The next day
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My cousin came over (not the three year old). She is 24 years old and I don't even know why she came back down here because nobody wants here here and she's so problematic.
She was basically telling me how I'm trying to show off my body when I'm literally wearing some leggings and a hoodie. But I guess the leggings show my curves so that's why she's saying that.
She was really irking me and I was holding back these punches I wanted to throw at her.
This is what I was wearing
I was fed up with her so I was leaving.
"I'm going to the park" I said
"Bye baby" My mom said
"Bye" I said as I walked out the door
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I made it to the park.
I sat on the bench, leaned back and I was pissed so my leg was bouncing.
I seen someone walking in the distance.
It was Jahseh.
I looked away.
He came and sat by me.
"Why you always at this damn park?" He questioned
I just shrugged my shoulders.
"What's wrong?" He questioned
"Just needed to get away from the house" I say
"What happened at the house?" He asked
"My cousin was there....not the three year old and I don't even know why she came down here like nobody wants her here....all she wants is drama" I rolled my eyes
"What happened tho?" He questioned
"She was saying I'm trying to show off my body just because I'm wearing leggings" I said with an attitude
"How is that showing off your body?" He asked
I shrugged my shoulders
He made a thinning face.
"Is she skinny?" He questioned
"Yeah" I answered
"Then she's probably saying that because she wants your body" he says
"Do I really have that good of a body?" I asked
"Hell yeah" he chuckled
"You're thick and you know that....like even when you wear sweatpants...your curves are still noticeable....you can't hide them" he says
"I wish I could....I hate that everywhere I go there's always someone sexualizing me" I said
"I'm sorry about that" he apologizes
"It's not your fault" I say
I looked at him and his eyes were traveling up and down me body.
"On an untreatable note....this outfit is dope and fuck" he said
I laughed
"I want pictures" he said
I laughed and stood up
He stood up aswell and started taking pictures of me.
"Yassss sis" he said in a girly voice
I laughed
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We were done taking pictures and sat back down on the bench.
I was scrolling through my phone when I glanced over at Jahseh's.
He was setting one of the pictures he took of me as his lock screen and another as his home screen.
Why did want me to be his lock and home screen?
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I heard Jahseh sigh
"I have to tell you something" Jahseh said
I looked at him
"I-I have basketball camp" he said
"Basketball camp?" I questioned
"Yeah...I have to go somewhere and I have to be there for one week" he said
"Is that a good thing?" I asked
"No. I'm gonna be away for a week" he said
"Oh" I said sadly
"When do you leave?" I questioned
"Tomorrow at 5:00 in the afternoon" he answered
I immediately got sad and I could feel the lump in my throat.
"I'm gonna stop by to say bye before I leave okay" he said
I nod my head