Taehyung pov.
"Damn! Why they didn't say that this door is broken!?"-inis na sabi ko
Fuck it!
"P-paano yan hyung?"-sabi nya..
"I guess..we need to stay here for a minute...im sure the teacher will find out that we are gone"-i said at umupo sa isang gilid..
Napatingin ako ay jungkook na patingin tingin sa pintuan at sakin
"Come here"-i said at sumunod naman sya..
"Sit"-utos ko sa kanya at umupo naman sya sa tabi ko
Were stuck here...and just the two of us..
What should i do!? What!? What!? It's so akward!
"H-hyung..c-can..can i ask you? It's ok if you don't want"-biglang sabi nya
Tumingin ako sa kanya at hindi mapigilan nang puso ko ma tumibok nang mabilis
Seriously!? Kailan matitigil tong puso ko!?
"Mmm..i don't mind..it will be boring if we don't talk...so what is it?"-sabi ko
"U-uhm..why..why...are you like that to me?"-sabi nya
"Huh? What do you mean?"-nakakunot noong sabi ko
What did he mean by that?
"You..you don't like me as your cousin..why you don't like me?"-tanong nya
Tinaasan ko sya nang isang kilay at napa smirk ako..
Kung alam mo lang jungkook..ewan ko nlang kung hindi ka lumayo sakin kapag nalaman mo..
"Yes..i don't like you as my cousin"-i said
Because i fucking like you...no i fucking love you not as my cousin.
Tinitigan ko ang mukha nya..he's really matured now..he's 22 but he's face is so matured..akala mo sya mas matanda saming dalawa eh..
Tumango sya at napatingin kung saan
I know he badly want to ask me..mukhang natatakot lang sya sa sagot ko..
"Do you want to know why i don't like you?"-tanong ko
Agad syang napatingin sakin..ang again my heart thumped..
"I want to know!"-sabi nya
Tumango ako..
"It's because..."-sabi ko at napalayo ang ulo nya nang ilapit ko yung mukha ko sa kanya
Tsh..he's not breathing? He's neck is turning into violet..
"....your clumsy"-i said
"Huh?"-sabi nya
Lumayo na ako at tinitigan yung itim na box
"I hate clumsy people.."-i said
I really hate it!..nakakinis lang tignan..yung nga clumsy people..nakakainis na medyo nakakatawa dahil sa mga katangahan nila..like this big bunny with me..
"A-ayun lang?"-tanong nya
"Why? Do you want more?"-i said
"A-ayoko na taehyung hyung"-sabi nya
"Anong ayaw mo na? Anong bang ginagawa ko sayo?"-nakangising sabi ko
Bigla namang namula ang mukha nya..tsk. tsk. Tsk..my babe is so green minded
"Gm ka hyung!"-sabi nya
"What? Your the gm here..your face is so red"-i said and then laugh
"Hyung..you need to smile and laugh a lot..it really suit you..your more handsome when you smile or laugh"-sabi nya
Mabilis pa kay flash na nagbago ang itsura ko..
Don't make me flustered my big bunny
"I wonder..why your being like that?..you don't talk a lot..smile a lot..and always you have an emotionless face..why hyung?"-he said
"You don't need to know..it's my business so don't put yourself in"-i said in a cold tone..
I need to do it..baka mahalata nya pa ko..
Napatango naman sya..
"Sorry..i..i just want to know more about you..m-matagal na tayong magkakilala pero hanggang ngayon..hindi parin kita kilala kahit mag pinsan tayo..i always try to talk to you back then but..your always ignoring me..do you know..i always cried to my mom when we were little?..i always said to her that you don't like me and you always keep ignoring me..lagi nyang sinasabi na balang araw...magiging mag ka close din tayo sa isa't isa..i always hope for that...and im still hoping for it to come true"-sabi nya
"You...really like me that much as your cousin?"-sabi ko at tumingin sa kanya
"Mmm..your my only cousin..only son lang ako..i want to have a brother but my mom don't want it..mahirap daw kasing manganak kaya tama na raw ang isa..so nung makilala kita..tuwang tuwa talaga ako..dahil may pinsan na ako..inisip ko na baka pwede din kitang maging kapatid..i really like you hyung.."-sabi nya
I sigh..
You like me as your cousin and brother..but i love you as my lover..
"You really want that?"-i said
"Mmm"-sabi ko
"Then...call me..v hyung..kookie"-i said at napatingin sya sakin
Were really not for each other because were cousin..so i will accept it..even if it hurts me..
"V..v hyung?"-he said
I nod and i smiled at him..
"I will be your hyung...i will be your friend...i will be your cousin..im sorry for hurting you back then..im really sorry"-i said
I will accept it..just to make you happy...but still my heart is still on you
I see his happy face..so i smiled..
"Hyuuuunnngg!!!"-sabi nya at yayakapin na sana nya ako nang iharang ko ang kamay ko sa mukha nya..
