---"

My words stopped the moment I saw him walk away from me clearly disregarding my entire entity making my mouth slightly agape.

How fuckin dare he!?

I'm not done yet for calling out loud! I didn't even get started you bloody joker of a jerk!
I was about to get back at his ill mannered behavior but something flipped inside me the moment I saw him stop right in front of his lover and hold her hand in his.

Wow.

To be honest I guess I did not think stupid stuffs like these could ever bother me but, to my surprise the sudden rush of bile within me indicated something different. I clenched my jaw as I saw him pull Anusha from the other end of the room towards my direction making me wish that some glass pieces get stuck in each of their legs too.

Too bad they were both wearing something.

My eyes met that of my husband's lover who had a very satisfied smile plastered upon her face as she tightened her grip upon his hand.

It was a mere image that I was seeing in front of my eyes. But it was enough to make a lot of things get clear inside my head. I have been taught to fight for what's mine. But what do you do when the thing you may want to fight for doesn't want to be yours. As chaotic as I am. I'm still a woman of sense.

I don't get jealous. I'm a grown up. I get turned off.

I am capable enough to fight, Chase and win for what's mine but I'm definitely not gonna do it if I'm the only one doing it.

My chain of thoughts were interrupted the moment I felt a figure almost pushed in my direction making us collide with each other to which I stumble back a bit at the impact. My eyes widened as I held Anusha by both her upper arms and helped her stand straight and maintain her balance.

Woah. What the fuch just happened again?

My eyes met her Hazel ones and to my surprise she too looked as amazed as me, making me frown, but before I could ask her anything I felt a hand sneak around my waist, as a sudden force pulled me backwards and away from her reach before my back collide with something hard.

"Apologize."

I could feel my heart thud inside my rib cage real bad as the word and the voice of it's owner reached my ears. For some annoying reasons I could feel my mouth get all dried up at his words and the close proximity we had. My back was pressed hard against his chest while his right arm was wrapped around my waist in a firm yet soft grip.

Is he asking me to apologise?

Taking a deep breath I finally bothered myself to crane my neck and look up at the very source of the voice. His jaw was clenched as his eyes shone with anger, but to my surprise. This time his eyes weren't fixed upon my feet. Instead they were glaring at the figure right in front of us.

Wait what?

"I don't like repeating myself, Ms. Malik. So just tell me what the fuck did you do to her?"

That 'her' is me?

Confused and not knowing what was exactly happening I tried to pull myself away from his tall and huge built figure only for him to pull me back towards him. A little too harshly if I may add. His eyes flickerd to mine as he gave me the 'not-now' look before continuing with his glare towards the donkey in the room as his blue eyes narrowed into slits.

"Foolish of you to think that you can at all go away with hurting my woman."

My throat became as dry as the desert as I heard the loud gasps that filled the hall. That's right. Gasps. One of course from the dolled up deadass dramatic donkey while the other escaped from my lips.

What? I can't believe he said that for me!

"W-what did you just say?" The disbelief in Anusha's voice was worth watching with a popcorn. Mannn. Nuraan just shook his head saying.

"You think after all these years I still don't know you. I've warned you before. And yet you dare to pull such shits up? Are you that desperate to be behind bars Ms. Malik?"

That's overboard but who cares. I was enjoying it!

Tears clouded her Hazel orbs as she looked at him with those accusing eyes and vigorously started shaking her head like the mad shit she is, slightly taking me aback. What's that now?

"No." She breathed as rubbed her tears away. "No." Her nose was red and so were her cheeks as she came closer towards us. Her eyes not moving an inch away from that of Nuraan's

"How can you?" The question made me frown. So orignal.

She sniffed before almost crying out a "How can you Nuraan Khan!?"

Not knowing what to I just crossed my arms in front of my chest I couldn't help but further lean back against him.

I'm tiered!

I need fooooddddd!

"What makes you think I'm at all answerable to you?" Nuraan's voice called for business and I could almost swoon at it but at that moment I couldn't concentrate at his words and that's because of the way his thumb kept drawing circles on my waist and I tried my hardest to not laugh loud.

Wtf Raqeeba! It's a serious shit happening here!

Anusha sniffed as her bloody hand turned into a fist and she said. "Four years. Is this what it meant? Is this what you gonna do? For heaven's sake Nuraan open your goddamn eyes! Why can't you see who loves you and--" she stopped, and looked at me before continuing "who's with you for your wealth."

As much as I wanted to concentrate on her words, I couldn't and before I know a giggle escaped my mouth and I quickly removed Nuraan's arm away from my waist and created some safe distance between us. Don't blame me! I feel ticklish!

Anusha glared at me with those fiery eye while Nuraan just looked at me with amusement as he tried to bite back a smile.
Her scoffed filled the room before she gave me a disgusting top to toe look and shook her head and before I know her palms were already placed on either side of his face as she stood hardly a few inches away from him.

"Not her Baby. We both know, not her. I love you. It's me. Your Anu. I love you. I always have. I always will. And you know it too."

Nuraan clenched his jaw before looking away only for her to grab him harder by his chin as she made him look straight into her eyes bring her face closer to his.

