Taehyung pov.
ARMY BOMB BAR...
Were here in the Army Bomb Bar..this is the most famous bar in seoul
Pangalawamg punta ko na dito at kasama ko ang mga 95 liners
Pumasok kami sa loob...
"Guys! May foam party ngayon! Basaan na!"-sabi ni bambam
Tsh..bambam and his bar syndrome
Hinubad ko yung jacket ko
So..this is it...
"Duon tayo sa VIP!"-sigaw ni sungjae dahil sa malakas na tugtog
Umakyat kaomi sa second floor dahil puro VIP ang nandun
Umupo kami sa pulang sufa at yung iba naman ay nakatayo at nakahawak sa railings..tinitingnan ang mga nagsasayaw sa baba
Isinabit ko ang jacket ko sa may sabitan na kahoy at nagulat ako nang may mag silapitan saking mga babae at kung ano anong tinanong sakin..sinagot ko naman sila
Napatingin ako kay jungkook..he looked away..i know he's looking at me a while ago..
"Guys! Eto na yung order natin!"-sigaw ni minhyun
Nilapag na nang mga waiter yung mga alak at pulutan namin sa lamesa
"Guys! Shot muna!"-sigaw ni dk
Lumapit kami at kami at kinuha namin yung mga basong may alak na..
"Cheers!"-sigaw ni seongwoo
"Cheers!"-sigaw namin at ininom na naman yung alak
"Isa pang shot!"-sigaw ni winwin at nag shot ulit kami
I closed my eyes when i feel the hot in my throat because of the whiskey
"Ano!? Game na!? Magkano pusta nyo!? Lapag lapag!"-sigaw ni taeyong
Mga naglabasan naman kami nang pera
Naningkit ang mata ko nang makitamg sobrang lapit nang mukha ni mingyu kay jungkook..
I looked a way..don't be jealous..
Napapikit naman sya sa inis..
"I won't join!"-sigaw ni mingyu at umupo sa sufa
Mingyu..looked pissed..
"Mingyu! Ikaw hindi ka sasali!?"-sigaw ni eunwoo
"I don't I'm just staying here!"-sigaw ni mingyu
"Ako din! Magagalit si suga sakin! Ako nalang magbabantay nang pera!"-sigaw ni jimin at umupo sa tabi ni mingyu
"Sige! The game!...starts! Now!"-sigaw ni bambam..
Nagkanya kanya kami....
Bumaba ako sa first floor at lumapit sa isang babae na naka red fitted dress and..his cleavage are waving at me..
"Hi"-sabi ko dun sa babae
He got shocked but smile soon..
"Hey handsome boy..wanna join me?"-sabi nya at inabot sakin yung tequila
"Sure"-i said at tumabi ako sa kanya
Nagusap kami nang kung ano-ano..
Napatingin ako kay jungkook na bigla nalang sumulpot sa pagitan namin..
Yah..is he drunk?
"Hey miss..."-sabi nya
"Ohh..what hot and handsome man"-sabi nung babae
"What are u doing jeon jungkook?"-sabi ko...
"W-what?"-sabi nya at inakbayan yung babae
Pinulupot naman nung babae yung braso nya sa bewang ni jungkook
Damn! Why he's topless!?
"Where's your shirt?"-sabi ko
"Huh? S-shirt!? Ewan ko hahaha!"-tumatawang sabi nya
"Wait..are your drunk?"-sabi ko
"Ha!? I'm not drunk! When i'm drunk i talk so many..so..im not drunk! Where's my banana milk!? Shh..my head spinning..mom! Where's my mom!? I want banana milk!"-sigaw nya
Napailimg ako..yeah..he's drunk..
"Tsh..your drunk"-sabi ko
"Im not! Where's my night apple!? Do you know the night apple is..is..posion apple hehehe"-tumatawang sabi nya
"Let's go..your drunk"-sabi ko at hinawakan sya...
"Oh! Where are you two going?"-sabi nung babae
"Get lost!"-sabi ko
Agad namang nawala sa paningin ko yung babae..
"Hyuuuung! Where are we going!? Im not drunk!"-sigaw nya
What are you doing to your self bunny!?
"Your drunk! So shut the fuck up!"-sigaw ko
"Im not drunk! Because i'm JK!"-sabi nya
Hinila nya ang braso nya sakin
"Let go of me hyung! I don't need you!"-sigaw nya at tuluyan na nyang nahila ang braso nya
"W-what?"-seryosong sabi ko
He..he don't need me?..
"I don't need you! Were cousin don't put your business on my business!"-sigaw nya
I got pissed..
