Chapter 16
I started crying more and more when he came near me, I backed away,until I felt a wall hit my back, he reached me and yanked me up by my hair, tossing me on the bed, I retreat to the bed post, he took my leg and yanked me back in place...to him, He ripped my clothes and started taking his own, he tied my hands with his belt and proceeds to open my legs, he come inside me, Arhhhhh Ahhh
He kept thrusting in fast
NICHOLAS s-stop Ahhh
stop please
"Why would I? darling you're so tight,"he groans
I beg him to stop, again and again and again,he doesn't....
I feel like my body is being shredded, piece by piece, I just want it to end, why me? My eyes closed, but I knew he wouldn't stop
Beep, beep, beep
So annoying, where I'm I?
What happened? I have to get up, but I can't, my body doesn't respond everything hurts, where is Dad, I went to fetch C.C yesterday I- he found me, married me again,and his sick Dad pointed guns to my family, he raped me again, I'm so pathetic I can't even stand up for myself I-I, why, why me!?,
what did I ever do wrong? Suddenly, someone barged in and hugged me, I tried pushing him off of me to no vail, why did you do that? I screamed; he ignored me, I start hitting his chest, not stopping, until I felt very very tired,he started whispering sweet nothings and I fell asleep in his embrace,
I was out for two days when I finally woke up... it's been two months, I'm better I think I didn't talked to Nick, he got tired of being ignored and snapped, one of the maids was serving super one day,
Nicholas was sitting on the head table I was on his right side, the rest of his family was there too, John or Mama as he tells me to call him, asked how his day was, he said that everything was fine,
he went to visit some "friends" in other words he killed them, UK is the centre their home, they forever safe place, the perfect base, I just need to find an airport, and get there before someone finds that I'm gone from this house, so I can be free only that, but is so hard to make it happen,
Nicholas asked me how my day went I kept shut, he doesn't let me leave the house, no guard or maid talk to me even If I tried create conversation, nothing, I can't even go to the garden, I can't do anything,...
He got up and punched the near wall he could find, everyone stayed still, I started eating now, all his family got up from the table, to try calming him down,
I kept eating my food until he reached for me, punched me and started pulling me up and down by my hair, banging my head, I kissed and hugged him, he calmed down instantly, we sat down, this time I was in his lap, we started once more eating our food,
everyone was shocked, don't forget I was in jail with him, we used to be cellmates and "dated" even against my will, yeah he was my husband back there too, it happened before at least a few times, #mini rage fits,
I can walk on my own but I choose to be helped everywhere, they must underestimate my capabilities, like that, it will be impossible to them to know I'm planning to run away again, I tried on the first three weeks, Mama found me every time and beat the day light out of me,
[Flashback]
Today is the day,
my plans got ruined by Zol five days ago, he discovered the rope I have been creating with a few sheets, Mama, wasn't home, but when he came back, he came to know and punched me three times, I blackout,
when I woke up,
my stomach hurted, my face and my arms too, I didn't lose hope thought,
Lola, takes my babies outside every day now at 3Am, she's clumsy but strong, and believes in anything I say, I'm really friendly ;)) Okay, enough with the creepy talk, yesterday,
I asked for strawberries, I hide all that were on the kitchen, with a few other fruits too, so today, five maids will go and buy some, in different cars,
Lola being one of them,
I convinced her to take my babies with her, and secretly gave her coordinates to a supermarket, where, I convinced her that had the best chocolates and grapes she loves grapes, but still, the guards wouldn't let her leave the house with the babies,
they are Nicholas heirs, so I told her to hide them, it was all for a good cause, she was babysitting them as usual at 03 Am, she agreed,
I have only to get a car, I just need a distraction, "Hey babe", one of the guards says to a maid and starts kissing her, wha- Oh this is it....
I cough to get their attention,
"Mistress, how are you, how can I serve you?"
The Ms. says bowing a little, honey you and your boyfriend can help me just right, she looks shocked and confused, calm down, I'm not going to harm, or punish you, for being with him, I just need your uniform, make up and a wig
I packed, a few clothes, and my babies stuff, the Ms. name was Jennifer,
I talked to Ella yesterday, another girl, and asked for her to buy me a new dress, that I saw on a fancy commercial yesterday,
Nick never says no to me and always give me his credit cards, Jennifer and Ella will switch places with me, another woman will go with me, "I'm a newbie, my name is Sarah, I came from Scotland and arrived today", I repeat that to myself over and over again, in this first two weeks, that's the first time that I have come this close of leaving...
