this was originally inspired by the way Zayn looked so sad on the #1DFourHangout livestream and it really upset me. i cried to be honest, and i realised the way he always looked away from the camera and the way he seemed so done with fame. It made me feel guilty that i was pat of the reason he was upset and i just want him to be happy so much more than i ever reaised i could want. This is actually song lyrics because i write lyrics without music (i can't write music with notes and stuff i dont know how to?) enjoy.
You don't smile.
not even for the little while
that the cameras zoom right in.
I miss it all
from your silly phrases
to that sparkling grin
its much too hard
not to sink right in,
and now i feel you floundering...
You were happy but that just wasn't enough for them.
so they got what they wanted
what if you're suffering?
they're calling your name
begging for a while
she just fainted
can this pause for a while?
caus you are changing
and you're not sure, anymore.
you close your eyes.
they'd be on their knees
but you just wanna be alone
take a hit here
dry the tears from the comments that you see on your phone
you were happy
but that just wasnt enough for them
so your a 'badboy'?
what if you're suffering?
they're calling your name
begging for a smile
they just fainted
you need to breathe for a while
caus you are changing
and you're not sure,anymore
i see your sadness
fill up wth pain
my love for you
branded into my brain
i cry for you
you dont know my name
this isnt a game
i just want you okay
you were happy
but that just wasn't enough for them.
you get a new tattoo
so what if you're suffering?
theyre screaming your name
judging the way you smile
they're going crazy
you want to scream for a while
caus you are changing.
and you are sure of
something new.