"Don't you remember our nights together?" Her voice soft. Like she knows hypnosis. She's pretty good at this...

Manipulation

"The way you always held my hand while sleeping? How we woke up in each other's arms. How you made breakfast every morning while I always chose the clothes for your meetings? How we used to turn your business meetings into our yet another mini honeymoon trips? Tell me Nuraan. Tell me baby? Do you not remember all of our days in the past four years that we spent together? Just us. Do you not? Do you not remember how I held your hands?"

Her hands travelled all the way down to his as she slowly grabbed them "And placed them on my waist?" Placing them on her waist. "How you'd tighten your grip around me and pull me closer" The seduction in her voice was damn effective. I mean... I could've been turned onn! " The air was thick and the tension around could easily be cut with a knife but a sudden relaxation sprauled through me when I saw Nuraan gulp a little before he tried to pull away only for her to grab him by his collar as she said "And how I did this."

My eyes widened a little as I saw her slowly tilt her head before she minimized the distance between the two of them and was on her way to press her lips right against my husband's.

Oh no you didn't.

Honestly she was his ex and this was an arranged marriage and I genuinely would've been okay if she wasn't such a big time bitch for calling out loud moreover this wasn't to show Nuraan her love rather to show me where I belong. And I wasn't ready to let her anyone at that matter, walk over me.

Not a chance.

"Get your hands off my man or I sure as hell don't mind cutting them off of you if it's too hard of a task to do."

Okay that wasn't exactly the words I was planning to let out but can you blame me? That was what came out! Whateverrrr.

Nuraan jerked away from Anusha, making her stumble back and land straight on the wooden floor with a loud thud making my mouth twitch.

"Oops" Twirling my hair around my finger I couldn't help the slow smile that sprawled upon my face.

You guys know me. I'm not a cruel little bitch but something about this scene made me like that.

Please don't hate me now.

It's just that after everything that has happened I can't help but slightly lose my sense of sensibility. A little maybe. Anusha glared at me while Nuraan. Well Nuraan was pale. I mean tad pale. Like really really pale. The 'oh-I-saw-a-ghost' pale. Good. He should be.

"Go wash your mouth."

I had no fuckin idea where THAT came from! I mean it was like the words kept coming out of my mouth all. On. Their. Own. But that doesn't really mean I'm gonna take them back. Let's just admit it. I was mad. Maybe a tiny little?

Oh hell no! Fuck it! I was really really mad!
And the fact that I didn't know why I was mad was makin me madder! If that's even a word.

Nuraan gave me the clear 'you've lost it' look but that didn't bother me! Yes! Yes I've lost it. Whatchu gonna do 'bout that dumbass?

"W-what?"

Rolling my eyes I huffed at his words.

"Am I unclear or have you lately discovered some hearing problem? Did I stutter like you just did? Not that I know of Mr. Khan. So yeah you heard me. Go Wash Your Mouth. Right. Now."

I was going soooo overboard wasn't I? But guess what I did it again. Regardless.

"I-I" He's stuttering again! That's a first. Cutting him off with a hand wave I continued.

"Maybe use some Listerine or something. Better yet. Take a bath. Oh wait. There's no maybe about it. If you ever want to kiss these---"

I stopped pointing towards my lips, and his eyes widened like a saucer as he took in my face.

"What the hell Nuraan! Help me here! This little---" Blah blah blah

None of us bothered about the elephant in the room as I continued talking and he continued listening.

"Or--" I walked closer to him as I stood right in front.

"If you ever want to lay those--" I said poking his lips making his eyes roll back hard like they would fall off down on the ground.

"On mine? Then go purify yourself or I swear to God I would never kiss you again. I repeat. Never. Again."

I wasn't sure if he ever really wanted to kiss me or not but the way his jaw dropped kinda helped me boosting a little of my confidence. His expressions made me want to add an evil laugh at the end to exaggerate but I decided against my will because of course I didn't want to spoil the aura I had created.

It's pretty rare.

I saw Anusha huff and puff before she violently got up from the floor.

"What the fuck---"

Wanting to deal with the two of them one at a time I raised my hand stopping her tantrum as I said in the most firm voice I could muster. "Not now."

She gave me the who cares look and was about to say something when I couldn't help but glare at her. "Words are words, Miss Malik. So better shut the fuck up while I have the talk with my husband."

Adding a tight smile in the end I was impressed with my glaring and intimidating skills since I never knew I was actually capable of shutting people up like that. Moreover this one here was a Psychotic case.

Turning back to Nuraan I rested my hands on his shoulder and got on my tip toes, leaning closer towards his ears, making his hands immediately rest on either side of my waist, pulling me closer as I whispered.

"I'm not playing here dear husband. I meant everything I said." Pulling back a little I looked into his eyes. "So don't fuck with me and get the hell outta here right now."

The last one came out harsher than I expected. Although it was a whisper but still I made a mental note to apologise to him for that one later. He looked at me like he had never seen me before completely taken aback, like I was an alien or something making me frown but before I could say anything his words cut me in.

