Maya's pov
"Well Ava left real quick." Bailey comments.
"She's going to go see Jacob. I don't really blame her. If I were away from you that long, the second I got home I'd be flying over to your house."
"I don't blame her either, I'd do the same thing. I totally forgot that was her plans for tonight."
I turn my head to her and see her laying on her side with her arm propping her up so she can look at me, "So what do you want to do?" I ask.
"Aren't you tired?" She asks.
"Not that tired."
"I don't think there's that much we can do right now with you in this condition. We could watch a movie though, or play a few rounds of call of duty." She says.
I pout, "That's boring."
She chuckles, "Ok what do you want to do?"
"I vote you kiss me and see where that leads." I say.
"It won't lead to anything more than a kiss. We won't be doing anything sexual for a while Maya. I'm not ready for one. Two, I don't think you are even if you say you are. You don't just go through something like you did with Kenzie and be totally willing to do it with someone again months later. You need time to heal from something like that. Also, you still do not have the ability to fully move yet. You can't even walk further than a hallway right now with a walker. We aren't in any rush with our relationship Maya. I don't think that we need to rush into sex." She says.
"You know Ava did a lot of things using my brain in a coma. I think that if we did something then maybe I could function better. Doesn't sex like do something for the brain."
She rolls her eyes, "We are not having sex and going to use the excuse that we thought it'd make you better. Sex can boost some chemicals, yes, but not regain all your ability to move due to an orgasm."
"We have not exactly tried it so how would we know? We can't rule it out until we try it." I say.
"It's a nice pitch, but no." She says.
"Damn." I sigh.
"We also won't be doing anything while your parents are here, thats weird." She says.
"Ok, you did find a flaw in the plan. I didn't think about that. Yeah. I agree with that."
"Your parents didn't create your siblings when you were in the house, lets give them that respect ok?" She asks.
"I mean we don't know that." I argue.
"Babe, you used to go to your grandparents a lot. Or they'd ask you to go to a friends house at the same time your other siblings did." She says.
"Welp I didn't think of it like that, now that realization is hit and I don't exactly appreciate that Bailey. I liked not knowing when my parent's got freaky." I say.
"Sorry." She laughs.
I probably should've realized that when all of us had to get out of the house it was because they wanted to do stuff, but I didn't and I liked it that way. I am now away of just how active my parents sex lives are and I could've lived the rest of my life happy not knowing this information. I am not exactly liking this new information.
"How long have you known that information for?" I ask.
"I won't tell you. I don't think you want to know."
Oh dear god. Have I seriously been that oblivious?
"Yikes." I say.
"I love you babe." She says.
"I love you too, I don't like this image."
"Well if it makes you feel any better, I've seen my mom with a dick inside her at the age of 8. He was a one night stand and that was an image you don't want to see. I will won't give you details, as your girlfriend I'll save you from that." She says.
"Yikes." I say.
"Who knows, maybe thats what turned me lesbian. The world may never know."
I laugh, "If I saw that with my parents, I'd for sure be lesbian after that. Some of us are just born that way though."
"I sometimes have a hard time believing you're actually mine."
"Weird, I have a hard time believing you're really mine."
"The gods really blessed me with you." She says.
"I think the same thing every time I look at you. I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I'm beyond thankful to have you. I don't know what I'd do without you. You've been there for me through everything and I love you with everything inside me." I say.
She smiles, "I love you more than anything. You're seriously the biggest light in my life Maya."
"I guess we're going to keep complimenting one another and being one of those cringey couples?" I ask.
She leans closer to me and I stare into her eyes before I feel her lips connect with mine. Her mouth presses harder into my lips and I bite her bottom lip resulting her to open her mouth the slightest. I slip my tongue into her mouth and they begin to wrestle for dominance.
Naturally, she wins and I feel her hand travel beneath my shirt. I feel the nervous butterflies as her hand reaches further up my shirt. I keep my eyes locked on her as I feel her hand slip beneath my bra.
Time just completely slows down and I feel myself completely melt beside her as her hand reaches beneath my bra. I feel her squeeze my right breast and I feel warmth between my legs. The kiss deepens before she suddenly pulls away.
"Bailey." I whine.
I feel her move my shirt up and I look down as she kisses my stomach. Not a second later she begins to suck on my skin as her hand continues to massage my breast. She leaves a trail of hickies on me before laying down beside me.
"You won't go any further?" I ask.
"Not tonight."
"Next week?" I ask.
"I don't know. When it feels right, I will. I'm still not ready to go that far yet. You're not either, I know that Maya. I know we will, just not right now." She says.
"I can settle for that. I don't want to push you to do anything. I got pushed into it and I know how terrifying that can be. I don't want to do that to you." I say.
Her arms wrap around me as she hides her face in my neck, "I love you."
"I love you to Bai." I say.
"So back to what we were talking about first. What do you want to do?" She asks.
"I'm fine with cuddling until we fall asleep." I prupose.
I feel her smiling against my neck, "I am too."
*Time Skip*
It's only an hour before Bailey falls asleep beside me which I'm not surprised to see. No one got much sleep in the hospital. I know that and it's something I still feel bad about. I was the person to be the most comfortable while they all took turns sleeping on a small couch in the room. I hated to see it and I feel awful about it.
I'm tired, but I couldn't go to sleep right now no matter how hard I tried. I wish I could get some sleep, but I just can't. I'm just not that tired yet.
I grab my phone off my nightstand to see a text from Ava. I open imessage and read over them quickly.
Ava: cover for me? I'm staying at Jacobs tonight.
Ava: plz Maya?
Maya: Yeah, I've got you covered. If they ask I'll just say that you're staying at a friends tonight.
Ava: thanks.
Maya: Mhm, don't get pregnant. They might behead you.
Ava: oof
I leave imessage and delete the texts from Ava so that my parents don't find them. I then just go to youtube and watch a few videos until I'm tired enough to fall asleep. When I reach that point, I just put my phone on the charger before going to sleep beside Bailey feeling pretty at ease right now.