"what made you so mad" i asked "my parents they hate you" he said
"that's 100% not the reason you cried" i crossed my arms
"my ex she- she's gonna try to kill you everyone i date or try to date she hates anyone i date, especially you"
"this is confusing" i laughed
"i don't know" he ran his fingers through his hair
"why were you crying" i asked him "she has a lot of power"
"trust me not more than my dad"
"i know but your my girl- i want you to be mines" i gagged at the fact i said that
"i'm yours mattia" i said
i sat on his lap and played with his collar
"she's not gonna touch me i promise" i said
he looked and me and rolled his eyes
"i'm just stressed ok i don't want and anything to happen
to you"
"nothing is going to happen to me how many time do i have to tell you hm?" i said
"i love you" he said
"huh?" i said
"you don't have to say it back just know"
he went to sleep and i went outside just sitting there observing the sun setting, it's so pretty.
i missed home a lot but not the abusive relationship i was in, the house, my friends everything. i thought about running but he'd find me and honestly he does make me happy.
i drank some, a lot of wine and i didn't realize how tipsy i was until i went to stand up and damn there fell off the balcony.
i stumbled into the house and took a long steamy shower, once i got out i put on some clothes and got back into bed. he immediately wrapped his arms around me and i melted into his arms
a/n
pls i didn't realize how short i made my chapters, but i deleted the smut out of this chapter it was so bad 😭