A/N: slight mature themes
I woke up the next morning squeezed between Hoseok and Jimin, who had also somehow managed to get his shirt off. They both day a leg over my waist and arms around my hips, with my head pressed into hobi's chest. I try to maneuver out of their grasp when I felt something poke my thigh.
I was confused. So since I had started sleeping with my phone under my pillow for the specific reason that I kept getting trapped. I grabbed my phone and opened the group chat
Iris: Could somebody help me get out of being trapped between Hobi and Jimin, somethings poking me and I don't know what it is. SO help?
Jungkook: uh where are you being poked?
Iris: my thigh, why?
Jin: oh princess
Iris: What, am I missing something
Yoongi: Who's gonna tell her?
Tae: not me
Jin: Joon can
Joon: Why me
Iris: SOMEBODY TELL ME
Joon: okay so um he's a little turned on
Iris: I still don't understand
Iris:OH
I somehow gained the strength of God and pushed Hoseok off the bed and ran into the living room screaming before sitting with the rest of the guys at the dining room table. Hoseok quickly followed behind me still shirtless
"Iris what the hell, why was I pushed on the floor?"
"PUT ON A SHIRT AND HELP JIMIN BEFORE I COMBUST"
Hoseok: "Help him with what? What is going on? And why are you guys laughing? I am genuinely confused."
Yoongi: "She felt Jimin's boner and is currently freaking out"
Jimin: "wait what"
Jungkook: "cold shower?"
Jimin: "uh yeah but how did you know?"
Tae: "My question is why is Iris freaking out to this degree. Haven't you seen a"
I quickly cut him off
"NOOOOO"
Namjoon: "You mean you haven't watched"
"NOOOOO"
I was red.
Jin: "Do you wanna see"
"NOOOOOOO"
Hoseok: "Someone explain what the hell is going on! Jin?"
Jin: "Okay uh just check your text"
They quickly grab their phones and read through the text, Jimin very quickly becoming red. He looks to me and practically raps
"I'm so sorry Iris. so sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable in anyway, I'm so so sorry"
He seems so concerned. It's adorable. So I quickly say
"Oh my little prince, it's okay. Honestly I'm surprised this is the first time anything has happened like I haven't heard anything and I know y'all haven't just not done stuff with each other. So yeah"
They looked at me with wide eyes, obviously surprised by my words.
"There's the bluntness we love" yoongi said while patting my head
Jimin: "Well if we're being blunt, can I say something?"
We all nodded so he continued
"Uh well the cold shower didn't really help so uh"
I cut him off there
"Joon wants to help"
Their heads all snap to me, but then snap straight to Joon. He is sitting stiffly and has gotten very fidgety in the last few minutes. But You can also tell he is struggling to compose himself. But when Jimin whimpers at his aura he snaps. He quickly walks to jimin and Kisses him hard, picking him up, and taking him to I assume his bedroom.
The remaining guys look to me to make sure I am not uncomfortable. Jin then says
"Uh so Iris"
I then realize they're all holding back. Holding back from being more physical with me. I realize that I actually want kisses, and possibly make out sessions. Especially after whatever Hoseok did last night, I wanted that. I wanted them to kiss me, I wanted a physical relationship as well, not sex but kisses, skin on skin contact. But I did not know how to bring this up. Especially since I'm 18, sure I'm close to 19. But I'm still barely an adult. So what do I do. I excuse myself to my room where I call Dawon.
She picks up on the second ring.
Dawon: "Hey Iris is everything okay?"
Iris: "No, I mean yes, I just need advice."
Dawon: "okay, shoot. You've got my undivided attention"
Iris: "Okay so I've realised that the boys are holding back from me physically because I'm new to this right and I wanna wait till marriage to have sex. Old fashioned I know. But last night I had a pretty intense kiss with Hobi, and today there was a small incident with two of the guys. But I realize that I want some of the physical stuff not sex, but kisses and physical stuff. But I'm 18 and they're all older than me and I don't want them to be uncomfortable but I want to."
Dawon: "okay sweetie calm down. Here's what I can tell you just from observing how they act around you okay? You ready?"
Iris: "yes unnie"
Dawon: "One. Their holding back to not pressure you. They're waiting for you to initiate things so they don't scare you. Two. Those boys love you, they want you just as much as you want them. Three. If you wanna wait till marriage, they'll wait. But if you tell them what you just told me, they'll stop holding themselves back as much. So get off the phone with me and hold one of those infamous bangtan family meetings, and talk to them. Got it?"
Iris: "Thank you unnie you're a lifesaver. Now I just have to work up the courage to actually talk to them."
Dawon: "okay then here's the deal. I'll give you three days to tell them before I tell Hoseok to call a family meeting to ask you what you want to talk about. Deal."
Iris: "deal"
3 days later and guess what had not happened? The meeting. So I said fuck it and sent a text, suprisingly another one came threw at practically the same time
Iris: family meeting
Hoseok: family meeting
I laughed before putting on jungkook's hoodie and walking into the living room. Once everyone arrived Joon as normal took the lead
"Okay who wants to go first, Hobi?"
Hoseok: "well I called the meeting because Dawon said Iris needed to tell us something but was nervous so she made a deal to give her three days before getting me to figure out what it was. So Iris?"
They all looked at me. I was scared. So I put my hood over my head and sweater paws over my face. Took a deep breath and said
"Do you promise not to laugh?"
Jin: "ofcourse princess, you can tell us anything."
I peek out at the boys who are all giving me comforting gazes giving me the strength to speak
"I want a more physical relationship with y'all. I want y'all to stop restraining yourselves as much. I want kisses and stuff, still no sex but maybe other stuff."