"I can be your hyung! Just don't fucking hug me!"-inis na sabi ko
If he hug me baka magbago na naman yung isip ko!
He pouted again! Damn it! I said don't fucking pout!
Umiwas ako nang tingin at pinigilan ang sarili ko..
"Promise yan hyung ah! Paglabas natin hindi magbabago yung sinabi mo!"-sabi ny
"Mm..promise"- sabi ko nang hindi nakatingin sa kanya
"Let's do pinky promise!"-sabi nya at nag pinky promise naman kami
"Hyung! Laro tayo sa kwarto ko paguwi natin!"-sabi nya
"Anong lalaruin natin sa kwarto mo?"-nakangising sabi ko..
"Hyung! Ang green mo lagi noh!?"-sabi nya at hinampas ako
"Ha!? Ikaw kaya yung green dyan!"-natatawang sabi ko
Nagulat kami nang may malakas na kumatok..
"Taehyung! Andyan ka ba!?"
Nagkatinginan kami ni jungkook at mabilis kaming tumayo at lumapit sa pinto
"Ms! Were stuck here!"-sigaw ko at kinalampag yung pinto
"Sinong kasama mo dyan!?"-ms.
"My cousin jungkook!"-sigaw ko
"Just wait ok? Hihingi lang ako nang tulong!"-sabi ni ms.
"Umupo na muna ulit tayo..habang wala pa yung tutulong satin"-sabi ko
Bumalik kami sa pwesto namin kanina..
Krrruuuuggggg...
Napatingin ako sa tiyan ni jungkook..it's not mine..it's his
Napahawak sya sa tiyan nya..
"Im hungry hyung"-sabi nya
"Wait..."-i said at may kinapa sa bulsa ko..
There's a chocolate here..binigay sakin nung kaklase kong babae..i don't know his name but i know her names first letter is J
"Here"-sabi ko at binigay ko sa kanya yung chocolate..
"Ok na to hyung! Thanks! Binili mo to?"-sabi nya
"Nope..binigay sakin nung kaklase kong babae"-sabi ko
"Sino?"-sabi nya
"I don't know her"-i said
"Maganda ba yun?"-tanong nya
Napataas kilay ko..hwag mo kong paasahin jeon jungkook..
"Bakit mo tinatanong?"-sabi ko
"W-wala lang..baka ligawan ka nun eh..kailangan ko munang kilatisin"-sabi nya
I laughed at what he said..
"Seriously? Ako pa ang liligawan nya? Diba dapat ako yung manliligaw?"-sabi ko
"V hyung! Iba na ang mga babae ngayun! Sila na yung nanliligaw sa mga gusto nila"-sabi nya
"Really? I didn't know that..well yung tanong mo na maganda sya..mmm..she's pretty..and cute"-i said
"You like her?"-tanong nya at tinaasan ko naman sya nang kilay..
"Sinabi ko lang naman na maganda at cute sya gusto ko na agad?"-sabi ko
"W-well..baka ideal type mo sya.."-sabi nya
"Mmm..nope she's not...my ideal type is..like you.."-i said at nanlaki ang mata ko..
Yes..he's my ideal type..
"A-ako? Ideal type mo!?"-sabi nya
"Tsh..idiot...my ideal type is like you not totally you..assuming ka ah?"-natatawang sabi ko
Napanguso nman sya..
"I like a girl who have beautiful voice..can cook because i don't know how to cook..i want a simple girl..have a beautiful smile..it's just my ideal type..pwede pang magbago"-sabi ko at tinaas baba ang kilay ko sa kanya...
Napatango naman sya..
"Hyung! Do you really like basketball?"-tanong nya
"Mmm..i love it..nung 7 years old palang ako nag babasketball nako..hilig ko na yun..my dad is a basketball player too sa kanya ko siguro namana"-sabi ko
I really love it..my dad is a basketball player at nung mapanood ko ang laro nya..nagustuhan ko talaga yung sports na basketball..
"Ano pang hilig mo hyung?"-tanong nya
He really want to know about me huh?
"I like to swim...also i really love shooting"-i said
"Ha? Shooting? Sa basketball?"-tanong nya
"Nope..airsoft"-i said
9 years old ako unang nalaman yung airsoft..pinanood ko yun sa internet then..sabi ko sa sarili ko when i grow up i want to do it to..so nung nag 21 ako sa paris..dinala ako ni dad sa airsoft shooting range at dun ako nagsanay nang nagsanay..
"Wow! Di nga!? Nakakatakot ka plang inisin baka mamaya barilin mo ko"-natatawang sabi nya
Seriously..bakit nya naman naisipang babarilin ko sya?
"Never..i will not do that to you..kahit araw araw mo pa akong inisin hindi ko magagawa yun sayo"-seryosong sabi ko
"A-ah hyung! Are you in to men?"-tanong nya at gulat naman ako napatingin sakin
Sports yung pinaguusapn namin!? Bakit napunta sa lalaki!?
