Memory bird tiles are broken..
Jumped out his life..
The days when they were together floated in her heart..
She lived the life of a thousand years in a minute..
Summer, winter and autumn are natural canons..
Likewise hardship and loss are the canon of life..
The direction less bird began to fly in the direction of the mind's desire to survive..
Not sure if the innocent bird can fly alone..
But began to fly boldly..
Because..
It was nothing bigger than the words he spoke..
East, west, north and south are man-made directions..
That bird has no worries in mind..
There is no happiness..
No love.. No lust..
But must survive..
There is no such thing as pain or pleasure for an inanimate object..
Both are the same..
She restrained herself not to ever think of the man who had thrown her..
She had no idea she could do it..
She tried..
She has no intention of revenge in her mind..
But she will never forgive..
The glasses of the innocent woman's mind were shattered..
His memories haunted her..
She wanted to forget the life she had lived with him..
She wanted to forget the injury he had caused..
She wanted to forget him altogether..
Everything was over..
Her journey towards the new dawn continued with hope..
There is nothing in the world that is not possible..
She hoped she could...
Do not want to ruin life..
She longed to live..
Without his memories..
Without him..
She thought he had destroyed the memories..
She did not know the pain that was going to kill her mind..
She dared to live and flew away..
She would have died several hours ago if he had not..
Now everything has changed..
Her concern was with her parents..
She did not dare to go and stand in this sphere before them..
But she had no choice..
...............
The sleepless nightmare was leaning on the pillar not knowing he had lost his life..
Little did he know that all the coming nights were his sleepless nights..
He would rest near her shadow..
Her shadow faded into the darkness before his eyes..
This is the relationship beyond stagnation and beyond despair...
He longed for that intimacy with her to last..
That minute..
That intimacy..
That silence..
That dizziness..
He longed to continue like that...
This is enough.... He will die..
His days are formed only when he is with her..
But...
Everything vanished...
The first light of the sun fell on the yard of the house..
That first...
That light..
From today..
It is only going to give darkness to his life..
Never gives light..
The first ray of light fell on his face and made him regain consciousness..
He was drowning in the waves of her memory..
Not looking at her face..
He felt the world went dark..
His eyes saw the room even though he had anger in his mind..
He was troubled at the thought of the words he had spoken to her..
The words that come out of the tongue do not always go back..
Timeless realization does not help either..
It is just as useless as rainwater mixed with salt water in the ocean..
Intact..
Although used over a period of time..
Not comparable to pure rainwater falling from the sky..
Rainwater is natural..
But...
Separation of rainwater mixed with salt water is artificial..
His relationship is similar..
The life he had lived with her for so long was natural..
The minute her soul departed from her body..
After that no matter how much love he shows her it will only be artificial..
It is by no means fair to regret after separating life from a woman’s body..
Even meaningless..
There were tears in his eyes..
He wiped away the tears when she heard the noise of people in the house..
He looked up..
Thinking as a wife..
But..
His sister-in-law stood there..
He hid the tears and spoke to her..
K : Enna anni..
D : Tea eaduthukka da.. Ean inga ipti keela ukanthurukka ennachu Mullai ethathu santa pottala..
K : Ayyo illa anni santai ellam illa summathan thalai vala athan ukanthutten..
D : Tea eaduthu kudi da sariya poidum..
His face betrayed the pain of his mind..
K : Na innum brush pannala anni apram kudikkiren..
D : Sari seekiram brush pannittu vanthu kudi..
He did not want to go to the room and see her..
He was the only one quiet as everyone was talking..
Time passed away..
Everyone was sitting in the hall..
He had a terrible headache..
The direction he sees her face is the direction his eyes look..
Lakshmi noticed her son's painful face..
His face was pale..
Loneliness haunted him despite the closeness of his thousand relationships..
Moo : Thalai valina rest eadu da naanga porom.. Apram antha pullaita ethum santa podatha..
K : Illane nanum varen...
J : Saptama iruntha thalaivali than varum..
K : Na sapten..
D : Yaarkuda..
K : Avakuda..
D : Vecha satham aptiye irukku poi eanda soltra..
K : Pasikkalanni..
J : Athepti da rendu naala pasikkama irukkum..
K himself : Avalum ennoda thane sapdama irukka yaarume avala ketkalaiya..
Kannula padathannu sonnathala room ah vittu velila varamale irukkala..
D : Ava thappu panna kelu da kandi..
Aana ipti patni kedakkatha..
L.amma : Ava pakkathula irunthu ethum theriyama thappu pannanu sollittu irukkatha..
Pinnadi irukkala..
D : Na avala ungala hospital ah setha annaiku paathathu.. Apram pakave illa..
Everyone was shocked within themselves...
But no one showed up..
L.amma : Kathiru ne poi avala kuptu va..
D : Athai avan pona santa poduvan nane kuptu varen..
L.amma : Avan pondatti santa potran konjuran athula ne thalaiyidatha.. Ne poi kuptu vaada..
Veetla vera yaarum paathingala illaya da..
Everyone said no with guilty faces..
Only his face was without expression..
The pain killed his mind..
K himself : Yaarum paakalaya..
D : Thappu pannittu naama thappu panna mathiri nadanthukkitta naanga ennatha pantrathu..
L.amma : Unkitta santa pudikka na thayara illama.. Kathiru ne paathiya..
He said no...
Tears out his eyes..
He hurried to the room..
The room was quiet without even hearing the sound of pin drop..
Just now he comes to the room..
Almost two days later..
He remembered that he had spoken without looking at her face...
Those were the last words he spoke to her..
He didn't even see her face then..
His heart beat a little faster as she was not there..
He noticed that there was a letter in the bed...
Upon seeing it..
His heart stopped for a second..
His soul left his body..
His hand trembled before he could pick up the letter..
He had never trembled like this before..
His eyes froze and he stood up..
This world itself seemed dark to him..
He is nothing..
He is nothing without her..
Only darkness surrounded him..
His body stood like a lifeless toy until the minute he saw her..
The heart is breaking..
His world stopped spinning..
Tbc...