The next day
A vision....future
I have no clue where im....or who im...I just need to find him my only connection with this crazy world around me....
I been walking I dont know for how long ...but his face is the only thing that I remember...
but them...this feeling to find this guy and I dont know how...
Right now Im standing in the preservation....sensing
Im closer...I need to continued...but I m question myself what he doesn't know who im....
Deacon pov
Finishing our session
How you feeling...I ask watching her getting back to normal
Drain....jeannie said closing her eyes tired
We stay in silent...I could hear her heartbeat out of control...she open her eyes looking at me
Im star leaving notes everywhere...spoon...cup..plates even clothes...jeannie said worried at me
What you mean...I said worried too
Im star forgetting important things....jeannie said standing from the chair walking around
Like what...I ask her
She look me....
Places..stuff...people faces...im using the alarm of my cellphone for any important things...in my room I have a note calendar with everything...the worst I have a album photo....with pictures of anyone I know and what there are to me ...notes birthdays...friend...brother even the neighbor...this is getting sucks....jeannie letting out a hard breath
Did you talk to him...I ask her
Her eyes all wet looking down
No....jeannie simple said
If he try to talk to you...I ask looking for a reaction
He try....jeannie simple said
Why you dont let him...I ask
She move her hand and over her heart thinking
Is still hurt..I could still hear him...reject me...jeannie said still with her hand in her heart
And derek...I ask how suddenly her face glow
Watching every breath any step I made he doesnt talk or ask but I know his worried...jeanni said smiling sad
And the wedding...im continued asking her
Everything rolling on time..ready...except me...jeannie said sitting in the chair
Are you afraid...I ask
Yes....waking up one day and not recognized him...any of them...jeannie said looking at her hand
Im stared looking at her ...she really look tired...this is more that she can handle...definitely draining her
Jeannie....I need you that close your mind door...I said worried
She look at me horrified
What...jeannie opening her eyes
I know what I tell you last time....but is killing you slowly...I said worried
Close it ...you need a break...save yourself...I said sitting in front of her
I can't they need me...jeannie said standing walking nervious
You must...or using it without measure...I said
Without measure...jeannie said strange
Like when you changed into a wolf...complete....full...no strains...I said worried
Are you out of your mind...you want me to used it without measure the consequences.....jeannie said now scared
Let the vission come dont try to controlling no of them...its time for you to embraced what you really are....I said standing walking at her
You know what im risking here....loosing complete my memory...if have to be another way...jeannie said now in tears
Im sorry theres no other way...you have to free yourself...I said watching her sitting crying
I dont think I cant do this....I cant...jeannie said covering her face
You can ...when the times comes you would find out you know what to do...I said comforting her....
Two days later
Jeannie pov
Walking to my clasroom...getting everything ready..standing in front of the window thinking
Im not staying in uncle house...im not staying with derek either..I need some space...
Im grateful found someone like him....my sourwolf
He dont botter..a little possessive sometimes..but that his nature..
Our bond for me is strange trying to understanding but is so strong..I dont need to call him..he nows when im tired..anger...sad...crying...happy...even when I dont sleep..
There was this other night in my bed without any drop of sleep..feeling him sneak in take me in his arms
Try to sleep...you need rest...im not going nowhere....derek said kissing my hair and sleep with me
Sometimes I ask myself if he get tired of me.....
Watching the guys get inside on the classroom stepping away from the windows walking at my desk smiling...sensing stiles and scott get in...
I love stiles since the moment he was born...when he star to walk..his first tooth...ahh his fisrt bat breaking my window..
Looking at him...he doesnt look at me
I miss him...
He travel 3 days to boston better said his escaped from uncle home just for see me and rescue me from caled...we hide for three more days bringing him back to beacon hills ..then I decide to travel for two years back myself here...home...
But see him in my class like right now and avoiding him....hurts...
Aiden told the guys what happened that night..they try pulling all back together and mean us..
For now im not doing what deacon told me..im avoiding the nightmare..the visions...I know is imposible but I need to remain sane..is so difficult ignored someone that you really care and love so much even sacrifice myself for keep him alive...
But my question still remain...how would find out....
Stiles pov
Inside in jeannies classroom..watching every step she make every smile any comments....
I just want to see her eyes...I whispering
Did you said something....scott said
No bro....nothing at all...I said smiling
Shes avoinding me...I need to know if shes ok..
I miss her..our over nights the nightmares..out talks...jokes..her sarcasm...heard her smile around the house..when she help me with my work in her own way...her room..I cant even stand in front of her door because I know shes not there...it hurts
Watching her smiling answering a question to brian..she looks pale..tired..even the black color of her hair in ashes without life
I do it to protect her...but im feeling that im just killing her...
Derek pov
Im in her apartment looking around founding the notes...
She really star forgetting....I said walking uptairs at her room
Sitting in her bed...her scent all around make me need her.. playing with dj looking around founding a journal in her nightstand...