By the end of the three sentences spoke, I was red. I could not look at them. I would not look at them. But I continued, with my last worry
"And I know I'm only 18 so I just didn't wanna make you guys uncomfortable cause I'm barely a adult"
When I removed my sweater paws to gauge their reactions I saw proud smirks. They looked at each other before Jin took lead.
"Princess, all you had to do was ask"
"Huh"
Yoongi: "If you want something, all you gotta do is ask, cupcake."
Hoseok: "Do you wanna ask someone for something?"
I continued to look at them. Confused. They were asking me? What I wanted?
Iris: "What about you?"
Jimin: "What you want is just as important as what we want, baby girl. So what do you want?"
I had never been asked that. I didn't know what they meant. Like were they asking what I want as in stuff? Or food? Or
"Explain please, I've never been asked that so I don't know what your asking"
Tae: "We're asking what you want from us, what you need physically. How far do you want us to go?"
"Really?"
Namjoon: "of course starshine, so What do you want?"
Iris: "uh I want kisses, and touches. And I want to maybe possibly work up to what I said on the plane if that's okay. I just feel I don't know how to explain it. I just want kisses and I want to feel your skin on mine. Does that make sense?"
Jungkook: "baby are you feeling needy?"
I tilt my head. Needy? Is that what this was? I thought back of my feelings on my emotions and yes needy seemed to cover it. So I nodded slowly. I looked up at the guys who seemed to be having a telepathic conversation. But me. I just wanted a kiss. And they knew it. They wanted me to ask and I was stubborn. So they all started leaving one by one, going to practice, produce, or some other lame excuse. So I gave in. Jimin was the last one to leave but before he could, I grabbed his wrist.
"I wanna kiss"
"I thought you'd never ask"
He then led me to the couch. He sat down and pulled me down to where I was straddling his lap. I didn't know what to do. So he said
"Baby girl, you're allowed to touch me okay? Where am I allowed to touch you?"
I thought carefully before coming up with an answer, and he was patient and let me process the question and decide.
"Anywhere but where my underwear touches"
I feel his hands rest on my thighs, rubbing his thumbs back and forth
"Is this okay?"
I nod
"Words, baby girl. I need to hear your words okay?"
"Its okay I reply"
I tentatively place my hands around his neck, and play with his hair. He then brings his hand up the right side of my body till it's cupping my cheek, he then tells me to relax before bringing my head down to meet his. I can feel his breath on mine.
"Is this okay?"
"Yes Jiminie, wanna kiss"
He chuckles deeply before bringing his lips to mine. His plush lips moved slowly at first, until he licked my lips asking for entrance. I gave it to him. His tongue explored my mouth. I whimpered and moved my hands to his chest out lining his abs. He let out a noise of content, before pulling back so we could take a breath and said
"If you want my shirt off you can take it off okay?"
I liked how he was letting me know that what I wanted was okay, he was letting me control the situation without taking charge, making me feel safe. Putting me on top of him, so once again I was in charge.
"Okay, um and you can put your hands under my shirt, i-if you want to just not over my bra."
"Do you want that?"
"I think so, I liked it when Hobi put his hands under my shirt."
"Okay baby girl, remember if you want me to stop anything tell me, and if you want me to do anything tell me."
"Okay Jiminie"
This time I leaned down and kissed him, and he followed my lead. Letting me figure things out. I swiped my tongue over his bottom lip, letting him know what I wanted and when his mouth opened, I gently pushed my tongue inside exploring his mouth. My hands continued over his chest working down to the hem of his shirt. I tentatively grabbed it and pulled it over his head only breaking the kiss long enough to get it off. I ran my hands over his shoulders, and down his arms before ending on his chest. He moaned into the kiss, letting me know he liked what I did, and that it was okay. I felt him slip his hands under my shirt and run up and down my back making me moan into the kiss as well. I felt him smirk. I broke the kiss to ask
"Can I kiss your neck?"
"Yes you can baby girl"
One of his hands slipped out from under my shirt to the back of my head to help guide me. I kissed down his neck till I found his collar bone. I then proceed to kiss up his jawline till I found his mouth and kissed it once more before placing my head in the crook of his neck and said
"Thank you Jiminie."
"Anytime baby girl"
I heard our phones go off, so I got off Jimin, sat down next to him and put my head in his lap while opening the infamous group chat
Jungkook: when can we go back down? I wanna tease them
Jin: baby boy we all want to tease them, but give them some time
Joon: I'm so proud of her, she took a big step.
Hoseok: I'm glad she talked to my sister, knowing she might get too anxious to talk to us without a push
Tae: I want a kiss from Iris tooooooo
Yoongi: I think we all want that tae
Joon: be patient
Jimin: You know you guys could have had this conversation in person right?
Iris: I'm happy :)
They soon stampeded through the door, trying to push past each other ultimately ending on the floor. Tae was the first one to stand up who quickly shouted
"YOUR SHIRTLESS"
Jin: "WHO"
Taehyung: "JIMIN"
Jin: "okay and we've seen that before what's the big deal"
Taehyung: "still"
I sat up and cuddled into Jimin's side. He put his arm around me. Yoongi then suggested we watch a movie so we did.
And I was also proud of myself because I did something for me. I took a step forward for me. I gave myself something I needed.
A/N: okay so I'm dedicating this to my friend (you know who you are) because I wasn't going to write this chapter but when I explained it to her. She said it was to good not to. So here it is.
I really hope you like it and don't forget to ask any questions you may have.
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