Had I become invisable like that one time in highschool during graduating when a girl asked me if I attened school there. (no joke literaitlly happen to me)
I walked over to my closet and opened the door and seen myself so I knew I wasnt invisable.
I went to check on mine and Harry's babies and seen that they weren't there. So I searched the whole hosue till I seen a note from Harry saying.
"if you are reading this I had taken the kids to my mums for the week, didn't ask you to come casue you generally tell me no. so don't freak out if you can't find us."
I shook my head at that. Not to mention the lie about me telling him no when he asks if I wanna go to his mom's which he doesn't just gets the kids and leaves. And half the time Anne calls me to check on me and ask what is going on so I excpect that call soon.
I tossed the note right when my phone rang. I smiled when I seen it was Anne. We talked for a bit and I told her that I was a little under the weather which is a lie but I don't need her to jump Harry when I am perfectly capable of doing so myself.
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When the kids and Harry got back home I sat there watching as they every single one walked passed me treating me as if I was not even there.
I sighed and walked off not wanting to fight or get into with my kids due to how they are treating me.
I didn't go very far just to the little stairs nook and I listened to their conversation.
"Since we came back from nan's house how bout we got out to the Soho's for diner?" Harry asked
"Yea, please can we do that?" Amethyest asked
"Yes please" Bennington said
"Yea" Liddia and Erin said
They continued to make plans for the rest of this week and I wasn't included which hurt.
I tuned them out as I started to think of all I could do alone and not include any of them.
Yea it hurts that they are treatign me how they are.
I am being left out of so much, like I don't excist.
I never thought Harry nor any of our kids would do this but here we are and here they are doing that.
I breaks my heart that they are doing this and I can't tell you how many times I cried myself to sleep when they was over at Anne's.
I could hear the kids and Harry leaving to head to Soho's so I headed upstairs took a shower and ordered me some take away before I watched some tv before I decided to appologize to Anne.
"Hello dear,how are you" she asked
I looked at her since I decided to face time her.
SHe looked at me a little confused.
"Still sick?"
"I need to appologize for the last time I talked to you when Harry and the kids with spending the whole week with you" I tell her
"What for?"
"I wasn't under the weather, I lied and I am so sorry. I just didn't know what to tell you and that was the first thing that popped up in my head."
" I knew you wasn't sick I know your sick voice, and when you talked to me you sounded heartbroken like you are now. so would you like to talk to me about it?"
I teared up and sniffled.
"What is it my love?"
"I feel so left out by my own family, it's like I am not even visable to them or that I am not part of their lives and it hurts so much" I cried.
"What has been going on, Harry told me that you told him you didn't want to come when he asked."
"that isn't true. For half a month Harry and our kids have been treating me like I am invisable. they don't include me in anything."
"Why?"
"I don't know. I mean I would liek to spend time with them too but I guess I am not visable to them or I don't exsist which really stinks and hurts me so much."
I couldn't say anymore I just broke down.
"Listen to me, alright" Anne said
I nodded.
"You will dry your eyes and get yourself together and come tommorrow you will give them a taste of their own medicne. when they want to go somewhere with you or you plan to go away for a while dont include them or take them. whene you want to do something dont include them. it might sound mean but they need to learn that how they are treating you isn't right."
I nodded my head and started calming down and realxing.
"Thank you so much and I am sorry for crying."
"Nonsense darling your fine, just do like I said and you will be better" she said
I thanked her and then we hung up.
I went to wash my face and rid of the trace of me crying. I turned in early ready to start a new day and plan how I will let them feel how I had.