Inside your memories
I'm just someone who's not there
A face you've never seen
I can't do this anymore
If only I could erase you, if only I could forget you
Jeon Jungkook's POV
I was getting ready to go out with Nayeon today when my mom appeared in front of my penthouse's door. I know she will not give up to make me change my mind. Before this, she just bothered me with calls and messages only. That was probably because she was busy with work on the weekdays.
"Jungkook-ah, I beg you. Please...reconsider your decision, my son.", she told me as we are seated on the sofa at the living room.
I sighed at her for begging me to not go on with my plan to marry Nayeon. She said she did not hate Nayeon but I did not know why she was against my plan to marry her. Whenever I asked, mom refused to tell the reason. It was like something held her from saying whatever she has in her mind.
"Eomma...I told you my decision is final. I am going to marry Nayeon at the end of this month. I know...you feel my decision is drastic. But, I know this is the right thing to do. She was my first girlfriend and I only remember her, eomma. I know she is the only one that can help me to regain my memory and that's why I need her in my life. Please don't tell me to reconsider my decision.", I said as I stood up.
"Where are you going?", she asked as I turned to the front door.
I looked back at her for a while.
"I'm going to meet Nayeon and bring her to the boutique for our fitting session.", I said before I walked to the front door. I stopped for a while and turned to see her again. "Tonight I will take Nayeon to our house for a dinner. I hope you and appa will welcome her.", I said before I bid goodbye and leave the penthouse.
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Park Chaeyoung's POV
For the fifth time of the day, I made Lisa flicked my head for not listening to her and the others. You can say I lost focus at work a lot these days. Since that proposal scene Jungkook made five days ago, I tend to lose my focus at work even though he never came to the bakery anymore after that.
I admit he is one of the reasons to why I could not focus at my work. Other reason would be my step sister, Nayeon. I could not believe she accepted his proposal but I remained positive that she was just doing that out of pity for Jungkook. She told me that she was scared to hurt his feelings if she rejected him.
At the same time, my mind has its own bad side of thinking that Nayeon did it on purpose. I had a thought of her accepting the proposal to get back with him. Plus, with him having amnesia now, she could take advantage of that and I could not do anything since he treats me like a stranger now.
For now, I could just pray for a miracle to happen.
"God, please help me..", I whispered to myself as I threw the dirty tissue into the dustbin under the cash register.
"Chaeyoung, what do you want to eat for lunch? I'm going out to buy now.", Jackson asked me as he approached me at the counter.
"Oh, umm...I'll come with you. I don't know what to eat yet. Where are you going to buy your food?", I replied.
He told me that he is going to the usual place before going to the back to put his apron before going out.
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Jeon Jungkook's POV
I was playing a game when Nayeon called for me as she walked out of the fitting room asking me to look at her dress.
I looked up to her while still sitting on the sofa watching her turning around a few times until she stopped with a pout. I frowned with a question mark on my head with her face reaction. I asked her if anything is wrong with the white dress she is trying on at the moment.
"It's the third dress I tried, Jungkook. You didn't even smile or compliment me...", she pouted as she said that to me.
I giggled before replying, "I think I did compliment you on the two dresses before."
She sighed while crossing her arms, "You did only after I asked you how do I look. You didn't say anything if I didn't ask you."
I chuckled at her for sulking with me over such a small thing like that. Then, I stood up and walked to her back tightening the ribbon on the classic corset dress a bit while whispering, "You look sexy in this."
I can feel her body froze at my words. "You like this dress, baby?", I asked her as I turned her body around so we can talk facing each other.
"If you like it, why don't I?", she replied with a grin.
"Then, we'll take this dress.", I said as I called for the boutique staff to help us out. "Before that...I'm sorry I could only afford this for you. I would love to give you all new and custom made ones but..."
She put her finger on my lips stopping me from talking.
"I understand, babe. You want us to get married as soon as possible and if we want everything custom made, that will take a lot of time. I'm okay with this since you like seeing me wearing it.", she gave me a peck before I asked the staff about the price of the secondhand wedding dress for our wedding coming at the end of the month.
Park Chaeyoung's POV
I tried to hold my tears from falling as I looked away through the window letting Jackson drove my car back to the bakery. I did not speak a word to him after we witnessed something from the restaurant that made me this fragile now. He did not even say anything when I gave him my car key as we got to where I parked it before we buy our lunch.
I felt so stupid with myself for having this kind of feeling right now. Why did I have to see them at the boutique opposite the restaurant? I thought going out of the bakery for a while can help me to feel better but I was wrong. I should not have seen them having fun choosing their wedding attire.
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While I wait for Lisa to come out from the toilet, I looked at my Instagram account scrolling through the photos and videos posted by my friends.
We are the only ones that left after Jackson went home five minutes ago. Since it was my turn to close the bakery today, Lisa stayed with me to keep me company but I knew why she decided to stay. She wanted to make sure I am okay. I bet Jackson told her about what we saw in the afternoon. I am sure of that.
"Okay, I'm done. Let's go.", Lisa said as she walked out of the toilet. Then, she asked me for the bakery's key as I was still busy scrolling down my Instagram app.
As we reached out of the bakery, I stopped for a while as I saw a newly posted photo popped up on my Instagram. A photo from an account with the name: @iamnayeonnn appeared at the top of the feed. A photo of her with Jungkook at his family's house.
"Chaeng...are you okay?", Lisa waved her hand in front of my face making me distracted from looking at the update from Nayeon.
"I'm okay. I'm sorry.", I said as I went out of the bakery and closed the entrance door behind me.
As we walked to our cars, Lisa once again asked me if I am alright which made me smile at her concern. I went to give her a hug before I pulled her to go inside her car.
"I'm good, Lisa. Now, go home. I'll see you tomorrow, okay?", I told her as I closed her door.
She rolled down her window and smiled at me as I got in my car which was parked beside hers. Then, I rolled down my window too and waved goodbye to her before we part ways.
As I drove myself home, my mind could not stop thinking about the photo I just saw on Instagram. Damn it, I am not okay at all!
When I reached the junction, I just need to turn left to get home but I keep going straight driving to the place I never knew I will be going alone at night like this.
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Chaeyoung's unprepared for this heartbreak. 💔
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