the greatest book ever

hatered

"I hate how you get on my nerves. I hate your stupid face. I hate how you always get the best of me. I hate the way you mock me for everything. " Is what I'd rather be saying other ethan.. why her.? What does she have over me? Sure she may be cute, kind, short, loves you, treats you great... but why can't I be her? I'm sure I sound pretty self centered or just jealous, which I am of course. The jealous part. Who I really hate here isn't you or her, but me. It's me who I find to be at fault. If I would've known better, if I would've said something last year.. things could have been different. I wouldn't be spending my nights crying, or sleeping, or even just laying there. I'd be on the phone with you, or walking with you. It's you I wanted to be with, not her. STONKS ... i didn't mean to send that..