Author POV
When he asleep, his phone received some notification from Jimin and the production team's group. But, he is really tired, so he doesn't care about that and fall asleep
Morning
Today, Loona doesn't have any schedule so they are holiday before their tomorrow comeback stage. And Y/n still asleep. Guess one who wakes up first? Yeojin? She still sleeps while hugging her pillow that given from Haseul. Kim Lip? Nope. She is still asleep. Hyunjin? Not her too. She and Jinsoul are really sleeping late yesterday night. Okay, so who is already at the kitchen and checking the fridge? She really didn't wake others up because she walks really slow and stealthily. Ah, you know who? Yup, she is Vivi.
Vivi now wants to make some breakfast for them. She finds some kimchi, sausage, chicken breast, carrot, and meatballs. She thinks that she wants to make some fried rice with those ingredients.
'I hope I can impress Y/n. I know I can but I really sad because he didn't remember me who are babysit him while his sisters are going abroad' she thinks while frying some eggs.
"unnie? Is that you?" someone said something to her. She is Olivia Hye
"ah, Hyejoo. You awake?" she asks the younger as Olivia nods her head
"yes unnie. I wake up and didn't see you at the bed, so I assume you are in the kitchen. My prediction is right hehe" then she hugs the older
"why you really clingy today?" she asks Olivia
"I feel like I want to hug you unnie. Am I wrong?" she pleaded
"nope. But it's strange that the Olivia Hye who always make anyone fall in love with your charisma will become really clingy to her sisters" she chuckles and pat Olivia's head
"unnie" she whines while hit her sister
And then they had light conversation as Olivia helps Vivi to tidying up the dining table. After some minutes, the aroma of delicious foods is spread up to upstairs. Other members who are still sleeping now wake up because of the aroma.
At upstairs
Heejin wakes up and wakes Gowon up
"Gowon-ah, wake up. Someone make the dish really tasty this morning" she said as pulling Gowon's blanket
"aaa... sleepy. Give me 5 hours" she said as pulling her blanket
"too much. 5 hours too much. I don't think if the dish is still left. You know that Yeojin and Yerim will eat anyone's meal if they didn't eat them" she said
"ah, I'm up Heejin. I'm up now" she gets up from her bed and grabs her phone
Meanwhile
"WOOOHOOOO. Food.... Food..." Jinsoul and Hyunjin are dancing like they had a ritual to summon rain
In Yeojin and Haseul room
"Yeojin. Get up. Someone is cooking and the dish has a really great aroma" Haseul trying to wake Yeojin up. But... there's no response from Yeojin who are hugging her 'Boyfriend' pillow
In Choerry and Yves room..... Choerry and Yves already wake up and prepare to get downstairs. Kim Lip still struggling to wake up and Chuu is reading some articles in the internet. Now, we see Y/n.... he stills sleep while the kitchen already spread Aroma from the great dish by Vivi. (A/N: really? You already near the kitchen but don't know about that, Y/n?)
"I think we already attract others. Hyejoo, can you wake up Y/n?" she asks to the younger
"of course unnie" she enthusiastically said
Then Olivia goes to Y/n's room. She knocks the door but doesn't have any reply
"Oppa, Wake up. You're late for breakfast. Let's go" she said while knocking the door. Meanwhile, Y/n still fall asleep while his laptop still turned on. He accidentally falls asleep while watching some movies on his laptop
While Olivia knocks, Everyone already at Tv room see her.
"why Hyejoo knocks Oppa's door?" Choerry asks Vivi who is preparing some food on the plate
"she wants to wake Y/n up but there isn't any response from him," she said as pour some soup to the bowl
"you can wake him up, unnie. I and Yeojin will help you with the dish" Haseul comes to her and said that
"well, okay. Please serve these to the dining table, okay?" she nods at older demands as she goes to Olivia Hye
"still haven't response from him?" Vivi asks her and Olivia just shook her head
"you can help others with the food. I will do that instead" the younger nods and goes to the kitchen
After Olivia Hye goes, Vivi knocks the door.