Hi!?
I say to a red headed woman, very beautiful by the way,
"Hey, never saw you around before"
yes
I'm a newbie, my name's Sarah I came from Scotland, I arrived today,
"Cool, get in, the names Diane"
She believed me, we pass through the gates, Jennifer boyfriend let me go, by distracting the other guard, I can't believe, I'm out, the drive is slow and comfortable, hey Diane?
"Yeah",
can I use your phone, I forgot to charge mine yesterday, "yah here"
Gosh, I'm getting good at lying and I kinda feel bad, but still, I need this, let's make a good use of this credits cards, I have my documents, Three plane tickets, for two baby boys and their mother, the supermarket I sent Lola is 500 centimetres away from the airport, I just have to change clothes,
I will do this at the mall,
we arrived just now, Luck is by my side and nothing can stop me, Hey Diane thanks,
" yeah it's good, let's split up and find the dress the Mistress wanted"
yeah let's do exactly that,
as she turns around, I sprint back to the car, take my bags, then go to the nearest bathroom, I take the makeup off the clothes too, I put sweatpants and a mini shirt, I get out taking my wig off on the way and hail a cab, to the airport!...
Hi my lovies...
you were waiting for me? Yeah right? yeah, moon, and mason giggle at my awful baby voice, Lola pays the cab driver and I thank her, She says that, she couldn't really do her shopping because of the babies, don't worry I'm here now, go, I will stay here waiting for you, at that, she gets in the supermarket, I dash to the airport, finally finally, I'm leaving him, his family an-
"Hello Dear,"
What???
"so you thought you could really run away? Didn't I told you not to do that? I told you, Nicholas would find you, but since he is travelling, I have to teach you a big lesson,"
How? The airport isn't empty, he and our man's are the only one's here,○ you played me○
"You realised that, only now??"
That's why things were so perfect, I had a good "luck" today,
"it was fun watching you run all day, now let's go hom-No, that's not my home, I won't go back, Someone grabbed me from behind and another one took my babies from me before I could react....Mama didn't like, my answer at all....
I learned to respect him, and kissing each other for us in this Mafia, is a type of close family affection, I'm going to leave for good,this time I will succeed, I have my babies I feed them, play with them and much more, and there is this girl, her name is Jessica, I always ask her to take my babies outside to get a little bit of fresh air, plus she became my friend a newbie who is too gullible, but I can't underestimate her, she is good with knives everyone in this house can go to war alone and win... except for me,
I'm just friendly and hell smart, Nick and I always have sex, it's not like I want anyway, today Jessica got me a phone, I talked with Bran, we are going to-"Darling"
Yes honey?
"Let's go for a walk"
What!? Really Nick?
He only stares at me, I get up and take his hand, excited!! for once I'm leaving this creepy house well mansion, I'm not going to waste the chance, I'm ready!, let's go Honey, I tell him,
We exit the house and start walking, it's nice to be out in the open, seeing other people taking care of they own business, we walk and walk until we reach a beautiful open place with lots of flowers and trees, we sit under the biggest one, and stay in a comfortable silence, a few minutes pass and Nick put is head on my lap, I caress his hair,
"darling how are going your preparations for the trip to Belgium", I freeze,
What?, He is starring at me,
I won't leave you Nicholas, I-
"I hate liars darling, you know that!!,do you want me to fetch my belt uh?"
No, Nick, no
"You ain't going anywhere do you hear me? I swear I will bring your father head wrapped on a colourful gift box, do you want that baby?"
No Nick, no I'm sorry, "I start crying",
"I love you Santiago you're mine, only mine"
Yes, I'm only yours, please forgive me,
"Fine" we both lay on the grass seeing the sunset,
I never tried to run away again, I can't let my family get killed because of me, I have to accept my fate, I have two beautiful babies, I'm married, this is my husband, he is mad in the head, completely insane sometimes, but he loves me and I also learned to love him, just the way he is...