Could I take a step back to forget all those paths that have ruined me? Could I hold all those hearts without breaking them again? Could I return all those calls and smiles I have received? Could I remind myself to forget the pain of the past? Could I break once again to remember the worth of being whole? Could I relive the nostalgia that I have never even missed? Could I love back those memories I never meant to make? Could I still survive without being lost again? Could I know the reality better than its so-called fairytales? Could the reality be a little more real than being fake? Could these second chances be more miraculous than magical?
Dear Admissions Committee,
I'm not worth it . . .
Yours faithfully,
That student you would never consider