"Y/n, let's go. It's breakfast time. You don't want to eat?" still no responses
'hmm.. it's weird, I can hear his laptop sound. Must be he forgot to shut down the laptop while watch some videos' she thinks as she put her ear to the door. Then, she tries to open the door, and surprisingly, his door is unlocked. Then, she goes into his room while the owner of the room still falls asleep
'really careless as well. Ah, his phone will be down. I will charge for him' she thinks. As she reaches his phone, Y/n accidentally grabs her hand.
"noona... why our parents go away?" his words made Vivi flinched.
"I miss them noona. What should I do?" she then sees his face. Still sleeping. So, he talks in sleep... really weird for someone who really great and good-looking.
"Y/n. wake up. Hello.. wake up baby boy. You have to eat your breakfast" she asks him but his grip tightened
"am I a bad boy? I will become a good boy if it can be made them come home" he said while his tears fall down. 'he really misses his parents' she thinks
Vivi POV
I must calm him down before others know what happened to him. So they will not worried about him being sad because his parents
"shuu shuu... don't cry, baby boy. You always a good boy. You already managed to protect your sisters for us too. You had a great job to do. And now you already become a good manager for your besties" I said while stroking his hand. Before that, I close the door.
I stroke his hand for some minutes. He already calmed down as his tears already stopped. I don't know that he was already went through a lot of things in his life. I open my phone and texting Jimin about him.
(A/N: V for Vivi and J for Jimin)
V: Jimin, your brother is cried
J: by who? You?
V: no no. none of us done to him. He cried because he miss his parents
J: haa... he really misses his parents while his memories about them are none. how many times he done that?
V: just today. I think he really misses them and I suggest to call him. I'm afraid if he misses his breakfast and I know that he must make a report before this weekends.
J: sure I will, Vivi. Thank you for the information. I appreciate you
V: sure. He is our crush though. Of course, I must protect him from his loneliness
J: hahaha, really handsome manager you have.
V: he really great manager we have. Greater than our first manager. I feel envy with Haseul to have a reliable assistant she has
J: hahaha. But not envy her. She is the one who makes him become you all manager
V: Right, but-
J: he will choose all of you instead of some girl groups who are on the rise. And he always sincere to his heart when it comes about other people that he treasures most
V: okay then...
J: ah, I forgot. He always like when someone stroke his hair while asleep
V: I will do that then. Thanks, Jimin. sorry if I disturb you
J: you're welcome
I put my phone into my pocket and lay down beside him. I start to stroke his hair. I can see he is smiling. when he smiles, I unconsciously smile too. I really happy to meet him again. I think I start to babysit him when he is in elementary school. I know Hyejoo too but not too long because I must go back to Hong Kong because of my family's matters.
"please noona. I miss them. What should I do?" he still talks in his sleep. I think he dreams of talking with his sisters. I still stroke his hair. I heard his door opened a little.
I turn my head to the door and see Yeojin's head pop out at a gap of the door
"unnie, Oppa already wake up?" she said in her low volume
"nope, Yeojin. I will wake him up at a minute, okay?" she nods and closes the door.
"let's go Y/n. wake up" I start to hit his cheeks lightly and it's effective, He wakes up. He starts to wipes his eyes and sees around
"good morning," I said to him
"good morning too noona. Sorry if you're troubled to wake me up" I shook my head
"not at all. Rather than difficult, you're really easy to wake up than other members" I smile to him as he starts to embarrassed
"so, let's go. Other members already at the dining room. They want to eat with you too" I said to him
"well, let's go then" I nod at him as we go out from the room and join others at the dining room.
Timeskip
Y/n POV
Well. This afternoon, I already pass my report to Claire noona. She said that she will send to headquarter but she wants to see how my reports are done. I give her and I know that my report already in there by my senior at the company. Claire noona already checks my report before so I relieved.
I'm at the TV room with Hyejoo. She said she wants to play PUBG but she doesn't want to play alone. She also said that she already asks Gowon and Choerry. But they reject baby wolf because they want to play animal crossing. She also wants to ask Chuu but Chuu was sleep and she doesn't want to wake her up. So here we are, in the TV room and playing PUBG with just 2 of us.