"What the fuck jeon jungkook!?"-sabi ko
"Eh..n-nagtatanong lang naman ako..oo o hindi lang naman"-sabi nya
"Im not in to men...but it can change..i don't know..how about you? Are you in to men?"-tanong ko
Yes..im not in to men..but it change because of you..
"Uhm..t-the truth is...im..im homo.."-sabi nya at nagulat naman ako
"Really?"-sabi ko
So..may pagasa ako?..damn no! Ano ba tong iniisip ko!? Walang pagasa kim taehyung! Your cousins!
"Mmm..i fall in love with boys'.."-sabi nya
"Did tita and tito know about it?"-tanong ko
"No..i'm scared to tell them..i'm sure they will be shock...and it's a secret..even if the hyungs don't know it..your the only one"-sabi nya
"Then..your secrets safe with me"-nakangiting sabi ko
"Smile more hyung! Give me a boxy smile hyung! It's cute!"-sabi nya
"Don't pissed me jeon jungkook..you will not liked me when im so pissed"-serysong sabi ko..
Napalunok sya at agad tumango..
mayamaya pa ay nakarinig kami nang parang binubuksan yung pinto..
Nang bumukas na yung pinto ay agad kaming lumabas..
"Feeling ko nakahinga na ko!"-sabi nya
"Taehyung..jungkook im really sorry"-sabi ni ms. Malboro
"It's ok ms."-sabi nya
"I forgot to say that the door was broke i'm really sorry"-ms.
"It's really ok ms...were going to our class now ms."-sabi ko
"Ok..ako nang bahala sa mga teacher nyo..im really sorry again..."-sabi ni ms.
Habang naglalakad kami ay tumingin ako sa relo ko
"1 more subject and it's dismissal"-sabi ko
"Tara bilisan na natin!"-sabi nya
"You go.."-sabi ko at napatigil sya sa paglalakad..
"Ha!? Saan ka pupunta hyung!? Mag ka cutting ka!?"-sabi nya
"Mmm..nakakairita lang sa school gawa nung mga babae..wala na akong maintindihan sa lesson..puro bibig nila ang naririnig ko"-sabi ko
It's so true..kung di lang sila babae eh..
"T-teka hyung saan ka pupunta?"-tanong nya nang magiba ang dereksyon na tintahak ko
"Garden..i want to sleep"-sabi ko..
"Go..hwag ka nang sumama sakin.."-sabi ko ulit
"S-sama ako hyung!"-sabi ko
Napailing naman ako...
"Sama ako hyung!"-sabi nya ulit at sinundan ako..
Walang makakapigil sa kunehong to..kapag gusto nyang sumama..sasama talaga sya!
"Ang kulit mo talaga noh? Diba top 1 student ka sa room nyo? Gagaya ka pa talaga sakin ah?"-sabi ko
"I-ikaw din naman hyung! Ang gaganda nang feedback nang mga teacher sayo.."-sabi nya
Napabuntong hininga naman ako at hinayaan ko na syang sumunod sakin..
Pumasok na kami sa loob nang garden..
"Lah! Si suga hyung ba yun!? Nag cutting din sya?"-sabi nya
natutulog sa bench si suga hyung..
"Di ka pa nasanay sa kanya..kung saan saan yan natutulog eh"-sabi ko
Umakyat ako sa malaking puno
"A-anong gagawin mo hyung!?"-sabi nya nang makitang umakyat ako sa puno
"I want to sleep here"-i said
"Eh!? Dyan talaga!? Baka mahulog ka dyan!"-sabi nya
"Hindi naman ako malikot matulog..pumunta ka na sa room nyo"-sabi ko at tuluyan na akong nakaakyat sa puno..
Ewan ko ba kung ano ang trip ko..in california..lagi ako natutulog sa puno! May lahi siguro akong unggoy hindi lang sinasabi ni mom at dad tsk!
"Anong ginagawa mo?"-sabi ko nang makitang unaakyat din sya sa puno..
"Sasamahan kita hyung"-sabi nya
Umupo ako nang makaakyat sya at tumabi naman sya sakin..
Malaki tong sanga na inuupuan namin..kasya nga tatlong tao eh..
"Your really stubborn"-i said at sumandal ako
I crossed his arms and look at him..
"W-what?"-sabi utal na sabi nya
"Come here"-sabi ko at sinunod nya naman ako..tumabi sya sakin at sumandal din
Nang tumabi sya sakin ay niyakap ko sya
"I can't sleep without hugging a pillow your here so you'll be my pillow"-nakapikit na sabi ko
It feels good..
"A-ang daya mo naman hyung! Ikaw pwedeng yumakap sakin tapos ako hindi!?"-sabi nya..
"Ok hug me.."-i said
"Try and i'll push you here"-i said
Oh god..for give me..i can't stop my self to love this man..my cousin..
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