Food.
That's all I wanted.
Needed.
I have been craving more food lately.
I would whine and throw a tantrum infront of theo if he says no.
I would pull my eye balls and make a sad pouty face.
Puppy face.
He would glare at me and groan.
I would stand there smiling more like smirking at my victory.
He would scoop me up into bridal style and take me to the kitchen. Other days we would be in the room cuddling and eating.
I would mostly suggest junk food.
That made him frown a bit.
He didn't like me eating junk food all day.
Pizza.
Burger.
Ice cream.
Submarine.
Chicken.
Nuggets.
Popcorn.
And more.
Morning sickness has been a thing.
As well.
Every morning I would feel nauseous and vomit.
I wake up mostly early than theo because of it.
I would eat some medicines for it.
I have been growing lots of systems.
Headaches.
Stomach pain.
Feeling nauseous.
Vomiting.
Almost everything that a pregnant woman would have.
Wait.
Wait a minute.
Oh my fucking god.
No way.
This has to be a dream.
I can't.
Am I?
Am I pregnant?
This cannot be happening.
I checked my phone for reminders.
My period reminders.
My period would be unusual and odd.
From other people.
It would be around 5 to 6 days for me.
The dates are even quite simple.
Similar.
I would know almost when it's coming.
Sometimes.
I looked over the reminder.
Two days before was the actual day I should get my period.
But i never did.
I was straight to the point of having an attack.
I took deep breaths to stay calm.
I closed my eyes.
This all has to be a mistake.
I meant like my period can be late.
Two to three days.
I can prove that.
But what about the food addict and the morning sickness.
Those are the symptoms a pregnant women would have.
I was currently in the room.
My legs crossed.
Watching Netflix as I was eating ice cream.
Theo had gone because he had work to do.
To make the matter better he bought me some food to the room , kissed my forehead , told me to call him if anything is wrong and left.
The food addict was a problem.
A big problem.
I can't even prove a point for that.
I was never like that.
I was never interested in eating so many junk food.
Too much.
Consequently eating.
I would always have something in my hand once to twice in an hour.
Expect when I go to sleep.
But that's another story.
I cant ever prove even one single point for the food addict.
Next is morning sickness.
Which is something I rarely get because I was always healthy and fit.
I headed to the bathroom and checked the drawers.
Luckily there was a pregnancy test.
In the last drawer and it was not used.
Yet.
Ya baby!
My luck just came in.
I hope it doesn't leave me.
I went in and did my buissness with the test.
I waited for a while.
Holding my breath.
The line started to form.
At first I thought it was only one line but it became two.
I was clearly pregnant.
Yes.
You heard me.
I was pregnant with theo's child.
I stared at the bathroom mirror.
Suddenly moving away from the real world.
Down to my own little bubble.
Lost in my thoughts.
How did I get pregnant?
I asked myself.
Did I mention that theo hated condoms.
He would never wear it.
He never wore it when we had sex.
I just realized that.
Ugh.
Fuck this shit.
Should I keep the baby?
Would I be a good mother?
How am I gonna tell theo?
Would theo accept this?
Would theo want to keep it?
What will his reaction be?
Should I tell him?
Should I hid it?
What the fuck am I going to do.
Im so lost in thought I can't.
I rubbed my belly staring at my own reflection of the mirror.
It was completely unbelievable.
Unexpected.
I was going to be a mother.
From a girl.
To a women.
To a girfreind.
To a mother.
Would I be the best mother?
Was I ready for a child?
I always wanted a child.
A little form of our creation was growing.
Creating.
Itself.
In my body,
Pretty soon its gonna be a baby.
The happiest moment a mother can face.
Our baby.
Theo and my creation.
Form.
I took the test and put it into my back pocket.
I went and pushed myself onto the bed.
How am I ever going to do this?
This is all I wanted?
A family?
Theo had even mentioned he wanted a baby.
I opened my eyes and I started at the wall.
Completely differently.
Thinking.
I didnt know what to do.
What to say.
How to react.
What to feel.
This was all too sudden.
Two hands grabbed my waist and pulled me closer.
At first I was scared.
How am I even gonna face him.
Tell him.
He kissed me on my neck a couple of times and moved over to my mouth.
Pecking it.
"Hey baby." He smiled.
He looked down on me as I said nothing.
Why?
I need to tell him.
He needs to know.
Hes the father to my kid.
The baby.
The bigger question is how am I gonna tell him.
How.
What would his reaction be.
His face.
Would he reject.
Would he accept.
"Hey baby girl you okay?" He asked me.
"I u-h h-i." I stuttered.
"Baby what's wrong?" Thsi time he asked me softly.
He knew something was wrong.
He just didnt know what it was.
I was normally the attention seeking cuddly happy excited type.
But look at me today.
It felt like that I worked up at the wrong side of the bed today.
I looked at him.
He looked at me.
His face blank.
His eyebrows raised.
"I uh I need to tell you something."
I spoke.
My voice shaky form all the thinking.
"Tell me baby girl."
I hope he dosnet get mad with me.
Leave me.
Yell at me.
He's all I have and I cant lose it.
Not again .
Not anymore.
I would kill myself if he died without me.
He looked soft,
Not mad.
Hurt.
Angry.
Teo looked calm.
An okay face.
I closed my eyes and counted up to 3.
Theo still waiting for me to responding.
For me to answer.
I took a deep breath.
3..
2...
1...
"I'm pregnant." I answered and closed my eyes.
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