"Oppa, you sure popular at middle and high school. Am I right?" she asks while attacking the opponents
"what do you mean by popular? I'm just a nerd like now" I said as I looting at one house not too far from Hyejoo's location
"really? I think I misheard from my friends when I met them another day before. They know that our previous managers are fired and I had a new manager. I said yes and they know that the manager is you" she said and yell yes because she is on the top killer
"whoa, really?" I ask as I shot some enemies behind Hyejoo with my sniper rifle
"and they said that they envied me because having a great-looking manager. I don't know that you are that popular Oppa" she said as she commands me to go to the blue zone
"hmm.. I don't know that. I didn't care about that famous" I said
After killing some enemy teams left, we got a chicken dinner. Well, I just assist her all the time. GGWP for her. "you want some snacks?" I ask her
"do we have?" she asks enthusiastically
"We have... another ramyeon, sausage, and hard-boiled eggs" I said
"I will take the sausage," she said as I nod.
"so, what do you think about your Oppa?" I ask her
"reliable, caring, handsome, a little bit annoying, and loveable," she said without a hesitant
"really? Am I that reliable?" I ask her
"of course, you always help me with my homework, always protect me whenever bully said meanie things to me" I surprised that I do that. My old self really have a justice heart
"really? Well, thanks to my old self hahaha" I said ash she hits me
"you always like that. Didn't mind anything about yourself and prioritize others before yourself" she said
"well, that's become my habit then hahaha" she laughs at me
"hahaha, you're so funny Oppa. That's why some of my friends really like you. Like a lot" she said
"how about you? You have crush one me too?" I ask
"yes. Of course" I gasped
"but.... I really like you as my brother, not as a man. You know that I like Gowon unnie, right?" I nod
"I love you Oppa. Still become my brother for forever and don't go away from me again okay?" she gives me pinky finger and I hook it with my pinky finger
"I promise. I will never go away from you and others. Even it costs my life" she shook her head
"no cost for that. We want you to live, I really mean it. I really want to treasure your life as you do the same to us" she really has grown up. I think she was once a crybaby but now, really fast.
"thanks Hyejoo. I really appreciate it" I said as I hug her. She tightening the hug
(A/N: imagine she hugs Y/n like her to Yves)
"no Oppa, all pleasure is on me. Thank you for coming back to my life again" she said as sobbing
"Hey hey, don't cry. You know that I will get smacked by Haseul and Vivi if I made one of you all cried" she hits me really hard as I just laugh at her.
"let's eat our snacks then. I think your stomach I getting angry because it can't eat on time" then we laugh. I go to the kitchen and prepare for our snacks.
Then we start to eat, then Yeojin goes downstairs with Vivi noona.
"Oppa, Oppa" she said
"Yeah yeah, I'm here. What's wrong?" I ask her
"Vivi unnie said that she wants to go shopping and she wants to buy some for you," she said as the older's face got redden because of embarrassment.
"hahaha, is it real noona? You don't have to" I said
"she said that she will force you to come with her" Yeojin said
"is that real too?" the older just nods her head
"you can say that sooner. Wait a minute, I must change my shirt and we can go" then I go to my room and changing my shirt. After that, we go to the shopping mall.
Timeskip. At Mall
Me and Vivi noona search some shirt that fit on me because my shirts already didn't fit with me, some of them are loose because I had a big body back then and I didn't have time to buy another because I'm busy at café. Well, at least I can freely search what I want to wear and it will fit for me now haha
We come from one shop to another shop. I got so many shirts that I like and now I can wear it. Feels like a dream to me. I excitingly come to another shop and see some sportswear and some trousers.