"Tsh..you don't need me?..then..don't go to me..from now on.."-sabi ko at tumalikod na
"Oy! Taehyung and dami ko nang babae ilan na sayo!?"-sabi ni sungjae at hindi ko naman sya pinansin at lumabas na ako....
What the fuck!? He don't need me then why he's always do everything just to make me like him!? Bakit nya ginagawa ang mga yun! Kinukulit ako! kung hindi nya ko kailangan!? Then fuck! I don't need you too jeon jungkook!
"Oh my gosh! Taehyung!"
I look at her..it's jennie..
"W-why are you here?"-tanong ko
"Hey..are you drunk?"-she said..
"Kiss me"-i said
"W-what?"-jennie
"I said kiss me"-sabi ko at lumapit sa kanya..
Kapag wala akong naramdaman kahit isa kapag hinalikan nya ko then..im really fucking head over heals to jungkook!
Nakita kong kumislap ang mata nya at agad akong hhinalikan
I moved my lips and kiss her back..
But then..i feel nothing..lumayo na ako sa kanya..
Im really head over heals to my cousin huh?..
Then..i will confess my feeling to him..wala na akong pakealam kung gusto nya din ako o hindi,kung mandiri man sya sakin o hindi..basta masabi ko lang sa kanya..okay nako..kahit hindi nya na ibalik ang pagmamahal na ibibigay ko sa kanya..
"Hyung.."
Napalingon kami ni jennie and i see him...my babe..crying..
Fuck! Why is he crying!? Did he see us kissing!? And if he see us then why he is fucking crying!?
"J-jungkook"-sabi ni jennie...
Tumalikod sya...
"Go..away"-sabi ko
Napatingin ako kay jungkook..he's sobbing..
Maglalakad na sana sya paalis nang pigilan ko sya..
"Stop there jungkook...jennie..get lost.."-sabi ko
"S-sige"-sabi ni jennie at tumakbo papasok sa bar
Lumapit ako sa kanya at hinila sya papunta sa isang gilid
Napadaing sya nang isinandal ko sya sa kotse ko at cinorner ko sya gamit ang dalawang braso ko
"Tell me...why are you crying?"-seryosong sabi ko
Umaasa ako..umaasa ako na sasabihin nyang gusto nya ako..but..i know he didn't like me as a man..
Napahikbi sya at napayuko..
I want to know! I want to fucking know!
"Tell me jungkook! Why are you crying!? Fucking tell me jungkook!"-sigaw ko at napayuko lalo sya
Napailing sya..
"Is..it..because of what you saw? Tell me please..are you hurt?..tell me"-i said at ipinatong ko ang noo ko sa noo nya..
I don't want to be assuming but i dont want to lose hope..
"Fuck jungkook tell me or else i'll kiss and fuck someone!"-sigaw ko at lumayo ako sa kanya..
I swear..kapag hindi nya talaga sinabi..i will kiss someone and fuck someone! Duon ko lalabas lahat nang emosyon ko!
"It's because yes! I'm hurt! It's because i Love you! Im crying because i'm scared! Im also crying because were cousin! We can't be together!"-umiiyak na sabi nya
I bite my lips..im not misheard anything right..he..he said that he loves me..
"W-why?"-i said
"I love you...i don't know why! I don't know why i love you! H-hindi ko maintidihan ang sarili ko..b-bakit ikaw pa na pinsan ko!? I'm really abnormal and dis-"-pinutol ko ang sasabihin nya nang bigla ko syang hilahin papalapit sakin at halikan!
Damn! Damn! He..he loves me..he really loves me..
Lumayo ako nang konti sa kanya at ipinatong ko ang noo ko sa noo nya..
I held my face and said..
"I love you too..i don't care anymore if were cousin..i love you..noon palang..mahal na kita..i really tried my self to avoid you..and i'm sorry for that..im sorry for hurting you..but in the end..i still love you even more..i lose to my self..i know were cousin kaya pinigilan ko talaga ang sarili ko na mahalin ka..pero wala eh..mahal talaga kita"-i said
Yes..i said it..
I really love him..and i will do anything and everything..
"Babe..be with me..take a risk with me"-i said
We should take a risk..wala na akong pakealam kung malaman pa to nang lahat..i really love him...
Love is so powerful..because of love..you will do anything just to be with him..even if it's not right..
Then..kapag nalaman na nang lahat ang relasyon namin..
I will fight...i will fight for our love...i will do everything and anything..to fight for our love..
We have the freedom to choose..
We have the freedom to love..
I choose him..i choose my cousin..
So i will do it and fight for our way..
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A/N: Thank U For Reading!