Its was YOU

Joy rushes through her, then things are turned upside down... She trusted them to come to there senses, to actually try and keep their word... Then she was prooved that yet again she shouldnt trust her, they say they tried , another lie.. They never try and im not mad.... Im disappointed, confused, and scared..... Ill never trust nor forgive you.... You broke my trust when YOU gave up, when YOU ran away, when YOU walked away and left ur life to start one that YOU thought would be simpler, ur wrong bcuz now tht ur gone, i know to hold on to what i have, its been 3 years and my anger is just begining... Ill never trust again, never love, never again will i take advantage of wht i have.... I will hold on to wht i have untill i loose control, until it slowly slips away... Then i will once again b in pain, once again be lost and once again dread the past and eventually my happiness should come...