"you really like those design, Y/n?" Vivi noona asks me
"yes, because Jimin noona always bought me some sporty shirt or shorts. Some of them fit to me, but because I had depression about I'm fat back then, they are already donated to an orphanage. I agreed because they didn't fit with me so it will become waste if I still persistent to keep those." I said
"owh.. look at you. Really become grown-up. I still remember you always pick a fight on bullies and end up beaten but win from those bullies. You always become a hero back then. And now still didn't changed at all" Vivi noona snickers and I giggle at her statement
"haha, you're right. I don't know but I think you always keep accompany with me while my sisters were abroad" I said
"yes. At first and second high school to be exact" she said
"hahaha, you still remember that. Even me? *sigh. Just remember some things that recent to me" I sigh very deep. I feel a hand pats my back
"you always great in our eyes, Y/n. we can understand that you have a memory loss and that's sucks. But since you already at our dorm. You have another family. Me, Haseul, and others want to become your ears, you aren't alone" Vivi noona encourages me. I feel a little bit fired up.
"thanks noona. I really appreciate all of you" I said as she nods
Then we continue shopping. She really happy because I think it's been a while we didn't go somewhere just two of us.
"it's been a while we were going like this" Vivi noona said
"really noona? How many years since we like this?" I ask
"hmm.. I have bad at remember hehe. I think about 7 years ago" she said
"that's really long. Hmm. I think we can go to the arcade. Or you hungry noona? We can eat something here" I said as we walk out from the shop
"well, no one refuses free food then hehe. Besides that, I can hear your stomach already grumble like a person who grumbling over something hehehe" she laughs then clings to me. I can feel my face become red at sudden.
Then we go to food court. After arrive, we look around the food court and choose what we want to eat. Vivi noona said she wants some Yangyeom chicken, and me, I think I want some Rendang. I see one food stall that sells Rendang beef with rice and veggies. Then we go to the food stalls and order what we want to eat.
I got my rice with Rendang beef and Vivi noona get her Yangyeom chicken.
"is that beef?" she asks as points my Rendang beef
"yup, I see at the internet. The article said this foodcourt really had a new food stall that sells Indonesian Food. I really curious about that and really want to try it" I said
"you want?" I continue as she nods cutely
"I want to. It's savoury when I look at them" she said. I cut a piece of beef aand she pouts
"just this little?" she asks
"I heard that this food is really spicy. You really want to take a big one?" I ask her
"yes. I want to know about the spiciness of this food. Is it that spicy or not" she confidently said
Then, I take a big bite to her and she takes from me. She starts chewing. At first, she really smiling while chewing. But after some chew, her forehead streams many sweats. Her face becomes redden and her lip already red
"huu.. haa..." she blows some wind from her mouth to calm her lip
"hahaha. Is it really that spicy?" I take one bite and.... Yeah, that's spicy... ah... shoot... my lip hurt. It's spicy but I can endure it
"here noona *give mineral water from my bag" she takes that and gulping that really fast
"you really want to eat this spicy thing?" I nod
"you really have a metal tongue. Really great of you" then she shrunk
"don't say that noona. Humans are having their specialty each respectively. I know that you really great to make the dish in big portion" then she laughs
"is that a compliment? I didn't hear that like a compliment" she laughs at me
"well, let's continue eat. You wanna some again?" she shook
"no Y/n. I'm done with that spiciness" she continue to bite her chicken
After eating, we then head back to dorm. Not forget to bring snacks to the others so they won't whine at me about didn't have any snacks.
Timeskip
"Y/n" Vivi noona call me
"hm?" I hum
"thank you for accepting my request to shopping" she said while smiles
"no problem noona. I am really happy to see some shirts that I want to and now I can buy that hehe. All pleasure is mine, madam" I joke to her as she laughs because of my antics
"you really funny Y/n. I don't know if you reject my request. I think I will just at the sofa and sleeping there because of boredness" now I laugh at her
"hahahah. You're welcome noona" I bow my body and she does the same. After that, we smile at each other and come into the dorm
"fyu fyu, who's already come home from their date? *whistling" Yeojin, as usual, loudly said that
"I just have some shopping because I forgot to have some formal attire and a shirt. So, I buy some. Luckily, I have a fashion advisor so I can choose what fashion I can fit into" I said
"hmm.. okay then~" she just said. "is that our snacks?" I nod at her
She snatches the snacks from Vivi noona's hand and goes to the TV room really fast. I then walk into my room as I feel really tired. I heard some of them said thanks for the food. I just nod at them and smile as I continue to walk into my room.
