Nali Pov
ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYY omg im so excited for tonight so many people said that they are coming it's just so eeekkk omg .
Sage is here ofc getting me all ready for later tonight . I went out to breakfast with my grandma and zayne then after went to see my dad grave and then got my nails and feet done and now we are here . The party starts in a hour and everyone is just hassling . the party is at a Bnb and that house is mad big omg .
James and Sincere are ofc getting ready being all extra with their outfits
and my bestie looks greatttt , i already know niggas are gonna be on her hard body and it's gonna be so funny when she curses they ass out
My makeup is halfway done and Sage and I are just having small conversations
"soooo is Kasim coming ?" i asked
"idk he never responded to me bitch ass" she said
i just laughed at her
"oh and please you and sincere no drunk nasty sex tonight at my party pleaseee" i said shaking my head
"ummmm no promises" she said laughing
10 minutes passed and sage finished my makeup and she flat ironed my hair also again
I then started to get dressed
"girl ... you look so beautiful omg give me a huggg" she said walking to me all happy
"thanks bae" i said hugging her back
"now let's go take pictures hopefully those idiots are done getting ready
we walked downstairs and my grandma mouth dropped
"omgggg Nali you look so beautiful" she said
"thanks grandma" i said hugging her
Sage then started directing me where to stand and how to pose , i was getting a little tired lord
Sincere and James came downstairs finally
"ohhhhh danggg Nali okay" Sincere said
James was just smirking at me and leaning on the couch ... ooooook
"you looking a lil too grown though" james said
"boy i look good" i said snapping my fingers
"ik that's right" he said smirking
boy if you don't get tf , don't get me wrong he's cute n all but like everyone know about Kasim at this point
im already trying to live alittle with Leon
James is doing too much now
We got done taking photos and we said goodbye and drove to the bnb , we took James car since he had a range rover , so more space for us to sit and we just drove to the party , it was an hour away and we was already running late
We finally arrived at the party and it was already looking packed the music was blasting and everything we got out and we walking in and everyone was saying happy birthday to me i felt all the love tonight for sure .
Sage then pulled me to the bar she said we doing it all tonight .
Ace Pov
I was in the crib with the guys and Queen was upstairs. They was all trying to go to Nali party but i don't know if im really with that to be honest.
"yo bro we bout to head over to the party you sure you not tryna go" rick said
"nah bro but i'll hit y'all up if anything" i said
"bro y'all should atleast be able to be friends , don't let shawty upstairs break that up" bdot said and everyone else agreed
"yea yea ima fuck with y'all" i said
they then left
I then went upstairs and hopped in the shower
i've been thinking about going to that lil party but shit idk
I got out the shower and went into my closet, Queen was up watching Tv
I was picking out some shit to wear when i saw a great fit ... yea im going out Queen gonna have to find some understanding
"where you going ?" queen said
"out" i said
"better not be to no Nali Bnb" she said with nothing but attitude
"watch out bro" i said
"no everything is about her , make it about me and your baby nigga" she said
she's been really getting on my nerves these past couple of months over some damn Nali
"bro everything i do is for the baby not you" i said
"so you don't care about me ?" she said
"nah i do you carrying my seed but you on some other shit" i said shaking my head
"how am i on some other shit if all you worried about is that bitch" she said
"watch your mouth yo" i said getting up and putting on my shoes
"why you wanna fuck her or something ?" she said laughing
"baby , i already did" i said laughing
"ACE" she yelled
"relax" i said
"Ace you fucking told me y'all wasn't doing shit" she said getting up
"we weren't but then we did" i said nonchalantly
"when" she said
"what ?" i said
"nigga you heard me i said when" she said
i sucked my teeth , "like a month ago" i said
"A FUCKING - SO YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH THE FUCKING HOE" she started yelling
"i said watch your mouth" i said grabbing my keys
"OH YEA FUCKING LEAVE YOU LAME ASS NIGGA I WONT FUCKING BE HERE WHEN YOU COME BACK FUCK YOU" she said as she started packing her things
"cool" i said and dipped
I got in my car and made a deep sigh
bitches be bugging
I pulled off and an hour later a made it to the party and that shit was packed , you smelled weed , sweat , alcohol everything oh nah
i was walking around and i saw my brothers so i dapped them up
"damn queen let you off the leash" rick said laughing
"nah we kinda broke up" i said
"damn what happened" they said
"i told her i cheated on her with Nali and yea" i said
"gg my boy" bdot said patting my back
they then started rolling up and we started smoking n shit
i've always preferred smoking than drinking
Nali Pov
I was dancing with sage , she even had me twerking omg my dress kept lifting up n stuff , so embarrassing.
