Julian
" She must be more than a friend huh" Tracy loud voice interrupted my stare.
" what you talkin about ? Tee"
A smirk spread across her face.
" you like her don't you"
" Tracy chill"
" I can let my brother know if you want him to stop talking to her."
" yo I'm good besides you know I ain't with that settling down shit"
" but you the one having a baby"
" ooops my bad babies at that" She said correcting herself.
" look that was mistake and you know that" I said sipping my bottle of water while facing her .
" Ju don't talk like that aight"
" But it's the truth, I should of told her ass to get a damn abortion" I said jokingly
" Uh I think you need to stop talkin"
Since I was facing Tracy I didn't know Sierra was standing behind me.
Damn I'm always saying some shit.
" I think Ki-Ki is ready to go"
I definitely caught the attitude.
Tracy quickly cleared her throat.
" It was sooo nice to meet you"
" yea same, Julian I'll be at the car" she said quickly walking away.
" bruh you are about to catch hell" Tracy said shaking her head.
" Don't remind me" I said shaking my head.
At home . . . .
" look I'm s-"
" don't even let those dumb ass words come out your mouth"
" if you don't want to be a father then just say it. I will happily leave you the hell alone and go on with the rest of my life Julian"
Now I feel like shit.
A real big one.
" Thank You for doing me a favor though"
" what is that" I said confuse.
" for telling me how you really feel"
" Tell Ki-Ki that I love her, and how a sorry ass father you are being" she said before slamming my door.
She just put Kianna to sleep not too long ago.
During the whole ride nothing was said besides Kianna talking to her.
I sat down on my couch not knowing what to do.
2 hours later
" yo man your mouth gone get you killed one day" Nate said.
" chill, that shit wasn't suppose to come out"
" why the hell did it come to your damn head in the first place Ju" Brandon said
" she a whole pregnant woman"
" I know B, I feel like shit" I said taking a sip of the Crown Royal.
" Ion know what to tell you big dog" Nate said.
An ideal popped in my head.
" y'all i-Imma be right back"
" dude you got a whole kid in the back" Nate pointed out
" y'all her uncles right ? I'll be back in 15 minutes"
I grabbed my keys heading out.
Sierra
"You know I appreciate you for coming over here, even though we just met."
" Ma you good, beside I wasn't doing shit anyway, but tell me how that taste"
He spoon fed me some sphagetti meat sauce. It was delicious.
After leaving Ju place, Khalil called me making sure I made it home.
From being persistent on asking for my number at the party I gave it to him. He called me making sure I made it to my destination but being the emotional person I am.
He heard it in my voice that something was wrong.
So now he's here cooking me some delicious spaghetti in my kitchen.
Who would of thought a fine man like him can cook.
A plus.
" so is that how you win over all your women" I said smirking.
I watched as his shoulders go up and down from laughing and since he had his back turn.
" you funny as hell, just so you know I ain't on no Playa shit, everything is authentic with me" he said now facing me.
" So what do you honestly want to do with me, I'm a whole pregnant woman out here"
" well maybe I just want to be friends, who could possibly bloom into something." He said low key biting his lip.
Ohhh nooo bad combination with my hormones.
Greatfully someone was knocking at my door.
" I'll get it" I said quickly going to the door.
I look through peephole seeing the asshole himself.
I un-locked the door giving very much attitude on my face that he caused.
" what do you want Julian"
" look I came to apologize of ho-"
" hey I'm sorry to bother but you aren't alergic to mushrooms" Khalil said.
" no I'm not at all" I said to him.
" oh aight just making sure"
I turned to face Julian who had a slight scowl on his face.
" yo who is that?"
" none of you business that concerns you" I said crossing my arms
" yo Sierra don't play with me, you got this nigga around you . . . while you pregnant" he said pointing to my stomach.
He can't even say his kids.
" look Julian if you came over here to apologize I'm not accepting it, cause obviously you still don't mean it"
" You know what fuck this, I give up" he said
" Good, now you can leave for the rest of my life, I guess that's what you do runway from your problems anything you CANT handle !"
" Ion even know if it's mine to be handling" he said carelessly.
" you right it's not"
The sly smirk from his face was slowly fading, since he want to drop low balls so can I bitch.
" Yo I swear"
" You swear what ??" Khalil said coming to the front.
I guess he heard our commotion. I really didn't want him to get involve.
" Khalil please don't" I said trying to push him back.
" Nigga stay out of this"
Now Julian was in my home.
Unwelcome.