"You're hot"

Wait what?

My eyes widened and almost Immediately I could feel warm blood rush through my cheeks making them a deep shade of red.

Oh goddd.

Quick as a lightning he removed his hands away from my waist but his eyes didn't leave mine. That was until he looked down at himself towards his trousers and a loud curse escaped his mouth and as if on instinct my eyes followed his.

Holly cow! What the---

I-Is that what I think it is?

Oh fuck.

His eyes snapped towards mine while my mouth kept opening and closing and my cheeks were on fire. With that without any warning he speed walked straight to the stairs trying his best to cover his umm member? While I didn't miss the redness of his cheeks which clearly made me bite my bottom lip hard in a poor attempt to stop myself from smiling.

Oh my God.

"Such a slut you are."

Oh. I almost forgot about her.

Turning around I smiled at her as I said.

"Quite the opposite actually." She just frowned at me making me shrug.

"I'm not a slut hun. Because well. I don't really give a fuck... Unlike you if I may add"

Ouch. I like that bitches.

Her face turned red from all the anger as she clenched her fist hard before giving me a taunting scoff. Whatever. Her eyes scanned me from top to bottom as she said she shook her head.

"Who would've that behind that cute little face there could be such a big time bitch."

Here we go again. I clicked my tongue at her as I smiled and rested my hands on her shoulders.

"What can I say, Anusha? Not everyone is blessed like you. 24/7 the same fucked up bitchy expression along with that darkness inside. How do you even survive?"

I'm kidding she's gorgeous but whateverrr. Her tight smile dropped as she jerked my hand away and pointed her finger right at my face.

"Listen here you fuckin daughter of a whor---"

My eyes snapped at her making her stop almost immediately as I said. "I wouldn't do that if I were in your place."

She stopped. Gulping as I looked down at her finger and before I know my hand was already wrapped around her ever so called delicate wrist making her slightly shriek as I tightened my hold upon her.

"Don't get my fam in this, Princess. You wouldn't want to mess with a woman like me."

I couldn't help but warn.
She scoffed trying to pull her hand back which of course I'm not gonna let go this quick now...

"Leave me Raqeeba. You wouldn't want to know what hell am I capable of making you feel."

Really now? Ohkayyy.

Rolling my eyes I couldn't help but chuckle.

"How high are you exactly? I mean seriously. What do you want Anusha? You wanna make my life hell now because I'm with a man who was supposed to pay your bills? Well guess what? News flash. I have been to hell and back baby. You think banging these plates and throwing tantrums can scare me off? Then go ahead. I don't give a flying fuck. You know why? Because I know how to protect what's mine."

I could see the angry tears that escaped her eyes as I realeased her hand from mine to which she held on from her other hand and just continued glaring at me as she cried.

"Nuraan isn't yours! This isn't yours you get me! This was and will always remain mine Raqeeba no matter what big of a hoe you are you---" Cutting her off with a sigh I couldn't help but bit out a "You don't get it do you? I'm TOTALLY up for your games Anusha so just do whatever the fuck you want but please for calling out loud I'm tiered so stop boring me with that same old shit talks okay?"

She gave me the wtf look but instead of being bothered I just looked around at how the beauty of my house was tarnished by all the plates and cutlery piece.

Blurry Biscuits Man!

I almost felt like crying when I looked at my sausages and the food on the floor. You need to pay for that at least! For now.

Looking back at her I smiled.

"I think we've had too much chit chat for a day, right? Now go ahead and get back to work."

She frowned. "What do you mean?" I shrugged

"I mean of course. You're gonna have to clean the mess you created honey."

Her face blanked as she looked at me and then around "This?" She pointed at the floor to which I nodded with making her break into fits of laughter before she stopped rolled her eyes at me as she muttered a

"Like hell I would."

Before trying to do her cat walk right past me only for me to stop her mid way as I grabbed her upper arm and pulled her back. She really thinks ima let her go? Bloody sausage killer. I need justice for my babies!

"Like hell you wouldn't."







HAPPIEST BELATED BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL!

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It's been such a looooongggg time oh my God!

Hey guyysss! Missed me?

Well I do have full fledged reason for the late update.
But before that I'm super sorryyyy!

Ok so I had A LOT of school work ok! I'm serious like a double dozen but on top of that I did try to take out time for you guys and wrote a freakin bomb ass chapter but that shit did not get saved and I was doomed!

After which I just didn't feel like writing.
:(((

I even wanted to give a birthday update to Nusrat but couldn't because well I couldn't complete it so Soo very sorry guys please forgive me!

Pretty please with a cherry on top!

I've already written half of the next chap and will DEFINITELY publish soon!

Also!

HOW WAS THE UPDATE???
Did it do justice for me being late?
I hope.
It's not over though there is more coming up and don't worry the next chap is completely for our duo okay!?

I hope you guys liked it!

AND OF COURSE THANK YOU FOR 10K+
you guys are making my dream come true!
Love you all to the moon and back!

Alright...

TARGET:
15 VOTES and 10 COMMENTS

Alrighttt I'm done take care and byee!

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It's Sheewholoved!
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