Taking the journal in my hand thinking..
I dont like to do this...searching in her things but I have to know opening and reading every single page surprising myself..it was about us since the first time we meet..every details...dates...time...places...even the color of my shirt making me smile
Until I read the last page...
Forbidden forget...him...
He deserve someone better than me....
Closing the journal tensed...
I can believe myself..she thinks that im geting tired of her...
Why she can think something like that...
I would die for her I dont care about nothing else except her.
Taking my phone..sending her a message
I need to see you
Sending and wait...
Standing front her bed leaving the journal in her nightstand and dj on the floor walking downstairs going to the last room remembering the box where she take out the album found it and take it down..
Looking inside the box there not only pictures is stuff our stuff taking in my hand a brown lace smiling shes wearing that they day I meet her in the shool hallway....
Flash back
We was walking on the hallway going for the basketball practice
Hey derek
Yeah
Catch
He throw me the ball I got it bounce the ball we are joking laughing until
we was turning in the corner founding in front of me 3 guys and a girl ..a strange girl
Hey look whos here..one of the guys said to the other
Yeah the geek girl...the other said putting his arms at her side she can move
One of the guys throwing his book on the floor
Guys....please...she said tensed
One of then getting to closer
You think you are better than us
Pushing her falling on the floor
Hey whats going on..I said with my friend behind me
The guy look at me
Nothing dude we just talking to her
Talk....I said anger accidentally blowing the basketball ball anger
The guys scared and leave
Kneeling myself looking for her face
Are you alright
She just stand from the floor looking where the guys go
Im fine
Are you sure..I said standing up
Them she look at me those green/brown lovely eyes but with pure fear
No...she said
Let me help you..i said taking her books back
Going home..I ask her
Yes
Let me take you home
We walk at her house in silence..I was more admiring her strange color hair black with golden is obviously not paint or something...we get at her house actually the sheriff house
Your save
She look at me strange
Thank you
By the way my name is derek
she didn't answer
I hope you have a name...I said smiling insisted
She look at me so blush making me smile
Im still waiting...I said amused but already hypnotized by her eyes
Jeannie...my name is jeannie
Finally a name ..I said
She just smile a beautiful smile turning and star walking at her house
See you tomorrow
She turn looking at me thinking
See you
She said smiling closing the door behind her
Flash back ends
Looking at the lace smiling...
My cellphone buzzing....jeannie
After school...ok
Im answer her
Ill pick you up
Sending
She answer back
Ok
Taking the box with me to my car put it in the back taking the lace in my hand ...thinking closing my hand..
I cant let her forget...I said
Turning on my car and leave
Kira pov
The class is finished....taking my thing going to the teacher i mean jeannie I got something for her..
ahh....hi....I said standing in front of her desk
Jeannie suddenly look at me strange she didnt recognize me
Ahh....hi....sorry..jeannie said uncomfortable
Its me kira...remember..I said worried
She look at me silenced
Are you alright..I ask her worried
She close her eyes for a moment breathing
Im sorry..im just tired.....kira..jeannie said smiling at me
Taking the bunch of papers out of my bag and giving to her
Here...I said smiling
She take the bunch of paper strange
What this...jeannie said looking the papers curious
Remember the day when the onis goes to scott house
Something...jeannie said the papers
Somethings wrong with jeannie...she was there with us..
Moving my head stop thinking...
Anyway..when I heard they call you luna..andi saw your eyes...im doing some research and this is a few thing that I found...I said smiling and proud
Jeannie look in shock the bunch of papers
A few...kira...what you doing in your ....free time..jeannie said surprised
Research....stuff just stuff...I said a little scared
I see...jeannie said now smiling in desbelieve
If I found something else I tell you..ok...I said excited
I cant wait...jeannie said putting the paper in her bag
Good..see you...I said almost jumping going out of her room
See you.......
Scott pov
We are walking in the school parking
Are you are right ...I ask to stiles
We was walking at his car I didnt get in
Im fine...Are you coming...stiles ask me tired
No...I said show him jeannies key car
Why you have her key...stiles ask strange walking at me
You dont see what going on do you...I said to him worry
Stiles nod his head negative
She already forgetting....she dont recognize kira today..you dont see all the notes she have over the desk...the way she look at us...shes star forgetting us...thats what happening...are you not worry..I said looking back at her classroom
We stay in silenced both looking back at her classroom
Is my fault.....stiles said tensed
Why you said that...I said looking at him
I know aiden told you...stiles said walking at his car
So you did it....why ...I dont undesrtand you care for her...I said walking after him
Because I care for her I did it...stiles getting inside his jeep
Stiles wait....whats really going on...I said standing in front of his door
Stiles look at me sad
Scott im not gonna changed my mind...stiles said driving away
What really going on...I said looking back at jeannie classroom walking at her car and leave