Lisa's POV.
I cried and cried, I really don't know what to do... I can't imagine it! I can't imagine that he will forgot me... Would that be possible? Maybe I could just know what will happen... Maybe I don't let him go out
"Lisa..." Jin oppa called out as I looked at him while crying and holding Jungkook's hand "I'm sorry this is all my fault, maybe if I just go to your apartment and let him come with my car is wouldn't happen"
I shakes my head "No oppa, this isn't your fault..." I said and he smiled
"I hoped he will awake soon" He said making my heart shutter, I look at my boy and I felt sad... What if... He will forget me?
"Lisa, you should go home for now... You haven't take a rest" Jisoo unnie said and I shakes my head
"No unnie, its okay... I'm staying here, I will take care of him" I smiled
"You sure?" She ask and I nodded "okay"
We slept here and after Jin oppa buy us something to eat, after we slept we wake up and saw its morning then hours have past and we still waiting for Jungkook to wake up... Then something's happened, his hands squeeze mine and my eyes widened
"Unnie, Oppa..." I called out "Jungkook's awake" I smiled brightly
"Really? Okay I'm gonna call the doctor" Jisoo unnie said and we nodded, I look back at Jungkook and he was slowly opening his eyes
"Kookie?" I said softly as I smiled at him and caress his cheeks and he look at Jin oppa to the other side
"H-hyung..." He said with his raspy voice and Jin oppa smiled brightly
"Gguk, your okay..." Jin oppa hugged him before turning his gaze to me
"J-Jungkook..." I smiled waiting for his respond as he look at me with no emotion, I felt... Nervous
"W-who are you?" And with that, I felt millions of knife stab my heart... Tears started to form on my eyes as I let go of his hands and stand straight as I hold my tears to not fall on my cheeks, Jin oppa look at me worriedly and I look back at Jungkook and smile nervously
"Please t-tell me your... joking" I bit my lips to avoid sobbing and he looked at me confused
"I'm serious... Who are you?" He look at me coldly and I felt pain in my chest... I couldn't hold my tears anymore as they started to roll down my cheeks
"His your girlfriend Jungkook" Jin oppa said
"Girlfriend? I don't have a girlfriend and if I have why a... Nerd?" He said as my heart ache for what he said
"Hey! Don't say that to your girlfriend, You'll never say that to her before" Jin oppa said and I stop him
"Its okay oppa... Jungkook, I love you... Its okay if you don't remember me, we can still be together... Right?" I said hoping that he would agree but I was wrong
"Together? I will never come with you! Can't you see? I don't like nerds" he raise his one eyebrow
"Please stop Jungkook! Thats not the brother I know!" Jin oppa said
"But hyung, I told you... I don't have a girlfriend"
"But if you don't like nerds why did you ask me to be your girlfriend?" I said
"I don't ask you to be my girlfriend, And I will never ask you that!" He pointed at me
"Don't you dare treat your girlfriend like that! I didn't teach you that kind of attitude! My brother is kind, gentle, lovely, respectful and a nice person! This isn't you... I don't know you anymore Jungkook" Jin oppa scolded
"Why can't you just listen to me?! I told you, I don't know her... Is that hard to understand?!" Jungkook raise his voice
"Please don't argue, its okay" I sobbed
"You are planning to propose on her Jungkook!" Jin oppa spoiled making my eyes widened
"Thats the reason you have to meet him?" I ask Jungkook
"What are you talking about?" He said and look at us curiously
"Please try to remember it!" Jin oppa said and Jungkook hiss
"But my head just hurt if I try" He coldly said and soon Jisoo unnie and the doctor came, he check Jungkook's condition and look at us
"Why am I here by the way?" Jungkook ask
"You got into car accident, and by the way the driver of the truck was also here in the hospital... I heard that he was drunk and sadly... He's already dead" the doctor said
"Sorry to hear that... Doc, you said he has an amnesia but why did he knows me? And he didn't know Lisa?" Jin oppa ask
"Well.." The doctor look at Jungkook "Do you know that girl?" He ask pointing at Jisoo and Jungkook shakes his head "do you guys know each other when you are still a kids?"