" Aye ion take disrespect likely lil bro"
" Nigga I ain't your bro, and it's best for you to stay out of this, ion want to air your punk ass out"
The were both similar to height.
Okay this is getting scary.
" Julian just go !" I said to him.
He gave me one look before leaving.
Thank you Jesus.
" Khalil I'm so sorry, I really didn't want you to get involve"
" it's cool ma, don't sweat yourself"
" might of fact get some rest for me" he said while cutting on my tv and fluffing out my pillows out on the couch"
" thank you"
" my pleasure"
Later that night . . .
" So this man was trying to fight him?"
" well orignally he came over to apologize but saw Khalil and got all angry for no reason"
" Damn I should of been there to see that"
After Khalil left from making dinner, Ices was at the door 10 minutes later.
" this is not funny" I said shaking my head.
" and then I have to deal with my dad tomorrow"
" Damn girl I feel you, bring some mace with just in case them bitches try it."
" you should really let me come with you though"
" no because we will both be in jail"
" yea you right" Ices said laughing.
" I really just don't know anymore, like I knew what would come if I kept these babies, and it's just like . . ."
" just like what"
I couldn't find myself to say it, and honestly because I don't want to.
" nothing" I said while shaking my head.
" it's going to be okay, whether or not Julian stay around"
" I know this was not on your vision board this year but we gone work around it"
" ain't that's right auntie babies" she said rubbing my belly.
It was sooo big now.
" We need to be giving them some names soon"
" you'll have to wait until they are born" I said smiling
" Awwwl man" ices said.
Sunday
The day has finally come for me. I was not ready but I know it needed to happen.
I walked up to the three storage garage seeing a 2018 Jaguar and Corvette in the driveway.
I walked up to the expensive glass door ringing the door bell.
The sound of someone saying " coming" could be heard.
" oh heyyyy my precious babyyyyy"
" Hey Ms. Samantha"
She grabbed into a tight hug. She was caregiver and maid for my dad.
Yea I know this man got money.
She was always soooo sweet to us. Almost like a grandmother.
" well look at you, she said noticing my belly"
If I was lighter she would definitely notice the blush.
" lemme guess it's 2 angels"
" Yes ma'am"
" ohhh just joy, you call me if you need me darling" she said to me.
" Samantha who's at the d- you"
I could remember the nosily voice from anywhere.
Victoria was an old retire Victoria Secret supermodel.
Also my dad wife.
" I guess I'll get going, take care sweetie and remember what I said"
" Will do"
Once she disappeared I was now faced with Cruella.
" Wow so you are really someone's baby mama, my daughter was right after all"
" Ma'am I'm really trying not to be disrespectful to you, so please step out of my way" I said as I may way in the home.
Seeing it still look the same despite a few changes.
" Sisterrrrr"
I watched as Destiny walked down the spiral stairs.
I smiled finally seeing someone I actually like in this place.
" Hi my nieces or nephews, you are getting big"
Like I wasn't already big.
I was a little salty but I know she didn't mean it that way.
" yea I'm midway there"
We walked to the kitchen where my dad was reading the newspaper and smoking one of his cigar.
My dad was 55 but looked at a good 30 something year old.
He would put you in the mind of Rick Fox
Hince why my mother felt for his shit.
" Dad look who's here" Destiny said cheerfully.
I watched as his eyes instantly went towards my belly.
His disapproval look said it all.
Just then one his chefs came up to us.
" Mr. Jones dinner is about to be served"
He nodded his head okay.
" Destiny go let you mother know"
She obeyed his task and left us.
" Sooo Claire told me she saw you, I didn't believe her at first, but her best friend ex-husband ? "
I mentally knew I had to hold my composure if I wanted to last through this dinner.
" I didn't know who he was"
" hm" he said
Just than Cruella and Destiny we're coming in as the chef were fixing our plates.
Must be nice to be rich.
" so how do you plan on taking care of this" he said pointing my stomach.
The disrespect
" well mom said she can definitely watch them while I'm at work"
" can't afford daycare" His wife said putting her 2 cents in.
" no that's not the case, she wants to -"
" hello fam-"
" umm why is this home wrecker here" Claire said coming with a stank face.
Great now this bitch is here.
" Glad you could join us sweetheart" My dad said
" don't worry about her Claire - Bear she's not staying for long"
Good we on the same page.
In front of my eyes was roasted sprouts and garlic salmon and mashed potatoes.
Everything looked so good but I knew this wouldn't last on my stomach more than 30 minutes.
I certainly wasn't at home so I will definitely pass on this.