I went to go get another drink and i was almost literally drunk .. maybe i already am ... i honestly don't know
i got the drink and i was just drinking and drinking
im gonna life tonight up i deserve it
FUCK KASIM
FUCK QUEEN
i went back to dancing but sage wasn't there so i just started dancing some more and this guy grabbed me and tried dancing with me
"get off of me" i said trying to push him off
"cmon it's me Leon" he said grabbing me again but tighter
i pushed him off and walked away upstairs to catch my breath and some air
I went into one of the rooms and laid down on the bed , then i hear the door open then close
i shot up and saw Leon
"Leon get out" i said slurred
"yea your drunk as fuck" he said smiling
"lean move" i said pushing him away as he got closer to me
he grabbed my hand then twisted it and pulled me down onto the bed straddling me as he unbuckled his pants
"you not gonna remember a thing baby girl relax" he started pulling up my pants and i was screaming as loud as i could but i know that the music is too loud
i just kept screaming though but nobody was coming he entered me and i started crying but fighting
i started scratching him everywhere, punching him everything i was able to grab the lamp off of the table and hit him in the head with it and i got up and ran as fast as i could outside
i kept on running and running till i heard someone yelling my name and i turned around and saw sage
"omg sage" i said panting and crying
"NALI WHAT HAPPENED ?" she said
"le le leon he tried to rape me but i fought him off" i said trying to catch my breath
she grabbed me and walked into the party and told the dj to shut off the music and to tell everyone to leave now
everyone was groaning and leaving and sincere walked up to us
"what's going on ?" he said
"THAT BITCH ASS NIGGA TRIED TO YO HOLD ON WHERE THE FUCK IS LEON" sage was going crazy she went upstairs and sincere followed
i went to till i felt someone grab me
i turned around getting ready to hit them but it was Kasim
"yo what's going on ?" he said
"leon tried to rape me" i said
"HE-" kasim was cut off by cursing and yelling we ran upstairs and i saw sage beating leon up and sincere too they was jumping him
Leon was on the ground and you could hear him whimpering im sorry
Kasim then walked up and pulled out again my heart skipped a beat
"KASIM WHAT ARE YOU DOING" i said trying to grab him
he pulled his arm away and cocked the gun back and he told sage and sincere to back up and i ran up to him and pushed his arm and he ended up shooting Leon leg instead of head
"yo nali what the fuck" he said turning around
"look i don't know what type of shit you do or be on but not the fuck over here Kasim , you don't fucking kill people" i said walking away
"Nali hold up wait" he said
"what kasim ? what was that ?" i said
"cmon let's talk about this" he said
"talk ? yea no" i said walking away
"nali get in the car" he said
"no kasim leave me alone" i said still walking
"nali get in the fucking car im not gonna ask again" he said raising his voice
i turned around and got in the car , "what are you gonna do shoot me ?" i mumbled
he just slammed the door and he drove off
i texted sage telling her im with Kasim
"don't take me home , im not explaining that to my grandma" i said folding my arms
"ok" he said
"and not to your crib nobody got time for Queen yo cause if i see her nah" i said
"you see her then what ?" he said snapping him neck
"oh my bad i forgot she was your bitch" i said
"she not my girl no more & im not fucking with this attitude at all right now" he said
"whatever" i said
"fix it" he said aggressively.. which i honestly found kinda attractive
i just slouched down in the seat and kinda started blushing and i could feel him looking at me .
we arrived at his house and i opened the door and slammed it and waited for him to open the house door
"don't be slamming my shit Nali" he said while opening the door
i didn't say anything i just walked upstairs and sat on the edge of his bed
"here" he said throwing me a shirt
"who said im staying ?" i said
"you staying Nali" he said
i just sucked my teeth and went into the bathroom to change
"i seen all that already" he said through the door
i just rolled my eyes and changed
i saw a scrunchie so i tied up my hair , came out and laid on the bed
he was already changed and the lights were off the only light in the room was the tv
"yo nali tonight , no arguing to no nothing we need to learn how to communicate better" he said seriously
"ok" i said
"Nali my fault for acting out like that but when you get hurt especially like that all the fucks i give is gone" he said
"i understand that but nobody has to die for me" i said
"when shit like that happens niggas is definitely dying" he said
"for what because it's rape" i said
"ofc and because i fucking love you Nali do you really truly understand that . you got a nigga moving really different" he said
"not that different" i said
"what's that supposed to mean ?" he said
"you got a whole girl pregnant kasim that shit hurt together or not" i said
"nali you hurt me by saying you didn't wanna be with me" he said
"so you get a girl after me ?" i said
"she was only meant to be a distraction none of that other shit , im sorry" he said
"im sorry too , i was just dealing with these pent up emotions that i was to scared to handle , i just don't wanna lose you kasim it scares me" i said looking down
he picked my head up
"babygirl im inlove with you ain't no changing that , you not losing me even if you wanted to & baby i know we both tried" he said and kissed my lips softly
"oh kasim" i overpowered him and kissed him and he slipped in some tongue
see now how'd i know we was gonna end up ripping eachothers clothes off
it felt more passionate than before how can this be omg
he put it in me and he started stroking me slowly then speeding up and slowing down again
i was just moaning his name so loud my toes were curling
we went into so many positions, newer ones than before moaning in sync out of sync , scratching his back , him pulling me closer and closer every stroke i literally felt everything , every kiss , every stroke , every touch
we was going at it for a good 30 minutes cause we was so tired
"Nali i love you so much"
"i love you too Kasim"
we shared one last kiss before i got comfortable on his chest and we both slowly went to sleep
yea we're toxic ... toxically inlove ... and i plan on changing that . I want to be healthy in love , peacefully inlove with Kasim
being toxic is to draining despite how much we love eachother.