you told me that if i ever have these thoughts again to call you
but i can't...
i wish it was as easy as picking up the phone and telling you im upset then you'd tell me everything is okay and you would hold and kiss me again
but it's not that easy
if you knew what i am thinking about you would feel terrible
but you shouldn't,
its the only thing i know how to do
just promise me you'll understand
that it isnt your fault
i just want to feel something
and this is my only option