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~ Taeyong's P.O.V~
So NCT2020 is happening. New members too. I already have enough on my plate with 20 members. Now two more?! I mean- I guess it won't be so bad? Who am I kidding I can barely manage with just 127.
Feeling myself grow so stressed right after the meeting I head to my room. I lay in bed and just look up at the ceiling contemplating my life so far. Looking back, I realize I never really had a childhood. It's always been work, train, school. Never once did I let myself really enjoy my childhood or teenage years. Being of the leader of a group that's constantly growing made me get stripped away from a real childhood and teenage life.
-3rd person p.o.v-
Without realizing it Taeyong started shedding tear after tear until he was full on sobbing. As he cried to himself he grabbed his bunny stuffy and cuddled into it letting his cries be muffled by the bunny. During his crying session Taeyong felt himself start to calm down, but as he calmed down something in him clicked. He looked around and sniffles. He dries his tears with his hands and pouts. He was now in his headspace.
"Yongie nu wike bein wone" he says as he slowly sits up. He contemplates for a while and heads to the only other person he trusts enough to see him in this weak state. Jung Jaehyun.
Once he's with Jae, Taeyong finds himself relaxing into the other's arms. He cries a little more, but soon relaxes as Jaehyun whispers words of comfort to him. He lightly giggles and looks up. "Daddy I wan cuddew wif uw!" Taeyong says as he smiles brightly. Jaehyun complies and both end up falling asleep in each other's arms.
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