"I'm his brother so yeah, and they just see him lately" Jin oppa said so the doctor sigh
"I'm sorry everyone... He can only remember the person who is with him for so long, so that means... He didn't know the persons who just he meet lately" the doctor said and I nodded and look at Jungkook with sad eyes
"Thanks doc" I said and the doctor left
I look at Jungkook and smiled "I'm sorry, Its just an act" I said and Jin oppa and Jisoo unnie look at me confusedly "I'm sorry Jungkook, I was just acting and you probably think its true haha... How funny" I laugh sarcastically and the two look at me weirdly
"Wait Lisa----" I cutted Jin oppa's sentence
"Oh, oppa don't say it... I know I'm a good actress" I laugh sarcastically again
"What are you talking about?" Jisoo unnie look at ne wierdly
"What I'm saying is... I have to go, So... Yeah, Take care Jungkook. Bye unnie, Bye oppa! See you... Soon." I sadly said and smiled at them fakely and then I turn my back to them and mumbled "I love you, Jungkook... I hoped you'll going to be happy... Someday" and with that... I walk away, I heard Jin oppa and Jisoo unnie called me but I just ignore them. I walk faster as I tried to hold my tears, It hurts me really... I can't accept the fact that I just gave up that fast, But since he don't remember me... He don't love me anymore... And besides he said that we can't be together so... I have to accept the fact that my dreams will never be come true, psh... Dreams. I know it will never come true, I know he was planning to propose on me but its too late... The fact is... I can't do anything, Stupid me. I am so weak... No one deserves a nerd and scaredy cat like me. If he didn't get into a car accident maybe we are still happy together but its happen so... I don't have a choice but to accept the truth. Lisa, Just let him... Go, will yah?
Ugh! Its hard to move on that fast because I love him so much, their right... A nerd is a nerd, you got bullied and they think that you are a useless person. You didn't get respect instead you got rude and bad words...
They'll so very right... If you love to much... You got also hurt to much and that what happens to me
Did I really deserve this?
I was walking back to my apartment, I didn't ride a taxi since I want to be alone...
And yeah its raining... Great, your so very lucky Lisa... I smiled like an idiot while covering my shoulders with my hands because the rain was dripping into me and my whole body was so wet already and my glasses was also wet so I take it off, then I finally reach the apartment
I entered my room and hurriedly take a bath so that I won't get sick
After that I remembered him again... I tried to be strong but I can't I cried so hard until I found myself sleeping in my bed
My phone suddenly ring and I hurriedly sat up and answer it.
"H-hello, unnie?" I ask in a raspy voice
"Lali, I heard it... I felt sad for what happen to Jungkook, are you okay?"
"I'm okay unnie" I said trying to hold my tears
"You sure? What about Jungkook?" She ask as I sigh
"H-he... Had an amnesia, but don't worry, he is awake now" I said and she sigh
"Lisa, I know you... Please take care" she said and was about to hang up but I stop her
"Wait!" I said
"Hmm?"
"Fine, I'm not okay unnie, I don't know where should I go since Jungkook didn't want me to come with him" I spilled as she gasp
"I knew it! How rude he is?!" She said as I sigh and I told her all what happened and she felt worried about me "Lisa just come back here in Seoul... I'll help you to move on I promise" she said
"But I can't... I love him so much"
"Lisa, Listen... You think that if you still see him you can be together again?" She said and I silent "If you see him you will be... Hurt and how can you move on?" She added making my tears fall "I understand you Lisa, I'm just concerned about you since you don't actually know most of the people in that place" she said, she has a point
"Okay unnie, I'm going back to Seoul... Tomorrow I will booked a flight" I said and my tears can't stop falling as I avoid sobbing
"Really? Okay then... I'm going to wait for you in the airport, See u Lisa, Take care" she said and I ended the call
Maybe she's right... I have to move on, I packed my things and I saw the necklace he gave me at our anniversary. This is the only thing that is left to me so I keep it and continue to pack my things and went online to booked a flight before I feel asleep
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I woke up when the sunlight hit my face, This is it... Everything's ready. I go to the bathroom and wash myself as I wore my clothes then I thought of Jungkook, Jin oppa and Jisoo unnie... Should I tell them?
I grab a piece of paper and wrote everything, I was tearing up while writing this and after that I put it in the table
I smiled to myself and I just can't stop crying, I grabbed my things and leaving Jungkook things behind as I said my last word
"Goodbye apartment" I said and left
I arrived at the Thai's Airport and wait for my flight.
"The flight to Seoul Korea is now here (Sorry I dunno this kind of stuff😄)" I smiled and stands before getting my things and looked around "Goodbye Thailand... Please keep my good memories in this place" I said and enter the plane
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