In the flash, I already in the white room. Really? Tomorrow is the big day for them. I don't want to make them worried about me
"worried about them?" that white shirt man comes in
"yeah, I really tired and tomorrow is their another step for being recognized by the world," I said as I sit on the chair
"well.. they will be. You can keep my word now, they will get their first trophy in the music show. In this comeback. Just wait then and pray that will be happening soon" he said to me
"really? Can I keep your word?" I ask
"you already know that I will not lie to you. At first, why should I? I don't want to lie to myself" he said. 'myself?'
"wait, you mean?" "yup, you're right what you mean. I'm your other self" he said
"really?? But why you look older?" I ask
"I don't want you become confused about you to talk to yourself, so I change my appearance" he said while sipping his tea. "tea?" then I pick the cup
"you really know about being gentleman" he said after I sip my tea
"you mean?" I really don't know what he means
"ah, you already made all of them care about you" he said
"hmm.. I still don't know about that, but I just tried to make them really happy. Not because of food, or clothes, or money. I just want them to forget about their past, the bitterness that they had during Seoji became their manager. I just want them happy. That's it" I said
"really wise of you. And gentleman like you are really a few in this world" he said
"hahaha, don't mention it. That's part of my job though" I said
I can feel that he is like my father. Well. No problem with that. I don't mind at all
"so, you want to come back?" he said and I nod
"Okay then. Hope you get some old memories and create new memories with others" I nod at his statement
Then flashlight shines and strike me. I cover my eyes and now I'm having a nice sleep....
But it's not too long. I heard some noises from the kitchen. I get up from my bed and walk to the kitchen.
"Why are you being loud?" I ask anyone in the kitchen with half-asleep eyes.
"sorry Oppa for waking you up. We just want to help you with making dinner for us all" Yerim said as Yeojin and Hyejoo nod at her statement
"I think you had an accident in the kitchen. Let me help you" I start to wash my hands but Hyejoo stops me
"Oppa can wait at TV room while we are cooking" she said
"so, what do you want to cook?" I ask to Yeojin
"it's secret~ you will know after the dish is done" she playfully said as I just chuckle
"okay then you three. Just make sure don't make you three hurt yourself. Okay?" they nod at my statement. I go to the TV room and see Chuu with Yves already at the sofa while Vivi noona sit beside them, texting someone.
"Who are you texting to?" I ask her
"I message to my parents. I rarely send them any messages and I think I want to send them those" she said
"hee... okay then." I said. Now the conversation become silent.
Suddenly
Vivi noona leans her head on me as I become frozen all of sudden. I think she really misses her parents who are in Hongkong right now. I just caressing her hair while she smiles as sees her phone.
Author POV
Little they know, someone is seeing them.
"they really close to each other. I want to do that but I'm too shy near him" someone said while sees them on the second floor
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Hello, all of you. it's me Z. thanks for read and vote for this book. i really appreciate it. if you had any comments about this book/ specific chapter, you can comment on there. okay?
well well well.. it's already half of 2020. still healthy but broke for me lol. no problem with that. little advice in this pandemic, you can express yourself in any platform. you can do anything while you're stuck at home. I really didn't know that affect me. but after 6 months (maybe), i can feel myself become greater than last year. I hope you all have any improvement in this life.
sometimes, i have an overthink about myself and that really sucked. because of that, i must postpone my writing for a couple days. plus I must do my essay before i send it to my supervisor. I really abandon my essay and this book for couple days and now i have to update. I hope i can do overcome those. well, i think i can do that. hopefully.
oh right, i almost forgot about song recommendation. here you go:
The Oral Cigarettes - Shine Holder
this song is similar to action-genre anime song. but this one really legit because the bass in this song really fit with the song. no offense with other song with other great bass line, buit this song really put bass line same good as the drum and guitar line (i really noob about describe song). i'm not expert but i really have interest with this song and song which similar with this one. the lyrics can you see at google and you can translate it. i don't know which country you are. so yeah. this song is LEGIT.
i think i will end it for a moment. thank you for read my opinions and i hope you always great, healthy, and sane (i mean it)
Stay healthy, stay cool
Z out