Y/n's pov:
I went to the guest room and lied down on the bed. I looked at the ceiling and cried. I truly loved Ryland and he just said that. Maybe it was because he is mad. He didn't mean it right? Right? I cried till I felt numb. I just went to sleep.
5 days later:
I haven't gone out of the guest room. I mostly post drafts and sleep. I haven't eaten but I didn't feel like it. Every time someone told me to get out I just declined. That was until today. I heard I knock on the door. I told them to come in.
Larray: Ok bitch you have to get up, go shower and get out and be a bad bitch cmon.
Y/n: I guess I don't have a choice do I ?
Larray: No you don't we are getting you out of this room.
Y/n: Ok fine but my clothes are in the other room.
Larray: Don't worry about it. Ryland is out with Alex and they are gonna be gone for at least 2 hours. I'll help you get your stuff.
We went into the other room and some memories came back. I had no tears left so Larray helped me take all my stuff and put them in the room that was now going to be mine. I took a shower and felt refreshed. I put on my outfit and brushed my teeth and went out of the bathroom to see Larray waiting for me.
He smiled at me as we went out of the room and went upstairs where everyone was. Everyone heard what happened that Night because we were basically screaming. They all saw me and came up to me and hugged me. I went to find something to eat from the fridge and I found strawberries so I took them and started eating while Noah came to the kitchen.
Y/n: Good Morning Miss Becky
Noah: Y/n!! Thank god you finally came out of that room. The sway boys missed you.
Y/n: Where are they?
Noah: They are all on the other building on the living room filming a teatok. Also Quinton joined the house if that's okay with you?
Y/n: No that's great! Wanna go ruin their teatok?
Noah: Say less.
We both walked into the door and heard them talking about random stuff that was posted on tiktok room. We bursed through the door making them all turn to look at us.
Y/n: SUP BITCHES.
TB( the boys)
Tb: Y/n!
Blake came up to me and gave me and span me around. While Josh was still talking about the drama.
Josh: And yeah that was it about Zoe and Cody. Y/n come on be in my teatok.
I sat between Blake and Quinton while I heard Josh speak.
Josh: sow now our next subject is Quinton. Tiktok room posted a video of you saying you have a crush on Cynthia Parker. What does everyone have to say about that?
Quinton: It's true.
Y/n: I ship
Blake: me too.
Josh: ok so now Y/n. People saw you were posting your drafts and you were not active on other social platforms.
Y/n: Yeah I'm sorry but this week I was feeling like not doing anything.
I smiled at the camera and Josh continued with other drama while I whispered at Blake.
Y/n: Hey do you have your phone on you? I forgot mine in the kitchen and I want to text Josh not to say anything about me or Ryland.
Blake: *whispers* sure.
He reached on his pocket and gave me his phone so I texted josh.
"hey can you please not mention anything about me and Ryland, Please and thank you - Y/n ~
Josh: And yeah- *ding* who tf texts me on my outro? oh yeah never mind. That is it for today's video Like and subscribe and see you next Tuesday!
Everyone: Byeeee
Blake: Hey Y/n wanna make a tiktok.
Y/n: Sure
We made some tiktoks with everyone and I went to the kitchen to get my phone. I entered the kitchen to see Alex, Calvin, Patrick and Ryland. Great. I have to show him that I can leave without me and that it didn't affect me. I just smiled.
Y/n: Good Morning boys
Alex: *vlogging* What are you searching for?
Y/n: Yeah I'm searching for my phone.
Calvin: ohhh yeah
Ryland:...........
Patrick: Searching for this. *holds Y/n's phone up*
Y/n: Yes can I have it?
Patrick: give me a kiss on the cheek first.
Y/n: Ok I was not clear before. Give me the phone or I'll slap you as hard as I can.
Patrick: oh hell no. Here you go.
Everyone cracked up and started laughing. And yeah even Ryland. It made me smile because I know he basically said he hated me in a way but I forgive him even tho he hasn't talked to me yet. I shrugged it off and went up to the others that were on the cough.
I was making a tiktok with Charli while I got a notification from some people mentioning me on a post of tiktok room.
It was Josh's video with me and Blake hugging in the back and then a video where I whispered to him.
God why are these people assuming stuff. The caption read "oop we see #yncyr and #blakegray after Y/n said her and Ryland were on a break a week ago 👀. I decided to reply with a comment on their post.
Yncyr: I'm sorry if this comes out rude but I can have guy friends and hang out with whoever I want. I don't have to put my whole life out on the internet and explain everything I do. Because I hugged Blake doesn't mean we are something ( no offense Blake) and because me and Ryland are nothing right now doesn't mean that I hate him. I love him and support him like friends do. The same goes to all of my friends too. Thank you.
Blake gray reply to yncyr: She's actually right.
Ryland Storms reply to blakegray:^^^
I saw Ryland reply and my heart skipped a beat. I do mean what I wrote and I still love him....